:: 2008 21 July :: 12.43 am

Just got back from watching the Batman movie and it was freakin awesome!!!! i dont watch many movies but i really really liked this one...

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:: 2008 19 July :: 12.07 pm

this week has totally gone by way too fast, its having two days in a row off that messed my up i think... anyway i think i have a plan on finishing everything for the wedding, at least i hope i do i have like a month and i know it will be gone soon.

life is normail or at least for me. me and tj are working as much as possible so we get have the money to pay for shit. once this wedding is over we should be able to maybe save... calling the realator this week and hopefully the bank will get everything going so we can look at houses and maybe have one by the time our lease is up... i pray we do cause yeah this is a good apartment but i hate having neighbors all around me.

mom is driving me absolutely crazy... i bet its the stress but it seems every day she calls she has something to bitch about. Nate is at Fort Lee in Virginia and from what i hear he is doing good. its nice not having him around as sad as that sounds but he is definetly better off as far away from here as possible there is more oportunity there.

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:: 2008 14 July :: 11.53 am

the shower unfortunetly was a total bust. my mom ruined it all. the entire time she was bossing me and everyone aroung like little children. she didnt even let me open up my own presents. she had some one else do it and then hand it to me. what fucking bitch... its ok though the wedding will be here and over soon then i wont have to deal with her control freakish ways...

i did however attempt to salvage the night and ended up pretty drunk over at jon and cassie's. it was sadly the highlight to my day. but it felt oh soooooo good. :)

i got sooooo much cool stuff, like the kitchenaide mixer i really really wanted.. and all kinds of cook ware and bakeware. tj will be eating god for a long time.

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:: 2008 13 July :: 9.56 am

wedding shower is today and i am very excited, and pissed at the same time. i am so sick of people who i thought i could depend on let me down. but then i look at my life and realize how wonderful it is and how lucky i am to have all that i have and to have the people around me that love me and that i love very much...ahhh fufillment.

got like 3 hrs of sleep last night sooo this should be interesting.

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:: 2008 11 July :: 9.48 am

all i have to say is BRING IT ON...

wedding drama in full force and its taking over my life and i want it all t end already but it wont and i need to just grow a pair and deal with it right. i tell yall if i knew it was going to be this hard to begin with i would have just ran off to vegas already but since i have spent all this money already i guess i should go though with it.

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:: 2008 9 July :: 11.54 pm

This weekend
so this weekend is my shower, and i really cant wait. i love spending time with all of my friends and my family. i hope that it goes well.

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:: 2008 2 July :: 4.06 pm

ENLIGHTENMENT
today has been a day of elightenment.... indeed i have realized people who you thought were friends, who you could count on, that were there through out your life can come and go so quickly. and obviously not in just my own life. its wierd how you graduate high school and try to make something of yourself, while the entire time a person you thought was there for you isnt really, they have a whole group of new friends, they dont even talk to you anymore its sad. i really liked him as a friend but now i realize how much of a p.o.s. friend he really was... god i hate it. i hate writing things that are bad especially now but going over random things in others' life made me realize things in my own and this person let me down as a friend and i hope he can life with it....JERK!

but to all of you who have been good to me, and who are there no matter how bad i get ( and yes i know i can be a bitch, and sometimes mean) i truly thank you for everything...

now that the bitching is out i sent out the wedding invites today... took me a combined total of 5 and a half hours to put them all together. who knew it would take so long? the shower is in a week and a half. im really excited. the girls are coming down and i just want to have a good time....

ALSO I NEED A PIANO PLAYER FOR MY WEDDING THE GIRL I HAD BAILED ON ME SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO PLAY... AND YES I WILL PAY YOU. ITS JUST A FEW SIMPLE SONGS AND FREE FOOD!! OR IF ANYONE KNOWS OF SOMEONE.

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:: 2008 2 July :: 12.41 am

well today is my 21st bday (actually it was yesturdays cause its 12:41) anyways went out to the bar, played pool with tj and had some fun

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:: 2008 29 June :: 2.45 pm

WANT TO GO TO A KICKASS CONCERT?
I HAVE ONE EXTRA TICKET TO THE MAYHEM TOUR IN DETRIOT. CONCERT DATE SATURDAY AUGUST 9TH DOORS OPEN AT 1PM THIS IS A GOOD SEAT SECTION LTC3 ROW K SEAT 8... TICKET COST ME 54.25 PLUS 10.005 CONVIENIENCE CHARGE AND A 3.00 PARKING. GIVE ME AN OFFER... PLEASE NOTE WE ARE GOING FOR MY BACHELOERETTE PARTY....

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:: 2008 27 June :: 7.46 pm

what would you do??
I NEED HELP!!

situation: you have three girls in your wedding party... two of them are awesome. they help with what ever needs to be done, are there for you and such, are attending all necessary appts. and gatherings and payed for their gosh darn ticket on time. then there is the other girl. former M.O.H stripped of her duties because life was just too hard. Is pissy cause you are leaving her out of things and sends you an email saying she cannot come to the shower because she may have to work. every one else has fixed their schedule so they can be there. she has know about it for months. Also has yet to pay me for her concert ticket... what do i do

i really want to tell her that she really has no choice than to come to the shower. IF SHE WANTS TO BE IN MY WEDDING SHE WILL BE THERE. i hate to be such a bitch but i have put up with enough of this shit from here. I love her to death, she was there for me in high school when i really needed her and now she just sucks.... what do you think i should do?

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:: 2008 24 June :: 4.23 pm

im pretty much done with all of this crap.... just keep looking on that one day it will all be over and i will be able to just sit down and relax... and there will nothing more left to do... finished... done

in other news.................nope there really isnt anythnig cept i sat for almost 3 hours folding, and stamping invitations and it is obvious to me that it dont really matter

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:: 2008 11 June :: 10.24 pm

ahhhhhhhhhhh i finally get a day off where stuff really got done. did 5 loads of laundry, cleaned out the fridge and pretty much the whole house!

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:: 2008 29 May :: 8.37 pm

man o man is this day hell. its a freakin roller coaster of emotion and i dont know what the hell i want or even need...... i hate hormones, and the way all these freakin things just keep making me moody....arg why is trying to stay un-pregnant worse than actually being? some times i ask if it is even worth it, then i realize i cant afford a child and this cycle continues....

yes i know random rant, but its what i am feeling at the current moment. im very happy on the inside but somewhere inbetween there and here it got all messed up.

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:: 2008 26 May :: 9.45 pm

I AM JUST SO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!

all i know is that this wedding is coming and im freaking out cause shit aint done that needs to be done and ARHGHGHGRHGEH

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:: 2008 25 May :: 8.33 pm

today was a good day had dinner with mom. im ordering the concert tickets for my bachelorette party this week!!! MAYHEM TOUR here i come!!!! im so glad i had this weekend off i got alot done at the apartment cleaning wise and that makes me happy!

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