Jessika and I are getting a lot of the same results...

You come from Dark Water. You are solitary and
find peace in yourself, or maybe you're
turmoiled but pull off peace.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Well, I guess Michellio and me do too.....

Cosmo says:
The muffin isn't picky, and it doesn't taste good, but it's powerful! All hail the muffin!

He also says:
I love the species that throws their feces!

Ok... Nick's gonna go be "productive"....

Time to Celebrate!
Yes, I've finally found another argument for myself to weasel into. Just the perfect start to the school year, cynnical to every new person I meet. RaaB can be angry all he wants, he can curse my name all he wants, but that doesn't mean I'll back off right yet. Not unless I've said something to anger Schylar or Roxanne will I back down. This is the first time I'm fighting with loyalties in a good 3 years. I don't think I can remember how anymore...

...
Just a moment when I'd like to yell a fucking storm through this house... but that can't happen, people are occupying my space....
I swear I'm going to start convulsions with the anger that I don't let out.... something's going to die by me... not a good feeling to have....

finished the book...
That is not a nice book.... yeah, it's a good story... but... I don't know... just hard to read... not like, words, but.... the idea that this really did happen.... yeah...

waiting for this time to pass
All I can do is sit here and wait for the moments to pass. Nothing to do, nothing to say. All there is is the wait for the future. Wait, I feel a second passing by. Maybe now, maybe later, but the future makes me wonder. Wonder about death, wonder about aging, wonder about friendships, wonder about the mind. The mind. This is what the future is about. All about what synchronized synapses of multiple minds can impulse, force on the future. We don't even need the physical features. Who really cares what the buildings look like, what our cars will be, what we sleep in. What about the biology, the landscape, the human psyche. What matters is how we think. We need to find our termination point. Our timeline is dying every day. Now is the time when we fix our deaths. Choose your target wisely. And make sure your target is fixed; we'd hate to see you chasing your death to the horizon of time.

damn procrastination...
Yeah, so I'm really getting in deep this time... I still have 234 pages left in that GODAWFUL book.... actually, the book isn't bad, it's just that I'm required to read it, which makes me put my 6 other books on hold.... AND I have to try to look good at soccer, AND there's a project for the book, AND there's back-to-school shopping, AND it's my mom's birthday, AND I finally found a tutorial for making Celtic knots (yeah, a good thing, but it distracts me...)
So, of course, my parents have to be on my ass the whole time to get the book done... I'd get it done if I wasn't being hassled so much:
As I'm going to get my book, "Nick, you should read your book."
"*parent I'm speaking to*, yes, I know."
"I know you know, but that doesn't mean it's getting done."
"I'm going to read right now."
"Then why are you standing here talking?"
"You told me to read my book."
"So you stick around to chat?"
"No, I tell you to stop, because I'm working on it."
"Well you don't seem to be working hard enough."
"Can I-"
"You should go read now."
"I'm trying to-"
"GO READ."
"I KNOW."
"Then get after it!"

Oy.... yes... parents are evil.... very evil... they tempt us to argue and ignore the things that must get done... grrr, parents, grrrrrrrr....

I feel like being a sheep...
So, I'm just following the crowd, giving my update on school.... Oy, orientation at CMR was... it. yeah...
We have preps and jocks in student body office (Why can I never get used to this??) Anyways, I've already seen most of the school... the only new thing was the locker rooms...ooo...ahhh.... So, yeah... most of the seniors doing tours knew who I was already (the problems with a popular sister)... some people may think it's great to have senior friends, but they're all just like little 5 year olds.... And (amazingly...) the area was dominated with preps... I was stuck with my sister's *tour group*.... BUT!! I met yet another of Nick lovers anonymous... yes, I was asked out by someone that I've only seen passing by twice in my life.... so that was orientation...
Us JV's got beated bad by Varsity last night... but that's how it always goes... yes, soccer makes me very sore.... We have to go watch the GFH scrimmage tonight.... I don't know if I'll go to our football game, cause I have to finish Grapes of Wrath.... If my parents would get off my ass about it, it would be much easier to read.... but, I don't find it a bad book... except for the auto mechanics... I don't care about that....

hehahahhaa
OK... this quiz was just screaming to be taken.... oh, it's funny to just read what all the results are... hehehe...


You are "Welcome to the Caribbean, love."
You're more than a little world-weary, but also
intelligent and you keep your head when things
get dodgy. You're everybody's favorite
drinking buddy, but your stubbornness does get
in the way sometimes.


Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you?
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why do they have a subject box?
It's not like we ever make the subject match the box anyways..... ok.... so I'm back from Florida.... nothing special to say. I'm here... yay!
Oh! I actually started Grapes of Wrath.... it's really not that bad of a book (there are a lot of jokes, it's just that a lot of people are dense or offended by them...) So I'll see if I finish it in time....
Anyways... blah, I'm here... bye

neh?
yes, I'm hearing Hillary Duff in my head right now... kinda scary....

Anyways.... I am officially back (although I have been back since saturday afternoon....). And, I'll be leaving again Saturday morning... yay me.
hm.... I don't know if I really have anything to say on here.... oh! yes I do.
This is my little poem that I made up in my head at church camp (the camp was about rites of passage... grr camp grr) anyways... it's a little cheesy... but I like cheese! yum!

Though I may not see through dark clouds,
I've created a path that I can trust.
I built it from my beliefs and friends.
And if my path should enter a storm,
I trust that every stone I laid
Will find its way to lead me out.


yeah... so that was special.... anyways, I'm done being all "oh, friends, I love you so much! let's kiss and hug for the cause (THE CAUSE!!)"... never my the "the cause" part.... yeah....

yay for me...

find your element
at mutedfaith.com.
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... BOOM!!!.....
My dog likes to eat the little popper things.. but then she spits 'em up... and she's scared of the big stuff....
yes, we played it unsafe this year... I don't think I've ever seen my parents act like unsupervized teens....
just giddy and not worried about things exploding... oy it was strange....
SO WHAT'S THE FECKING DEAL WITH OUR MOVIES?!?!?! INSANE PEOPLE.. GET A PLAN!!!! OY.....
yes.. well... sleepy.. must sleep...

blahdity blah
well.. after killing myself at practice, I went and gave schylar's doggies exercise... oh, that doesn't sound good.... well, I think I've got doggie poo on my shoe now, but oh well. Yesh, those doggies made me tired....