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2005 21 February :: 10.28pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Evanescence-Hello
Greatest Movie.
I Love Robbie<3
" The best love is the kind that awakens the soul
and makes us reach out for more,
that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds,
and that's what you've given me.
That's what i hope to give to you forever.
I love you, I'll be seeing you. "
--The Notebook --
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2005 21 February :: 10.32am
Fill in the little parentheses
Y - Yes
N - No
M - Maybe
O - Of course (obviously)
* - Already have done it
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( ) go out with me?
( ) hold my hand?
( ) give me your number?
( ) let me kiss you?
( ) have sex with me?
( ) play an SM scene with me?
( ) watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one?
( ) let me take you out to dinner?
( ) drive me somewhere/anywhere?
( ) take a shower with me?
( ) be my gf/bf?
( ) have a fling with me?
( ) listen to me if I called you, crying, even if you were out with all of your friends?
( ) buy me a drink if I didn't have money?
( ) take me home for the night?
( ) let me sleep in your bed?
( ) sing car karaoke with me?
( ) sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
( ) come and pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
( ) dance with me in the rain with no music?
( ) re-post this for me to answer your questions
i love these little things so just do it to m,ake me happy :)
-Nik
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2005 19 February :: 8.31am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: chariot x grtetchen wilson
life..
well things are all fucked up.. my best friend isnt aloud to see me or talk to me any more becasue im a "bad influence" .. soo .. i called her last night to ask her a question about bio.. because i really needed to know the answer. and i could hear the fucking cunt in the background talking shit about me and yelling at Gini.. its so gay honestly.. im knida thinking that we shouldnt be friends at all.. becasue whats the point really, we arent aloud to hang out so i dont really see the point at all.. she ignores me anyways when shes with certain people and i dont want to be treated like that any more..
...i guess this is the only place i can actually talk about my problems with since no one else really cares...
-Nik
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2005 16 February :: 8.48pm
the greatest feeling, is to wake up and have the covers perfectly warm. not too warm that you feel as if you have a fever, but a nice warm that seems to protect you and keep you in the deepest sleep. its so comfortable and i always hate to leave it. but its best when you wake up with someone beside you.
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2005 16 February :: 5.55am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Britney Spears: Do Somethin
blah
this morning has sucked so far lol, i woke up at 12:30 a.m. thinking it was 5:30, took a shower, got dressed, put on makeup, and then looked at the clock and realized it was 1:20... lol so then i tried to go back to sleep and feel asleep till 2:30 and then woke up and couldnt fall back asleep, so basically i sat in bed for 3 hours...trying to go to sleep. that was fun.
nothing else to complain about really...
yea...
-darien
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2005 13 February :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Sublime- "Trenchtown Rock"
Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man
Night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older and
You have grown colder and
Nothing is very much fun any more.
havent written in here in a long time but tomorrow is valentines day and i decited it take out some of my anger as to how stupid it is here...
yes valintines or however u spell it is stupid.. dont agree thats ur problem.. the only reason there is valientines day is so that halmark can make more money for no reason, if u really love someone u dont need at random ass day to reminde u to get them flowers and thank them for loving u too.. after working today and seeing howmany ppl were buyin roses and chocolate it made me think i wouldnt even want that.. everyone gets that.. how does that make it a special day with the person u "love", if its special then how come there is no thought as to what ur gonna get the other person? there is no thought or love built into valientines day its jsut do what everyoen else does so that we can give halmark and other card stors money becasue there is no toher holiday in febuary.yea i guess u can say im a bitter bitch cuz i dont like valientines day..but its not made to spred love or make a happy random day in febuary its to spend money on flowers that will b dead in 2 days and chocolate that will b gone in 2 days just so u can join in on the stupid holiday of love.. if u really love someone everyday with them should b a holiday of love... and sure say valientines day has a point but all valientines day is really for is to make the lonley ppl feel even more alone then they are...
yea... now im gonna go eat food
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krazykelc1
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2005 11 February :: 8.08am
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers
You Wreck Me....
Tonight we ride, right or wrong
Tonight we sail, on a radio song
Rescue me, should I go down
If I stay too long in trouble town
Oh, yeah, you wreck me, baby
You break me in two
But you move me, honey
Yes, you do
Now and again I get the feeling
Well if I don't win, I'm a gonna break even
Rescue me, should I go wrong
If I dig too deep, if I stay too long
Oh, yeah, you wreck me, baby
You break me in two
But you move me, honey
Yes, you do
I'll be the boy in the corduroy pants
You be the girl at the high school dance
Run with me, wherever I go
Just play dumb, whatever you know
Oh, yeah, you wreck me, baby
You break me in two
But you move me, honey
Yes, you do
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2005 11 February :: 7.04am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: candy shop...
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hello....
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2005 8 February :: 8.28pm
:: Music: FrankieJ ft. BabyBash-Obsession
2-7-05
Change is inevitable.
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2005 7 February :: 1.35pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: none
im in ms navarro's and my computer at home is broken once again.. well.. things have been going good.. i guess..
GO PATRIOTS!! hell ya babyyy fuck all you eagles fans cuz ohh look.. we won!
:)
thats all
-Nik
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2005 3 February :: 4.32pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: lil kim: how many licks?
a look at the past.
click me
just a few months ago really...
things change so fast :-/ already i feel so different.
leave one. please.
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2005 1 February :: 8.38pm
{s}ex cures {c}ancer
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2005 30 January :: 11.59am
do they win
if you sit there and take it?
or
when you hit the roof and flip the fuck out on them?
when is it they win?
How do you win?
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2005 28 January :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: over: lindsay lohan
none really
ii havent updated in a while i guess...but fromn the looks of it, i dont think anyone really noticed lol.
midterms were this week...im quite glad that they r over...i also have gotten A's on every single one...i dont know where that came from. well...on to another semester...its gone by so fast and im still pretty unhappy. i guess things are getting better...maybe i just tell myself that to get through each day.
be thankful to have stayed in one place.
it would be nice to comment if you read this. please.
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2005 26 January :: 3.51pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: margaritaville x jimmy buffett
havnt updated in a while
well .. lets see.. im knida siock of people talking shit in my journal.. seriously whoever it is is obviously to pussy to write their name so im not really worried.. even thought i thought me and traci were still friends.. but i dont know now im confused cuz the comment she left to the other people :\ ... but anyways.. if the person is taking their time out to look in my journal than they obviously have a lot of time on their hands and like to piss me off.. seriuosly if you dont like me you have absolutly no right looking in my journal!
well we didnt have school monday or tuesday becasue of the snow.. so basically me and virginia chilled at ryans with the boys and watched movies the WHOLE weekend.. then today was virginia's 16th birthdayyyyyy!!!!! yippieeeee.. the girl didnt go to get her permit tho :( ya so anyways.. the wreseling meet got cancelled for tonight becasue of the snow so its a pretty boring night..
ya thats all..
-Nik
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2005 25 January :: 10.09pm
:: Music: Sublime- "Garden Grove"
hello...
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2005 20 January :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: boulevard of broken dreams.
blaaah
well i havent updated in a while cuz i havent had internet connection oh well! anyway...last monday was pretty much the best fun ive had in one day since i cant remember when. i met nikkie at her cheer practice then we went to her grandmas and i ate chicken salad and chips. then we went to virginias and walked around and saw a few people for a while in the coldness. then we went back to virginias house and looked at pictuires and listened to country (ahh) and i saw how nasty i looked at the semi lol with all the pictures. i dont why people dont tell me these things. well whatever lol... i guess ive changed?? idk....well we talked about how much things have changed since i left and how different our lives are... i hate going to natick cuz i just dont wanna leave... it reminds me of how happy i was and it makes me sad to think ill never really have it again.
well then we went to georges and met julie! yay! i havent seen her for so long. we ate the best pizza ive had in while and fries and then we got candy at jones drug...it was very fun....then we went to julies for a minute and a half lol and then hung out at nikkies for the rest of the time and i got picked up by my dad and finally got home at 9:30.
anyway...i had lots of fun and i love you guys... you are all i have left and your there when i need you. i wanna be there again...like it was befrore. i guess you can never have everything you want or be completely happy. i just wanna come close...
i hope i get to come to school with u guys in march tho that would be awesome...that will get me thru the next few months i guess.
i really miss you.
please comment.
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2005 18 January :: 7.27pm
random lyrics from third eye blind
i love third eye blind... theses are some of the quotes that i love the most... lol random but hey i like them...
And there's a memory of a window, Looking through I see you.
Searching for something, I could never give you,
There's someone who understands you more than I do.
A sadness I can't erase. All alone on your face.
... my favorite
When I came to visit you,
That's when I knew, That I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still I'm the one who's stupid,
And there's this burning, Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, And I've never been so alive
The surface is everything, but I could never do that,
Someone would see through that.
And this is the last time, We'll be friends again.
I'll get over you, you'll wonder, who I am.
And there's this burning, Just like there's always been,
I've never been so alone, I've never been so alive...
Hey, will you stay a while.
My smile will not mislead you,
Cause I've been alone, my faith turned to stone,
Still there's something in you, that I believe in,
Close to your pierce,
I go wild and fierce,
Still I let you be,
I feel you next to me,
'Cause outside I feel,
A wind it starts to blow,
I'm taken in your undertow.
Everything is fine I'm lonely all the time,
Cause All I want to do is be there for the things that you're going through,
Well is it good for you,
Is it good for you.
Cause you haunt my nights when I don't know where my life should go,
Well is it good for you,
Is it good for you.
Hey, child please stay awhile.
My smile will not mislead you.
Cause I've been without.
I go wild with doubt,
I grab at you,
I can't stop grabbing at you,
Cause I feel you cross my mind in disarray, intoxicated ricochet,
There's nothing wrong,
just don't take too long,....
When you left, I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you, and I know I'm not your friend
How we living, young American
I guess I've always known
I'd be on my own, I'd be on my own
And I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why...
yea...
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2005 17 January :: 10.03pm
good night, sleep tight, my gun
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2005 16 January :: 4.40am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none
its really early
well yesterday i went to the wreseling tournament.. i met my britt there.. then me andrea britt tim and nick went to tims house so andrea could change.. then we went to georges, where we say dana.. so instead of going back to the high school, we went back to tims. i had fun.. then i was wicked sketchy and went back to the high school to be picked up. Jacqui was like WOW! you smell! lol it ws kinda funny.. then i went home and talked to gini on the phone till like 11
ya so that was my day..
ohh its kinda weird i havnt eaten for 2 days bacause every time i try to eat i feel sick.. and im like hungry but i also feel like if i eat i will throw up.. i had some of brittany's french fries at georges yesterday but thats it!
kinda weird huh?
ya ok so thats really all
comment
-Nik
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