oh, the days are long...
I was required to get out of the house today.. so I was dragged with my parents.... we went to the lewis and clark festival... ok, after 5 years of field trips to there.... I don't need to go to the fecking festivals.... then we went to whatever benefit was happening today... Ok, smoke makes me vomit, and we were at a bar.... oh, the drone of parents....

another strange dream...
I don't know why I'm getting these wierd ones all the time, I eat pretty normal foods.....
Ok, so, my dream:

I had just sat down to play some gambling game (it was something new, I can't remember how it works)... So those of us playing it just sat and talked, cause we were to lazy to play. So I found out that I had been at a party and drank... well... a lot of wine.... eh heh.... yes, so as we were sitting there, we were suddenly attacked by samauri warriors.... while we were fighting them, we ended up on a river in the forest... Um, then I started getting hacked at (I didn't think I felt pain in my dreams... but I did)... So we ran/swam away from the samauris and ended up in the athletic department of a huge department store. Somewhere in the chase, the samauris lost their swords, and we started beating the shit out of 'em. When that was done, we just decided to leave... but there was a contest to win an aeroplane. So i decided to try, cause the little kids couldn't do it. You were supposed to drop a star into this bucket that was... a foot away. so I did.. about 50 times. I asked for my prize, and the lady said no. So I got angry, took her by the arm, and led her to the junkfood department (which was in another dream I had a month ago....).... I stuffed her face with as much crap as I could find... I just wanted to make her fat for not giving my my plane.... And the last thing I fed her was a pack of jellyfish surrounded in gummy bear substance.... she ate one, and I took the rest with me. They tasted like cherry cola!.... So as I was walking past the bedding/jaccuzi department, I woke up.

I'm wondering where I'm getting all these cracked-up dreams from.....

strange happenings....
I guess I'll start off with my dream.... Not last night, but before that, I had another of my movie crossover dreams. The whole matrix thing is going on (two worlds, one computer)... but to go between worlds, you have to lift 129 pounds with some special support thing... yeah, then the Xmen characters showed up, and my friends came, and we started fighting a dwarf in the pipes of a dam that was going to flood.... and then I came back to the *real world* and went to the Xmen hideout while bounty hunters killed off everybody... and then I woke up! so..... My mom's worried about me because I only get out... uh... once a month? "we're always willing to take you places, you just have to tell us your plans."..... If they were ever home for me to tell them. So now I have to be out and around the house and talk to them whenever they're around. hmmm....
Of course, this means I don't get anything done, because when I go to my room to clean, or work on my wolf or anything productive, I get a knock on my door: "will you come talk to me... go buy groceries.... mow the lawn... give me a hug... feed the dog..." oy... If they would let me have time to myself, I'd be willing to spend some other time with them....
Then I was gonna go to the movies last night, but I got sick (AGAIN) and had to stay home....
So I'm bored out of my mind... (except for when I'm at soccer *then I die* or when I'm at band *where I get headaches*....) And I'd invite people to the house, except my room must be cleaned... and I don't get time to do that. I want to eat my mother right now.......

Oooh! I like....

you're a theurge, a mystic born under the crescent
moon.


which phase of the moon (auspice) were you born under?
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This is one of those quizes that's just..... wow. It's nice to find these once in a while.... I hope it becomes a most popular!

I don't even know why I took this quiz..... hehehe

You're Transgender Barbie! You're well, there's no
way to describe you. Pick a sex and stay with
it!


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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WOW!!!
I just made the most amazing discovery that isn't really important at all but is interesting and I felt like saying!!!! First, that begining sentance is written with improper grammar (wow!!). Second, nobody seems to come and fight me on my journal..... It's always on Schylar's, or Roxanne's..... I don't know why, but it's just that way.... some things are just strange!

yup, this is me!

EARTH is your chinese symbol!


What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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I'm finally posting this quiz.... HEHAHERHAHSEHA

your asshole.


What swear word are you?
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GLAD THIS FECKING THING STARTED TO WORK!!!!
well.... I've made people ouchie again.....
and inside something laughs, something cries, and something just doesn't care.
I guess it's gonna come together some day.

GRjiariowpjkoasdpUIOP!!!!!!
I'M SO FECKING PISSED!!!! THE DAMN ASS BIG COMPANIES ALREADY MADE A *WHAT COLOR YOSHI ARE YOU* QUIZ, AND IT SUCKS!!!! CHARLIE AND I WERE GONNA MAKE ONE, AND BETTER TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY BECAUSE THE OTHER ONE SUCKS!!!!! yes, the silly quiz has orange yoshi, who doesn't exist in yoshi story, and cue ball is non existant.....

ok.... I have to do a little more yoshi naming, and there are some changes, because I found out about other yoshis.... *AND THE ORANGE ONE ISN'T IMPORTANT CAUSE IT'S NOT IN YOSHI STORY, AND THEREFORE DOESN'T FUCKING EXIST!!!*

RED: Reddy Freddy; always ready to go into a fight, really heroic! But, he also tends to get killed for not thinking about what he's getting into (sounds like me!)
PINK: Pinkerton; a reliable cutie who always avenges reddy freddy. just like big brother, though, he dies a lot.
PURPLE: Grupert; it's the super-bonus yoshi! since you can only get this yoshi if you play the game a million times and then the time trial a million times.... he's shy and doesn't like to play much
BLUE: Bogart; mr. adventure of the yoshis..... bogie likes to lead the way on exploring a level.... generally a good guy to lead.
LIGHT BLUE: Aquarius; he's got a vengence if you kill his brother bogie. aquarius looks cute but likes to kill things!
YELLOW: Mello-Jello; (I know I gave him a new name)
MJ is a really nice yoshi..... so nice that it's most likely to get killed. don't use this yoshi unless you don't fight, cause he's friendly and yellow-bellied.
GREEN: Grent; yes, most people call him yoshi, but Yoshi yoshi was from other games. Grent is still mr. popular, and pretty trustworthy. Much like reddy freddy, except grent dies a little easier and has no little brothers. (maybe MJ is his little bro)
BLACK: Cannonball; this yoshi is tough! with a low voice and huge exploding eggs, he makes everything die! still a nice guy tho (what yoshi isn't nice), he'll hurt you if you say somethin wrong. he's a bonus yoshi, but easy to find.
WHITE: Cueball: just as easy to find as cannonball, this bonus yoshi is just like his black brotha'. it's like ying and yang, but only with colors.
GOLD: Goldy; (yes, this used to be mr. yellow) if you're lucky enough to find Goldy, then you've got a super awesome yoshi!! you could call him the brave MJ!!

ok, so that's the yoshis.... and some day there will be a GOOD quiz.... the orange *fake* can be called.... George!

I'm in trouble!!!!
OK! So I'm back, and things lived without me!!! Those damn quizzes make life miserable... especially when you make one and it disappears! Well, suicidal gophers are very fun to look at.... the stupid things.... yes, well bye!

I'm in trouble!!!!
OK! So I'm back, and things lived without me!!! Those damn quizzes make life miserable... especially when you make one and it disappears! Well, suicidal gophers are very fun to look at.... the stupid things.... yes, well bye!

Pentacost
Yes, the day that says God is still working.... You can always pray for these days to come along, and I can only hope that something is working for Schylar now. She said her goodbyes to descending138.... so maybe something did strike her. Just place my faith in it that something will turn out well.

Soul Release
It's hard to say if this is good or bad.... Most everything inside me has broken away from Schylar, but there's still that one ghost that won't let go. I don't expect us to be apart forever, I just think we need to have our quiet times.... just hard to do... I did break off all relation to her.... *sigh* things have to get better.
It's not all bad. Michelle and I have full reliance of each other. It's been a long time since I've been able to say I have a best friend. So, whoever or whatever the phoenix was/is in all of this, it did its job wonderfully.

"Oh let's pray
For something
To feel good
In the morning..."