:: 2005 29 March :: 6.56 pm

SoOoOoO.. today was pretty shpiffy..

Bad things-
-Mrs. Blair got mad at me for telling her i didnt want to go on the shtupid choir trip
-Going to Social Studies.. god i hate that class
-being assulted at lunch.. (actually that was more fuuny than bad.. but i still got salt in my hair.. Thank you brenan..)
-Being talked to by a crazy gut at starbucks

Good things-
-ashlee was a sweetie to me today
-not having to sing in choir
-getting an extra day for the SS project
-Bonding with alex at lunch
-Finding out HW center isnt that bad
-Finding out Ambure, Jordan, and Buddie are all in HW C w/ me.
-Bonding with buddie and sharing secrets afters.. just like old times
-going to Huckleberries for din dins

w00t!

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:: 2005 28 March :: 9.21 pm

I was Trish. Jim was uncle Rico, and my mutti was dear old LaFawnduh. Hee hee. silly quiz!

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:: 2005 28 March :: 4.55 pm

I can't believe i have /homework center/. It makes me feel like a stupid peice of crap.

Mercedes came over and we had a good time working on HW. But the subject turned to Fuckhole, and that made me sad.

Vair vair shitty day.

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:: 2005 27 March :: 6.26 pm
:: Mood: cowardly

I know how she feels. and that makes it all worse. At least she can actually talk to him about it.. whereas i just sit here like a little pussy. God damn it!!

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:: 2005 27 March :: 3.37 pm
:: Mood: sad

It pisses me off that my dad put so much time and effort into perfecting Pia's present, but didnt even get anything at all for my birthday. I would care more, but I've come to expect it.

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:: 2005 27 March :: 3.10 pm

complete

waste

of time.



sickening.

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:: 2005 27 March :: 10.26 am

yesterday = awesome

Maya and I went to the mall to hang out at noon, and we just sat at a table and talked for like.. and hour and a half. She's so cool! I missed her soo much!! We went to Red Robin and her parents kept asking me questions like what i thought about the LC choral program. And i was just like "Uhh... yeah." It was funny..

Then we went back to the peoples house that she's staying at and looked for matress tags to cut off and snooped around poeples rooms. Tres fun. After convincing her to come with me.. we went off to sophies, watched spinal tapp and ran around in the rain. Overall a KICK BUTT day!

The best part? .... Wait... startled fawn.. umm the second best part.. GABE AS AN EMO!! And pics to prove it!!

Happy easter!

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:: 2005 26 March :: 11.08 am

I made it to 33 and a half.

I was sitting on the couch.. in a trance thing (seriously, i had wanted to go to sleep right after my mom and everyone left for dinner, but i kept drawing on this peice of paper.. it was weird) and my aunt and uncle came home and were all like "hey, we brought you a movie" and im like "ugghwhichone?" and they're like "Shall we dance" and im like " AHH! FRICKIN J-LO UFGfjdf!" (at this point i had no control over my mouth) so they looked offended and said that they were sorry for trying to be nice.. And then either the guilt or /something/ made me start crying.. And I'm like "sorry, I just haven't slept in like 33 hours" and they said "And who's fault is that?" which PISSED ME OFF! It was theirs! I had wanted to sleep as soon as i came home from school! It was my aunt who MADE me stay up and watch Jane Pauley with her, /and/ it was my aunt who urged my mom to call me from the reasturaunt to see if i was still awake/ wake me up. Who's fult is it eh? Thats when i stomped off to my room to listen to some tool.
I fell asleep before number one was oer.

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:: 2005 25 March :: 4.36 pm

Today was crazy..

Ok.. so after.. not.. waking up.. I went to my bus stop. Once on the bus, Dan (Ghetto homie) was talking to me.. and i couldn't understand a single word ge said.. I was also hearing office phones (you know.. the kind that go Blee-e blee-e, all politely?) ringing in the back of my head. *note: this was a side effect of sleep deprivation, not crack* Then when i got to school i was sitting in the hall and every time someone would walk past me I would see them about 2.5 feet away.. but then I'd look again, and they'd be about 10 feet back! It freaked me out. I got a Monster energy drink and tried walking to the fieldhouse... but i needed to cling onto Mandy for most of the journy because everything was changing sizes. Once in choir, i realized we had a sub which meant I (thankfully) didnt have to do anything. I /did/ go to the bathroom though.. which scared the living crap (not literally..eww) right out of me because i was hearing crows in there while i washed my hands. For the rest of choir i read a book and tried not to think too hard. In health.. I kinda sat around and compared the prices of potatoes for an assignment. Then came third period, the highlight of my day. You see, all the Germans were preforming their choir peices in the auditorium, so i skipped history to go listen to them. Hottie McNaughtyBody was there (of course) and i spent the /ENTIRE/ con staring right at him.. I didnt mean to, But he had the bone structure of a god. He finally noticed my gaze was directed at him, which i think confused him a little.. But in between songs.. he nudged the boy next to him and the other boy looked RIGHT AT ME. PROVING that they were talking about me.. this didnt faze my gaze though and i simply put on a seducive smile and kept on lookin'. He looked up at me more when he was singing, as if to convince himself that i really WAS looking at him. I was.. And before he got off stage he /smiled/ at me. A cute little german smile.. I saw him at lunch and we made eye contact, but thats it.. I dont even know his name.. Actually, I think its Simon or something.. He told my choir class, but i wasnt paying attention.

My lowest energy point was in English, and stupid Mr. Huff took no notice and made me be romeo. /Romeo/ for christs sake! Gahd. My words were all kinda slurred from more Monster and not sleeping for over 24 hours.

But let me tell you, I am not the least bit sorry I'm missing the movie tonight. I would be SOOOOOOOOO miserable. It would suck. I'm not ashamed to be sitting at home with my aunt, uncle, Mom, and Mom's boyfriend on a friday night... I mean, hey.. It beats Paying too much for a dumb scary movie i dont want to see in the first place, only to end up either A) Falling asleep in the theatre and paying 6.50 for an uncomfortable nap, or B) Wishing deperately i were at home sleeping. Besides.. I hate sevies.

If i can stay up until 8:00pm, i will have gone without sleep for 33 hours, a personal record. I would be sleeping now.. but I'm so tired.. I'm not.. Like when you get so cold you actually feel a little warm.

This is a really long entry, but finally I have to say thank you to Mandy, Alex, and Chris.. for being nice to me and leading me around places when i couldnt walk in a straight line. I love you!

-phew- OK, I'm all done now. :-D

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:: 2005 25 March :: 6.31 am
:: Mood: surprisingly awake

For the first time ever/ In as long as I can remember.. I didnt sleep /at all/ ALL night! Yes folks, thats 21 hours of no sleep on a school night. At least I have money to get a monster. And I'm gonna skip 3rd and maybe 6th period today, i know i wont last.

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:: 2005 24 March :: 1.48 pm

Lets see... Excess IB Proufin + Lack of sleep + sickness = PALM TREES!! Well not palm trees, thats sopie's thing, but I'm actually seeing holes in the walls... and soccer balls.. Hahaha.. I won't ever need ectacy!

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:: 2005 22 March :: 6.24 pm

Ohh my Giddy Dumplings, MAYA IS GONNA BE HUR TODAY!! I'm sooo excited to see her! And my phone works! Fabby fab fab! PLUUUS, i got a buttoload of new books yesterday. *w00t*
Damn it i wish i had foooood... My mumsy is gone.

Phoney phone phone.. :)

German boys are seriously VAIR VAIR hawt!! I totally had /2/ eye contact moments with one of them. And not just eye contact, /eye CONTACT/. It was awesome.

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:: 2005 20 March :: 6.40 pm

AHH! MY BABY ISNT WORKING!! DAMN YOOOU RADIOBLOG!!!!!!!!!
-freaks out and dies-

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:: 2005 20 March :: 1.26 pm

It was awesome.

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:: 2005 17 March :: 6.58 pm

Whoo, IHOP!

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