Well. I broke up with David because he was being a complete ass at homecoming.. I was hanging out with Matt and Steven and he's all like "Ooh, come make out with me in the corner!" and I, you know, WANTED TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS.. but yeah..

So that was on a Saturday, we broke up the next Monday. That was like on the 19th [the monday] And last weekend, on Saturday [24th], I went to Brittanys birthday party. Shaggy lives right next door to Davids [other David] so I just kept going over there to hang out. hang on. i gots another journal, let me pull the entry from there.

[long. lmfao.]

Friday, woke up, went to school, had pictures, bleh bleh bleh. Usual emo shit. And then like.. I went home.. I'm trying to remember all this shit. I went up to the Point with Rudolph and Brittany and we hung out, I left my books on the bus.. it was funny. Then David wanted to ask me out.. AGAIN.. and I kinda laughed. Brittany spent the night at my house..

Saturday, we wake up at about 12-ish? Dont know. And then I get a shower, get ready, and Brittany leaves at around a quarter after 3 and gets stuff ready for the party. Then at around 5, I left for Rudolphs house because thats where we were having the party thingy. Well, as I was pulling up so was Brittany and Steven so I'm like.. Okay.. and yeah. Then Ashley and Brittany Floyd show up, then Bryce shows up, then Phillip and then Dino.. Oh, and Ruthie and Jackie and Cody and Justin and Kevin. Lol.

Well then it takes us 2 hours to put up our tent and Bryce didn't get his put up until about 11 at night.. both Keiffers came over and hung out alot and I formally introduced myself to Jake.. lmfao. We were in McDonalds and I sat down next to him and said, "Hi, I don't know you." and he holds out his hand and goes "Hi, I'm Jake!" and I'm like "Im Devi!" and I just sat back lykwoa, I formally know Kieffer now. Lmfao.

But yea, we walked to McDonalds at like 10 p and Anthony calls me up and he's like "Im coming!" or something, so I'm like 'Okay<3' so we go to McDonalds, get some food.. (oh yea! Shannon was there too! and omar came for a little bit) and then I introduced myself to Jake and we left.. then Jake got out a knife and put a spider on it and chased me and Brittany down the road like gay people.. it was cool. But my pants were falling down and I almost tripped because I was laughing so hard.

Then like we walked back and about 11.30 p Anthony shows up and then Joel, Jarj, Elijah (ee-lie.. wtf) and Shaggy, Dipshit, and Harold show up and bombard Davids garage.. then David J and Norm steal Ashley Floyds coat and burn it and we all go down there and blah blah blah erksfjkljdsnfkfd.. then David J and Norm and the Floyds left and it was about 1 and it was just Shaggy, Bryce, Elijah and me in the garage and Elijah picked up Brittanys mixed CD and put it in Dino's CD player and I was like "First one is Beck, skip it." and he smiled and he's like "Yea, I'll make sure I do." or something..

Then as I walked out of the garage (Because Joel and Jarj were coming in), I bumped into Elijah and he's like "Oh, I'm sorry!!" and I'm like "Oh, Its cool." and he held out his hand and was all "Im Elijah." and I was like "Oh, you're Elijah? I'm Devi." and it was sweet. Then I went in the tent all by myself.. then Elijah suddenly appeared at the opening and he's all "Do you mind if I come in?" and I was like "Umm.. nope, come on in!" and he came in and layed there and started asking me things and I was like 'OMGHOT.' .. then Jarj came in and he's like "Ooh, do you wanna go smoke?!" and he's all like "Okay, give me a few minutes.." and this is when Kevin was in the tent and Kevin said, "Do you smoke often?" And Elijah was like "No.. this is only my fifth time.. .. .. .today." and me and Kevin just sat there like WTF, I kinda giggled but got pissed at the same time.

Then a little while later, Elijah came back and he's like "So, you wanna go for a walk?" and I'm like "Oh hells yeah. <3" then Kevin comes with us, but we go down to the bay.. and me and Elijah just start talking about stupid stuff, then Kevin walks a little bit away and I'll later find out he's CUTTING HIMSELF.. but yeah, Elijah is like "So are you here with anyone?" And I was like "Uhh.. huh?" and he said, "Like a boyfriend." and I was like "Nope, no boyfriend."
"So you don't have a boyfriend?"
"Noppers." .. Yeah, it was cool. And he's all like 'So what do you like to do for fun?' and I was all like "..Nothing at all. I don't have fun." and he's like "Oh, thats not cool." and I started rubbing my legs because I only had boxers on and a hoodie, and he's like "Are you cold? We can go back if your cold." and I was like "No, its fine, its fine." It was cold though, but I wanted to stay out there with him.
Then here comes Dino running "OMG OMG OMG I'VE BEEN LOOKING ALL OVER FOR YOU" and .. yeah, whatever. Then he makes us go back up to Rudolphs house.. ugh.
Then Elijah disappears for awhile, and he shows up again at like 2.30 a or something around there.. I was laying in the tent and he comes in there again and he's like "Come walk with me again." and I'm all like .. "Okay!" and he takes me up to the front porch and we sit on the steps.. I sat next to him at first and then he's all like "Sit here.." like, on the step below him, you know? So I sat there and he all wrapped his arms around me and we're literally about to kiss and then Phillip and Anthony come running and they're cracking up and he's like "YOU TWO ARE RELATED.."

I.. oh my god. Oh, my fucking god. But not by blood, I figured that out. Not by blood, at fucking all. But I'll probably never see him again because I never see him in school and the only reason I seen him at Brittanys party was because of Joel.. but he's mexican! Must see again.

But then I ran away, laughing so hard and Elijah just disappeared, and I'll later learn that Justin told him to leave or something.. that kinda pissed me off because I wanted to talk to him. I don't give a shit lmfao. But yeah.. -le sigh- that was the last time I seen Elijah..

But yea, then around that time or so, me and Brittany and Ruthie go up to Shaggys' treehouse and have some strawberry that supposedly tastes like koolaid, which it didn't. But them Mumf made me taste his black velvet and I ended up drinking the entire thing.. and got buzzed. It was only half a flask so there wasn't enough in there to get me drunk, I got sad. Then Phillip started crying because Brittany took one drink of the vodka and one tiny drink of the black velvet, and he didn't even fucking care about me, but what the fuck ever dude.

Then at around 4, me, Kevin, and Bryce go down to the bay because I have to keep Kevin up to go to work at 7.. we start a mini-bonfire and crap.. it was pretty cool.

And then as we're walking back at around 5, we see cop cars. Kevin goes, "Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit.." so we go back to Rudolphs house and theres cops walking out of the driveway going "YOU NEED TO GET UP HERE AND SHUT UP.." like, wtf. We weren't even there, how were we being loud?! Plus, Kevin is 19, he's a legal adult and shit. Then we see the cops walking over to Keiffers house.. where Steven is. Drinking and smoking. We're all like, "oh my fucking god oh my fucking god oh my fucking god.." well.. me and Brittany anyways. They go to the treehouse and go "If you're up there, you need to come down or you WILL be arrested!!" then we see them go up, and come back down with Steven. I almost started crying, because it looked like he was in handcuffs. He had a concealed weapon, weed, and he was drinking underage. But luckily, today I found out that he only was made to walk home, they didn't pat him down or anything! He is SO fucking lucky. Cause it was an illegal search. lol.

Then Shaggy and Mumf, who were up there originally, show up and we're like "WTF! WHY'D YOU LEAVE FUCKING STEVEN UP THERE BY HIMSELF?!" and he's like "oh, steven was sleeping!" but it all turned out good in the end..

aaaaaaaaand umm.. around then, everyone started to lay down in our tent because we ruined Bryces, so EVERYONE was in our tent. Even Jarj, and he wasn't even supposed to be with us, he was supposed to be over Keiffers. Lmfao. Omg, speaking of him. Shaggy was annoying me so fucking bad!! It was like 5-6 a and he kept grabbing me and tickling me, then my boxers would kind of ride up and he pulled the blankets off me when they were like that and he's like "Jarj! Look!" and I seen him smile and go "Yeahh." and i was like omgwtf. He kept shooting me with the bebe gun but it bounced off my hoodie and I laughed at him. Then at around 7 (we were still up) Kevin was like "Okay, gotta go to work.." and I was like "Noo, stay here.." .. he was soo fucking comfy. I was using him as a human pillow.. like I was laying up against him and he had his arms around me and it was cool.






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lol. But yeah, I seen Eely yesterday. It was fucking awesome. Phillip skipped to A lunch and sat with me and Matt, and suddenly here comes Jarj running up and I seen he had my white studded belt, and I stood up and held up my shirt so he could see my belt, [ cause they're exactly the same you know you know ] and he's all like "Oh, thats fucking hot." and I was like "Oh hell yeah." ..

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and I seen Elijah today [which is now yesterday]. It was cool. I like, seen him in lunch and he said something like "Hey Pal" or like, buddy or something and I was like "yeah, you're cool." lmfao. and then I seen him on my way to 7th hour, walking with Brewer, and he came up to me and put his arm around my shoulder and he's like "Its a proven fact that theres no blood between us!" And I was all "Yeah, I know!" and then he said something else, he was talking to Brewer about what happened and I was so happy that he said what he did, because if he didn't I would've been so fucking embaressed lmfao. And then he's like "Well, we're just gonna have to wait for another party." and I was all "I know, its a shame." and then we both kinda walked away.. it was fucking awesome lol. and then me and Brewer were talking and he's like "I have a prediction.. you're going to cheat on this Justin kid with Elijah." and I started freaking out.. I was like "No, I'm seriously not like that." and he was all "Well, I know a girl who said that and she did it anyways." but.. I'm not. lmfao. That'd be funny though.. not the cheating thing, but the cousin/incest scare always makes me laugh. <3

David J PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF today. Omfg.. in the morning, Britt and Phillip were talking about what Justin said like 'Oh, she was hanging over all the guys, especially her own cousin.' and I started cracking up and walked away so I wouldn't seem stupid because I was laughing so hard, and David J came up to me and he's all "Oh, are you sad?"
"No David, I'm fine."
"Are you sure? You're okay?"
"Yes David, I'm fine."
"Okay then.." and he all walked away. Then before 2nd hour he came in my class and was like..
"Oh, how is it okay for you to talk about people but when people talk about you, you get all pissed?" and I got mad at him and I was like "Dude, what the fuck are you talking about?"
"This morning you got mad because Brittany mentioned Elijah."
"Um, you don't even know what the fuck you're talking about." and he's like "Well, you need to fucking get over it." and he started to walk away, and I was like "David, you don't even know what the fuck happened or what you're talking about!" and he's like "Oh, wow, you almost kissed Elijah!" and he said it all loud and everybody looked at me like I was retarded and I was just like .. omfg. It seriously pissed me off.



yeah. im going out with justin.

but not for loooong.

oh, and we were on the bus going home and I was talking to Brewer and after he said that "you're going to cheat on Justin" thing, I was like "No, hell no, blah, I'm not like that." and then Jeremy is like "But you're going to break up with him and go out with me." and I was like "Hell, if I break up with fucking Justin, I'm going out with Elijah." and I thought for a second and I'm like "No, I wont go OUT with him.." and I started smiling and James was like "Yeah, he'll be your fuckbuddy." and I was just like "omfgwtfstfuhoe ):"

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