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2003 6 September :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: that sweat drip off my balls song..die!
Two hours of sleep, bowling league, city place, and my mom bitching, not a good combination at all..
I'm soo bored. I've been up since 8:00, and i've been running on less than two hours of sleep...I'm soo tired.
My mom and I went to City Place today, i hate going there, it's boring, and no good shopping there, but tomorrow is my moms birthday so, it's her weekend. Then for dinner we went to Crazy Buffet, only one of my favorite places <333.
I'm suppose to call Paris now, cause she's down the street at Nicole's, but i'm so tired, and i dont feel like walking to nicole's, so i think, i might stay in tonight. My mom is going out with a friend, and I dont know, we'll see..
I like a new boy <3 haha, i'm so excited lol...but people keep telling me he is dumb :-\.
I missed Emily's party, and i'm so mad, Miscommunication with me and emily, and i could have gone, could have slept over, but it didnt happen...I'm gonna celebrate with Emily, i promise. :-\
Ok I'm out for now..
<3mandyy
2 kissed me to die |
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2003 4 September :: 10.45 pm
:: Mood: weirded out
:: Music: none..my moms talking..ugh.
<3<3<3
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY EMILY <333.
I miss and love you <33
<3
mandyy
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2003 4 September :: 9.52 pm
:: Mood: touched
:: Music: none.
I'm Belle <3<3
You are Belle from Beauty and the Beast!
What Disney Princess are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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2003 3 September :: 10.47 pm
:: Mood: bipolar
:: Music: clouds <3<3
UGH UGH UGH! :-(
I got my work schedule today, and you know what?...I WORK FRIDAY NIGHT 6-10:30. Yeah what's at 7?...Emily's Birthday party..can i go? FUCK THIS!...
So I asked my mom what should i do? cause i mean, honostly, ic annot call in sick for work, it's my third day in there. So she said she would take me to Emily's after work, so 11ish, I was all excited, then i realized... how the hell am I getting home? Fuck me in the ass...of course not literally.
shout outs: my mom..and 102.7...the oldies make me smile, when i'm down <3.
1 kissed me to die |
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2003 3 September :: 6.38 am
:: Mood: dumb <3
:: Music: listening to mtv music videos <3
Cause everyone updates at 6:40 in the morning..its the cool thing to do ;]
Couldnt sleep, I've been up since like 2:45...thats ridiculous...
I never realized just how many people are online btwn 6-7am that i actually talk to online..thats crazy <3
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2003 1 September :: 9.54 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: listening to my mom watching analyze that
survey time..cause i'm bored.
BASICS
+ 001. name : Mandy Elizabeth Dowd
+ 002. nicknames : Mandala, Mandelina, Mandalanda, and fanda/fandapop
+ 003. sex : female
+ 004. birthday : April 06, 1987
+ 005. age : 16
+ 006. star sign : aries
+ 007. place of birth : Boynton Beach, FL
+ 008. current residence : Boca Raton
+ 009. hair color : Brown..was red -(
+ 010. eye color : Brown
+ 011. height : officially 6'2''
+ 012. writing hand : right
__BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails : not anymore
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : no :-(
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : no, that'd be cool though
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : nope, never really tried though
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : haha yeah
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : yepp, one at a time too!
+ 020. colored hair : yep
+ 021. tattoos and where : none
+ 022. piercings and where : just two on one ear, and three on the other
+ 023. do you make your bed daily : kinda, yeah.
+ 024. what goes on first bra or underwear: why are you asking?
+ 025. which shoe goes on first : i switch that up a bit
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : lol yeah
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : none lol
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: watch, candy look alike bracelet, two rings, string bracelet, and my funny girl yarn.
+039. whats sexiest on a guy : I like arms, legs..the calf area, and i really like eyes <3<3
+040. whats sexiest on a girl: never really thought about it?
+041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time and look ok
+ 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : twirl
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : 0..dont like cereal too much
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands =D
+ 045. do you cook : yupp and i like too <3
__GROOMiNG
+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : twice a day, sometimes three...
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : atleast once a day
+ 048. how long do these showers last : umm...i'd say 20 minutes or so?
+ 049. hair drying method : air dry it, then attack it with the straightner.
+ 050. do you paint your nails : yess
+ 051. do you swear : yeah
+ 052. do you mumble to yourself :
not in public lol
+ 053. do you spit in public : i dont spit
+ 054. do you pee in the shower : thats gross. no.
+ 055. in the cd player : haha i thought you meant, do you pee in the cd player, hahah.
+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with : Paris..or Jon. I dont realy like the phone though.
+ 057. what color is your bedroom : white/pink its girlie lol
+ 058. do you use an alarm clock : yup
+ 059. name four things or people you're obsessed with : lol only 4?
+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : hahahaha kinda..well i didnt, they did.
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude : no
+ 062. window seat or aisle : aisle...long legs..remember.
+ 063. whats your sleeping position : on my side...or i dont know lol
+ 064. what kind of bed do you like : mine <3<3<3 its a soft water bed with 453879 pillows, and 347397 comforters.
+ 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yeah, most the time, cant sleep without one.
+ 066. do you snore: i hope not
+ 067. do you sleepwalk: yes
+ 068. do you talk in your sleep: yeah, and its not always good, i say things that i shouldnt hahah
+ 070. how about the light on: if i just watched a scary movie.. yes lol
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio: radio/cd or if its raining, the rain <3<3
__WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
+ 072. had sex: never :-D
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone: its been a while
+ 074. watched bambi: years and years
+ 075. cried: Friday night..
+ 076. talked on the phone: tonight
+ 077. read a book : thursday night.
+ 078. punched someone : haha i dont know, ask peej.
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : out of college, in NY or CA
+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : lol not telling, but i know who i'm gonna marry hahah
+ 081. how many kids do you want to have : 2 or 3, but definitly 2, i hate being an only child, so i wouldnt want to do that to my kid.
+ 082. your profession : I wanna be performing, some way, some how. or even teaching <3.
+ 083. future school : I would love NYU, but thats not happening. so UCF or UF?
__MUSiC
+ 090. is music important to you : sure
+ 091. do you sing : i try too
+ 092. what instruments do you play : none
+ 094. what do you think of Eminem : umm..he's kinda mean.
+ 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time : oh god i cant choose
__DO YOU LIKE
+ 096. pop music : some
+ 097. rock music : yuhh
+ 098. punk music :yuh
+ 099. rap music : lol some, just depends.
+ 100. hip-hop/RB : some
+ 101. country : yess
+ 102. jazz : kinda, yeah.
+ 103. classical: no
+ 104. new age: not really
+ 105. hardcore: not really
+ 106. indie rock : yeah kinda
+ 107. emo : yeah
I dont think anyone is going to read that, but there ya'all go. have fun
<3
mandyy
p.s. stole this from tiffany <3<3 thaaanks.
2 kissed me to die |
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2003 1 September :: 12.27 am
:: Mood: envious
:: Music: always getting over you // angela ammons
i think i can handle things...like a big girl.
Umm..weekend was w/e. Work was ok, boring, but it's money. Umm..people are pissing me off, names arent going to be used, jsut cause its not worth it. Ryan Kelly challenged me to a fight, we'll see..i'll kill him.
Drunk people..enough said.
Tomorrow work 12-5. Haha, Ricky Defour, talked to him tonight, he's so cute. haha.
And..i think..eh..nvm hah
<3
mandyy
shout outs: stephen, my mom and jecca<3
2 kissed me to die |
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2003 30 August :: 12.55 am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: The Chicago sound track
What one person says means crap
I'm so sick of people lying to me, its so gay.
Ok here is how it goes. There's Jon, hes one of my really good friends, and i thought we were close, i mean he always tells me how i'm such a good friend, how we dont fight, and i never piss him off, and he's just always saying nice stuff like that, but then, he ignores me 24/7. Online, he's too good for me, always talking to others and never me, he calls me here and there, but then i call back, and no one picks up, he stopped responding to all my texts, andi was starting to think that maybe it was some type of hint? But then today he pulled another, you're such a good friend, thanks so much, blah blah, i'm so confused and on top of all this crap, the one thing iwanted to do, was go to the drama picnic, but of course not, i cant ever do anything i want.
I start work tomorrow, I'm so scared, my stomache just hurts thinking about it. And also, I've decided, i'm done with giving, its time for some recieving...and that was in a 100% non-sexual way.
Goodnight.
Mandy.
"shout outs:" Jecca, Matt and Dan.
4 kissed me to die |
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2003 28 August :: 3.01 pm
:: Mood: i dont feel good
:: Music: snoopy // charlie brown
home sick
Let's start with yesterday..
Afterschool, got a call from my manager, Maury, so I had to go down to work to get my schedule, and fill out some papers. Did that, Mom picked me up there at like 5:30ish, then we went over to the mall I got black sneakers for work, and then we went on a search for damn black pants, i dont want to get into, but stores need to start carrying pants for tall girls, its so annoying.
I came home from that at like 7:30, and went to sleep. I didnt feel good, and I was frustrated, next thing i know it's 7:10 this morning, and my moms yelling at me. She yelled at me for not setting my alarm, anyways, I talked her into letting me sty home, only thing was I had to go to the doctor's w/e that took all of 20 minutes. He told me he'd call me tomorrow with the results of the throat swab thing.
So I came home, slept some more, watched Joe Somebody oh man, I love it! Then I went back to sleep again, and then got up took a shower, waiting for my dad to call back, and I'm bored.
oh yeah, i'm so mad, i can't go to the drama picnic, cause i ahve to work on Saturday from 12-6 but i feel so bad, cause i wanna meet my little sister and stuff, and not being able to go to the picnic, just means another thing i wont be able to do with drama...so much for working towards my goal this year. this sucks.
I'm out.
<3
mandyy
shout outs: axel dumas, peej, and jenna <3.
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2003 26 August :: 11.25 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
haha
I forgot i put a link to this journal on my aol profile as well as my AIM profile..and today i found out people really do look at that..haha Jared Grunwald...interesting..i wonder who else does...
Ok im off...oh yes, congrats to the winners of the Justin Braun journal Awards...<3
I wanna steal Justin's shout out thing...maybe, we'll see.
<3<3me
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2003 25 August :: 11.55 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: alanis morissette // hand in my pocket <3<3
thinking..
Ok, so I've actually spent like the past hour trying to come up with new comment links, as well as, a new title, and i just i dont know, i came up with whats there for now, i'll change it tomorrow, or later, whenever. I probally wont live up to my awards this time, but i can get them next month, once i master woohu. Goodnight all
<3
mandyy
2 kissed me to die |
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2003 24 August :: 3.49 pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: happy together // simple plan
...a little poll...
I'm just curious who still reads this...comment if you do....please?
14 kissed me to die |
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2003 24 August :: 2.33 am
:: Mood: scared
:: Music: bachelor number one // summertime
me and scary movies dont mend
I dont know why I do it to myself, but insist of watching scary movies, and insist of having to sleep with the lights on, oh maan.
I watched The Glass House, I lovedd it, but now im scared i have every light possible on in the house, and i went to the bathroom but not before checking to see if anyone was behind my shower curtain. i'm a loser.
Justin, sorry for the neglect of my journal, i'll try not to anymore...and still no make over for my journal, dammit. =(!
(even thought i dont think he knows my journal..hey, its the thought that counts ;])
<3
mandyy
p.s. I feel neglected :-\
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2003 23 August :: 11.43 pm
:: Mood: boredom
:: Music: the ataris // boys of summer
ok i take it back
alright alright, i take back calling nicole a bitch..nicole you just need to tone it down, its not cool 1/2 the stuff you do..w/e
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2003 23 August :: 12.23 am
:: Mood: really tired!
:: Music: none...shh, mama's sleeping.
I regret things
Ok, so this week sucked, but then today was awesome. Things were just in my favor lol. I made the bowling team, yay. And then today after school, i got a job! FINALLY! I'm excited cause now my mom doesnt have an excuse on why i can't get my liscense, i'm happy. The best part, I'm working with one of my best friends, Jessica, I'm soo happy. :-)!! Maury, the manager was real nice, and he told me that Jessica gave me this amzaing recommendation, i owe you Jecca. eek, i'm happy. Tonight started off fun, went to the mall, with Paris, Stephen, Paige, Nicole, and Jenna. It was fun, while we were there, it coulda been better minus Nicole. Only cause she's officially been labeled, a bitch, whatever, i dont care anymore. Then me and jenna walked to the triplets house, its in the colonade, um like a 45 minute walk, whateva, we talked a lot, it was fine. Then at the triplets, it was cool, it was Tina, Elena, Peasha, jimmy, simone, gula, eric, gina, courtney candice, melissa, kyle, and sean. haha kyle's hott 1/2 naked. lol
Umm, it was fun, best part was Mr. Diaz, haha, i love him.
Mom's out of town tomorrw, but step dad is here, til tomorrow night, or til sunday morning, gay, ruins my weekend. Umm, i dont know, i'm excited about my car..
16 days til i get my liscense..ALL SMILES!
<3
mandyy
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