blah
dads coming in 45 minutes, not to happy about that, i mean it'll be nice to get away from home but ill be stuck in lighthouse point for a while, cause he wont want to drive me....heh summer sucks.

HELP ME!!
yea so i have one cousin bitching like whoaa and the other has a fan blowing on me and is spraying shit into and now i smell like citrus. he's gonna die.

i just wanna say one thing, kevin is hott. ok ok i think im done.

im goin to my dads either tonight or tomm...heh wish me luck.

lunch with grand parents now. that means lectures about grades and how i need to chose a goal in my life, blah blah blah blah.

<3 always + forever
mandy

p.s. jenna had a good summer start off, thank you. like ive said you are amazing

now im in a whole new world with you, unbelieveable sights, indescribable feelings... *sigh*
Its summer woooo. this year was pretty good i ahve to say, i have no regrets..well one..but nothing big. It just went by soo fast. I made amazing new friends this year, some i had and i just grew closer, others brand new <3.

Im suppose to get a job this summer, but there's no where i wanna work, that i can get to. i have to work somewhere thats close by and i can walk to..yea not much options. Anyone wanna let me get a job where they work and drive me? cause you love me?.

I'm going to my dads for 4 1/2 weeks thats a long time to be away in hibernation, not looking foward to that.


Stephen, have an amazing trip, and dont worry we're all paused in time til you get back. ;-)

On one lighter note, im looking up..on you....*all smiles*

<3 always + forever
mandy

p.s. paris congrats on passing math <3

lauren moody<3
this weekend started out kinda boring, but it turned around. i just have to say that lauren moody is the most amazing person. im so sad that she's moving, i dont want her to, im not gonna let her.

fri* taco bell <3..learning to like it
sat* no beach :(, cleaned and than laurens house, was gonna go mini golfing but it didnt work out for tonight, so we're gonna go another night...right?

right now* cloud nine i went to stephen's tonight, he's soo amazing i wish that he could see that in himself...i like him soo much.(wonder if he reads this) heh...
also saw billy walters and jessie mcguire 1/2 naked...thanks guys and for the ride too...lmao <3

well im off to sleep

booo anonymous comments people, and who ever it was who ive been waiting to find out from who you are, you're killin me=\
HINTS?

<3 always + forever
me

*lauren your moving in with me or im goin in your luggage, you're not leaving me*

i like beans woo woo woo, i like beans hey hey hey, i like beans do do do...amazing <3
last night was really odd and not a happy night i'll sum, it up.

Its thursday night and i was waiting for my dad to pick me up for dinner as always. Eddie came over for dinner <3. Eddie stepped out to smoke a ciggerette and i out of no where i start to hear cursing like whoaaa. My mom goes running out to see what happened, and eddie comes in laughin saying its nothing he's just being an asshole. so i thought it eddie playin with one of the neighbors like he use to. but no, it was him and my dad. see like a month ago, my dad called my mom to tell her that she was shitty mother and stuff, and he left her this awful voicemail at her work, so my mom told eddie about it. when eddie saw my dad last nght yea, he confronted my dad (which im fine with) but than my dad had to go back and yell at him, and than i hear my dad goin, LORI LORI LORI [my mom] do you see what that asshole did to my ccaR? ((mean while nothing was done to it)). My dad called the cops, they came...i stayed out of it, didnt want to talk to my mom, my dad, or eddie and didnt want to talk to any of the cops (3 cop cars). so they were all about to leave, and then one had to come and talk to me, but it was ok cause he was reallly nice and he just wanted to make sure taht i was ok. he was cool. so than i came back in and was minding myself, and ANOTHER officer asked me to come outside, so i did. he was like do you wanna talk to your dad? i was like i really dont feel like talking to anyone? he's all i think you should go tell him that, and than cme back in. so im like ok. remember i didnt want to talk to anyone, so i go down and my dads all 'hi hun' and hugs me i kinda shrubbed him off, i was mad at everyone, and hes like i guess were not going to dinner, i was like yeah, not tonight. than he yelled at me int he middle of the street for taking sides, and i did not, i was mad at everyone! i went back in and my mom and eddie went somewhere, i went in the shower (un-naked of coursE) and i come out and i have a message on my cell, from my dad. he's such an asshole sometimes. he left me this message i couldnt stop crying, i hate him somtimes. he thinks that he can buy my love >:O. than like an hour later he left a nice message, he's bi polar i swear. so last night was really hectic.

than today on the bus i sat with krysta, and maria sat next to me in the next seat. ok i understand they dont like each other, and maria i love you to death, but you didnt need to say what you said.
maria: ew why are you sitting with that?
me: cause i want to
maria: i wouldnt
krysta: ahh i cant stand these bitches
maria: EXCUSE ME? oh no..
krysta: said somethin back
me: guys stoppppp! ::grunted:: and picked a new seat.
*cpl minutes later* krysta comes up by me, OMG she slammed my head into the windoow..ahhh.

so now maria is gettig suspended i heard?

::so much drama ::

i need a night out with the friends...hollaaa

p.s. jackie and stephen thanks <33

lauren says there's cows in boca winds...interesting.
i feel so sick, and its not a cold sick i just dont feel good, all i wanna do is sleep and i cant cause i have to sit and wait for a call from maria to tutor her ::sad face::

i like that we have 1/2 days but i hate how i sit at home on them...maybe tomorrow i can do something, i'll just have to clean tomorrow.

i wanna...go to the beach this weekend? my mom's all dont make plans this weekend whatever. lol.

i made a new online friend: mike sanford, he's nice...

ok im out...im gonna go sleep or something.

<3 always
[(me)]

im sooo stupid sometimes, i have to laugh at myself...ahhhhhhh.

oh gosh..
paris and jenna know everything oh man...

why am i still thinking about you
i dont think i even can understand whats been running around in my head for the past couple of days or why im even dwelling on it. im doubting people left and right but im mostly doubting myself. i think i need to lighten up a lot and stop getting attached...i guess...

fuck you

hahaha

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so gothic.

i talked to you again
ahhh its 1:36 and i cant sleep, >:O i hate this.

today was bad at first but once i got out of school it was all good. i dunno, sam gave me a ride home <33 rides with her are funnn! than dad picked me up and we went to packy's for dinner and i got an interview with chuck e cheese tuesday at 4! :-)
came home"did hw" "studied" watched american idol w/ my mom (i taped it <33) and than came on the computer to talk to people, while i thought mama was sleeping and she wasnt..but she didnt see me.

i came on late and talked to lauren moody (much love chubby) we exchanged pics she has the best picture ever of dan and matt..nice!! than i talked to jared ((pink kid)), havent talked to him in a while...he's soo nice. and fun to talk to. ok im gonna attempt sleep, ill be back. peace out
<3 always + forever
tall one

p.s. paris thank you for takin me tomorrow to I.W.S.

AND WHO WON THE WAR...THATS WHAT I THOUGHT :-D

i cant stop coughing still...helpppp.
are you

[ understanding ] I try
[ open-minded ] sometimes
[ insecure ] VERY =\
[ interesting ] maybe?
[ random ] occasionally
[ hungry ] ALWAYS
[ friendly ] yea
[ smart ] only in math
[ moody ] unfortunately
[ childish ] I can be...
[ independent ] with some things yes. with some things no.
[ hard working ] yea
[ organized ] kinda
[ healthy ] kinda
[ emotionally stable ] yes
[ shy ] only with boys
[ difficult ] i dunno? you tell me.
[ attractive ] nope
[ bored easily ] YES!
[ messy ] with some stuff
[ thirsty ] nope
[ responsible ] yea
[ obsessed ] don’t do that.
[ angry ] not right now
[ sad ]unfortunately
[ happy ] w/ some things yes
[ hyper ] no. bored.
[ trusting ] yes
[ talkative ] not with guys =\
[ legal ] nope =\

who do you want to

[ kill ] my secret =D
[ slap ] maria and victoria
[ tickle] <33
[ kiss ] <3333333
[ look like ] anyone BUT me
[ talk to offline ] stephen and…
[ talk to online ] yeah…not gonna say.

do you like to

[Watch TV] not a lot.
[Read] depends on the book
[Write] yes <3
[do home work] no
[Listen to music] yepp
[Go out] Of course.
[Draw] im really bad, but sure.

last person

[ you touched ] dad.
[you talked to ] jenna.
[ you hugged ] dad.
[ you instant messaged ] peej.
[ you yelled at ] paige.
[ you kissed ] hmm…good question…:-\

favorite

[ food ] sushi
[ drink ] water
[ color ] yellow
[ album ] dont know
[ shoes ] my new sandles <3
[ candy ] skittles/kit kat
[ animal ] monkey <3
[ TV show ] everwood, american idol + real world.
[ movie ] moulin rouge <3 and 10 things i hate about you <3..there's a lot more.
[ dance ] i dont
[ song ] evanescense: bring me to life (for now)
[ vegetable ] broccoli and carrots
[ fruit ] kiwi..apples too
[ cartoon ] blossom (ppg) or skeeter from doug <3



im goin to orlando this weekend AGAIN, i dont want to...im orlandoed-out. i convinced my dad to let me go to midnight madness tomorrow im excited, however i do need a ride there...paris?! :-D pleeeeeeeease.

i have a 4 page paper due tomorrow, and its 9:31 yeah, i havent started it, i cant...boring topic..to hard. i'll get an extension till monday. (no school on monday <33)

guess who doesnt have to take their photo exam? thats right. booo-yah!

so some random girl 1i1y showed up my friends page today, damn canadian...anyone else have that issue?

ok im out. peace dawgs.
<33 always + forever,
-tall one.

p.s. Jenna's hair is dead sexy...right eric? j slash k.

i cant stop >:O
me: ::cough cough cough cough cough::
random girl in 7th hr: could you please stop?
me: what do u want me to do?
random girl: i dont know. stop breathing or something ::pissy face::...and turned around

people are weird.

Me...A-Z
A - Age: 16
B - Band: finch, green day, good charlotte (shut up), incubus, thrusday, ...introverse ;-)
C - Choice Of Meat: chicken or...sushi wait not a meat
D - Dream Date: stinky <33 haha jk...benji or duncan..jk..i don tknow.
E - Excites You: uhhh...no comment?
F - Favorite Food: sushi
G - Greatest Gift: trip to london
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: i dont know.
I - Internal conflicts: TALLL FREAK..i know external but it hurts internally too.
J - Jealous: not commenting on the J's
K - Kool Aid: dont like it...haha im ethan's koolaid.
L - Love: none..
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: depends on if u mean, money wise or like momentum wise
N - Name: mandy not amanda...mandy
O - Outfit I Love: dont have a favorite, but my lief saver shirt.
P - Pizza Topping: pineapple and mushroom!!
Q - Question I want to ask: why?
R - Roots: german, irish, austrian..dont know the rest...viking cause of my hieght? haha jk!
S - Sport to watch: bowling ;-)...dont have one i guess soccer its the only amusing sport.
T - TV show: charmed, everwood, american idol, and realworld
U - Unique habits: dont know
V - View from the window: backyard..nothing special
W - Weather I Love: I love thunderstorms and lightning storms...and just rain in general
Y - Yesterday's best meal: chicken sandwhich from school
Z - Zodiac Sign:aries


AND JUST TO CLARIFY, PARIS LIKES TO MAKE OUT WITH OLD GRAY HAIRED PONY TAIL TEACHERS IN THE DARKROOM AND FILMCHANGING ROOM :-D

peace <33
((mandy))

aww man, what am i getting myself into?