Today was a really good day. I have a B in science for like.. the first time ever, lol. AND the Kuglers hate me!! Why would i want someone to hate me you ask? Well i'll tell you. The Kuglers are manipulating evil skinny bitches and thats all there is to it. But they always talked to me in english and it got annoying. But today i was talkeing to Mike in English and Nicole was talking and being stupid and Mike was like "Can't you just talk to your sister at home?" And she's like "No i never talk to her at home" and i said (quietly i thought, but it must have been loud..) "Yeah, if they were my kids i wouldnt let them talk either" And Nicole was like "You're gonna be sorry for that Mike! And you too nora, you're a bitch!!" And Me and Mike just laughed because her fist is like.. as big as something thats really small... like a grape. So we wandered off and the went about spreading disease or whatever it is they do.. But now i guess they've started spreadng rumors about me or something, but i dont even care. I mean dude, they're just stupid. So that put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. No HW either! And OWL tonight! Yay!!

i feel numb.. and i cant explain why. I dont know if this is a good numb or not..

Im feeling stressed about solo & ensemble.. its on saturday.. UGHHHHHHHHHH i frickin hate that song now.. it haunts my dreams.
The tension is mounting.

According to the love calculator Mike Urlacher and i have an 18% percent chance of working out whereas Michael Urlacher and i have a 29% chance of working out... strange.

I feel kinda sick. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Who knew there was a plus side to having a mute boyfriend? To anyone who ever doubted that fact, its rather OK. You can talk about any subject and they can't stop you! And they dont dis you! Still dont know what to get him fro V-day.. Maybe i'll just breakdown and ask him..
Ashlee came over and i totally won at monopoly! It was sweet.
OMG!! I found the coolest peice of bling ever in the park today. Its a big tacky Africa thing... Cuz im just that cool. Kalli talked to me today.. it was actually pretty weird. And Ghetto McWhatshisface asked me if i was goth. I was like... "what???" Do i LOOK goth? I mean, im wearing a blue shirt, a blue "belty" thing, and colorful beads and earrings... yeah, im goth. Psh..
Thank you to people that wore their seahorse colors. So what if its "pointless", all the cool kids are doing it.. you should too. It actually kind of pissed me off that Mike wasnt wearing any.. I dont like having my role of absolute power questioned. Hee hee.
Mardi Gras tomorrow! I was thinking of giving up the peanut butter M&Ms for lent. Just to see if i could. I mean, im friggin addicted to them!! But i dunno.
My math teacher thought i was catholic cuz i was talking about fat tuesday and stuff.. Hahahahahahaha.... Ohh it was funny.
I SKIPPED 2ND PERIOD!! Just kidding i didnt, it was excused.. but still.

Yeah, Back from Colville. I didnt have to go but i did because i dunno, my mom really wanted me to. The service was outside and thank god it was short or i would have gotten frostbite. Then we went to some dude's house and at "food". There was like a bajillion old people that were somehow related to me and i only knew my Aunt Donna and Uncle Vern. I think thats who i was talking to.. i dont know. But yeah it was scary. there was a snot nosed eight year old who was the only other person under the age of 85. So i sat in a corner and pretended to look at artwork for a million years untill my mom finally said we could go. Then she had to drive all over the place and show me the house she used to live in and whatnot.
On a different note... Is it mardigras? Superbowl tomorrow!!! Yessss.

Yep i was a bit overdue for a mental breakdown..

I've lost the ability to rhyme. I can only think of random phrases that could have the ability to become poems, but dont. It's like my muses are spiting me by giving me glimpses of the peoms i could be writing.

Best "Phrases" at the moment--
- Silent observer
- Balmy stoat (although this sounds like it should be the name of a tavern..)
- Encourage Pity
- Drowning in a sea of self pity <-- personal fav.
- sterotypical abnormal

Thats the extent of my poetic abilities at the moment.

Dude, that was freakin scary! Ok so I'm all home alone and stuff, rihgt? Well i was closing the curtians in the front room, whisteling the kill bill song and this truck pulls up in front of my house.. and this guy gets out and is like.. walking up my steps, so i RUN upstairs and i hear him knocking on the door.... right? So eventually i come downstairs (secret mission style of course) and im like "OMG!" Cuz the phone rings. But its my mom. But i was still freaked out cuz i didnt know if the guy left or not, so i called my dad and made him come over to see if like... anyone was in the vacinity and no one was, but im still really scared. Cuz my moms gonna be gone till like, midnight.. so im home.. alone... and stuff. My Dad said it was prolly the guy who worked on remodeling the office coming to get his sweatshirt that he left here. Which makes sense sonce he said the sweatshirt (which was in a box on the porch) is now gone.
Ooof, i should go.. not be scared. I get freaked out easily though. Damn, vivi cant do anything either! I really dont wanna be home alone! My mom wont be home till midnight, god this is stupid!