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2007 26 October :: 2.09 am
i'm in bed.
i don't know what to write about, my mind is kinda blank.
i don't really care about much anymore, to me life is boring and i need something to keep me going, i don't know what that something is yet, but i think i'll find it soon.
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2007 23 October :: 2.09 am
is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?
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2007 23 October :: 2.09 am
is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?
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2007 23 October :: 1.33 am
time for some things to change.
i'm tired of drinking and partying all the time.
i'm tired of going nowhere in life.
i'm tired of the same shit every day.
it just gets old.
time for something new.
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2007 22 October :: 11.36 pm
so my step grandmother just died, my great grandmother is in the hospital with fluid around her heart.
its supposed to rain all week.
great week huh?
was at the hospital to see my great grandmother today, she wasn't very coherant, i couldn't stand to look at her, it made me sad.
on the way home, we got a call from my dad saying that my grandpa's wife just passed away.
we just built a ramp for her wheelchair yesterday... irony huh?
so i sit here now, drinking the rest of my vodka, alone.
i think my step grandma died from the rain.... its depressing.
"its the rain, its gatta be"
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2007 22 October :: 1.56 pm
signing up for classes tomorrow
definatally going to take a welding class.
a german class and maybe bowling.
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2007 21 October :: 2.56 am
darkside of the rainbow never ever gets old.
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2007 18 October :: 12.55 am
today made me a little bit happier than i used to be. not sure why.
hmmm.
big list of todo's tomorrow,
sign up for classes
clean room
tighten wheel bearing on truck
some other random crap
bowling
drinking
ect.
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2007 17 October :: 4.29 am
mmmmm cowboy bebop....
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2007 16 October :: 11.27 pm
i don't want to think anymore.
it drives me crazy
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2007 16 October :: 4.11 pm
okay, so i decided to change my journal layout a little bit.
black backgrounds use alot less energy than a white one i guess.
dunno, maybe i was just bored.
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2007 15 October :: 11.23 pm
the jessa and andy show huh?
what about "the beaver program?"
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2007 10 October :: 1.41 am
there are just some things....
i have to much time at night to think lately.
i need less time to think and more busy time.
idle hands are the devil's playthings.
i lost my CD's, i can't find them, i'm extremely sad.
customers piss me off at work, they come in always ask for our $5 pizzas, i tell them we don't have any, they say that little Caesars does. They are always looking for a deal or a way to pay less.
i went to this delivery on cypress, well it was actually on 22 mile with a cypress address, it was rainy, i couldn't see shit, i finally found the place and the guy wanted to only pay $20 for his order instead of the $22 it was supposed to be, i told him i couldn't do it he replied with "fine, i hope you crash on your way back" what a stand up fucking gentlemen he is.
today, i guess i pulled out in front of this guy in a jeep or something, and he pulls up next to me in the left hand lane and says "watch where your're driving asshole" so i yelled back at him "fuck off" he was pissed be cause i pulled out in front of him, he was probably a good 100 feet away and should have already been on his brakes for the red light.
fuckers.
anyways, SoS tomorrow, wheel bearings. Shit like that. damnit.
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2007 9 October :: 10.52 pm
:: Music: flogging molly whats left of the flag
i just like this song for some reason
"What's Left Of The Flag"
His eyes they closed
and his last breath spoke
he had seen all to be seen
a life once full
now an empty vase
wilt the blossums
on his early grave
walk away me boys
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
then the rosary beads
count them 1 2 3
fell apart as they hit the floor
in a garb of black
we must pay respect
to the color we were born to mourn
walk away me boys
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
In its place grew
an angry festered wound
full of hatered and remourse
where I pick and scratch
till the blood it matched
silent rage that now fills my lungs
for there are many ways
to kill a man they say
with bayonet, axe or sword
but son a bullet fired
from a shapeless guise
just put the shell of a Thompson gun
walk away me boy
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
from the east out to the western shore
where many men and many more will fall
but no angel flys with me tonight
though freedom reigns on all
and curse the name for which
we slaved our days
so every men chose Kingdom Come
But sure as night turns day
it's the passion play
oh my god
what have they done
with madmen rage
well the dogged craze
but the dead rise again you fools
walk away me boy
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
walk away me boy
walk away me boys
and by morning we'll be free
wipe that golden tear
from your mother dear
and raise what's left
of the flag for me
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2007 9 October :: 12.08 am
just another day in the life of a pizza delivery guy.
the end of this movie makes me want to get all teary eyed. (the devil's rejects)
i bought some apple juice today. i havn't been eating very good lately.
truck act's up in the rain, i don't like it.
anyways, thats all i want to talk about, good night.
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