too much homework...
annoying day... I'm not going over last night, other than our team lost, but the play was AWESOME!!! ... sorry... word of mouth at work...
English: I did the "Should students have jobs during highschool" prompt... I said yes, although I could care less. that was life... comparison essay, DOL, ORB in that class... Biology: more genetic disorders... Jarrod ::drool::... Section Review and read the lab... Jarrod ::drool::... Math: we THOUGH McLean was gone... he wasn't damn it. We did work problems. When did you do them, Jessika? How far behind are we now??? Lunch: really nothing special... History: mapwork... haven't done maps in a really long time... I was getting ready to pound a lot of people, though... Band: I think Kellogg is insane.. we will not be ready for Tuesday... whatever... then I saw Drew in the hall ::drool some more:: ... Spanish: conjugating... nothing special... Health: Food label... need to destroy that class...
After school: Talked w/ Lucian, Meghan, Alisa, Jasmine, and co. ... yeah, Alisa and Jasmine are on *speaking terms* now... not that they're very friendly, though. Lucian wrote his phone number on all our arms... That kid is such a flirt. I need to add him to my email list... Oh, then I went downtown to apply @ the Children's Museum for my service learning project for this semester... then I walked up Central to Kauffman's, where my dad was getting a tux fitted. Well, I came in the store just as he went out the back, so I went out front to see the light turn green and him driving down Central. So, I chased him down to the Civic Center (which 1/4 mile of pseudo-sprinting is not good for my asthma w/out an inhaler...) Anyways... church night... damn it... hahaha...

they made the move again...
Last night as I was *trying* to fall asleep, my parents came in and said, "Nick, we want you to call up some friends tomorrow and go to the movies, or crash the mall, or something. Don't worry about your homework getting in the way."
As they turned and left I just bit my tounge and gripped the bed, because I was sure as hell I was going to throw my lamp at them... I wanted to do something yesterday, but no, they fell asleep for half the day. God knows I should never wake the parents or *thumb of under-god parents* will squish me... So I didn't do anything yesterday. So, today, I work on my homework, come downstairs thinking my dad would like help putting the tree away (yes, mid-February and our Christmas tree is just now being disassembled) but he didn't. He's nowhere to be found down here, even though it's his idea that the tree should be out of the house. I didn't bring my clothes down for laundry 'till noon (bad because my dad wanted them in the morning... but hey, the parents don't seem to care). And, of course, as much as my parents want me to do something now, I'm not and they won't do a thing about it... they're so inconsistant in life. They wonder why I get pissed at them. Oh well... I'd walk to the mall except that they'll tell me it's too cold and I've got no one to go with. 45º, President's Day (plenty of people shopping... good sales after all)... how could it be such a problem for me to walk half a mile? Because my parents are just dumb at times. Didn't want to see a movie... nothing good worth seeing, unless I really want to sneak into the R rated movies, which I don't right now. So I'm just a little SOL today.
I didn't enjoy my shower this morning (strange comment, I know)... As I was rinsing, I noticed this huge ball of hair on the floor of the shower, and I just thought, "Shit... here comes the baldness." Then, as I was drying off, both my knees started flaking a crap load of dead skin... I think my body's going into decay. Plus, the shin that Mark slid into is now yellow (which might be good, as it was blue before, but it's much more ugly now...). Maybe it would've been better if school had been today. Then I'd not feel like I'm wasting the day away again... nope, that's a lie, I'd just waste it at school.
Off to practice piano... buh bye folks.

I changed it...
Yeah... I changed the title to my journal, as I thought I would. I think I need to write a song for it... that will take a LONG time...
Anyways, my meeting was cancelled today (huzzah!), I took a nap (VERY not like me) and had a strange dream that I really can't remember. Um, the parents are home... I've been pretty useless today... I want to be out, go out, get away from this household...

Sundays are always bad days...
I woke up at 8:45 this morning, which would usually be good.... except that I went to sleep at 2:30 last night. Yeah... something about these continuous nights of only 6 sleeping hours... just screwy.
Last night, Lacey got home at about 9:00 ... I guess CMR and GFH tied for first @ festival. Y'all should come to see the show on Tuesday.... well, actually... I might go Saturday (as you can see, yet to be determined). Jennie came over too, and we talked and talked and laughed and talked and carried on and finally went to sleep. As of now, my parents are still not home, for all we know they're still in Missoula. I haven't done anything today, other than messing around on the piano. This is bad, because BSA is today, and I haven't done anything in the past month for requirements... I feel kind of... yeah...
So, I feel like today is a pointless day... yup... just kind of... eh... do I sound hung over at all? I wouldn't know, I'm not a drunkard... but for all I know, I sound like some sort of freakish drunk man right now...
Oh... I'm thinking I should change my journal title. After all, I've written something for the two I've had/have. I'll have to think on it, I guess... but I'm getting tired of the quote from that poem... it was a crappy one anyways... and I'm getting tired of the color scheme... oh well...

memories
Ok, first off, before I get into the meat of this post, I'll give the outlook of the day: I'm home alone, possibly until tomorrow (shh! Don't tell now... can't have the parents mad at me for parties...) heh... like that would happen... anyways, I've got another pep band game to go to today; last one before state. And, my leg is about 5 times better than last night, but it still hurts like a MF...
So, the reason for this post. I kind of got into it yesterday, that all this talk about love and Valentine's day has got me thinking about the incident with Schylar last year. During part of all the fighting I mentioned a dream I had had about her... but I never had told anyone, just because it was somewhat special, and somewhat traumatic for me. And, Michelle's dream that she just had kind of reminds me of what had happened in mine. So.... I decided it would be good to finally share it.

This was during the month of May... I can't remember what day it was, I can't remember what exchanges had gone on between she and I before the dream... Anyways, I had put on my Garbage CD to fall asleep to, as I normally would every night. Well, it got to the last track, "So Like a Rose." I had fallen into that trance/half-awake half-not stage. Well, what I saw was just a pure black landscape... no walls, no floor, just a space. Then, Schylar appeared. I have no idea how I saw her, as there were absolutely no lights around, but she was there. She walked around for a bit, then she turned her back to me (She didn't actually know I was in the area)... She pulled out a knife and started to cut on her arms. Right away, I started yelling at her, begging her to stop. But as I tried to get to her, a wall of glass was in my way. I pounded and pounded, trying to get near, to hold her while blood flowed down her wrists...
Right at the guitar rift of the song, a crystal chair appeared right against the wall I was standing at. The space had begun to lighten, and I could start to see the walls and the floor. Schylar walked over and sat in the chair. Then, she took the knife and made one deep cut into her arms. I threw myself on the glass and just bawled as blood poured out of her arm and she fell limp. Finally I was able to open my eyes back in my room. As I lay trying to catch my breath, the last verse came up:
"Sleeping with ghosts is such a lonely experience.
The stars are out tonight. Only they can hear your breathing.
You're so like a rose, you're so like a rose, you're so like a rose,
I wish you could stay here."
I cried for a long time, and then finally fell asleep. After a while, I saw myself sitting in the darkness again. As I sat there, I looked up and saw a faint light moving towards me from above. A lady with graceful fairy came floating down, and after a while, I recognized her as Schylar. She looked so different... She was silvery, like the moon would be... She looked so... well, It was her, but it wasn't. She was taller, and much differently built. She gave me a sad smile and said, "Everything will be all right." Then she turned and slowly flew away. I just sat there in the dark and tried to understand what had happened.

That's what I can remember. I don't know... It was really hard, and for the next few weeks, every time Schylar was gone I thought she had done it... I was just so fucking paranoid. And then I screwed it all up anyways. Oh well, it seems she's happy now. Time heals all wounds. Fuck no... wounds won't be healed. There will always be scars, but we can always say they were meant to be. We can always say there was a story. We can always hold a meaning for them.

Happy Friday the 13th!!
Yeah... I'd rather celebrate these days... I got more hugs than I would for Valentine's... always better... grr commercialization.
Anyways... English: after getting a "Your crush sent you a Crush" message, we all had a big discussion on whether or not Valentine's should be allowed in school...Well, towards the end, after all the arguments, I said, "See, this is why frienship really is better. Friendship can be messy, and honestly, I find it the bigger heartbreaker in the end. Love is too complicated and imperfect to deal with right now."
So, Sarah L. says, "Nick, turn and look at me. Ok, now you know you can't go through the rest of your life avoiding love. You think you can get away from it all, just because you don't want to get hurt. What kind of life is that?"
I laughed histerically at that comment. However, for the rest of the class and the few minutes afterwards, I was thinking about what happened between Schylar and I last year. I still can't figure out how it happened, but it did, and I was an ass... but fuck! I left English ready to cry... really not like me... Ironic part: Sarah L. sent me the Crush so I'd be happy on Vday...
Bio: Davis was boiling cabbage during class (foundations is doing pH) ... we talked about inheritance again... jarrod.... eee... Math: we had a sub, we did more fractional problems... nothing special...
Lunch: we got a pizza party for the team (yes, folks, here at CMR, we have one freshmen team, and I just happen to be a leader... huzzah!!) I had 4 pieces, which is a lot more lunch than normal. In the back corner we talked about abortion and gay rights (go democrats) ... and Allie flirted with me in front of her boyfriend. Which reminds me: she came in this morning crying because she couldn't talk to him on the phone last night... WTF?!?!
History: apparantly, the movie on Rasputen we were supposed to watch had terrible tracking, so instead we watched Anastasia (maniacal laughter) ... yeah, really historically incorrect, but Dacia, Sarah M. and I sat in the back singing along. Nick (other Nick... Gee, there certainly are a lot of Nicks... I think I better murder a few to feel more unique...) was watching us and laughing... sadly kids, I'm crushing on a kid with my same name... and Nicole, the Carmen of my Spanish class... Band:hmmm... I don't really remember band... oh yes!! Kellogg showed off all the computer programs we got this year for manuscript and accompaniment. Spanish: finished Sweet 15... I didn't pay attention... I'll be screwed 6 points Monday... big whoop... P.E.: after running around for 10 minutes (along with Chanteur coming around, delivering singing Valentine's to our sweaty bodies...) we went down to play dodge ball on a small court (the bleachers were pulled out for the game tonight)... well, on the first death rush (the time when you rush to the center to get the first ball) Mark Rassmussen slide-tackled me... He's not even in soccer. Anyways, the bastard left a welt that's about the width of a fist right now... Fuck it hurts! After school, let's see... Alisa was all *cry cry* because Kelsey and Jasmine were mad at her (Kelsey: Alisa was w/ her BF; Jasmine: Alisa talks to boys while going out) so... after school was rather boring today...
Came home, tried to update all this, but my mom came down in the middle of it all, and thus, I closed out of the Internet, as I'd like her to not know what's happening in my life... yeah, the whole, I'm really an ass and I'm bi doesn't exactly work to gain family support...
Went to the game tonight. The girls lost by 2 points.. sad sad... we played rather well.. happy happy.. we heard the boys took Eastern Conference... happy happy... the drill team did not do so well tonight ... sad sad... and that was my bipolar moment (see, I was given a Grumpy Bear and Sunshine Bear Valentine today... major sign of the happy/sad syndrome... no not really... but I've always called it that...) ... Drew was cute tonight... mmm... saxaphone player...
OH!!!! AAAND!!! I heard on the radio this morning that Garbage's new CD is coming out this spring... Marilyn Manson and... someone else helped produced this one... yay!!!!!

I have too much homework to update...
This is the longest I've ever been at school before (as far as I'm aware). I got to school at 7:00 this morning and didn't leave until 5:00 tonight... long day. So, when I got to school, I finished my math homework, walked around, did nothing special. English: We finished our movie (Amanda was swooning over Gary Sinise yesterday...), and then talked politics w/ Mr. Meridith... I really could care less about the election right now, other than hoping for a Democrat in office (pro abortion & gay rights!!). Biology: We talked about mutations today (again, an easy, but useful, class)... Jarrod sits next to me right now ::drool::... Jarrod's on my futsal team ::drool:: ... Jarrod's in my gym class ::drool:: ... I'm standing in a puddle of saliva.... Math: Fractional equations today... yeah... just peachy there... Lunch: A very happening time. I had Alisa divorce Jasmine and I. She accused me of sleeping with the milk man, so I accused her of sleeping with the maid next door. So, even though I gave birth to her kids (along with me still carrying Rachel's, who just happens to be in Cali right now...) we've divorced. Naturally, I married the babysitter (Shawna) on the rebound, even though Jasmine and I still have our late nights together. Now THERE'S a story I've just been waiting to tell!! Moving on... in History: our sub (wish I could remember her name, because she's such a pessimist... it's awesome) had us all teach the class on some *special part* of WWI... Our group got the Treaty of Versailles (I hate the French and their superfluous use of letters...). So, as my partners sat around playing ... well, I don't even know what they were playing ... I did the whole thing. Yay me. Go me. **shake yo ass, watch yoself** ... Mistikal moment... Band: We got lessons on manuscripting today, something we *must know* by the end of the year **insert eyeroll** .... Spanish: we worked on posters today... yes, we're supposed to make a poster to represent one of the expressions that we were taught throughout the year... sadly I can't remember which one I picked... Then, in Health: more work w/ the computer on the *how unhealthy EXACTLY are you??* program... I did fine, except that the eggs that I had one day put me up 400% on cholesterol... actually, with the way their calories worked, compared to what I eat, it would be more like 800%... that's health for you. I'll either die of that or overdose of vitamins... whatever...
Afterschool I went to my sound crew meeting, which lasted all of thirty seconds... I'll either be a gunshot or pounding... thank you Bergquist... then, I sat around and talked w/ Alisa and Kelsey and entourage... sadly, Lucian was not around to pay me back today... The girls think I'm going to get $1's worth of raping from him instead...
So... I've got a game in roughly 45min., so I best be going kids. Buhbye!

woohu! very little homework...
English started the day with extention of movie day. Notti was gone, so Crawford (ex-health student teacher) was subbing again. Biology: sex related traits/diseases, along with mutation. It's the only class that makes some sort of value in my day now, simply because we actually THINK in that class... Math: MORE percentage problems... McLean is so freaking busy with basketball schedualling/ reservations for his team that we get absolutely nothing done... Lunch: um... what did I do...? I don't know... nothing too special... maybe, got a drink? yup, that would be about it. History: more talks of the -isms of WWI (joy0) ... Band: we got yet another piece today, which means we have 8 (maybe?) ... I don't know... we have a concert sometime, and Kellogg hasn't decided what he's using, but he's using something. Spanish: we were conjugating today... joy joy... and P.E.: we ran and ran and ran, and then they had *team captains* choose sides for dodge ball... what a pointless game. Get the two popular kids who have no reason of wanting to win select teams, and it's all screwed over after that.
Anyways, as always afterschool is when the real party begins. First, Sprinkles gave me Alisa's heart(s) ehheh... then we all just sat around and talked (yeah, I know, really exciting) ... anyways, then, *can't remember her name* asks if I have a dollar, and I say, "sorry, but I really don't carry money, but I'd take it out of my account for you." and she's all, "really?!" I say yeah. Then Lucian asked if I'd get a dollar for him and I'm just whatever at this point (do I sound at all drunk at the moment?) anyways, the girl didn't use the dollar, so I bought a Sprite... but I was jipped by Lucian... I'll get repayed... I just don't know when or how (hehehehe) anywho... went to church... nothing special... I've decided on agnostic for my religion right now... yay... I'm tired. Bye kids. Watch out for the large-boobed possible murderer... actually, only I need to watch out... she only wants to hurt me. So I'll say to her "Touch-a-touch-a-touch-a-touch me!!! I wanna be DIRRRRTY!!!"

fun fun fun!!!
ok... didn't update yesterday. I was up 'til past midnight (as usual) working on my WWI recconaisance: Serbia... VERY annoying...
So, this morning, took that math test (and Drew, that sexy sax player was sitting across from me)... I was ONE question off of reaching the 100 point mark, which would have qualified me for the next level (of course, this assumes all my answers given were correct), and I was working on the arithmetic/geometric sequence problem (did you get it, Jess-Jess???)... and none of the given answers checked... oy... so, I have no chances of qualifying, unless the rest of the school did horrible....
Then I came into the middle of Biology. We were talking about geno- / phenotype for Blood Types today (traits with three gene alleles) I feel so smart when I say that, and it's really simple ;_; In math, I completely resented McLean for making me take the test, taking me away from a perfectly good movie day in English... Anyways, we were doing percents today (how freakin' easy could it get?)
*insert comment* I'm watching Pokemon. Quote: "Suck them up! Suck them all up!!"
*back to day* Lunch was really nothing special today, other than me stroking John's leg so he'd go away. It's so fun to do these things when no one is sure if I'm gay or not. Wonderful world... So, in History, we talked about the -ism causes of the war, then turned in the Reconn. project... Band: we learned Dorian mode today, another joyous version of the minor scales... Spanish: we were watching "Sweet 15," the story about a girl reaching her 15th birthday and becoming a woman/rebel/whore. Wonderful wonderful world!! :P
Then in Health, we finally worked on the nutrition analysis program in the computer lab... very boring... very boring indeed... Jesse was sitting next to me. I've been feeling really bad for her the past few weeks, because she's a recovering bulemic (sp?) right now... just awkward moments.
After school was awesome!!!! *devious laughter* Alisa, Lucian, me, and entourage were hanging around the commons after school. (Lucian's the only guy I know at school who's actually come out of the closet, while my foot is still in the door...) Anyways, Alisa made the most oblivious comment: She points to Sprinkles, Lucian, and then me, and she's all "Someday, I swear you're all going to be gay together." **beat** random outburst of laughter by we three boys, and Alisa's just sitting there like what the hell is going on?? funny funny... anyways, I was in a flirtatious mood... :P ...
Ah, then I came home, and completely blew off my 6 journal entries due TOMORROW for English... I really should have worked on it, but my mom talked to me for about an hour and a half, plus dinner, plus a futsal game tonight. Our team lost, which sucks, because we played extremely well tonight. Ah, that's just how it goes, though.
So, I think I'll say g'night y'all (wow, two contractions in a row... I'm not like that too often).
Ah, yes, and don't get squished against the wall by ginormous boobs... after all, we don't want Jessika to become a murderer....

Look. The children are running down the hill...
Sorry, book quote... anywho. I completely screwed this day over. I intended to work on my multiple essays today, but I got lazy... Damn good intentions, always get shoved around. Yeah, then I took a nap, because I still haven't recovered from my 12:00 adventures. So, off to the *exciting* part of my day. Thunderbolts had its first practice today. Our team could do rather well this year, that is, if the rest of the team shows up... But yeah, we looked pretty good (as much as my opinion really counts). And, joy0, I am moving back to my sweeper home. YAY!!! Ahem... anyway. We have a new kid on the team this year... red head *cough cough*... I have to say that would be my only attraction of the moment... and I'd like to stress that... it is indeed only the hair...
Let's see... the girls didn't do so well at the basketball game tonight... um, in fact, we, the band, didn't do so well either... communication problems... But, the game was still fun. Oh, and the little cheer campers did their half time show. All the little boys out there, I was like "Those ones are MY heroes.. :P" Anyways, I was worried for those folks, as they would only call out "READY, LADIES?!?!" All I could think about was the gender issues that will show up later in life from that... poor kids... yeah... so, we had a sax player come in from Glendive. Shawna and I were like *ROAD TRIP*, thinking we'd go to Glendive to play with them, as they play songs from such groups as Cherry Poppin' Daddies (hell yeah!!) ... anyways, then I came home, then I went with my mom to Taco Bell ( :P in a bad way), and came home to the family... and my life is slowly being spelled out on a computer screen. Mildly disturbing? only because I don't know you people :P. Oh yes, I forgot one thing from the basketball game (and I'm too lazy to go add it in above, so I just write superfluous explanations for why I'm not adding it in above here, as I have no real task to do now *excluding essays*) Anyways, after half, when we always get our break, all the little kids and their parents were up around the concession stands. And I was on the other side of the field house when this happened, so as I came back to the stands, I run to Shawna and grab her arm saying, "Oh God, Shawna. Hold my hand and get me through this crowd." I still don't know how this all has come about... but seriously, large numbers of people really scare me... so we ended up dodging through the lockerrooms/bathrooms to get back to the band... I'm such a freak... :P

today: ok day
Let's see... actually showered today. Yeah, my personal hygene has been rather shot for the past week... but things seem to be improving. Still haven't shaved, though. Anywho, on to school!!
English: even more (non) work on the essay (... yeah, did more reading on ORB instead). Biology: The Test!! Really easy test at that, but the test nonetheless. Algebra: The Other Test!! I completely forgot the *exact definitions* of laws of exponents for division... but that's only three points off the test... no worries. Lunch: really nothing exciting... sad lunch time. History: more Serbian research, along with sex talk with Bulgaria (they were my first invasion, after all!) Band: sight reading... really easy stuff, too. Spanish: not worth trying. Health: more nutrition... I'm already a nutrition freak...
And I saw Alisa after school. She says she'll probably break up with Mike (by the way, they got a PDA today...) because he's being a total ass and not caring about her.
Ok, I missed the Chudds, but darn. Pep band was awesome tonight. We really rocked (serious band-geekiness showing through)... anyways, the boys are going to state, meaning I'm going to state with the band with the boys with the basketball... HUZZAH!!

Ok... on to today
If you didn't read my update on the rest of the week, please scroll down... I'm a chronological freak, after all.
Let's see... I got to bed about two and a half hours ahead of the norm (norm being 12 right now) yet I still slept in late... annoyances.
English: Notti set us loose on our essays. I really don't think I'm going to have a good one for this... plus I only worked on it for half the period. But that's OK, I was reading my ORB, so at least I was productive. Biology: YOU GUESSED WRONG!!! anyways, we reviewed today, but tomorrow will be more Punnet squares. Algebra: Very fun today. We had a sub (a rather good looking sub at that... yes, I've had crushes on teachers before. sue me... Birkenbuel **drool**) ahem... anyways, his name was Mark Kuntz, and instead of reviewing for our test, he talked to us about his acting carreer... Let's see, in the professional work, he was an extra in Signs and The Slaughter House. Other than that, he worked at Shakespeare in the Park, community theatre, etc. in Seattle, but moved back to Great Falls, because he's going broke. So, he's taken up sub teaching until he pools enough money to head out to LA.
Next section: Michelle, you damn well better be proud.
I HAD MONEY FOR LUNCH TODAY!!!! Yes, Jordann finally paid me for the extra credit points (biology is such a screwy class), so I could actually have food today. I told everyone I'd be going into hibernation soon, as I ate way more than usual.
History: More Serbia studies today. I feel like I'm giving out more websites to other countries than I'm finding for my own... anyways, doesn't matter... not at all. Band: a bit annoying... Kellogg got pissed off at half the band today.. oh well. I know I'm still his favorite-est trumpet player in the WHOLE band ^_^ I'm such an idiot in that class... but at least I can play. Spanish: I really need to transfer out of that class... I'm really learning nothing fast... P.E.: Our team was in the Toilet Bowl, as we were the suckiest of the sucky. And, we lost again (Carly was back...) so we got 10th out of 10!!! oh well... You know what, I think I've got a crush on Jessica... we've been kind of flirty through the whole tourney... oh well. I love everyone (except for those who I don't love... many many people, in fact... we will call those peole the non-everyones, but not the no ones... I'm a no one. Jesse's a no one... in fact, all my friends are no ones... but I still hold a special place in my heart for y'all.) Anyways, I'm home. Got an extention on the essay, so my night is somewhat open... not very, though.

Sorry for the long silence...
I've been up to about midnight every night working on homework, so I really haven't had a chance to update... Well, I'll try to remeber as much as I can for y'all.
Monday:
I felt like a total paranoid freak in the morning, as I was scared out of my mind when I came back to the huge crowd of school... I really hate those days. Anyways, in English we were told that we had to do the Tribune contest (finish a love story). Biology: more Punnett squares. Algebra: solving extremely complex fractions... History: WWI video. Band: new song!! solo part (yay!). Spanish: gustar/encantar. Health: ... health...
Ok... Monday wasn't that exciting (actually it was, but I'm having memory lapse)
Tuesday:
English: Book discussion on OM/M... Ally got into feminism, I got into cynicism, everyone else got into romanticism (yay isms!). Biology: Punnett squares. Algebra: even more extremely complex fractions. History: finish WWI movie, get assigned countries for Reconn project, I get Serbia. Band: Just another band day. Spanish: aburrido. P.E.: got pissed @ Cassie, because she called me off a spike in midair, and I got hit in the face... we lost.
The basketball game was great, though (grr Michelle, grr you and your skull-stepping insolence :P) Kind of annoying that the game started late, but oh well. We band-ees sounded good, and the drill team had a very good routine. Ah yes, hung out with my sax player, and Luke put his hair in pigtails... cute...
Wednesday:
I presented my love story in English. I was shaking so much when I read it, because I didn't even know what I wrote (did it at midnight the night before). Apparently, it was very good, because Ms. Notti read it to all the other classes. Biology: ... Punnett squares... Algebra: very entertaining, because Mr. Mclean was hoarse from the basketball game the night before, so the class was actually tame for once. History: went to the library to research Serbia. Yay! I caused the war, and I began the end of it!! Band: ... don't remember... but it was a band day... Spanish: again, muy aburrido. Health: did a study on McD's vs. Subway. I'm much healthier @ Subway (big wow...) and my caloric intake @ McD's is around 1500... hehehe... Then, went to church for confirmation, didn't need to go, as I don't need to know when the NT was written (our reverend is some sort of historical freak)... ah, yes, and Alex told me he was writing a thesis on gay marriage for U.S. History... yay him, good for him, power to the people :P
So, I think I'll put today on another update, because otherwise my computer might fry trying to load this all...

diggin' a hole... a really deep hole... actually, only 6ft. deep
yeah... I have to do a lot of reading today... because our novel is due tomorrow, and I've got about 100 pages left... I guess that means about 2 hours of reading for me (damn slow reading...) .... Let's see, oh yes! Rational expression problems in math. Oy, they are extremely tedious. Other than that, got my church duties (I really need to decide what I believe in soon...), aaaand Super Bowl is today (whoopie doo...) Yeah, I could care less who wins today. Then again, I'm really not a patriot fan... so, I guess I'm rooting for panters... yay. A decision.
HE IS THE MESSAIAH!!!
-Oh, just FUCK OFF!!!
..... and how would you like us to fuck off, sir?

I guess Duncan will be there today.... oy, that kid can get annoying... oh well, at least he's got energy. yay... fat day... more food than necessary... I should go to the peak before the game... then I might feel better...