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2004 18 January :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: blah
Oh my gosh, I am the most depressed person today, I have no idea whats wrong with me, I guess it's the stress between my grandfather, here, school, everything. I'm just so totally confused. I like, uggh, my grandfather looks as if he is only has a week to live...as a matter of fact hes lucky that he lives that long! God, if he goes I'm going to be the saddest person ever. I have lost too much in such a short period of time :-\ it's definately killing me.. now in about 2 weeks i have to go see a fuckin lung doctor and about 5 million other dr's? wtf mann, i cant fuckin stand it, why dont they just fuckin kill me and get it over with, instead of trying to fuckin cure me! my god, i have sumthing that is prolly incurable and im gonna die from anyway! its not like anyone would miss me! I dont even think i matter to anyone in this fuckin world except for MAYBE 4 or 5 ppl OUTSIDE my family..i dont even think my family would miss me! god im so tired of ppl threatening to kill me! why dont they just do it! jesus christ..as im writing this im crying I hope joe doesnt hear me crying if he does...what am i gonna say? uggh i am beginning to give up, give up on everything so yeah..im gonna go now
<33 Sam <33
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2004 17 January :: 9.24pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Hold On- Good Charlotte
Dude...tonight was fuckin great! Well lets start this on friday afternoon, I got kicked outta my table practically but it's all gravy I sit with Jessie, Lex, shawna and Christina...and friday was the best in lunch and omg..I cant look @ a kiwi strawberry snapple the same anymore :-) jessie was drinkin it and lex made her laugh and the look on alexis's face and the fact that jessie spewed her snapple ALL over lex was HALARIOUS!!! so jessies new nick name is gurge :0D
onto tonight! I am hanging out with my cousin danielle :-) shes so fuckin cool! we were crackin up all night! we went into the kitchen to get sodas than when we came back in here the dousche tripped over a box that was like wayy outta her way it was SO funny than she was takin a drink outta her soda and hit me with it :-( lol but than i almost made soda come outta her nose :-D hahah pay backs! lol than she got me again when she let go of the straw and flung soda at me :-) lol but its ok than we were just makin jokes and stuff and we went to go slap hands and missed by like a mile! what can i say i <3 my cousin danielle shes the most fun to goof around with! now that shes killing her straw and theres like an inch left of it lol im gonna ....ok she was just like THE END TASTED LIKE SODA...that because it was in the soda!!! lol i <3 her!!!! we better be as close as we used to be!!! >:o
*BURP* toodles yall!!
<33333 Sam and Danielle <3333333
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2004 15 January :: 11.43pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: uhh me singing happy birthday to kevin...even though he cant hear me
HHHAAAPPPPPPYYY BBBIIIRRRTTTHHHDDDAAAY KKEEEVVVIIINNN!!!
Hello people! I'm just writing in here to make an ass of myself...embarassing myself worse than the way I am talking to Kevin but hey! Gotta love me! Speaking of Kevin :-) Today is Kevin's 17th birthday :-) so for the 3rd time I am going to sing happy b-day to him :-) 1-2-3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU KEVIN!!! HAPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYY TO YOU!!! :-D I am more excited on my friends birthday's than on my own...wtf is wrong with me? I dunno but oh well! i hope it gets so cold out that the roads are icy and we dont have to go to school 2morrow...also if that happens i dont want no1 hurt >:o Pain= evil ok i g2g im getting yelled @ I LOVE U ALLLLLL
<3333333333333333333333 SAM
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:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Posion the Well- Grain of Salt
A - Age: 15
B - Best Quality: Nothing :-\
C - Choice Of Meat: ...wtf
D - Dream Date: I lost all hope of ever being in a relationship
E - Ex (most recent): Me have an ex? wheres that playing?
F - Favorite Food: NO FOOD >:O
G - Greatest Accomplishment: :-\
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: I DONT HAVE 1 >:O
I - Internal conflicts: trustin ppl i should of never thought i could trust
K - Kool-Aid: CHERRY N GRAPE YUMMY YUMMY
L - Love: no1
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: i dont own it...i never will own it but my best friends
N - Name: Samantha Lynn Robell
O - Outfit You Love: Gimme blue jeans n a white tee
P - Pizza Toppings: pineapple
Q - Question you want to ask: nothing
S - Sport To Watch: figure skating
T - Television Show: Real World
U - Unique habit: ........
W - Winter: cold
Y - Year Born: 1988
Z - Zodiac Sign: Gemini
HAVE YOU EVER
Kissed someone: NO >:O i guess i got cooties
Ran away: planned never did
Pictured your crush naked: no
Actually seen your crush naked: no
Broken someone's heart: nope
Been in love: nope
Cried when someone died: IF U DONT THERES FUCKIN SUTTIN WRONG WITH U >:O
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: who hasnt?
Broken a bone: nopers
Drank alcohol: yes
Lied: yea who hasnt
WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or pepsi: pepsi
Sprite or 7up: 7 up
Girls or Guys: guys
Flowers or candy: FLOWERS
Scruff or clean shaven: clean
Quiet or loud : depends on how im feelin at that moment
Blondes or Brunettes: brunette!
Bitchy or slutty: neither both suck
Tall or short : dont matter
Pants or shorts : pants
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
What do you notice first : eyes smile
Last person you slow danced with: Jeanna, bridget, amanda mullen, n dan @ semi
Worst question to ask: What's your name again?
THE LAST TIME
Showered: 10 MINS AGO
Had a great time with the opposite sex: ....
Your good luck charm: dun have 1
Person you hate most: dont even get me started
The best thing that has happened to you today: NOTHING >:o..no im lying when stephy made me smile w/ kevins picture :X
FAVORITES
Colors: light blue
books: The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty...No one to trust
Subject in school: English
Juice: Grape Juicy Juice
Cars : CHRYSLER SEABRING CONVERTABLE SILVER WITH A JET BLACK HOOD!!
Ice Cream: Cookie Dough
Holiday: christmas
Season: Spring
Breakfast food: dun like breakfast
Place to go with your honey: Honey? What Honey?
WHO
Makes you laugh the most : my close friends...especially when we are all together
Makes you smile: Today Kevin and Stephy did
Gives you a funny feeling when you see them : No one
Has a crush on you: :'( no1
Do you have a crush on: secret
Can make you feel better no matter what: The friends that are always there for me~!
Has it easier, guys or girls: i think its in the middle b/c guys do go threw a lot of shit too.. it just may not be at this time in life
Save aol conversations: arguments n ones that are REALLY funny or gimme a tingly feeling
Save e-mails : certain ones
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
Cried because of someone's mean words : yea
HMM
Cologne: NAUTICA FOR MEN god that shit weakens me!!
Perfume: Victoria's Secret 'Love Spell', Ralph Lauren, Lucky you
Kiss: >:O
Romantic Memory: >:O
Most recent advice given: Erica's advice on coaping with death
HAVE YOU:
Fallen for your best friend: :-\
Made out w/ JUST a friend: no
Been rejected: yes
Been in love: no
Used someone: no
Been used: probably
Cheated on someone: no
Been cheated on: no
Been kissed: no
Done something you regret: yes a million things
Who was the last person...
You touched: ....no1
You talked to: Im talking to Kevin, joey n Kristen because they are making me smile especially Kevin
You hugged: BRIDGET!
You instant messaged: Joe
You kissed: ....
You yelled at: i dont know
You laughed with: Kevin :-)
Who broke your heart: .......
Do you...
Color your hair: yeps
Have tattoos: no
Have piercings: ears
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both: no
Own a webcam: no
Sprechen sie deutsche: i dont speak german
Habla espanol: si yo habla poco espanol
Quack: DUCKIE!!! HA HA HA i remember when i walked into a wall and quacked at it lol...and when jessie wen BAUK BAUK at a duck ha ha
Have you / do you / are you...
Stolen anything: ya
Smoke: used to
Schizophrenic: no
Obsessive: not that i kno of
Compulsive: no
Obsessive compulsive: no
Panic: depends
Anxiety: yes
Obsessed with hate: no
Dream of mutilated bodies: no
If you could be anywhere, where would you be: With the ppl I can trust the most which is only 4 ppl
Can you do anything freakish with your body: no
What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others: uhhh eyes
Would you vote for a woman candidate for president: HELL YEA
Would you marry for money: no
Have you had braces? still do
Do you pluck your eyebrows: yes
Do you like hairy backs: no EWWWWWWWW
When was the last time you had a hickey: never
Could you live without a computer: yes
Do you use ICQ, AIM, MSN, etc...: n aim
If so, how many people are on your list(s): 66
If you could live in any past, where would it be: uggh too many things
What is your favorite fruit: cherries
Do you eat wheat bread or white: white
What is your favorite place to visit: GA and FL
What is the last movie you saw: bruce almighty
Do you kiss on the first date: i d unno
Are you photogenic: kinda
Do you dream in color or black and white: black n white mostly
Are you wearing fingernail polish: no
Is it chipped or fresh: ...
Do you have any dimples: yes
Do you remember being born: no not one bit
Why do you take surveys: cuz i get very bored
Do you drink alcohol: sumtimes
Did you like or do you like high school: NO
What is the best accent: italian
Who do you want to kiss? ........
Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most? sunsets its more romitatic
Do you want to live to be 100?: maybe
Is a flat stomach important to you: :-\
Do you or have you played with a quija board: its OUJI n yes
Do you have nightmares frequently:yes
Do you like your lips?: no
Do you think you can draw well: no
At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real? 13 lol
How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: mostly dress heels lol i dunno
Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you have a variety? same
Do you write poetry: sumtimes
Do you snore: yes lol
Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides: i fall asleep on my tummy
Dog/cat: dog
Do you lick stamps: no i get the sticky ones
Do you use an electric can opener: no
Have you riden in a hotair balloon: no
Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: emotional b/c physical can go away matter of mins
Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: yea...
Do you prefer a piano or a violin: piano
Do you like to argue: no
Do you hunt: no i would be afraid of shootin myself or sumone else lol
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2004 8 January :: 10.48pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: ...nothing
Hi, it's me again! I'm not too happy either :-\. I just got done talking to my mom, I was telling her how a few friends of mine want me to go with them to "The Extreme" but, I really dont want to go, she said that I should go just to see what it's like, but I myself being the most insecure person in the world wont go! She told me to round up Bridget, Kristen, Jeanna and/or Jess to go with me..But, I don't know, I'm kinda scared to :-\ I don't know what's wrong with me anymore! I'm so confused and out of it that I don't know anything anymore. Maybe being in this house all the time is slowly driving me insane? I dunno...I'm gonna do a survey I got from my Bonnie Boo <333
Y O U ?
{x} what's your full name? Samantha Lynn Robell
{x} what are your nicknames? I lost track
{x} when is your birthday? May 21
{x} how tall are you? 5'7"
{x} what color are your eyes? Brown
{x} where were you born? Philly
{x} where do you live now? Williamstown
{x} piercing? ears
{x} tattoos? nope
{x} what size shoe are you? I dunno
{x} have you ever been arrested? nope
{x} what type of shampoo/conditioner do you use? Herbal Essences or Garnier
{x} do you have any pets? yes yes
{x} what are their names? Sandy, and part-time pet Scooby
{x} do you have any siblings? yerp
{x} what is your astrological sign? Gemini
{x} who is your best friend? Bridget, Jeanna, Kristen, and Bonnie b/c I know I can tell them anything, and be able to trust them
Y O U R P R E F E R E N C E S ?
{x} pierce your nose or tongue? tounge
{x} coke or pepsi? pepsi
{x} simple or complicated? simple
{x} sunrise or sunset? sunset
{x} m&m's or skittles? skittles
{x} rap or rock? rock
{x} is it pop or soda? soda
{x} x or o in tic-tac-toe? x
{x} hot or cold? depends
{x} tall members of the opposite sex or short? taller
{x} sun or moon? moon
{x} high or drunk? neither
{x} kids or no kids? kid
{x} cat or dog? dog
{x} half empty or half full? half empty
{x} sandals or sneakers? sneakers
{x} red car or white car? red
{x} hugging or kissing? hugging
{x} a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? lifetime of friendship
{x} marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? perfect friend
{x} sweet or sour? sweet
{x} root beer or dr. pepper? root bear
{x} sappy/action/comedy/horror? more like romance n chick flicks for me lol
{x} shine or rain? rain
{x} winter/summer/fall/spring? spring
{x} vanilla or chocolate? vanilla
{x} eyes open or closed? closed.
{x} lights on or off? off
Y O U R F A V O R I T E ?
{x} number? 13
{x} holiday? none
{x} radio station? i dont have 1
{x} place? my room away from everything
{x} flower? rose
{x} scent? i dunno
{x} if you could be anywhere, where would you be? Georgia
{x} what would you be doing there? starting over
C U R R E N T S
{x} current clothes: t-shirt n shorts
{x} current mood: :-\
{x} current taste: hot dog
{x} current annoyance: a lot
{x} current smell: cucumber melon
{x} current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping
{x} current desktop picture: picture of me bridget n jeanna
{x} current worry: when my g-pop will die
{x} current sound: me typing
{x} current fav shoes: ....shoes are shoes
{x} current fav TV show: real world
{x} current fav movie: alot!
L A S T P E R S O N ...
{x} you talked to? Bonnie
{x} you hugged? :-\ I dont remember
{x} you instant messaged? bonnie
{x} you kissed? no1
{x} you yelled at? tim
{x} you laughed with? i dont remember
H A V E Y O U / A R E Y O U / D O Y O U ....
{x} considered a life of crime? no
{x} considered being a hooker? noooo
{x} split personalities? i don`t think so
{x} obsessive compulsive? maybe
{x} panic? yeah
{x} anxiety disorder ? yeah
{x} depressed? yea
{x} understanding? yes yes
{x} open-minded? si
{x} interesting? sure?
{x} friendly? yeah
{x} smart? i dunno
{x} childish? sometimes
{x} independent? A LOT
{x} attractive? no
{x} bored easily? ohh yea
{x} responsible? yes and no
{x} color your hair? highlights
H A V E Y O U E V E R ?
{x} fallen for your best friend? yea
{x} made out with JUST a friend? no
{x} been in love ? no
{x} used someone? no
{x} been used? yes
{x} done something you regret? yea
O N D A T I N G ...
{x} long or short hair? dont matter
{x} dark or blond hair? dont matter
{x} tall or short? taller then me preferably
{x} dark or light eyes? dont matter
{x} hat or no hat? dont matter
{x} pierced or no? i dont care
O.K I'm done, Toodles!
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2004 7 January :: 12.33am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: umm...the taping of the keys...
I'm talkin to Kristen Hope :-) and I just told her my secret! See I'm not telling ANYONE else but her...but I'm not sure if it's a definate thing..so yeah, now that he's back with his girly! (Which his g/f is the SWEETEST N I <3 HER!!) -lol- It's not really phasing me! So atleast it isnt suttin like OMG I FUCKIN LOVE U! kinda shit it's more like a itsy bitsy kinda thing, nothing big, like I know I can tell him anything, so maybe I should just get my head outta the fuckin clouds about him but off of that subject...my cousins are startin a buncha shit...all because of dumb shit! It's startin to piss me off what fuckin happens here w/ me and my family does not concern them and they need to keep their noses outta OUR Business! >:O hmm... KRISTEN HOPE JUST MADE MY NIGHT I FUCKIN LOVE HER! OMG!! she gets her License on May 13th and now she can come to my b-day party (Kristen is a V.I.P) O.K im off like a dirty shirt and ima go to bed :-) toodl-oo party ppl!!
<33 Sammie <33
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2003 27 December :: 3.27pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: Good Charlotte- Hold on
Alot has been happening, my g-pop isnt in the best condition, he doesnt have to much longer to go :-\ This can't happen to someone like him! he has a family! he is loved! he ALWAYS took care of himself! this is bullshit! maybe another doctor can help him! maybe this one isnt doing anything! uggh!!! he cant die god damn it!!!! im gonna take some quizzes to calm down because yeah, if i dont im just gonna ramble on flipping out!
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2003 10 December :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Skeeter Davis- The end of the world
O.k , the depressed stage is beginning to click in and I really hate it. I don't want to be depressed and have to throw on a smile and act like nothing in the world is a bother to me. I honestly cannot take it anymore...December 18th is 2 years since Jay... I just am so upset about anything, and I am so tired of everyones smart ass remarks about me, about what i do, about how i think, just nit picking on me about everything! like the other day i showed sum1 in my family a picture of me and kimmy vandexter @ semi..and they said you would be so beautiful if you lost weight...hmm thanks alot..i love you too..best family i ever had. isnt it? I dunno im just being so attitudal about everything im just gonna go later taters!
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2003 30 November :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: sumthin on q102
ok this week has been ok...just blah i cant type long ill type for alil..my g-pop is in the hospital..he was internally bleeding and coughing and spitting up blood..if they didnt stop it when they did he would have died :-\ i wouldnt have been able to handle that..my g-pop has cancer...and uggh...they say he wont last to christmas....i cant lose him i <3 my grandfather with all my heart he taught me how to cha-cha....bad feet and all...i dont want to sit here and watch him go..i cant do it...my grandfather was a fighter..he faught til the end and pretty much always won...this is a battle he wont win...uggh im gone im about to cry...
<333 Sammie
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2003 31 October :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: indescribable
OMG, I know it's really the 1st and that I dated it for last night, but anyway, LAST NIGHT WAS THE BEST NIGHT! Me, Ang, Bridget, Jeanna, and Mike, all went out trick or treating! Mike really didn't do much of that, but he walked around with us. We had so much fun and so many laughs! We went to one house and there was a door than a glass door, bridget was looking through the door and was getting closer but slowly and she SMACKED her head right on the glass door, than this little dancing spider activated and started to jiggle and sing it scared us though lol. Than this one guy took the glass out of his door and bridget went to knock on it and almost fell into the door to knock on the other one. She was crackin us up! We came back to the house and were up talking until about 1 a.m when ang and mike left and than we went to sleep! It was soooooo much fun!!
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2003 27 October :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: NOTHIGN
WHY DO I BOTHER ANYMORE, I WANT TO GET A LIMO FOR SEMI, BUT IM NOT PAYING FOR IT ALONE! THERE ARE MAYBE 5 OTHER PPL GOING AND KNOWING ME ILL GET STUCK PAYING FOR IT, THAN MY SISTER HAS TO GO AND RAG ON ME ABOUT, THIS KINDA STUFF MAKES ME WANT TO PUT MYSELF IN A PLASTIC BUBBLE AND NEVER LEAVE AGAIN I MEAN SERIOUSLY IM GONNA TOTALLY FLIP OUT WHATS THE POINT OFHAVING FRIENDS? WHATS THE POINT OF HAVING ANYTHING ANYMORE! I CANT TAKE IT I SWEAR IT TO GOD I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! IM NOT DOING IT NO MORE, IM SO THROUGH OMG!!
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2003 24 October :: 11.26pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Beyonce Knowels-Crazy in Love
Oh my God! People make me so mad! You try to make plans with people, and you get dicked over! I'm so tired of it! I have feelings to you know! My God!! I'm like about to scream! I had so much fun though tonight with my Aunt Terri, Uncle Mark, My cousin's Annmarie, Taylor, and Vinny. We went to the Haunted Woods at Washington Township Park. It was so much fun, when the people would growel at my cousin Vinny, he growled back. It was so cute! We went to Mickey D's than Wal-Mart, and now, I come home to bullshit! Not family bullshit, but just the fact that I am getting ignored and a whole bunch of crap. It's really starting to make me mad. On Halloween about 9 or 10 people were supposed to come, from what I know, only 3 or 4 will be here including myself! Why do I even bother inviting people over? Wait, why do I even make the attempt to be nice to people and be friends with them!? But whatever, this is the last time, I'm so friggin tired of being treated like shit, ok whatever i better go before i get even more bitchy than i am,
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2003 21 October :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: Silkk-(I wanna get) Freaky With You
I went to my grandmother's today, and for the longest time (from 6-9th grade) I was doing horrible in school. Now I am doing really well, and I was telling her about it, but then she rubs it in my face that my cousin, Annmarie is being boosted up to an Algebra 2 or Geometry class. Don't get me wrong, I love my cousin to death, I seriously mean it, but my grandmother is trying to make this rivalry there, and it makes her mad that it's not working. When it comes to math I am the stupidest person ever. Math is my worse subject ever! I mean, honestly, all you really need to know is to add, subtract, multiply, and divide! I mean seriously, when are you honestly gonna use this pi times radius squared crap. I mean honestly, it has nothing pertaining to what I want to pursue in my life, I mean, I used to have sketches of my dream house, but I didn't need dimensions or anything like that for it, I mean seriously, why does she have to compare me to everyone else? I am going to be successful, I am going to show everyone, I can succeed, and that I am without a doubt NOT a failure! I mean God, people make me so mad! But, what can you do, it's just life. My mom was talking to me the other day, we were watching an old movie called Paytone's Place, and when they graduated, they have all known each other since kindergarten, it made me think of the people I have been in school with since than. I started to cry, in 2 years about, I'm moving to Florida, I don't know what I'm going to do without them, down to even Kevin, Mark, and CJ. I mean wow, and the one that kills me the most is my Bridget Mary, I love that girl, I have been friends with her since Kindergarten, and to lose a friendship like that will kill me, and when I move, I am mailing her a plane ticket whenever I can to come see me, I'll miss her so much! I don't know what I would do without that girl, same thing with my Jeanna Marie, those are my 2 best girls from here. But, I guess that if the friendship is true, we can all pull it through. If we all love eachother as much as we say we do, we DEFINATELY can make it through.
<333 Sam <333
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2003 16 October :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston-When You Believe
Ok, I know for sure, I am a boring person. But, I don't know what I do wrong. People judge me long before they know me and then expect me to give them what they want, when they want it. I am so tired of being so nice. I can't stand it anymore, we got our new groups for fitness day 2day, and let me tell u, if Chelsea starts saying shit, she will with out a doubt find a 10 pound weight up her behind! She is so petty, and I am so through with the petty crap. We aren't in 3rd grade anymore, it's definately time to grow up and face reality. People need to also learn that they aren't the only one with problems, and their problems are the worse. I mean honestly, no one has problems as bad as those people who live out on the street, are dying of starvation in a 3rd world country! I mean seriously, money, and family, is nothing compared to some peoples lives. Everyone has problems in some way, they always have something to make them feel better though. I don't. Don't get me wrong, I have my friends and all that, but there is something missing, something else, I don't know what it is, but I need to get over it. It's time to grow up, seriously, no more petty crap, no more arguing, I need to knuckle down, and pass this year with flying colors. I need to, I don't want to get in trouble anymore, and uggh! But, I don't know, here's some old poetry of mine from when me and Timmy Putnam 1st started fighting, and he STILL wont talk to me :-\
A knife can pierce my skin, but nothing can hurt like the way you pierced my heart.
I don't want to type no more <333 Sam
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2003 9 October :: 11.39pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Evanescense~My Immortal
Well, what's there to say? Nothing really, just that I have been talking to Vince alot, and just talking to alot of ppl alot more than I used to. I don't know so much has changed. It seems my maturity level is getting so high, that I want nothing to do with somethings and some people because I think the stuff they are doing is immature. Is thee something wrong with me? I mean I don't know, I really don't! My personality is getting to old for me. I don't know, I guess I'm confused about everything, but I know I have my friends there for me! I love you guys! Y'all know who you's are! Thanks bunches! Bonnie has helped me through something, it's nothing big, but it's still something, she's pretty much like the ONLY one who actually tries to make me feel better about this situation! Everyone thinks it's this big thing...well, it is but uggh..i dunno, It's getting late and I'm so tired! Bye!
Love yall! *Kiss*
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