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2003 20 October :: 5.11 pm
:: Mood: reassured
:: Music: the snow man in the kitchen is singing
in your face
Well, you can say whatever you want, cause I know the truth, and what may have happened, happened. So keep telling youself your little stories, but their just tales, tall tales is all. Everything is Good, and things can only get better.
<3mandyy
p.s. I just cant stress enough that thursday is a 1/2 day. woo<3
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2003 20 October :: 7.04 am
I'm not that dumb, i know what that all means, get it through your head, you cant hide anything from me.
muahaha
<3mandyy
p.s. 1/2 day on thursday<3
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2003 19 October :: 11.28 am
:: Mood: apprecaiting
:: Music: jessica simpson // sweetest sin
I'm the shoulder for crying, I'm the friend, I'm the winner
Just want to make a quick announcement, that Jackie Balzer and Lauren Moodacious Moody, are my two favorite people, i'd die without either one of you. thank you<3
<3mandyy
1 kissed me to die |
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2003 19 October :: 9.21 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: outkast // hey ya
What comes around, goes around
so after all that torturing sarah, and making fun of her...I just went outside to let my dogs out, and i opened the screen door, and what jumps out at me? A FROG! I bet you it was the one from next door too...dang.
I think I've jumped into something WAY too quickly, and now I regret it...a lot. I just cant take it back anymore, maybe i can find a way. Off to work soon.
<3mandyy
xoxo
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2003 18 October :: 12.39 am
:: Mood: amused
sarah you're amazing
xkissmygunx (11:01:18 PM): omg mandy
skittlecious (11:01:26 PM): thats my name..
xkissmygunx (11:01:37 PM): theres a frog in my roon
xkissmygunx (11:01:39 PM): room
skittlecious (11:01:44 PM): hahahahahahahahahahahah
skittlecious (11:01:46 PM): get it out
xkissmygunx (11:06:24 PM): omg noooo wayyyy
xkissmygunx (11:06:28 PM): im so scared of frogs
skittlecious (11:07:21 PM): hahahaha
skittlecious (11:07:24 PM): get kevin toget it out
xkissmygunx (11:07:31 PM): hes scared tooo!!!
skittlecious (11:07:40 PM): your dad?
xkissmygunx (11:07:58 PM): sleeping/sick
skittlecious (11:08:12 PM): lyndie?
xkissmygunx (11:08:18 PM): sleeping
skittlecious (11:08:23 PM): guy who sleeps on couch?
xkissmygunx (11:08:30 PM): hahah sleeping
skittlecious (11:32:19 PM): haha, its gonna die or have babies in your room.
xkissmygunx (11:33:08 PM): OMG HAVE BABIES?!
xkissmygunx (11:33:09 PM): omg
xkissmygunx (11:33:11 PM): omg om gom g
xkissmygunx (11:33:14 PM): what do i do?
skittlecious (11:35:24 PM): haha, GET IT OUT.
xkissmygunx (11:35:58 PM): IM SCARED!
xkissmygunx (11:36:06 PM): u come get it ou!
skittlecious (11:36:08 PM): lol, no.
skittlecious (11:36:13 PM): throw a pot or something over it.
skittlecious (11:36:16 PM): and like scoot it out.
xkissmygunx (11:36:27 PM): i dont kno where it went
xkissmygunx (11:37:05 PM): i was all smoking a ciggeret out my window and it was ON ME then it jumped on the wall and ran behhind my dresser
xkissmygunx (11:37:13 PM): and i have the messiest room ever
skittlecious (11:37:20 PM): LMFAO! it was on you? hahahhahahahahahhahahahhahaha
xkissmygunx (11:37:33 PM): YEA IT WAS
xkissmygunx (11:37:41 PM): NOT FUNNY
xkissmygunx (11:37:45 PM): i almost cried
skittlecious (11:38:05 PM): i think its fucking hilarious, lol.
skittlecious (11:38:08 PM): Im still laughing. haha
xkissmygunx (11:38:38 PM): omg omg omg im gonna die if it has bbabies in my room
skittlecious (11:38:58 PM): i would never stop laughing. hahaha.
xkissmygunx (11:39:11 PM): saldfkjlaskdjf
xkissmygunx (11:39:15 PM): help me!
skittlecious (11:39:24 PM): lol i cant, if you havent noticed im at my house, and your at yours.
xkissmygunx (11:39:31 PM): it was a small frog tho lol
skittlecious (11:39:38 PM): SARAH!
skittlecious (11:39:41 PM): GO GET IT!
xkissmygunx (11:39:43 PM): what?
xkissmygunx (11:39:46 PM): why?!?
skittlecious (11:40:13 PM): cause, its gonna die.
xkissmygunx (11:40:17 PM): good
skittlecious (11:40:18 PM): and its small, its not even a big from.
skittlecious (11:40:20 PM): frog*
skittlecious (11:40:28 PM): ew, you want a dead decompsing frog in your rom!
skittlecious (11:40:30 PM): room*
xkissmygunx (11:40:35 PM): hahahahahah
xkissmygunx (11:40:37 PM): ewwwwwww
skittlecious (11:40:58 PM): hahahaha
skittlecious (11:44:37 PM): lol, go get the frog out. brb
xkissmygunx (11:44:50 PM): im not getting the frog
skittlecious (11:45:03 PM): its gonna have babies in your room, done.
xkissmygunx (11:45:19 PM): omg no its not
xkissmygunx (11:45:25 PM): your trying to scare me
skittlecious (11:54:31 PM): i'm not trying to scare you, i learned all about frogs last year in bio.
xkissmygunx (11:54:39 PM): shut up lol
xkissmygunx (11:54:42 PM): i dont care
xkissmygunx (11:54:50 PM): my dad will take care of i tomoro morning
skittlecious (11:55:12 PM): They way they reproduce, a frog is asexual, therefore they only need themselves to have babies. And in the wilderness they have babies to feed off of when there isnt any food in their habitat.
xkissmygunx (11:55:32 PM): omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
xkissmygunx (11:55:37 PM): mandy come get it
skittlecious (11:56:41 PM): lol
skittlecious (11:56:45 PM): its just a frog.
xkissmygunx (11:56:53 PM): no its a fucking beast
xkissmygunx (11:56:55 PM): LOL
xkissmygunx (11:56:56 PM): jk
xkissmygunx (11:57:07 PM): i have the biggest frog phobie
xkissmygunx (11:57:11 PM): phobia
skittlecious (11:57:29 PM): hahah<3
xkissmygunx (12:06:58 AM): xkissmygunx (12:04:56 AM): but what if it has babies!?
LaTiN MaMi452 (12:05:57 AM): then theyr gunna jump in ur mouth nd ears while ur sleepin and lay eggs
skittlecious (12:07:18 AM): LMFAO<3333333333
skittlecious (12:07:19 AM): who is that?
xkissmygunx (12:07:46 AM): natasha
skittlecious (12:07:51 AM): hahahahahah
skittlecious (12:08:50 AM): see, they're gonna have babies.
xkissmygunx (12:08:52 AM): omgggggggg
skittlecious (12:09:18 AM): omg, what now?
xkissmygunx (12:10:19 AM): im so scared its gonna multiply and eat all my shit
xkissmygunx (12:10:20 AM): lol
skittlecious (12:11:20 AM): they like cotton
xkissmygunx (12:11:29 AM): really?
xkissmygunx (12:11:32 AM): OMG SHUT UP!
skittlecious (12:12:43 AM): lol calm down, its only a frog,.
skittlecious (12:13:44 AM): ew, what if they have babies in your ear?!
xkissmygunx (12:13:56 AM): OMG WHY DOES EVERYONE SAY THAT?!?!?!
skittlecious (12:14:03 AM): cause they can
xkissmygunx (12:14:30 AM): no way?!
skittlecious (12:14:53 AM): all they need is a crevis the size of an egg or so, nothing bigger, ears can work..
xkissmygunx (12:15:32 AM): why are u telling me this?!
skittlecious (12:15:49 AM): just so you can be totally prepared.
xkissmygunx (12:16:37 AM): nooooo shut up!
skittlecious (12:18:45 AM): i'm just trying to help you out
skittlecious (12:19:03 AM): Im telling you go get some pans, and just get ready to blck them in pans.
xkissmygunx (12:19:10 AM): nooo
xkissmygunx (12:19:11 AM): lol
xkissmygunx (12:19:14 AM): i cant go near it
xkissmygunx (12:19:16 AM): im so scared
xkissmygunx (12:19:21 AM): i'll piss myself
skittlecious (12:20:24 AM): oh jesus.
xkissmygunx (12:20:39 AM): DONT YOU OH JESUS ME!
xkissmygunx (12:20:57 AM): im frogophobic
xkissmygunx (12:21:03 AM): lol i dont kno what its called
skittlecious (12:21:26 AM): I'm not the one with cotton eating, multiplying frogs in my room.
xkissmygunx (12:21:45 AM): omg!
xkissmygunx (12:21:51 AM): you suck
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2003 16 October :: 11.23 pm
:: Mood: mad
:: Music: hanson // yearbook
where did johnny go?
I totally forgot, Emily called me yesterday I miss her and Jenn SOOO MUCH. She called to tell me about the earrings, and that she's having a party tomorrow night, and of course, can i go? NO!, why? cause i have to work again. UGH! UGH! UGH! :-(
Ok, so I'm not on Jeremy's shit list anymore, and so Jen isnt mad anymore. I'm sorry I didnt try out for the play, I know I'm gonna regret it, I've just been so stressed out with school and work, and other things, that to throw try outs, it didnt work. And besides, You know my opinion with drama/hasko right now. I'm SORRY!.
Well ya'll have to fill me in on the party, once again, i miss another one. If only I didnt have an 11.00 curfew, and I didnt get off work at 10.30, darn.
<3mandyy
1 kissed me to die |
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2003 16 October :: 4.41 pm
:: Mood: eh, whatever
:: Music: that linkin park song again, i like it.
no title today
Well i got the B in Chemistry! :-D!
grades:
Photo: A or B, dont know yet.
drama: B
history honors: B
integrated: B, but thats without Pre Calc in there, so c?
english: B
chemistry: B
marine science:B..its an 88.9 how mad am i?
I did ok this quarter, im happy.
Today was a weird day, but its ok. I spent like three periods in photo, but it was fun. Talked to Vanessa, Michelle, and Carly today. Their nice<3.
I wanna show ya'll a picture but I dont know how to do it on a journal, oh well, not important. Tomorrow, no school. I'm happy.
When I come around, I'll come around until then...see ya.
<3mandyy
1 kissed me to die |
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2003 14 October :: 11.47 pm
stolen from charissa<3
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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at first i didnt liek this answer, dont know why, but now i do. its truthful...change.
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2003 14 October :: 5.35 pm
:: Music: linkin park- numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I dont know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you
I've become so numb
I cant feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm beomcing this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and less like you
cant you see that your smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart in front of you
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is
another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
and every second i waste
is more than i can take
but i know
I may end up falling too
but i know you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you
i need a change, i want a change, i need a life, something, i need to be my own person, and stop walking in others shadows.
<3mandyy
2 kissed me to die |
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2003 13 October :: 11.41 pm
:: Mood: appreciated
:: Music: finch // post script
DEDICATED TO DANIELLE S<3
i was reading a friends journal..and was looking back at entries, and i came across this..
"mandy said la la and i could go over her house one day ths summer nad go fishing and catch puffer fish! how awesome would that be! i love mandy shes soo kool. l shes like a big giant explosion of fun and sweetness...all in one. :)"
I never actually thought she 'truly' liked me..now only i wish i got to know her better, and now that she doesnt go to our school, or the fact that i never see her, i'm never gonna get to talk to her. ugh! And I'm sorry we never got to go fishing, but hey, its not too late..is it?
I miss you Danielle<3<3<3
<3mandyy
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2003 13 October :: 11.06 pm
another survey, stolen from miss danielle grundt.
| People have you loved?: | none | | People have you kissed?: | 3 | | Commandments have you broken?: | umm, i dont know? | | Places have you lived in (for over 3 months)?: | one | | Countries have you been to?: | including the one i live in..three. | | Languages can you speak fluently?: | one, well two including gibberish :-D | | People are you talking to right now?: | two | | Times have you been in a car today?: | three times | | Different kinds of meat have you eaten?: | lots, i dont know how many | | Different kinds of liquor have you tasted?: | lots | | Jobs you have held?: | two | | Years of school have you attended?: | 12 or 11, lol. | | Shows have you been to this month?: | play wise? or concert wise? well together...like 3? | | Friends would you call "close"?: | umm, ill get back to you...i know atleast two.. |
How Many.... brought to you by BZOINK!
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2003 12 October :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: bored..once again.
:: Music: listening to the movie dreamcatcher
i need to find a life, one that will fulfil my requirements
Which type of beauty are you?
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To read this, if your on my site, just highlight it all, my links are weird so its not showing :-\
| Name: | mandyy | | Nicknames: | mandalanda, mandala, tcg | | Age: | 16 | | Birthday: | april 6, 1987 | | Nationality: | austrian, german, and irish...hehe im a german jew ;] | | Current Height: | 6'2'' | | Hair Color: | brown or reddish brown? | | Eye Color: | brown | | Family: | yeah..i have one | | Location: | Boca Raton, FL | | College: | I wanna go to UCF, UCLA, or NYU. | | Piercings: | just two on one ear, three on the other | | Red or Blue: | depends what shade of blue | | Spring or Fall: | spring | | Santa or Rudolph: | santa | | Math or English: | math | | What are you going to do after you finish this survey: | bed time -) | | What was the last food you ate: | cheesburger | | High School or College: | high school but i cant wait for college | | Last movie you saw: | the ring | | Last noise you heard: | the tv..mom is watching dreamcatcher | | Last time you went out of state: | right before school started...new york | | Things you like in a girl/guy: | personality, they have to be funny, nice eyes..umm i dont know right now.. | | What book are you reading now: | homecoming | | Favorite board game: | monopoly..and racko...and lots i love em all<3 | | Favorite magazine: | cosmo girl..really. | | Worst feeling in the world: | lonliness and the feeling of being 'empty' | | First thing you think of in the morning: | 'him' and i can kinda feel what my day will be like, so i kinda think about | | Future daughter's name: | i dont know..come back to me | | Future son's name: | same answer as above | | Chocolate or Vanilla: | chocolate | | Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: | lots...but i like my blankey better [no joke] | | Dream job: | photographer or actress | | Whats under your bed: | everything that was on my floor..that needed to be put away :-D |
Overview Survey brought to you by BZOINK!
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2003 12 October :: 4.25 pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: no music
i've only been up for two hours, and i'm getting ready to go back to sleep again
YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!
what's YOUR deepest secret?
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what can i say? I'm just cool like that.
<3mandyy
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2003 11 October :: 7.54 pm
:: Mood: B-O-R-E-D
:: Music: sugarcult // bouncing off the walls
Where to go? What to do, not too many choices.
So tonight, was the first night that I havent had to work in forever. So what did i decide to do? NOTHING. lol. Actually, i didnt have plans, but now I think I'm going bowling with Paige, and then I'm sleeping over. I'm kind of excited havent had a Paige day/night in a long time. I called STephen to see what him and his crew were doing, but he wasnt home. Oh well, I'll hang out with them another time..FRIDAY NO SCHOOL. SO EXCITED LOL.
ok i'm off to go get ready for the bowling alley.
x to the o
<3mandyy
1 kissed me to die |
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2003 9 October :: 11.02 pm
i'm in love with my computer desktop<3
So tonight at dinner my dad informed me that he thinks i should go to Halloween Horror Nights and he'd pay for my hotel room. All i have to do is get people to go, pitch in for gas and such. Next problem...who can i go with, he'll be so picky to who i go with, and who would be allowed to go? I know my mom wouldnt be thrilled with the idea..expecially if ...dun dun dun BOYS went. But he said he'd take care of that. So now i'm on a mission to get this trip together, or so i hope.
<3mandyy
oh man, i love my desktop sooo much. =D
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