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2005 17 July :: 6.17 pm
if this were any more true... well its all true so its good!
srry havnt been here in a long time but nate got the internet taken away!
I LOVE TJ HEHE
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2005 22 June :: 12.13 pm
i am so close to just packing all my shit and leaving this hell hole! they're always yelling at me for doing shit. like i take tj to work, and i guess thats a big no no. he pays me gas money so i dont understand why they really care.... i just hope that when i come home they realize how much they need me and quit being dicks.
me and nikki are officially going to see THE KILLERS!!!!! yay. im so very excited. its july 23rd. its my b-day present to myself. the only downer is i have to find some hotel to stay in cause its up at soaring eagle. well at least i'll be 18 and can do that shit!! i just cant wait!!!!!!!!!
no other news on the home front, oh yall who did take my quiz ha ha i told you that there was no way you could get 100% on it! not even tj could do that!
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2005 21 June :: 9.21 pm
ok you all have to take my quiz, and for those of you who get a 100% i'll take you out for ice cream! i make this statement because non of you will get 100 on it cause its that hard!
me and katie are going to the beach on sunday and well we's gonna have fun! the only thing is TJ cant go and it sucks. but oh well i'll live.
camp is going to be great. i cant wait to walk down the halls of the dorm again. oh all the memories from the last time i was there just keep jumping in and out of my mind. AHHHAA
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2005 19 June :: 8.49 pm
ok i dont have to leave for camp until monday so i plan on hanigng out with katie this weekend. she wanted to go to the beach so thats the plan, i just have to call her. anyeone else wanna go we will prolly go sunday cause tj has to work,,, so yea
speeking of tj, he's such a mean kid... but i love him so its all good. he told me that we should run off and get married, but we have to wait till i get home from camp, so there is a hold on that
work is going ok im looking yet for another job. hopfully something turns up. mom bought the whole i had to work on sat thing so im in the clear for that. thank god she's a dumbass!
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2005 16 June :: 11.36 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: lalalalalalala
hmmm im naughty
well work sucked, roman never showed up and it made jen and mindy pissed. so i dont know whats going to go on with that...
im skippin out on a family get together cause i have to work ( thats a lie i dont but thats what my mom thinks) tehhe. instead... all day with TJ then... to my house where we will be all alone...hmmm whats on my mind? i dont know... yeah i do!!!
im taking him to his college thing in ohio... yay more alone time.. god im horrible.
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2005 16 June :: 12.14 pm
:: Music: guns n roses
mom maketh me angry
moms leash is getting shorter and shorter. today i have to haul her sorry ass to the doctor and then to the hand doctor. the thing is it might make me late to work and she doesnt even care. is her life that much more important than everyone elses???
besides that im trying to talk my mom into letting me drive to illinoise by myself, that wont go over really well but its worth a try! my dad is all for it, so we'll have to see. the thing is i would have to leave my grandma's house at like 4am to get there in time... i can try though.
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2005 15 June :: 1.05 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: guns n roses
love is just one of those four letter words im not allowed to say!
i know he loves me and he knows i love him but for some odd reason we cant tell each other. i dont understand but i wont dwell on the sadness.
god i hate work but i need money so its ok, and the search for a second job has been well, ok. nothing yet but hopefully someone will call. i filled out an app. at this new store at the mall that hasnt opened yet and the manager lady says she should call me soon!!! i hope so. i really need another job so i can pay all my bills. if anyone knows where there is a job opening let me know.
my birthday is coming up and so is camp. i just went and spent my entire pay check on clothes and much needed supplies for camp. i leave on the 25th... im gonna miss him so much!!!!!! errrrrrr. love ya!
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2005 8 June :: 9.04 am
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Pantera
god he's rubbing off on me!
so yesturday could have gone better but i have to deal with what i got. me and nikki went to meyers lake and went swimming in the lake. well for like 10 mins then we went and laid in the sun. after we went and got ice cream and hot dogs and walked the white pine trail until i had to go and pick Tj up from work. god that boy is so cute in his work uniform! anyway we got back to my house and it took him like 10 min to figure out how the shower worked,,, silly little boys,,,. dinner was good but i have had better. but the rest of then night went on like it always does, and to be honest i am getting a little bored of it.
anyone have any advice on how i can not be so bored with him?? other than the obvious which i am working on but is not that easy( he's very squemish). if you get what im saying.
i dyed my hair! yay only cool people can see it so if i see you on a regular basis you are considered COOL!!!!!!!!!!
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2005 6 June :: 12.15 pm
:: Mood: tired
stupid people
how stupid do people have to be? this chick who got into a boat with a bunch of strangers in a country she has never been in.... and now because of her stupidity she's probably dead somewhere.
and well a certain friend of mine is being retarded. she needs to wake up to the truth and see that what she is doing to herself is not good.( some of you know what i am talking about)
i leave for illinoise in about 3 weeks, and i cant wait. i just hope i dont get stuck with some stupid blonde as a roomate. that would be my luck. and since i will be down there for my brithday i expect a big party when i get home....( not really but you can if you want)
mom is being evil once again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god i hate here. once im gone she'll have no one. then what-well i dont know and i dont care.
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2005 1 June :: 9.49 am
:: Mood: angry
its all just a bunch of lies!!!!!
I JUST WISH EVERYONE WOULD TELL THE TRUTH... its alot easier then having to keep shut, and bottling it up... TELL HER THE TRUTH.. YOU KNOW SHE'LL FIND OUT SOONER OR LATER!!!!!!!!!
besides that me and nikki are going to the beach tomorrow woohoo!
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2005 31 May :: 9.59 am
:: Mood: irate
god i hate stupid people!
ok so this girl ( a freshman) is saying she was with my best friends bf this last weekend i guess and now she says she is pregnant with his baby! god. it takes more than just 2 days to findout you are pregnant! and if it is true some butts are going to be kicked. i knew this chick was a skank, but she has no right to go after my bestfriends man,,,, let alone what he did. his excuse- I WAS DRUNK!- god people are so friggin stupid. all i am sayin is if someone starts stuff im gonna pound her face in...even if she is a freshman....
in other news memorial day went ok. i want to be friends with the other two drum majors but to be honest james scares me. every little thing i do he picks out all the bad. he's a perfectionist. i cant really explain it but he's creepy!
im going to indiana on the 11th to see my baby cousins who i haven't seen in over a year. hopefully tj can go with me. i really want him to... i need to get out of my house before i kill someone. i was up at 5am yesturday and worked until but 11pm... i wanted to sleep when i got home but no i had to do all kinds of stuff for the old people... so therefore i am dead....
SCHOOL GET OUT IN 2 DAYS AND THEN ITS PARTY TIME..... IM GOING TO THE BEACH ON THURSDAY IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO CALL ME!!!!!!!
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2005 28 May :: 11.40 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: System of a down- radio/video
once something goes right it all goes to hell!!!
well it has been about forever since i have been on this thing... thanks to a dear wonderful brother of mine. i didn't cry at either of the graduations,,, but i did at home after tj did. he looked so cute in his little red gown and then i saw him up on that stage and realized the minute he walks off that stage he startes the journey that walks him out of my life and to ohio. i think that is why i cried, but i will eventully get over it.
went to the mall today and spent almost my entire pay check on T.J. i spoil him too much but it was for his graduation gift so its ok. i love him enough to go broke.
memorial day is going to be interesting and my sourses ( not to be named) say that a stingy opponent is going to quit band because she lost... well i say good riddens. if thats the way she wants to handle things so be it. i can say she will be missed but i wont dwell on it....
KATIE ALBRECHT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND I AM HERE FOR YOU BABY!
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2005 23 May :: 3.28 pm
ahhh i can finally relax... band concert over, next step memorial day, and then the world. tj is comimg over tonight for dinner. im so excited that he is actually graduating on wed. but then i think of him moving to ohio and it makes me sad but im a big girl, and i promise i wont be stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey guys i love you.
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2005 21 May :: 2.23 pm
:: Music: disturbed
can i get a WOOT WOOT!
ok so it is 100% official... Im field commander and i am loving it! thanks to all of you who supported me through all the days of stress and double guessing. I can not wait unitl it all gets started. really. next years show is going to be completely awesome!!!!!!
our concert is tomrrow and i can not wait cause my grandparents are going to be there and so is tj..
god i love him so much. we went put putitng last night and i totaly whooped his asss. he dont say so but i did. then we went and got ice cream and just walked around down town for like 3 hours. it was great. we just talked about all kinds of stuff. i love talking to him. its just makes me so happy to let everything out. he's really the only one i can let everything out with. I LOVE TJ!!!!!!!
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