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2005 20 February :: 3.47 pm
You get some weird looks if you go to the store looking like a Transexual Hooker.... Hahaha.
Watched Rocky Horror w/ Vivi.
My dad got Donnie Darko! Yay!!! Frank creeps me out but its suuch a good movie!
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2005 19 February :: 9.15 pm
Constantine is suuuuch a good movie!
It made me think about religion, and Heaven and Hell and so forth. I dont think that there can be a heaven. For a very practical reason. Over population. I mean.. there are five BILLION people on the planet now. That means theoretically, about 2.5 would go to heaven. Right? Well if there are 2.5 billion people going there now, meaning out of all the living people at this moment.. then what about when there are 10 billion people? or 15? How much can heaven hold. Or hell for that matter. I mean, most of us are (according to the bible) going there anyway. But.. when we die, its only our souls that go to heaven or hell, so technically, we arent matter. But do souls contain thoguht? What is a soul? I mean.. its not a body part, it cant feel pain.. So why does it matter where we end up.. if we end up any where. I usually like to think positivly about religion, and death, as positivly as one can. But it just seems so pointless! I mean.. people base their entire lives around the idea of something better in the "next world" but what if this is it? What if we just DIE? Does there HAVE to be more? Why should there be? I mean.. if i were God, i doubt i would let humans come into heaven.. We fuck everything up. Look at what we've done with earth, with each other. Heaven is divine, and we would only soil it. So why can't we be content with one life? One Earth? Because we need hope? We need the posibility that things can get better? What is the point of looking forward to things if they won't happen?
But yeah.. over population.. Damn breeders.
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2005 19 February :: 5.34 pm
CONSTANTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! w00t!!!
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2005 19 February :: 10.44 am
i thought my ankle was broken, but its not.. Darn.
We found the BEST gum ever on the floor! It still has flavour!
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2005 19 February :: 9.57 am
IT WAS AWESOME!! I MOSHED!! I HAVE BRUISES!! I GOT KICKED IN THE HEAD! TWICE!! Hahahahahahahahahaha. Ha. Ha. It was great.
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2005 18 February :: 11.48 am
Sometimes
I just want to leave my body
And travel to a new one
I would be someone no one cares about
and ruin my life for the hell of it
just to see what would happen
But I'm stuck
in the shell of my body
complaining about my life.
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2005 18 February :: 10.55 am
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: children(remix)
stupid ass computer.
So as i was saying before my computer stupidly freaked out...
God, Never mind, its too early for this.. i dont want to re-type everything.
CHRIS-- You could have freakin told me Gabe was there!!! Grr!
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2005 17 February :: 3.22 pm
greg is my twin. Hahaha not really. w00t! Tomorrow is Papa Roach! And probably going to see Constantine w/ mike. Yumm, rice... ahahahaha ADD!! I have a 3.0!! yay! Beat that BITCH! Muwahahaha
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2005 16 February :: 9.29 pm
Goddd i hate Ann. But i looooooooove my ice cream!!
As you may have noticed.. I changed my thingy.. good? Bad? Yes? No? American idol is SOOOO funny!! Ohh my god, i totally just dissed Anya! but i love her!
shpadoinklebunny:American idol is SOO funny!
shpadoinklebunny: depressed people should watch it and they'd be like HAHAHAHAHA
Mandoroxors: Lol I know
Mandoroxors: hahahhaha
Mandoroxors: or they might just be like "I ..-sniff- was like that -sniff- one day...and -sniifffff- I FEEL SO BAD FOR THEM! But I'm worse off than they are, and must go cut myself now-
Mandoroxors: ...sniff
shpadoinklebunny: lol
Mandoroxors: wow, did i seem like anya there or what?? god, i'm sorry for that shallow impression of a depressed person.
shpadoinklebunny: lol
shpadoinklebunny: hahahahahahahaha
shpadoinklebunny: you're anya!!
Mandoroxors: well she does that a lot
shpadoinklebunny: why dont you go call Gabe?
Mandoroxors: and it makes me angry sometimes
shpadoinklebunny: Russian
Mandoroxors: HAHAHHAHA
Mandoroxors: HAHAHHA
Mandoroxors: HAHAHAHAH OH GOD thats funny.
But seriously.. i love her... :-D
AHHH! my dad was trying to read my journal! I was like, "look its pretty!" and he was like "-read-" and i was like "AHH! Stop!" and he's like "Uhhh why cant i read it?" And im like "Cuz im 14!!! PRIVACY! Teenage girl thing!" I mean, i dont think i have anything really bad on here.. but come on.. hes my DAD. Its bad enough thats he's coming to the Big Easy with me 'n morgan and tori ... yeah.
I have to go watch American Idol now. :-D
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2005 16 February :: 3.11 pm
THE HAT!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! You have no idea how much i longed for it. Sweet sweet victory is MINE!! Its so beautiful. M precious... muwahahaha.
I think Mike was mad at me today.. or this morning.. or something. But hey, if he cant handle my hilariously cutting sense of humor... thats his problem.
OWL tonight! I wish i could find my chapstick cuz "my lips hurt real bad!" ... But really, they do. GODDD i have alot of HW i've been putting off... ughhh. Oh well....
Ahh Pepe, i have longed for many days to hear the sound of your typing, but now homework has torn us apart once more. Hahaha
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2005 15 February :: 6.57 pm
:: Music: Tool-- Parabola
Yum yum, tamales!! Hahaha, its a fiesta! OMG, i think Tori might come to Papa Roach wich would be SOOOOOOOO cool, cuz i dont really want to go with just Morgan, after saturday and all. But yeah.. I am SOO not going to be deep and meaningful tonight. I shall take advantage of the option to be ignorant.. Ahh crap! Big words!! I mean.. I love my little ponies, they're so cool!
You think im joking, but im not.. HAhahAHAHAH
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2005 14 February :: 7.42 pm
Kiminator77: i should not eat
Kiminator77: for like
Kiminator77: two months
Kiminator77: and see if i am not fat anymore
shpadoinklebunny: kim shut up. WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT COMPLAINING ABOUT YOUR BODY IMAGE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Kiminator77: right sorry
shpadoinklebunny: now what do you say?
Kiminator77: i say..
Kiminator77: umm..
Kiminator77: im..
Kiminator77: not fat
shpadoinklebunny: say it like you mean it
shpadoinklebunny: fool
Kiminator77: -breathes-
Kiminator77: -zen-
Kiminator77: -I am not fat-
shpadoinklebunny: again
Kiminator77: -I am not fat-
shpadoinklebunny: LOUDER! SO ALL OF MANHATTAN CAN HEAR!!
Kiminator77: lol
Kiminator77: I AM NOT FAT
shpadoinklebunny: now, BOW TO YOUR SENSI!!!!
Kiminator77: -bows-
shpadoinklebunny: you may now resume your conversing
Kiminator77: ok
I am the master at pep talks...
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2005 14 February :: 6.46 pm
eww, dark chocolate maple chocolates are really nasty... generic presents annoy me... but i shouldnt complain.. i mean, at leat i got SOMETHING.
Its crazy how well Tori and i can relate to each other sometimes, like she knows EXACTALLY how i feel sometimes, its weird...
whoa i just typed this without looking at the keyboard.. for the most part...
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2005 14 February :: 3.13 pm
:: Mood: happy as a hippo
:: Music: tool-- prison sex
Today was glorious!! Mike was soooo sweet! He gave me a big soft teddy bear in the morning, balloons delivered to my 3rd period, and a box of chocolates at lunch. I dunno though. I mean, it was sweet, but none of it meant anything... like any guy could have given any girl the same exact thing. I really like original presents. Dotn get me wrong, i loved all the stuff he got me.. but it lacks a certian je ne sais quoi.. I really liked his original idea of getting me a fish. I love eccentric-ness in guys, or just people in general. Omg, we both kinda tried kissing each other multiple times today, but the gods were against us. EVERY time someone would come up and be like "ohh my god you guys are soo cute!!" or "ohh are you two going out?" and i was like "Eerugh!! Gimme 2 mins alone with him!!" Haha. Cuz ya know, its valentines day... But yeah. It was a really good day!
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2005 13 February :: 2.26 pm
:: Mood: cranky
Karma? Or bullshit... that is the question. Thank god for payphones.
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