Dance 'til ya drop

:: 2005 22 February :: 7.31pm
:: Music: Something Corporate-- Straw Dog

sorry alex, i cant go... :(

:: 2005 22 February :: 7.21pm

i feel like a bad person. I dont like making people sad.

:: 2005 22 February :: 4.10pm

I am about to break a very strong moral rule i have by posting this.. BUT I LOVE THIS SONG!! I LOVE THIS BAND!! I LOVE EVERYTHING! Hahaha.

"Drunk Girl"

I kissed a drunk girl
I kissed a drunk girl, yes I did
Kissed a drunk girl on the lips
I let my guard down
how could I have been so dumb
Her eyes were open
I know I am not the one
I know I am not the one
I know I am not the one

I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
I'm sure I could've been anybody else

I went to her house
and everybody there was gone
her little cousin just passed out on the lawn
We walked to my car
She mouthed "Is everything ok?"
We leaned in slowly
So now I can say

I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
I'm sure I could've been anybody else
anybody else

I pulled away
cuz you see I didn't think it would be
right I said let's save this
for some other night
She said "No, no, no I know
That everything is gonna be just fine"
How could I do this when I want her to be all mine.

I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
I'm sure I could've been anybody else
anybody else

I know you don't care about me
I'm sure when all is said and done
and I go home feeling lonely
You will have had your fun
do you even remember?

I kissed a drunk girl
Why do I do these things I do to myself
I kissed a drunk girl
and now I'm sure
and now I'm sure
I could've been anybody else
anybody else
anybody else
I could have been
anybody else

*sigh*

Isn't it great? Its by something Corporate.. Which is an awesome AWESOME band. Thank you Alex for telling me about them.

6 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2005 22 February :: 3.22pm
:: Music: Kernkraft 400-- Zombie Nation

Oh gad, it hurts to move.. the pain of the muscles... yeah. The YMCA sucks, just kidding, but still.

Mike was being an ass today, but its ok..

HE GAVE MY LOVE ORANGE TO MORGAN!! I dont know why, but it upset me.. I mean.. i know he shouldnt know that i care about little things.. but i do..ish.. and it just annoys me.. and i dont want to tell him cuz its dumb.. but still...Yeah.

I thought my cat died this morning, but hes alive and purring, *yay*

I want to go to Something Corperate really really bad.. but I'm broke and TORI NEEDS TO FRICKEN PAY ME FRICKEN BACK!!! GrR. Its on a thursday though so it could go either way.

I think Sophia and Jarret should hook up. They were sitting by each other at lunch and i could totally see it happen. I think he would be a good remedy for her Battered Soul... Haha.

I miss Pepe :( And Dante... Ohh poor Dante, i hope you could see that even though you had to die, the sacrafice was for the greater good of sim-humanity...

3 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2005 21 February :: 1.09pm

I'm at Gabeths... yeah, its pretty fun... Sitting... drinking a 2 liter... and more sitting... AHH ITS SO COLD!

2 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2005 20 February :: 10.23pm

Shoes!!

Is it too girly?

I like it though, so i dont really care...

:: 2005 20 February :: 6.59pm

I totally stole this from Tanner...i like my Soap opra name the best i think... it has a nice ring to it

YOUR PORN STAR NAME:
(NAME OF FIRST PET+STREET YOU LIVE ON): Angela Arthur

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME:
(YOUR MIDDLE NAME +GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME): Elizabeth Wessley

YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME:
(FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT+FAVOURITE RESTAURANT): Jones Pho Toan

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS:
(FAVORITE SPICE+LAST VACATION SPOT): Cardamom Olympia

SOCIALITE ALIAS:
(SILLIEST CHILDHOOD NICKNAME+TOWN WHERE YOU FIRST PARTIED): Nonie Ashlee's House

"Rap Star" ALIAS (a la J. Lo):
(FIRST INITIAL+FIRST TWO OR THREE LETTERS OF YOUR LAST NAME): N. Tay

ICON ALIAS:
(SOMETHING SWEET WITHIN SIGHT+ANY LIQUID IN KITCHEN): Ice cream Coffe

DETECTIVE ALIAS:
(FAVORITE BABY ANIMAL+WHERE YOU WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL): Kitten Clark

BARFLY ALIAS:
(LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE+YOUR FAVORITE DRINK): Ice Cream Pepsi

SOAP OPERA ALIAS:
(MIDDLE NAME+STREET WHERE YOU FIRST LIVED): Elizabeth Arthur

ROCK STAR ALIAS:
(FAVORITE CANDY+LAST NAME OF FAVORITE MUSICIAN): Mamba Havoc

:: 2005 20 February :: 3.47pm

You get some weird looks if you go to the store looking like a Transexual Hooker.... Hahaha.

Watched Rocky Horror w/ Vivi.

My dad got Donnie Darko! Yay!!! Frank creeps me out but its suuch a good movie!

:: 2005 19 February :: 9.15pm

Constantine is suuuuch a good movie!

It made me think about religion, and Heaven and Hell and so forth. I dont think that there can be a heaven. For a very practical reason. Over population. I mean.. there are five BILLION people on the planet now. That means theoretically, about 2.5 would go to heaven. Right? Well if there are 2.5 billion people going there now, meaning out of all the living people at this moment.. then what about when there are 10 billion people? or 15? How much can heaven hold. Or hell for that matter. I mean, most of us are (according to the bible) going there anyway. But.. when we die, its only our souls that go to heaven or hell, so technically, we arent matter. But do souls contain thoguht? What is a soul? I mean.. its not a body part, it cant feel pain.. So why does it matter where we end up.. if we end up any where. I usually like to think positivly about religion, and death, as positivly as one can. But it just seems so pointless! I mean.. people base their entire lives around the idea of something better in the "next world" but what if this is it? What if we just DIE? Does there HAVE to be more? Why should there be? I mean.. if i were God, i doubt i would let humans come into heaven.. We fuck everything up. Look at what we've done with earth, with each other. Heaven is divine, and we would only soil it. So why can't we be content with one life? One Earth? Because we need hope? We need the posibility that things can get better? What is the point of looking forward to things if they won't happen?

But yeah.. over population.. Damn breeders.

:: 2005 19 February :: 5.34pm

CONSTANTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! w00t!!!

2 were foolish.. | You wanna play?

:: 2005 19 February :: 10.44am

i thought my ankle was broken, but its not.. Darn.

We found the BEST gum ever on the floor! It still has flavour!

:: 2005 19 February :: 9.57am

IT WAS AWESOME!! I MOSHED!! I HAVE BRUISES!! I GOT KICKED IN THE HEAD! TWICE!! Hahahahahahahahahaha. Ha. Ha. It was great.

:: 2005 18 February :: 11.48am

Sometimes
I just want to leave my body
And travel to a new one

I would be someone no one cares about
and ruin my life for the hell of it
just to see what would happen

But I'm stuck
in the shell of my body
complaining about my life.