well today was liz's bday party u know the one i didnt go to on account i was at the hospital all day. besides that i slept most of the day. i spent the night at nikki's last nite and saw texas chainsaw massacre for the 1st time n may i say holy shiznet freaky as hell but it was kewl... i enjoyed it. i was checkin outmy stats for soccer online. im the only one wit 100% shoting/scoring avg. thats awesome as hell even though i only shot once and made it...:) nate is going to die sometime this week i can feel it. he'll drive me insane my knee is all black n blue its cool well im out its boring
Bobble head

sick so sick of this you mother fuckers make me wanna slit my wrists sick im sick of this i wanna slit my wrist
well today has been interesting... the talent show was kinda lame but hey m n holly are gonna do the brittany spears madonna song next year but we aren't gonna kiss (to bad for you bill huh) n e ways i plan on gettin some friends together n going to the movies CALLING ALL BAND GEEKS AND BAND GEEK FRIENDS IF YOU WANNA GO SEE A MOVIE E-MAIL ME @ cuttingdeep@angryforlife.com ight well im out
-Bobble Head

Why cant i just be left alone????
Well today started like crap.... had to go to the lil kids school n help out there... but i went to soccer and i got bumped up to Varsity so thats all cool beans yay oh n to all who were coming to my game its at 4pm now...hehe i think me n cj are going to work out in the end i dunno... my bro is being put in foster care so its all peachy yaya i got my cds from that freshman bitch who took them Shannon i thinks her name i dunno all i know is she had um n i needed them big mess. im going after elyse soon i dunno when but its comeing up lol Erin

soccer
well today was our first game we lost errrrrr if my stupid coach would have put me up fron i would ave scored a couple times oh well i deal i played the entire game thats over and hour of running but hey at least i aint gettin fat... my bro is about to be put in a foster home so im happy he's leaving yay the house to myself. yeah n maybe i can kick my razor habit doubtful but there is always hope. n what is it wit dudes like me now? i got like 2 or 3 f um n i cant do noting bout it its killing them me being with cj but what can i do HELP ME!!!!!!! someone give me some advice. Erin

Where has all the sanity gone
well today has sucked major ass... everyone is so freaking pissed at various things and i dont know what to do. I WISH THERE WAS A WAY OUT!!!!!!! n e ways my n cj are trying it one more time but i dunno if it's all gonna work out. my mom is asking for a death wish i dont know what her problem is but she needs to step off. i lost my razor blade today. well life just sucks in general now a days Erin I LOVE BILL

Freshman masacre
well i hate freshman its official elyse shlump is #1 on my hit list....errrrr why do people have to be so stupid? esspecially freshman man women? n e ways soccers ok i guess i hope i get captaion so yeah i dunno not a whole lot to do. my mom is pissin me off again oh well back to the razor pal hidden away....Erin

DYLAN HAS NO BUTT!
OK ITS TRUE HE HAS NONE NOT THAT I WAS LOOKING OR ANYTHING HEHE AND TO TOP IT OFF BILL RAN HIS MOUTH BOUT IT OH WELL HE WAS GONNA FIND OUT SOONER OR LATER...HEHE N e ways i spent most of my day at school for CHOIR STUFF TALKING TO BILL SO G2G ERIN

CJ again
well he called today n asked if it really was over n me being the nice person i am i told him "i dunno" then hes like whatever n hung up... drama i have to work at the choir thingy tomorrow n i dont want to... its going to be boring but its all good here i get to get away from nate.... good news erin hasnt come near a razor in over a week and hasnt smoked sin like 4 months woohoo shes happy

boyfreiends suck monkey balls
well me and cj finally officially broke up... the week before our 1 1/2 yr marker witch is ok with me i can handle it. i thought i would be all freakin out and crying but im not.. to be truthful it hasnt bothered me at all im happy its over. i mean i realized i had to get over my fear of being alone and that im not that alone i mean i can call nikki or holly whenever so thats all good. and i figure if all else fails i'll just chill wit the voices in my head...lol soccer was great today i found out i really dont suck i just can't play soccer in a gym ight well i out Erin

Jenni sanders must die
well i made Jv woohoo jeni made jv ni hate her. modisher must have somthin against me oh well jv is ok at least im playing rite. school sucked as usual i get to ride in bills truck on thurs woohoo im very happy. hehe. love ya'll Erin

today i woke up wit some sinus thing i hate it prolly cause i stayed out too late last nite it always happens like that. i went to see the play... it was ok i have seen better but the monkeys were kewl n the elephant looked creepy but hey it was neat. i baked over 40 pies today. for that swing into spring thing, its was fun. soccer starts tomorrow wish me luck Erin

well bob got his licence yesturday im very happy for him. if i was not so freakin far away i would beg him to give me a ride to school but im like forever and a day out of the way so boohoo oh well i get my licence in may so its all good. soccer starts in two weeks so im ver excited phisical tomorrow yay doctors i hate them n e ways we disected star fish today and thats all i can smell its icky listening to Kill Hannah only the best band in the world i love them to death esspecially the lead guitar jon ohhh he's hot ok Erin