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2006 15 March :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
god, i feel like a villian....
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2006 14 March :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: jealous
god, now i hate myself even more...
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2006 13 March :: 9.18pm
i wrote more postcards than hooks, i read more maps than books, i feel like every chance to leave is another chance i should have took.
every minute is a mile, i've never felt so hollow, i'm an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles.
my secrets for a buck, watch me as i cut myself wide open on this stage as i am paid to spill my guts.
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2006 13 March :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: hear you me
i hate...
myself
when i try to do something good and it blows up in my face
wasl testing
school
boys
myself
Christina Marie Pena
and the fact that she is so much better than me
Mr. Eastman
Jed Zillmer
tofu
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2006 9 March :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: amused
"As someone whom lost their Grandmother to emphysema i can tell you it's confusing and that i dealt with it by learning to smoke.
because i fucking love the irony"
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2006 5 March :: 5.21pm
stab my back, it's better when i bleed for you
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2006 19 February :: 11.24am
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: the shins
one by one all day
"howdy, lem," my grandfather said with his eyes closed
wiping the eastbound dust from his sunburned brow
a life before doubt.
i smell the engine grease and mint the wind is blending
under the moan of rotting elm in the silo floor.
down a hill of pine tree quills we made our way
to the bottom and the ferns where thick moss grows
beside a stream.
under the rocks are snails and we can fill our pockets
and let them go one by one all day in a brand new place.
you were no ordinary drain on her defenses
and she was no ordinary girl
Oh, Inverted World
if every moment of our lives
were cradled softly in the hands of some strange and gentle child
i'd not roll my eyes so.
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2006 12 February :: 8.55pm
:: Music: placebo
drag
You're always ahead of the game
I drag behind
You never get caught in the rain
When I'm drenched to the bone every time
You're the first one to swim across the Seine
I lag behind
You're always ahead of the game
While I drag behind
I drag behind
I drag behind
I drag behind
I drag behind
You're always ahead of the pack
I drag behind
You posses every trait that I lack
By coincidence or by design
You're the monkey I've got on my back
That tells me to shine
You're always ahead of the pack
While I drag behind
You're always ahead of the rest
When I'm always on time
You got As on your algebra tests
I failed and they kept me behind
I just gotta get off my chest
That I think you're divine
You're always ahead of the rest
While I drag behind
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2006 7 February :: 5.52pm
:: Mood: stressed
i hate.
the fact that i just spilled milk on myself.
science homework.
that i'm not driving right now.
that ori won't take my driving even though he isn't doing anything, and can't do anything.
my hurt back.
that I'm not listening to POWERMAD.
Mike Lyons.
the dewey decimal system.
not being little anymore.
the fact that me and Chris to the tina didn't Tae-Bo with Billy Blanks today.
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2006 7 February :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: stereophonics
my throat hurts like i've been crying/screaming all day.
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2006 28 January :: 7.22pm
:: Mood: disappointed
i hate how i can't be who i want to be
i hate how i don't want to be me
and i hate how i'm not important to them
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2006 28 January :: 3.35pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!!
<3<3
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2006 28 January :: 11.02am
HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY BROOKELYNN!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!
(ps. cigarettes? lol)
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2006 27 January :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: cold
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this one?
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2006 26 January :: 5.32pm
:: Mood: energetic
HOW THE WORLD WORKS (FUNCTIONING PEOPLES)
People often say that God created earth. But that isn't true. They also say that the earth was created in "the big bang". But this too is very untrue. The gnomes made the earth out of poppy flowers and sun screen and calculator buttons, which they ground into a fine powder using little gnome hammers. This is the truest thing that has ever been uttered by anyone.
I like to tell myself that these gnomes made humans. But there is no proof to support this statement. No one knows where humans come from and what our purpose is. But that isn't what this story is about. This story is about how "The People" interact with each other and function.
People function. They "use" their brains. They engage in problem solving activities. They move their limbs about violently. But has anyone ever taken the time to know and appreciate a person? If they did, they would realize that people can be deep and say meaningful things, such as, "I love you." And they can mean it. You may think it odd that humans have this ability to share such feelings, but they love to love. But humans also love to hate, which, in a sense is still loving. One time, I was walking down some stairs and this guy totally punched me in the face and he was all, "Dude! I love to punch people!" And I was all, "Excuse me, lame-O!" They we got into a bloody fist fight and I emerged victorios, with the skin of my advisary fashioned into a new robe. I taught that SOB to hate.
But humans possess many other qualities and emotions. And they preform many different tasks to interact with each other, my favourite of which, is hugging. Don't ask me why, because even though I have an answer, I won't tell you.
So remember, everytime you look at a human, you're looking at a human who lives on a planet that was fashioned by gnomes.
-FIN
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