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My Journal

:: 2004 23 February :: 3.38 am
:: Mood: blank

when nothing seems to go my way
when everything seems wrong again
when will this pain end
when will i see the light again

hey now...i think i have lost all my feelings..am i going crazy
hey now...i think i have lost my
mind..am i going insane

when will all this stop
when will the answers be let out
when my head has had enough
when my heart has lost its will to live

when everything seems gone
when everything becomes a blur
when my life is so numb
when i have no clue what to do

hey now...i think i have lost my
faith..am i going crazy
hey now...i think i have lost my
love..am i going insane

when i wonder if your there at all
when i call upon your name and there is no answer
when fear takes hold of me
when i shake in an unexplained emotion

I SAID
HEY NOW...I THINK I HAVE LOST MY
RELIGION..AM I GOING CRAZY
HEY NOW...I THINK I HAVE LOST MY
JESUS..AM I GOING INSANE

when everything good is gone
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:: 2003 3 March :: 2.32 am
:: Mood: itchy

i swear the itch is not stopping and i think i am going to die.my heaenly loving feel good drugs have worn off, whatever will i do if i am not high?i just watched wedding singer again that really is a cool movie.i get to go to the beach on friday so i am happy.i have some homework to do now so i better be going.