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2004 20 July :: 2.24am
tonight was another one of my firsts... but a verbal one.. i think scarier then the physical
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2004 20 July :: 1.57am
I leave for alaska, tomorrow. dont miss me too much<3333
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2004 17 July :: 3.03pm
Going to Alaska in 3 days, and I can't fucking wait!
<3mandy.
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[ 0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 ]
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2004 17 July :: 2.27pm
:: Mood: Nyah
:: Music: Washing Machine
See you around, Cowboy
Give me three random colors
1.White
2.Silver
3.Black
Your name is: Emily
You love: Him
You want: Non-diet Dr. Pepper
You wish: that I was at home
You have: cow slippers
You need: my mommy T.T
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2004 17 July :: 2.52am
i went to spanky's tonight for evergreen terrace, i killed the prom queen (from australia), hearts over rome and scars of tomarrow...all very good fucking bands. too bad it rained so they had to move the show inside and it was packed. oh man, evergreen is amazing..i think i am in love..with their sounds.
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2004 14 July :: 1.06am
i went to the kelsy club tonight for nonpoint, sevendust, and skindred... pretty good show, but the shound was kinda shitty. the highlight of my night was some buff ass drunk dude asking me if i think he has a hot body and then whipping his dick out and trying to molest me about 5 or 6 times in the middle of the floor.. why are guys so gross?? oo and someone else gave me a free shirt, that rocks. i'm all about free stuff, so send me some!!!
i'm starting to get less emo, but more emo at the same time, does that make sense?
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2004 6 July :: 2.17am
:: Mood: contemplative
there has been so much on my mind lately..it hurts. i am sick of caring and worrying about every little damn thing. and i am sick of my heart hurting all the time because i am so stressed out. and i don't mean emotional pain, but yes, my heart kills physically ALL the time. i think i need drugs..lol lots of drugs. but anyways...
i am getting sick of work..i sit in a cubicle for 8 hours a day just counting down the minutes from the clock on the bottom of my computer screen until the clock reaches 9pm. today i even had to put tape over the clock to help time go by faster. i do the same thing everyday. i need some sparks. i go to work, i go hang out at the warehouse or with the warehouse people..i go home and sleep and then i do the same shit again.
i want to go away...vacation sounds nice. i want to meet my dad...i want to meet a boy who will be emo over me... i want to tell my dad/technically step dad to go fuck himself and tell myself that everything is goign to be okay. that is what i want out of life.
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2004 5 July :: 6.30pm
:: Music: silence..
hrm.. i dont post here often.. but all i know.. is that it sucks to do something horrible to a person right before they leave the state.. and you try to get a hold of them.. to apologize.. and you're being ignored for that horrible thing.. -gah-
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2004 3 July :: 9.03pm
Jesus no one talks in this community...ever since people have had to pay for their journals there aren't any communities left...if anyone knows of any still up and running please lemme know. Also, if anyone is good with journal and website layouts please contact me.
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2004 3 July :: 4.08pm
i wish i could hold your hand
without remembering the past
everytime you say something sweet
i smile
but just for a while
because while my heart believes the words you say
my brain remembers the words you once said
i know sometimes you've just got to have faith
but it's so hard while your broken heart is still not mended
for months, every tear i shed put a crack i my heart
i currently have thousands of splinters
and you're pulling them out with rusty tweezers
all i want is some reassurance
to have some pressure put onto my wound
some sterilization
everyday that goes by without that
the infection grows
i'm sick of letting it spread
please, heal me
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2004 3 July :: 3.37pm
Two people. Thats all.
And I thought you said you were my friends.
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2004 3 July :: 3.31pm
What is it that you want?
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2004 1 July :: 4.35pm
i feel like i am just running around in circles and i know it is never goign to end the way i want it to.
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2004 29 June :: 11.22am
i think i hate tuesdays...what the hell is the point of a tuesday? it's not the middle of the week, it's not close to the end of the week like thursday...it's just there. i also hate my job.. officially, it sucks. i think my back is starting to hurt from sitting in a fucking cubicle for 8 hours a day. i wish i could find the same amount of money at a cooler job that would justify my leaving. but i won't. so i will stay a corp. slut. great
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[ SinfulDarkness ]
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2004 29 June :: 7.44am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Kittie
Sorry I was checking to see if the picture thing worked cuze I wanted to put a pic of me in along with an entry but I didn't know you cant go back and edit your entries and shit...wups...uh okay lemme do this lil question thing...
Fill this out and post it in the community
Give me three random colors
1. Black
2. White
3. Red
Your name is: Ashes
You love: music
You want: sleeping pills
You wish: to fall asleep
You have: to get some sleep
You need: a drink
Ya if you couldn't figure it out I am hella tired and need to go to sleep but I cant...uhm ya...anways whats crackin people, feel free to read and comment in my journal anytime or add me as a friend if you would like =D
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