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2005 22 October :: 9.20pm
have you ever felt so naked? like everyone can see past your skin to your very soul? just imagian standing alone on center stage. the audiance is out in the darkness so you cant quite see them, but your know they are out there and their attention is fixated on you. a solo light shines from above and warms your bare skin as you stand so naked in front of them; offering everything and holding back nothing. You want to share, but you still feel that you should cover up so, modestly, your hands are hiding parts that society doesnt accept. the things that help define who you are but are forbidden to express or share... you wanna be embaressed, but you also wanna share to the entire world what you hide...
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2005 25 August :: 11.08am
you make things so much harder
ishould say goodbye
but its so0oo hard
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2005 8 August :: 8.08am
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: none
update.
i havnt updated in forever, and im sorry for that!! anyway, i just got home from cheer camp. i got a tonnn of pictures.
http://www.worldisround.com/articles/200872/index.html
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2005 7 July :: 12.31am
haha saw this in mandas thing so i tried it
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2005 22 June :: 9.19am
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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2005 21 June :: 11.20am
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i LOVE him with every bit of my heart!! i have never loved neone as much as i love him! i jsut love.. to b around him.. to be able to see his sweet face.. to be able to talk to him like i cant talk to other ppl.. to listen to him laff.. to have him make me laff.. to curl up together on his bed and never want to let go.. to joke around with.. to play video games with.. to play fight with.. to watch him skateboard and know hes haveing a good time.. to make love to.. to watch every movie there is with.. to wake up and know i get to see him today.. to wake up and know hes still right next to me.. to talk to him on the fone till i pass out, or he does.. the feeling of compleatness when hes wiht me.. the thought that there is no one above me.. the way he smells.. the way he looks into my eyes.. the way he kisses me.. the way he holds me.. the way he loves me.. the way he calls me BABY.. the way i can tell what hes thinkign by the look on his face.. the closeness he has for his family.. how every second i spend wiht him makes me love him more.. how when im mad or hes mad at eachother we can only stay mad for 2 mins tops.. how hes not jsut my boyfriend how hes my BESTfreind too.. how happy is an understatement for how i feel when were together.. how we prove opposites attract.. how i can spend evey min. of everyday with him and not get sick of him.. how without him i wouldnt be me.. simply.. I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM!!!!.. and everything about me wiht him..
i love Cj soo much...
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2005 16 June :: 2.54pm
:: Music: Jack Johnson-"Posters"
hmm
Its been so long since i wrote in this thing but i jsut randmly got the urge to write in here..
TEN DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY :-D!!!
well school is amost over, only finals left.. then im off to flordia for 2 weeks :-( i really dont want to go.. its to long to b away i think.. but what can i do?
"All this talk of getting old is getting me down my love.."
I cant believe that i only have two years of high school left.. it makes me sad to think abot.. it seems like it all just strated... and they say these days are the best times of are lives... thats scary.. with all the dram and shit that goes on EVERYDAY over nothing how can these times b the best.. and if they relly are then how much wores can life b?? and what about all these people i love?? am i really never goann see them after high school... that thought of that makes me so sick to my stomach...
all i know is that shit is all fucked up i guess.. and im jsut writing to my slef right now so im goann write my law final wich is worth my time...
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2005 13 June :: 4.20pm
is it so much to want to be beautiful and to not want people to have sex with you? maybe people turn gay because the opposite sex isnt as horney and find them actually beautiful. its just a thought.
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2005 1 June :: 9.33pm
i hurt so much. for so many reasons?? hard to explain. you dont wanna hear the details... i think my bed has to do with it. lol!
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2005 31 May :: 3.50pm
http://www.geocities.com/bakagnome/loz.mp3
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2005 28 May :: 10.23am
ok so i havnt updated in a really long time.. anyways.. things have been going pretty good on the friends circut.. but boys on the other hand.. not so good! anywhoo..
domino my precious doggy got her wire cut and she had been gone for like 2 days.. then someone sed they saw her so we looked for so long.. and finnaly someone sed they dropped her off at the clinic, so we went to get her. then this morning when she woke up she couldnt walk.. and now she needs a cast (we requested a pink one) and im really sad.. but as long as she'll be okay..
anyways.. i dont really havee alot to write becasue i've been buisy.. work is going good.. come visit me at Bakery on the common sometme. ya.. uhhhmmm.
ohhh cheerleading tryouts are next weeki.. i really want top make varsity.. i havew been working my whole life for it.. and i just really hope my dream comes true :\
ALrighty.. if i see some comments i'll update more often...
-NikkiE
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2005 24 May :: 9.42pm
i feel fat
i am fat
i need to stop eating
gotta run
damn it
im so fat
i will never be loved if im fat
must be thin and pure
thin and pure
like a cup
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2005 17 May :: 9.42pm
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2005 14 May :: 12.07pm
booo
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2005 10 May :: 8.42pm
"Travis": yo wat the fuck is ur problem
"Danielle": i didnt say anything
"Danielle": i sweat
"Danielle": *sswear
"Travis": the who the fuck did
"Travis": then*
"Danielle": nate did
"Danielle": he was mad cause i wouldnt give kellies number
"Travis": y should i believe u
"Danielle": iono i really dont care if you believe me or not... i know im not lying...
"Danielle": i dont even know why i would do something like that.. .i dont want you... i really could care less abou tyou
"Danielle": no offense or anything
"Travis": non etaken but y would nate say something like dat bout me if u wouldnt give him her #
"Danielle": cause he kept saying he wants to fuck your girl and that he wants to break you guys up so he can have her
"Danielle": he said it in english and i wouldnt lie about that
"Travis": ok tom in the morning u me amber and nate r goin to have a talk and ur goin to tell amber everything u jus said to me
"Danielle": ok
"Travis": were goin to figure all this shit out
"Danielle": ok
"Travis" is away at 8:40 P.M.
i fckn hate drama. lol.
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2005 6 May :: 3.59pm
wow i havnt updated in so long.. well a bunch of shot has been going on lately.. but really nothing that i want the whole fucking world to know soo.. ya.. anyways uhhmm i got a myspcae lol :) and well i got my liscence and a job if i havnt written that in here yet. And im going to see house of wax with janet and Erika tonight.. ashley cant go becasue shes going to main.. im gunna miss her till tuesday :( lol ya and we might see TRaCiI and allison there becasue they're going too !! woot woot! lol im getting ready to be scared shitless.. Anyways janets working till 8 so until then im gunna be bored! uggggg!
ya thats all
<3333 NikkiE
this totally reminds me of myself!!!
or these cuter ones
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2005 2 May :: 5.49pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: breathe*anna nalick
been a bit
well let me start off with my vacation..it was great. Floridsa was beautiful while i heard it rained for u guys all week : P. Anyway...i stayed in a hotel on the beach ( St. Pete Beach ) and got to go to the tampa aquarium and busch gardens twice. it was so fun. it was over quick tho and now im back. lol
yesterday me and michelle worked on our retarded science labs... we made most of it up and hung around and ate lunch and looked at journals and yeah thats all i remember.
i think i mite make a livejournal....:)
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2005 24 April :: 10.19pm
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2005 18 April :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: if i aint got you ~ Alica Keys
blah...
i try to update as much as possible but i have nothing interesting to say.... :-/
im going to FL next week, which should be fun.
things are getting somewhat better as time passes here. i feel good about things in general with a few worries i guess.
everyday i still find myself missing all of the things i had. and i wonder will i have that again? in some senses i think i will but in others i guess i don't see it happening. id like to come close.
summers almost here...2 more months or so... i wanna visit you guys...itll be like last summer which now seems like yesterday. the year is going by so fast...i cant wait to see you guys soon...i miss you alot.
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2005 15 April :: 9.34am
i can only feel him drifting away. i hope its not my imagination. maybe it is only paranoia getting the best of me. its only changed in the past two weeks. one week:: it was good... many phonecalls || barely talk... not even when we do call eachother :: next week. i cant understand what happened between us. is it something i did?
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