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2004 22 April :: 10.05am
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i guess now movies are more important than me, wtf. that's fuckin' pathetic.
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2004 21 April :: 10.31am
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haven't writen in almost a month. a lot of things have been going on- my internet being down for one. but my mom said she's calling today to fix it.. we'll see if she forgets.
i hate when people lie. especially when the lie involves me.
i hate when i eat all the time.
i hate it that i'm getting fat.........
i hate always having to watch my little sisters because i'm the only one ever home.
i hate getting up in the morning.
i hate when jim disappoints me.
..and when he never comes over.
..and when he lies.
..and when he doesn't keep his promises.
..and when he does something that makes me feel like shit or hurts me and it seems not to phase him or he turns it against me and acts like it's my fault.
i hate that my life revolves around jim, and his doesn't seem to revolve around me.
hmmmm, i started out only going to say something about people lying, and then i got a little carried away..
i still haven't paid the $2.. i have the money, i just haven't sent it yet. ahhh.. i have to send it soon, or my journal will be deleted.
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2004 9 April :: 12.07am
:: Mood: cranky
jim came over today, he went home around 7 to clean out his dresser for his mom- and he promised to try really hard to come back tonight, but no way.. jim keep his promises?
..so me always seeming to have so much time on my hands;; i cleaned my room. with the help of sam/anna. they did a lot to. i was glad for the help. but anyways, i'm still not completly done. i have to dust/clean off the top of my computer desk where my stereo is.. and sweep. it needs swept badly.
easter is sunday, i can't wait for my easter basket! =) haha.
have to go back to school on tuesday, spring break is over. eh, it sounds horrible to even mention it..
anyway, i'm gonna go back to finish reading my english book.
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2004 7 April :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: distressed
things are.. wierd lately.. i can't tell if i'm having a good day;; a bad day..? umm..
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2004 5 April :: 4.40pm
:: Mood: calm
i was in 7th period, when i really started thinking about all these things that i wanted to talk to jim about, and i figured i might as well just write them down because i would forget what i was thinking about. well, by the end of 8th period i had a 3 page letter to give him. it basicly has what i'm feeling in it, and i'm glad i wrote it all down.. but i don't know if i'm going to give it to him or not. i'll read it over and make sure it doesn't sound to stupid.. but yeah- i think i will give it to him..
got report cards today.
english- 91%
global studies- 76%
history- 57%
science- 79%
algebra- 86%
advanced word processing- 93%
child development- 97%
health- 83%
i brought most of my grades up, 3 went down, but only by a little bit. i did really good except for the history grade, but my mom knows about it already.
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2004 28 March :: 9.16pm
:: Mood: coughing and feeling blah
sitting at home, really tired.. i did a lot more than i expected to do today.
my aunt loraine called around 9:20 to see if i wanted to go with her and my gram to a little fashion show in the mall, and at first i really didn't want to go, but i got up and got ready. we left at 10:45, went to exchange a couple things, went to wal*mart, fashion bug [i got a pair of lounging pants, and 2 long sleeved shirts] then we headed off to the little show. we left around 3, then went to sams club to get big lipton tea bags for my uncle, and some chicken for dinner. we all came home, unloaded our bags and my aunt made some of her gooood spaghitti [sp?] and the chicken we bought.. then we all just lounged around and talked. i went out and sat on the porch for a little while, then everyone came out- it was such a nice day today. i guess jim is supposed to come over sometime tonight.. pssh, he pisses me off so bad. i called him around 7:00 and told him that my aunt and i could come pick him up later because she had to take dia home and he lives right down the street from her.. but nooooo- he had to wait til his mom came home. wtf? he has more excuses than people do assholes.
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2004 27 March :: 3.57pm
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i didn't go to school friday.. first of all we all slept in, and i was coughing/had a fever- so my mom just told me to stay home. i got up around 8:00, then got dressed dropped nichole & i's algebra project off at school, then went to the bar. it's almost done being decorated.. the BAR part is awesome, all decorated and everything, but they're still working on the pool room/dining room part. it's coming together great. can't wait to get pictures of it, i'll post them on here. [that'll probably be around the 14th/15th of april.. thats when the "Grand Opening" is!]
jim stayed last night. for the first time in about a week! grrr. he went home again today. him & his mom are switching rooms for some reason. i don't know- stupid if you ask me. but whatever.
well, it's time to go.
xx.jena
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2004 23 March :: 5.09pm
:: Mood: cranky
its funny how your enemies always seem to turn out to be all your best friends; best friends.
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2004 22 March :: 10.39am
:: Mood: tired
i'm in school.
lets see..
my mom bought a bar.
i accidently deleted my internet explorer. so now i can't go on any sites at home.. until i talk to jim and see what he can do. i hope he can fix it.
i have a 90% in english (woohu! thats great!) i brought my health grade up from a 56%, to an 82% (thats even better!) oh yeah. i'm very proud of myself.
i had a bad weekend. :(
i want to eat. my mom gave me $27 for lunch and things. :)
thats all i have to tell.
xx.jena
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2004 15 March :: 11.05am
:: Mood: i have a headache
i forgot to tell everyone that jim, his mom & i saw an oscar meyer weiner truck saturday on the way to the hospital!
but anyways, last night jim & i went to my house around 9. we went to sleep at 10-10:30. woke up at 5:50, jim woke up at 6:30. he went to work, i came to school. and here i am now. blah.
our history project didn't get done. miscommunication i guess you could say. but i don't know. i was actually trying in my f-in classes- and now i got a 0/60. hip-hip-horray.
thanks a lot.
anyways in good news, i'm getting my permit soon.. i guess. jim doesn't really want me to get it, and i'm really not in any hurry to get it. my mom wants me to for some reason. but whatever. i'll get it if she wants me to.
i just printed out some pictures for rochelle of a sponge, flatworm, & a jellyfish.
i have to go, periods almost over.
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