I love you in the morning, and in the afternoon, I love you the evening, and underneath the moon.
Ok, so I went to school today, first hour was fun, helped Glady's talked to her about the Variety Show, and I asked her to tell Hasko I have all intentions of being in the show :-\. Third hour was fun as always, gotta love Murray. Yeah, he let me wear his jersey, haha paris, jealous eh? Fifth hour was boring, and Mrs. Lawrence was in a bad mood, but its ok, i guess, talked with Casey. Lunch was nice, Matt came and said goodbye :-(!! Michelle came and sat with me, good times, good talks!! <33. 7th hour was sooo boring, I'm learning to hate that class, especially the people in that class.


its all about the ins the outs the ups and the downs

<3mandyy
x to the o.

The one person you'd never expect it from is the one person who gave it to you
This weekend was alright, not gonna go into details, there's no need too. Monday morning, i got up at 4:45, blah, and did some last minute stuff, and showed up at stephens at 6, on the dot. We got to the bus, pick a seat, and we were off to Sea World...slept a little on the way up, hey, i was sleepy, and watched the last hlaf of the hulk, got there...AND I GOT STUCK IN THE BATHROOM STALL! it was scary, the lock would not move, so drunken kelly had to climb over and save me, thans darling. Me, Stephen, and Nicole wandered around looking for the roller coaster, Kraken, found it, rode it twice, then me and Stephen went on Atlantis haha didnt get too wet. Then the three of us had lunch, and we went to Shamu's adventures<3 :sigh: i love shamu, haha, we were the onyl section that didnt get wet, ;]! Then we went to see some animals, saw polar bears, walrus', penguin's, baloga(sp?) whales, sharks, sting rays, DOLPHINS, and i think thats it. Then finally we spent the last two hours of our day, riding Atlantisand Kraken. hah. Me and Stephen went on Atlantis, sat in the front, got drenched, then went on it again, got wet again, than air dried on kraken, then the genius' me and stephen are, went back on atlantis before we left, and sat in the front..we were soaking wet, for the bus ride home..it was cold, but it was still fun. Got home, felt like crap, went to bed. Woke up today, got to stay home, and now i'm here, telling you about how much fun my life is.

<3mandyy

p.s. Paris, since i couldnt comment on that entry, just awnted to say, thank you, and i'll call you later.

One way, or another, I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna get you...
Just a disclaimer, this isnt about any one person, so no assumptions.

I've made a lot of new and unexpected friends, and I like it. Sometime..'different', it can be good, but other times, its nothing but trouble. Lately, all i've been filled with is regret and mistrust, mistrust btwn friends and myself, and regret with just about everything. But hey, people are too busy to notice, too busy with my friends. I'm done with caring so much, and I'm done with all the trying, I'm moving on. It amazes me how all I ever tried to do was be nice and curteous, and it just turns around and kicks me in the ass. I'm off to sea world now, maybe I can make friends with Shamoo?

-mandyy

Im waiting for you to ask, i put my life on hold for you to call
today has just been ups and downs for me, i dont know, everything is a mess. eddie left without saying goodbye, i dont know if i could have without crying. my mom came to talk to me, i told her i didnt want to talk she said than listen, i told her i didnt want to listen, now..she's in her room passed out, tomorrow should be wonderful.

i wanna play with you on halloween, but your not gonna call and invite me anywhere, i'm just here at your conveniance. im the dumb one, waiting and waiting. well, its me now, and im not waiting, if your there your there if your not, than your not.

im not working halloween, or saturday night, i wanted to go to the beach, another time. but im excited, i get 2 nights out in a row ;].


<3mandyy

I just want you to know that every i hate you was my way of showing you how much you meant to me.
It makes me sick to my stomach to sit here and watch someone i consider a second dad pack up his things to leave. i knew they were fighting, i knew something was wrong, but didnt know that eddie is leaving forever. i cant stop crying, i'm beyond sad, i'm emotionless. i dont have anything to say to my mom or eddie, i just want him to stay, forever.

I'm good. Friday i think i'm gonna stop at paris', paige's see what jenna's up to and them i'm off to laura's slumba party. I'm bored, good to be back bowling. =)

<3mandyy

i'll update later for real, i just have to do something.

Once you pop the fun dont stop
I'm getting a headache, i've been doing so good and not getting them, and i've gotten TWO today. blah.

I've never been able to actually say I'm not looking foward to Halloween. I just, I dunno, no plans, everyone else is going everywhere else, i shouldnt have taken off work, cause i coulda gone and made some money, but instead i'll sit at home, in my lion suit, thinking i have somewhere to go, and i'll watch tv. Sounds good, i guess.

I have to finish my hw. I'm out.
<3mandyy

Under the Sea do do do do
Today = Snorkeling.

People = Sellouts.

Me = Excited.

Ridiculous = 1 word

<3mandyy

now, paris, i'm sure your four words thing had a meaning to it, but really?. lol

I'm gonna live forever ;]
Today was long and boring. Afterschool rehearsal was dumb. Tonight, gma's birthday dinner in Lake Worth, than at my dads house. Kind of looking foward to that. Tomorrow is work and drama party, dad said i can stay out later so i dont have to leave early. =D! Sunday, dad time and work at 5.30. Not to bad, maybe Saturday night I can get some people to go beaching, that'd be fun. Well no journals for me all weekend, cause then dad finds them. So Have A nice weekend all. calllllll me 9542635318
<3mandyy
xoxo

I'm dumb. d-u-m-b
Today school got out, i came home let my dogs out and changed, and cleaned, and then i brought sarah too tiffany's cause im nice like that. after that was finally off to the beach but not before i ran into fil and w/e took him to school. sorry fil but that bitch was far, never again.

Got to the beach and found Peasha and arthur, then elena and jenna came trailing up out of the water. talked for a little bit then went down to the water and saw pat, who was digging a hole. elena made a sandman, it was so amazing<3. then jenna, elena, peasha, and gula(?) left, and i was gonna, but i stayed back a little and chatted with jenny<3. oh man, i loved talking with her. <3<3. And jenny, things will work out, love youuu. So altogether 348739 people were at the beach, cause i also saw, Marissssssa, Erinn, dani, geori (we talked about shells and spencer haha), hamon, alicia and others but i dont know names. :-\ Went to work to say hi to jessica who is making 1300 popcorn boxes, sorry babe. found out that there's a preview for RADIO I wanna go!! I only hope Drier (owner) doest come in, cause if he does, no preview.

I'm out for now, i'm in a funny mood.
<3mandyy

It's about time, really, its been one too many days.
tomorrow = beach time<3 im excited, its been a while. wheeeeeeeeee.
<33mandyy

mandatha, thats me.
I just wanted to say, Goodluck to all those that are auditioning for Me and My Girl, and you'll all do amazing. Ill be behind the scenes this time. haha, i wanna say RIP The Chronicle of a Star, but now it sounds like Justin's dead. So i'll refrain. Here's a little survery you all can fill out about lil ol me. Thanks. x to the o.
<3mandyy

1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?
5. How well do you know me?
6. Do I smoke?
7. Do I believe in God?
8. When you first saw me, what was your 1st impression?
9. My age?
10. Birthday??
12. Color eyes?
13. Do I have any siblings?
14. Have you ever had a crush on me?
15. What's one of my favorite things to do?
16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
17. What's my favorite type of music?
18. What is the best feature about me?
19. Am I shy or outgoing?
20. Would you say I am funny?
21. Have you ever seen me cry?
22. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?
23. Are my parents still together?
24. What do I love?
25. What songs make you think of me?
26. If you could set me up with one person for the rest of my life, WHO would it be?

p.s. im aware there isnt a number 11, so make up an answer. =)