I slept like i would never wake up again....
SO i thought it would be fun to go to bed at 6.30 last night, and i did, and i just woke up, at 6.10 this morning. It was a well deserved sleep. =D. I wanna go to the ataris friday, but no one to go with, and hey, i have a slumba party. we'll see.

<3mandyy

Things are finally right, Almost perfect, I cant stop smiling.
Everything is going good, really. The only bad thing right now, is that Krysta is back and shes being a little bitch. Yeah, ok, she apologized, but only cause i acted mad or whatever, ok, i'm over it.


Umm, yesterday in school had a good day, got a 10/10 on my marine bio pop quiz, turned in money for sea world. Stephen's going snorkeling with me, thats October 27th, and then Nov 3rd is Sea World<3.

Last night, after an hour of confusion. Me and Miss Jackie went to Stephen's haha, got there and just yeah, heard a little ring, laughed. As we got there, Ivonne, Vince, and Ryan were there. THen shortly after Guiseppe(sp?) and Carly, came. Then Greg, Then Natalie, Michelle, Amy, and Natalie's b/f. it was fun, played simone says, watched people fight, it appears I've accepted two challenges, one with Greg Dirrrrrrr and the other wtih Stephen, yeah, i dont know what that means. hahahahahahahahah funniest thing, Jackie got thrown into the room with Ivonne and Vince, and they were being baby birds eating everything in sight. hahaha <3.

Then came home, passed out. Woke up at 6:15, cause of my alarm, and i got ready for school, went to say goodbye to my mom and she told me i'm an idiot and it was saturday. Went to sleep til 12. woke up, went to mission bay, dropped off film, called jecca, and now i'm home 'cleaning.' I'm suppose to go somewhere after work tonight, but now i'm thinking maybe i shouldnt, i dont know. Well see. I'll talk to ya'll later.

<3mandyyy

p.s. I GOT A BOWLING PIN FOR PERFECT ATTENDANCE. in yo face.

I feel bad, but really, I havent smiled this big in a while...=D
I dont know, today was just good. I got good news, for the most part all around. She's suppose to be coming home, well school tomorrow, I'm scared she'll be bombarded with negativity, i mean dont get me wrong, i have some things to say to her as well, but really, she deserves some support at the same time. I'm just glad, she's safe, and unharmed.

Lighter Note:
Today i had a bowling match, but my wrist hurt way to much to even play. i had a doctors appt, if thats what you call it. I ahve another one tomororow, all for my wrist. Well see. I think I'm going home with Stephen tomorrow, because i ahve the appt at 4:15, but i dont have a car, so it would just be easier if i hung around the area, or something? Jenna said she would take me, so I might just go with her. Cause i think i'm chillin with STephen later anyways, but who knows plans are crazy.

I'm off grounding, i think. thats good, i dont want my mom to be mad at me..its just to hectic around here.

Bad Note:
I have no car tomorrow, my mom was driving on I-95 and a piece of tired flew up, hit her windshield, and cracked it as well as made a nice whole in it. She doesnt want to drive it, in fear of it cracking more, so i have no car. Kill me now. I feel naked already. Thank you to Jessica and Jenna for my alternate rides tomorow <3.

I'm out like a fat kid in track
<3mandyy

shout outs: jenna, jessica, stephen, greg, ryan, that other kid..he smelled, my dad, and i think thats all...sorry.

This is so how i feel...=-\
Everybody's talkin'
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
but I don't want their sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
But why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
Well I just have to say
Before I let go...

Have you ever been low?
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low

No I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
'Cept I never thought it'd hurt this much to be saved
My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go

Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go with a clear conscience
We both know that you can't say that
Here's to show
For all the time I loved you so
So...

Have you ever been low? (have you ever been)
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know?
Were you left out in the cold?
'Cause what you did was low

-Kelly Clarkson..I love her so much...gah!

<3mandyy

(no update tonight, just can't right now..)

I want the rain to come to wash away my troubles
my wrist hurts bad, tomorrow's jew night..but im only jewish one night. sunday my boss is having me work...he's sinning, all for me. haha.

saturday night stephanie's partay <3 happy bday gurlll

<3mandyy
x.o.x.o.

I hate liars, especially people who yell at me for lying..
If i hear about one more person getting into musical theatre, i am going to absolutly bust and quit drama, the end. last year when i auditioned and i didnt get it, i went to speak to hasko, and she promised me that if anyone was to drop then i would be put in...cause i was NEXT on the list..and now..olivia dropped, kyle was put in over the summer AND some new girl is randomly put in now. FUCK THIS. you have no idea how discouraging she is making the drama dept seem. I've already decided I'm not doing the spring musical...I cant take it, i try so hard to fit in with you people and to make mrs hasko like me and no matter what i do, i cant win. i'm done trying, this is over.

How could I forget, my deepest apology.
A very belated welcome, but welcome miss jessika <3

I wanna hold my title for best journal title in the awards, i'm trying hard lol
for my journal title which one sounds better hold my breath and close my eyes...goodbye or dont cry because its over, smile..because it happened or try and see what only i can see?

and now i'm having blanks on comment links too, ugh, i'm gonna work on thist tomorrow. Goodnight <3 until then...

"Tell me u've had trouble sleeping,that u toss and turn from side to side.that it's my face u've been seein' in ur dreams at night.tell me that u wake up crying,and u're not sure exactly why.tell me that something is missing in ur life.tell me that u live for love.that forever is never enough.that u've waited all ur life to see,that u want so badly to believe,tell me that it's not just me"

((sorry for the 'slang' writting)) [thanks jenna]