:: 2007 24 September :: 9.12 pm

today was ok.... me n tj went for another bike ride, this time we didnt go all the way to rockford, so im not in any pain. we'll go further tomorrow.

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:: 2007 23 September :: 1.23 pm

BRIDES MAIDS READ ME...
hey girls i want to plan a day for all of us to go to davids and get you all measured before i move...... wednesday is my day off this week.... and i work all mornings so maybe we can get together for dinner or somethin!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2007 22 September :: 6.35 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

OMG OMG
IM AM SO FRICKEN SICK OF YOU I CANT STAND IT YOU STUPID FRIGGIN SLUT!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND BUT YOU WOULD RATHER FUCK A GUY YOU DONT FUCKING EVEN KNOW THAN HELP PLAN THIS FUCKING WEDDING...... WHAT THE FUCK EVER.

SRRY HAD TO RANT A LITTLE BIT. SLIGHTLY FRUSTRATED WITH A FEW THINGS.... AND HERE IS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN WITHOUT CAUSING MORE TROUBLE....

IN BETTER NEWS... WE APPLIED AT AN APARTMENT IN AUBURN. WAITIN ON THAT. I DUNNO WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN WITH THE "ROOMATE" THING. I DONT THINK ITS A GOOD IDEA BUT HE ALREADY THINKS HE IS FOR SURE COMING WITH US N I DONT WANNA FUCK A FRIENDSHIP UP.

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:: 2007 18 September :: 10.38 pm

ARG ARG
I am so fucking sick of all of this fucking bullshit! lately everyone is pissy and bitchy and oh so depressed. well if there is a fucking problem FIX IT. geeze...

anyway, my dad was in the hospital this weekend... dont know why... cept his BAC was at like 2.8 which is pretty much dead! oh well. ive been expecting this for a while. he's a horrible alcoholic, and its time for shit to hit the fans. not even that my mom is going friggin nuts with this whole wedding and planning it and shit. im about just ready to call it all off and fly to vegas. its funny. she hate all of my ideas, which doesnt matter its my fuckin wedding, but then when she figures out that it is cheaper she say GREAT FUCKING IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2007 12 September :: 6.41 pm

ok so our phones have been shut off cause we went over big time on the minutes! arg hopefully it will be fixed by tonite

nothin really new to say cept having troubles with the maid of honor... i need to fix them soon and my mom has taken over!

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:: 2007 7 September :: 6.53 pm

im so so happy right now. i got my wedding dress yesturday (thanks holly!) and its beautiful. i love it. and i have decided to do cupcakes instead of a cake. it just seems like things are moving along so well. and the more i do the more of a reality it becomes and the more excited to get.

i had an interview with a rep from Labelle management yesturday for an assistant manager job at a ponderosa in Auburn which is like 20 mins away from where i am moving. and she said if the store manager likes me that i have the job! im so happy! thats like 3 or 4 $$$ more than what i am making now, and to think that most of the people in that spot are like 30+ and im only 20/ its awesome! yeah it may not be the best job in the world, and its still food service, but it is a step in the right direction.

not even that but if everything goes well, the VA will pay for all or most of my school cause of my dad>>>>>thanks pops for fighting in the war for me right!

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:: 2007 4 September :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: none

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:: 2007 2 September :: 11.50 pm

TJ IS A BIG MEANIE!!!!!!! but i love him anyway!

this weekend blowed! all i did was work. oh well i guess the paycheck will be good.

tj leaves tomorrow and i am sad.

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:: 2007 29 August :: 3.35 pm

children make me so fricken angry. im sitting in my room watching tv, and i hear this knocking noise like some one hit metal of some kind. and me being worried it was my car i look out side and there is this little kid hitting my car with a wire hanger. A HANGER< HITTING MY CAR THAT I JUST PAID OFF.!!!!!!!!!! so i went to this kids mother, and all she had him do was appologize and she went back inside. ugh. luckily tj just bought a thing of paint to fix a couple other scratches. but still, this woman needs to watch her goddamn children because from what i hear this is not the first time he has done something like this.

another annoying point.... tjs brother dan! he complains about anything he can. god. hes sitting here complaining baout how he has no hours at work. well since i have worked at fast food long enough i know that when you have no hours it means they dont like you or you suck at your job... i have tried explaining this to him but he thinks hes the best worker in the world. arg. dumb people are evil. and speeking of fast food because of some dumbass chicken cooks we got to go dumpster diving last night because they can not keep track of all of the parts to their breading table.

in a more happy news, i may have a wedding dress! yeah im excited. and planing is taking off. there is just so much that has to be done. its slightly overwhelming and im only a month in. oh well i have a number of people helping me so its all good.

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:: 2007 27 August :: 12.16 am
:: Mood: cynical

Is there truly such thing as common sense
god my neck hurts, i slept on it wrong last night and it is killing me...

today, pretty much through out the entire day, i have been faced with the question of whether or not there is really common sense, or are people just stupid? example: tj's brother and father got into an argument (on of many like this) because dan left the light on in the living room all night. yes not a big deal, not but none the less a topic of discussion. when confronted with the issue this morning at appox. 8:30 am note i am still asleep., dans reply was. i didn't see that it was on. gosh dad why do you have to ride my ass about everything.... well in all honesty it was the only light on in the house. even i knew it was on, and i am in the other room. some people are just dense i guess. and this hole saga continued into work. too many stories there but if you have ever worked with a bunch of dumbass, highschool kids ( no offence but some of ya aren't very bright) you know what i am saying.

tj starts his new job tomorrow. i miss you baby. he's coming up next weekend to see me and i cant wait.!!!!

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:: 2007 24 August :: 9.50 pm

im very sorry for what tj may put on here.... he's an idiot most of the time

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:: 2007 24 August :: 9.16 pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: god i wish

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:: 2007 23 August :: 2.48 pm

so its has been a horrible 3 days away from him but it is ok.
not too much to report besides im broke as hell now oh well

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:: 2007 19 August :: 8.28 pm

well going to georgia was a waste of my time... my brother is ten times worse than he was. he gratuates boot camp and suddenly he's better than the rest of us. gosh darn stuck up ass hole.

tj is finally moved to indiana. i will miss him. at least some times. yeah i will miss him horrible. and trying to plan part of the wedding with out him is gunna suck monkey balls.... that is if my mother would let me. she has taken charge of it, and i am lucky to get a word in.

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:: 2007 5 August :: 8.04 pm
:: Mood: drunk

my wedding
so me and tj have moved the wedding day. we decided to move it up a year so next year we will be married. i cant wait. i have so many ideas in my head about decoratoins, food. its all just a jumbled mess but i cant wait.

alsp tj leaves for indiana on wednesday. im bummed that he is leaving but i will soon be leavin too. yep. in october i will be leaving this horrible state and making my life better. i will be startin school at IPFW and it will begin.

went to hollies wedding, i cried. i admit it. i was ballin. im ver happy for her.

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