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2005 28 January :: 3.52am
:: Mood: sick, coughing, tired
I woke up about 10 minutes ago.. I woke myself up coughing.
YESTERDAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY. and I didn't even get a happy birthday from ANDY. *sighs* I guess I'm not good enough. On that note; I didn't get an IM from anyone on woohu. I guess everyone hates me. *looks around* :(
I didn't have cake and ice cream for my birthday like "normal" people do for their birthdays; I got Pizza Hut Pizza and my mom took a piece and stuck 17 candles in it, they sang I made a wish then I only ate one piece. It really pissed me off though because I TOLD George to get the "dinner for 2" at Pizza Hut which is 2 med. pizzas and you can get 2 things of breadsticks for like 17 bucks, which is pretty good. Because I wanted there to be enough so I could invite KELLY OVER.. but nooo- what the fuck does he bring home? NOT WHAT I SAID. He brings home 1 med. pizza,[that cost $16!!!!!] and expects that to be enough? Ugh, I was so mad! It's like "No, don't worry about what Jena said.. she only FUCKIN' EATS AT PIZZA HUT EVERY OTHER FUCKIN' DAY!!!!!!!!!!! But NO; she wouldn't know what the deals are." So Kelly, I apologize for not inviting you over.. I have stupid assholes that live in my house.
So in other news I was quite upset that Jim hasn't even offered to help watch Gabrielle since I've been sick.. I would have THOUGHT that he might come over and be like "Jena, you rest you're sick.. I'll take care of our daughter." But what do I get?? Nothing. *sighs* He didn't even come over to see me on my birthday yesterday. But hey; he called.. yeah..
No school again today.. sorry kids. I'll be back Monday.
My Gram's in the hospital again. I guess she's dehydrated, and she's very weak because she doesn't hardly eat anything, so we're all praying for her.
Amber is getting induced today; good luck Amber!
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2005 27 January :: 8.19am
:: Mood: sick
today's my 17th birthday.
*sighs* i'm sick.
lets xx hug <--AIM SN; IM me and tell me how much you love me/happy birthday.. that'll definitly make me feel better. :-P
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2005 26 January :: 10.27am
:: Mood: sick
A pictures worth a thousand words
But not worth the words I need to hear
I miss you so much that it hurts
And tonight, I wish you were here with me
So I could make you see
The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly
They remind me of
All the times, when we used to sit underneath them,
those summer nights
And fall in love
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2005 26 January :: 9.04am
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..No school again, I don't have a voice because I'm coughing every 5 seconds. I can basicly only whisper. Kelly stayed home I think.
I just want to get better.
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2005 25 January :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: sick, in PAIN, wanting to die
No school again, sick. Upper respitory infection, asthma, and a slight kidney infection. Yes; I went to the doctors today at 11:30; I have 3 perscriptions. They cost almost 70 bucks.. but I definitly think I'm worth it. haha, yeah right. Anyways they are Amoxicillin for my kidney infection, Cyclobenzaprine which is a muscle relaxer.. [they fuckin' knock you out like BOOM] because part of my problem was my headach that went all the way down my back into my spine ect. and Theophylline which is used for asthama, bronchitis, basicly to help me stop my chronic cough that hurts like hell.
I ordered a new birth certificate. Yes, I lost my original one. But in better news I got my physical again; so that means all I need to do is wait for my birth certificate and then I can get my permit. Hahahaha, I still don't think it's gonna happen; but lets hope for the best. *sigh*
Sorry I haven't replied to notes/noted anyone back.. hello- I'm sick. *cough* *spudder* *pain* I'm not on the computer much anymore and when I am it's just looking something up or writing an entry.
I'm gonna go get something to drink. Only 2 days 'til my 17th birthday.. I'm expecting some big gifts in the mail gals 'n' guys!
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2005 23 January :: 9.12pm
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sorry; but I have to say it.. Xanga is really quite retarded, gay, useless, "trendy", and in about a month or so; no one is going to use it anymore.
yeah, sorry if I hurt anyones feelings on my FRIENDS LIST.
other news; I think I have a kidney infection. Yay. [sarcasm] I'm not going to school tomorrow; so eat it.
and now; I am tuning back to the Steelers game.
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2005 23 January :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: cold
4 days until my 17th birthday
I'm still very sick. What's wrong you ask? I don't know. But I feel as though I am dying.
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2005 21 January :: 8.48pm
Dumb little girls need to choke on a dick.
teehee.
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2005 21 January :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: in pain, cold, hot, sick, ect.
When I gave Jim the letter, I don't know if it made things better or worse. We talked about it.. and things are "okay" I guess? I dunno right now.
Today sucked pretty bad. I went to school and Nichole and I took our FBLA test, which we kicked ass on. Then after lunch I started getting really sick. I went to take a nap in the wrestling room during gym.. so after that I went to study hall in Mr. Maleckys room.. I was "tardy" because I was in the bathroom; I was getting so sick. I had a headache that went all through my room and down my spine. So I asked him to go to the office to go home. I stopped at the bathroom before I went down there to call my mom. I started crying because it hurt so much.
I went down to the office then I called the nurse, and she called my brother to come get me. When he finially got there we went home, I was so cold but burning up at the same time. The bumps going down my driveway hurt like hell, shit the whole car ride home hurt really bad. So I got home changed and got under the covers.. I was shaking so bad because I was so cold. I don't even know why though. I kept trying to fall asleep but I couldn't because I was so cold. I took my temp. and it's 101.5. I called my mom and she's coming home early tonight. I'm still hurting; I took some IBprofin. It helped a little I guess.
Jim is going to Grove City with his mom to see Jeff.. I am so mad. I yelled at him because I might be going to the hospital and he's still leaving.. but then he said his mom is making him. But whatever, she's fuckin' dumb.
Right now I'm just watching CSI in a blanket, HOOVING down PILLS, and talking to Becky. What a Friday night..
I'm a loser.
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2005 20 January :: 5.54pm
:: Mood: worried
So I wrote Jim a letter about what I talked about in my last "Friends Only" entry.. Amy gave it to him around 4 I think.. he still hasn't called me.
What's done is done I guess.. I hope he can understand my point of view though.
We'll see.
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