so paris....ryan?! :-)
It realllly sucks when its hott outside and the air conditioning breaks in your house....ahhhhh.

weekend was good:)
fri: went to paige's birthday party it was fun.
sat: went to the beach with jenna and 3plets and eric mandel wore a skirt, not once but twice...and might i say on his own will. ha
sat night: concert, thanks jenna haha
sun: nothing, mother's day dinner with the family but otherwise nothing.

monday (1/2 day): ate good food! yummmmm. Than i came home to no air conditioning, ahh. Went over to Krysta's to chill and found Victoria and Zac under the bed, suspicious? prolly...jk jk.


right now? waiting for the air guy to come, its hottttttttttttttt, helllllllllp

Peace <33
((me))

p.s. im glad theres nothing btwn me and marissa anymore, i liked talking to her and hopefully i can again, thanks.

Like a bad star, im falling faster down to him...

WOO!
my new computer is working...woo!!!

been a while my friend. not much has happened past cpl of weekends ive done A LOT of thinking and i've come to realize who my real friends are, and those i thought were DEFINTILY arent, and they know who they are. Its kinda starting to freak me out that within a month 3 parents have died, i dont know how i could survive without either of my parents. Zac, im sorry. Fil, I'm sorry.
School sucks, more than ever. Right now, im at the library "working on a porject" with pj. WE're having fun though. i couldnt remember how look up books so i followed this little kid around so i could watch him, and learn :-)
I'm officially a TRUE dumbass, today i "took" a whole roll of film in photo, yeah there was no film in the camera =\

This weekend is gonna be fun, and really im not telling why, those who know, know those who dont..HAHAH.

YOU, i dont mean this in any way to be mean, but you need to chill out and stop freaking out over nothing! Me and HER feel like shit cause of the things you say...STOP.
p.s. your welcome for this weekend >:O

WEll guys im off, hopefully my NEW computer will be working by this weekend, if not its just more library/jenna house trips.

haha, you're not invited to the sleepover, and go get ernie for jennna!!!!!!!!!! :-D


peace nukkah! ;-)
I love you...(not him, the other one)
((mandy))

::you are my passion for life <3::
this week has been kinda hectic, but today was a 1/2 day so i got to take a break, and relax. dad was suppoe to pick me up from school, but he called and canceled, oh well i walked home with jenna and her mommy found us and picked us up, stinky walked behind us (love that kid <3333). jenna tried to get her mom to take us to panera, but instead we got pizza. we texted "the boys" (gobbles and crackhead) and they ended up coming over for a whole 20 minutes? Max is grounded and had to be home, early...he's cracked otu lol. JEnna taught max to play :palace: but he didnt get it because he put a 9 on a queen, dumb kid.
tonight i have to make more cookies, for elections. im getting nervous because i went into this saying i had NO chance, and now i kinda think i do...i hope so...
i put up 48472389 posters for elections, and now there's like 2 up...stupid people, ill just put them UP HIGH where YOU cant reach them, :)
*I'm mad about something, at someone but i dont really want to start the confrontation, its not needed, i guess...ill just let it blow over in time adn ill get over it, like i always do. but in reality i had ti frist, than YOU stole it, and i want it back but i wont have it back because you fucking stole it.....fuck.


:::i need help, i definitly like him, but i cant have him, why am i pyscho :'(:::

hollaaaa
((mandalanda))

::i'd do anything, just ot hold you in my arms::
its been a little while?...
My break was ok, i had sedar at my grandmas first night, BORING and sedar at PAige's second night, it was fun except i met robin hartman and he's an asshole, dontl ike him at all.
((Thursday night)) after sedar went to my friend stephanie's house and slept over because on friday me and some of her friends were going to orlando.
((friday)) drove up to orlando, we got tehre 3ish? went swimming :) and than we went to friday's for dinner, ha the hott waiter's tied balloons in stephanie's hair, haha
((friday night)) we just wont go into that, love ya stephanie
((saturday)) went swimming, and paddle boating, so much fun...haha we won the race to the water fountain, but than we got wet, damn...
((saturday night)) went ot hard rock cafe, and city walk. OS MUCH FUN! we sang on chairs, and danced on chairs, got a light up necklace haha. Stephanie got sooo embarrassed..funnn place.
::oh yea forgot ot mention, me, shannon, gaby and jamie, got allie s, allie r, and stephanie with water balloons MUAHAHA::
((sunday morning)) got a phone call at 9:30 to come downstairs RIGHT NOW to "vote on something" yeah haha, the girls got us back, i definitly say they won the watreballoons, good one...and i wasnt mad lol, just shocked, good one though. :-P
((Car ride home)) slept 1/2 way through than had a potty break, thanks lol, and than came home and momma picked me up <33 missed her.
((now)) came to my aunts house to swim but my mom made me sit in the sun to get some color cause she said im green =\
((tonight)) mad homework
((new news)) i like someone and NO one knows, too scared to come out and say it...but i will in time

((jenna)) i do know everything, grossness...i wont tell i promise =)
((paris)) arent you jealous? "i know something you dont know" buahah

peace out home fries
((me
))

((help?))
I dont know whats going on, im like in the shadows...

i went to my drama party tonight and all of a sudden i turn around and like everyones gone, so i went home and waited for my dad to pick me up, meanwhile my mom is in her room uner like 5 blankets in a sweatshirt/pants and its soo hott in the house and she's crying, but i cant get anything out of her, im soo worried.....

everything was great for the longest time and then it stopped, im not saying that things are bad now, but their not good, y'know?!...i feel like i dont have anyone to talk to, like i have no one to turn to, i just want someone i can call at any time and they''ll be there for me, just someone to talk to thats all...=\

((fanda)) <----just for you pj =)

((spring break sucks))
I've been at the play the entire spring break oh i do get one day off, monday but i cant go out on monday because i have school on tuesday, :-/

that play is boring now, but hasko said its the play she is most proud of, heh...

brent bucked my 10 dollars >:o

2 ppl are coming to the play...hah

((mandalanda))

::annoying loud TV beep::
ATTN: all tennis matches on tuesday, march 25 are CANCELED
::annoying loud TV beep::

i hurt my arm, damn brick wall :-/
Not that much has changed since i last wrote...the play is ok im kinda disappointed NONE of my friends are gonna come and as much as i said i didnt want anyone to come, i kinda do..but oh well, \'its not their scene\' i guess??

Today was one of the worst days possible, besides it being the boringest (word?) it was just bad...but me and maria are ok now..im just worried about her and victoria, i know thye both say they wont be friends, but they cant stop being friends...we\'re 3, the 3 kitayz not the 2 or not the 1 but 3!!

I never wanna talk to Tommy again...i never wanna see him again...and i told him that today :-D

my life according to mash ;-)

\"Mandy is going to be living in a beautiful mansion with the lovely **** ****** (lol), who got the money from his country band that has become the best country band in the world. She is going to have a cpl of Jettas and is going to have 1 kid who\'s name is PARIS. She is also going to have a turtle and she is going to be aphotographer (but not as good as the real paris) . The is also going to have gray hair

what\'d u think of that one? holla

((mandalanda))

ive lost again
It's right there and i cant reach it, one more step and i have it or i had it. It reminds me of sand at the beach it just slides through your fingers, the worst part about it all is you cant do anything to get that back.

Ive lost too many things this year and i dont want to lose anything else...but really is there anything i can do to get that it back?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i made friends with pat? interesting...
you both know you wanna, and i'd rather you two get it over with. YOU say you wouldnt/couldnt, but you know it you know you want it! just do it...geeeeze

im special and ur not :)

there is a hot air balloon in the middle of the street
Its early and its saturday. Im going to school in like 10 minutes, i have to be at 'rehearsal' ok its more of lets put the set up and mandy volunteered :-/ its something to do!

I am pretty tired guys and last night i did NOT spaz out thank you very much.
ok im off for now
lata

((mandalanda))

::outcomes::
You go into something always with the best possible outcome in your mind...but to a big surprise it ends up in a different way. I dont know if im suppose to be sad or happy with the way things are going, but right now im content and ill take it day by day til the outcome comes otu better than it has.

p.s. HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JENNA! I LOVE YOU

::stupid pain ur stomach::
I hate that stupid pain, you all know what it is it just doesnt go away, its like the annoying fly at lunch that wont leave you alone >:o...damn them.
the play is coming up in drama, well in another month but rehearsals are getting more frequent and i dont think i like it anymore, i love to perform, but practice suks balls.
-*-I just want to say to my two best friends, you two mean the world to me and i would be so lost without you. Your the sisters ive never had.-*-

So i looked up my name on some search thing :), and there was nothing about me, i want somethign about me lol
[[war]] Im not fond of it at all but i also dont want to parade myself around about no war or w/e, i think im more scared than anythign, but im allwoed to be right?

im off, im gonna go sleep somemore, i dont feel good at all :'(

smooch :-*
((mandalanda))

[[holidays are gay]]
no not really, but today this year this one was...and max is gay too and tomorrow i have a party, shoudl be fun? we'll see...sunday NADA ppl NADA, well research paper, but nada. lol and MONDAY WOOO i have rehearsal, no not really woo but we pretend...holla

((midget))

emptiness
Life is good, people are great but you can never have it all? Im left with an emptiness but, im not gonna let it stop me...