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2008 8 April :: 9.25am
*sigh* Dammit, look what you've done to me.
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2008 8 April :: 7.41am
erin was here last week, she's amazing.
she left satuday, i'm sad.
I miss her alot.
anywho, i've been up since noon yesterday, i worked from 11pm till about a half hour ago, its sleepy time.
night night
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2008 8 April :: 1.39am
it kind of reminds me of that episode of pete and pete where they tried to stay awake for like three days straight.
or something.
i think it's bedtime.
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2008 7 April :: 5.17am
:: Music: 311 - don't tread on me
i like how at some point it transitions in conceptualization from a very late night, to a very early morning. and yet, the task of nabbing down precisely where that transition occurs is nigh-on impossible.
my guess is that it's right around the time when the birds start chirping.
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yep, i hear 'em.
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2008 7 April :: 2.41am
wow. it's gonna be a long stretch to exams.
and an early morning tomorrow. i'll be ready to crash once i get done at the scientists meeting tomorrow night. but that'll be fun, at least. the events leading up to it, not so much.
although, filming went reasonably well today. and i got some free food out of the deal. and i met a guy who wants to record me on drums. and i got to play drums at that party last night, which also had some free food and was a lot of fun. and i got to play drums and hear dad's new band on friday, and have some free food after that as well. so, the themes for this weekend were : party, free food, and drums.
not too bad. except that i got nothing accomplished and slept way too late this morning. but it all worked out, i guess.
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2008 2 April :: 11.43pm
This semester is almost done: there's only four weeks and exam week left. I can't say that I'm not excited for a break, but going home and working isn't my idea of a fun summer. At least I'll be living at the lake, since that's where my parents moved.
I have a few goals for this summer:
1. Practice at least one hour every day.
I really want to get good again, like really good, so that I can audition for a top band. University band is alright, but it's at the level of eighth graders most of the time. There are four bands at Central, University Band being number four. I'm sure I could get a top chair in the third band, or a low one in the second if I really get up on my scales and prepare some technical pieces. I need it anyway, I miss practicing, but it's one of those things I need to make time for or else it won't happen.
2. Write a literary article/criticism for publication
I think I might have found a few books that fit the bill: They are post-modern (1989, 1993), are by an American author, and can be analyzed in terms of gender and gender roles. It's weird how the author makes all of his characters lawyers with wives who are brilliant and beautiful, but lack motivation.
3. Keep working out
I'll be up at the lake, so this shouldn't be too much of a problem. I can lift weights in the base, run outside on the circle driveway in the park (about five laps equal a mile and there a few hills), and our living room is big enough to do some work out tapes. My parents work 7 to 4pm, and I should be working mid and second shift, so this should work out well for waking up and working out.
Anyway, those are a few of my goals and I'm announcing them to the world so I have to be accountable for them. We'll see what happens.
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2008 3 April :: 12.23am
you know. sometimes i just don't understand.
most times, in fact.
i just wonder where the fuck i went so wrong. when it all looked so promising. and then there are those other times when i wonder how in the hell it worked out so perfectly, when i thought it would be shit. and either way, i was fucking wrong, and didn't get a chance to appreciate it, because i was so busy being wrong.
and then i failed college. or at least pissed a bunch of people off for being stupid. and pissed myself off even more.
i've been ridiculously angry all day today, and i don't understand it. i really need to blow off some steam.
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2008 30 March :: 11.23pm
life seems to be spinning round and round in circles and im helpless to stop it... i cant control anything and its truly irritating.
its not good its not bad... im just in space, gray, not growing, shrinking, making any change. i exist and that is truly it.
what the fuck ever
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2008 30 March :: 9.12am
i have my erin.
yay
<3
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2008 26 March :: 10.50pm
I got so warm during ritual I almost passed out.
Ugh.
They will be brothers on Sunday! I'm so excited.
I know...I'm lame because I participate in extracurriculars in college.
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2008 27 March :: 8.34pm
My sister just called me.....to ask what the dinosaur with a horn on it's head was called......
>.>
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2008 27 March :: 5.03pm
tonight:
bowling till 9:30
clean a bus
ride to chicago with danno and ryan
tomorrow: meet erin at the airport at 9:17am
hang out with erin, dan, ryan, and jeff tomorrow, get some chicago pizza, help danno pack
erin and myself hop a train to the mitten and we hang out here for a week, then i have to drive her back to o'hare and she heads home to texas :(
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2008 26 March :: 10.58am
Life is Complicated
got the privilage of stayong over two hours last night cause people keep callin in! its over time for me so its gonna pay off i guess.
i get home and tj has pics of his nephews, which we havnt seen or heard from his sister on over two years so i dont know how. apperently she has a myspace and he got them off of there. i guess he left her a nice little message, and she hasnt replied yet. i dunno this may start something it may not. i just hope he at least can continue to get new pcs of the kids hell we never even met the last one...
let the drama continue!
in other news, we got the rings! they are fabulous! his school stuff is going well and i finally got my lazy butt up and got all the info im gonna need to start school. also i found some friends of mine from when i first lived here in IN so thats exciting, they are all guys so tj isnt happy but oh well!
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2008 25 March :: 5.46pm
:: Music: temple of the dog
i had a dream last night that i played hockey with the red wings. i was really bad. but they still liked having me on the team, for whatever reason. it was one of those dreams where it's really frustrating, because you can't move as fast as you know that you can. and you keep trying to will your body to do stuff, but it won't. before that i was driving in a car with my sister. which i think was a continuation of a previous dream i'd had.
did the in-class shoot today. it kinda sucked balls, but whatever.
robby had to cancel today. which i guess is okay. i just wish he would have told me ahead of time so i wouldn't have had to go and reserve the recorder and have dad bring the mics out and all of that happy horseshit. but i suppose it was for the best. it gave me time to get more accustomed to the machine and think through exactly how i want to set it up when he actually can record.
also, i couldn't talk to the financial aid people today. but i made an appointment for next wednesday. and i might be able to do walk-ins before the appointment. i'm debating on how urgent my need is. well, i need $2000 by april 25, if at all possible. so pretty urgent, i suppose.
then again, i won't be able to give them anything if i can't register for the class, which i also have to wait on. i talked to the lady in the school of com office today, and she said that the names hadn't been cleared yet, and to try again next monday. and if they're not up by next monday, i'll just have to wait longer.
and the honors college still hasn't cleared me for WRT 305 yet, either.
so all around, a whole bunch of waiting for people to get their shit together. which is frustrating. but there's nothing i can do about it, other than wait, so i might as well just relax and enjoy.
there's a free trade concert tonight that i'm helping out at. the scientists are running the pa and recorder for the show. should be fun. i enjoy doing that stuff, and they're good people. always a good time.
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2008 25 March :: 11.29am
why is he so selfish??? why is it all about him. i have feelings to and if i get upset its my fault and i have to fix it. DAMNIT!!! heaven fuckin forbid he do anything to the relationship.... argh you love him to death but ya still wanna ring hid neck.
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