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2004 20 February :: 11.54am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: splash waterfalls- ludacris
quiz..im alil bored
Name: Marissa
Nicknames: rissa,riss,mariss,riss-ma,marizzle,shrimpy,lil pissa
Screen name: m3ntalshorty,maj0rd0rkage
Sex: Female
Birthday: 11/16/88
Height: 4'10"
Hair color: dark brown with blonde highlights
Is your hair long or short: long
Eye Color: hazel
City born in: oceanside, NY
Location now: east rockaway, NY
Siblings: 2 sisters...nikki(8) alexis(6)
Parents married/divorced: divorced
Who are your closest friends: samm,jaymes,amy
Who makes you laugh the most?: joshy lyons
Who knows the most about you?: samm and jaymes
+++WHO WAS YOUR CRUSH IN...+++
Kindergarten: shane
1st Grade: kenny
2nd Grade:
3rd Grade: billy/bryan
4th Grade: billy/bryan
5th Grade: david
6th Grade: david
7th Grade: matt/bacci
8th Grade: john/tomm/joey
9th Grade: emilio *ew*
10th grade: richie
11th grade: ---
12th grade: ---
Boy/girlfriend status: single and wanting him <3
+++OTHER STUFF ABOUT ME+++
Do you have a job: i used to
What are you scared of: being alone forever
Who's your role model: my mom
Most interesting thing you've done this summer: drank too much alcohol
What store do you shop at the most: pac sun,h & m
Are you a ditz: haha sometimes
+++FAVORITES+++
Day of the week: saturday
Thing in your room: my bed
Cousin: jamie and lauren
CD: korn(issues),pantera,killswitch engage
Song(s): maroon5 (this love)
Animal: dogs,horses,cats
Ice Cream: box of chocolates,chocolate and peanut butter
Alcholic Drink:mikes,long island ice tea,sky vodka and cranberry juice
Thing to do: play soccer,tennis,dance,acting,singing
Movies: jack,schindlers list,october sky,gothika
Hangout: my house
Favorite pizza topping: i like buffalo pizza so - buffalo chicken
Where do you see yourself in 10 years: college
If you could live anywhere: san fransisco<3
Dream house: anywhere but ehre
What age do you want to get married: around 25 if possible
How many kids do you want: 1 or 2 so i can spoil them
Girl's names: shoshanna (nice and jewish..lol),savannah,cheyenne
Boy's names: jacob
+++HAVE YOU EVER...+++
Been in love?: yes
Lied?: Yes
Cheated on a test?: Yes
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: once and i felt really guilty
Tied your shoes together?: no
Eaten something with a lot of fat?: yeah, plenty of things
+++FEELINGS SIDE+++
Worst Feeling in the world: being alone,being hurt
Best feeling in the world: being with someone you love
Can you define love? no, you can define real love
Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time
Are you ticklish?: hahaha,yes.
+++OPPOSITE SEX+++
1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes,and smile
Perfect "dream" date: dinner and then cuddling on the couch
What do you look for in the opposite sex: personality
What does the opposite sex not know about you: cuddling is better than any sexual thing
+++NIGHTIE NIGHT+++
What do you wear to bed: pants and a shirt
What's your bed time: anytime i want
Do you wish on stars: i try
Is there a TV in your room: nope
What's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: nothing really
How many schools have you been to: 8 different schools
Are you passive or aggressive: more passive
Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
Would you rather be hot or cold: cold
What is your curfew: about 3?
+++FRIENDS+++
Person you can trust the most: samm/jaymes
What is the best quality of a friend: honesty,trust,caring
What friend do you have the most fun with: everyone :)
Name your friends: samm,amy,scutch,jenn,vix,lauryn,maris,jess,krys,chris,selma,sarah,leigh,cassidy,sherri,jen,jaymie,jaymes,tim josh,larry,liam,sal,nick,and so many other people that i really don't feel like writing down ...BLEHHH
+++SILLY STUFF+++
Do you glow in the dark: uhh nope
Do you posses magical abilities: sure why not
Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer: yes
Can you name all 4 Teletubbies:lala,dipsy,what asre the others?
If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: mostly everything
Have you ever tried to kill yourself: never tried but i've thought about it
Do you know anyone who SERIOUSLY wanted to kill themselves?: eddie commited suicide.......
What are you addicted to?: my cell phone?
Do you like jewelry?: ehh alil
Do you wear a watch?: nah, never
Do you believe in God?: no
Do you believe in love at first sight?: nahhh
What are your favorite tv show(s)?: everwood,7th heaven,friends
What color tooth brush do you use?: i dont rememeber
Is the glass half empty or half full: emptyyyy
Are you listening to any of your CDs at the moment:no, but im listening to splash waterfalls
my mom's bringing pizza home, but sherri probably can't come over this weekend and now im fucking mad as hell.
<3`
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2004 20 February :: 11.19am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: splash waterfalls- ludacris
im listening to splash waterfalls by ludacris and SHIT this song gets me fucking horny...heh.
well, the days have been alright. i have a pack of cigarettes and only smoked one when i was stressed and aggravated and yeahhh so thats good. cigarettes are not a daily thing for me anymore, there more like a stress reliever, just like alcohol was to me.
today:friday, i dont know whats going on today hopefully something but its ok if nothing happens, lol. sherri is coming over today and we might go to the witches brew with her and her friend crystal and her friend. well see what happens tonight and if anything else is going on. OH WELL.
saturday sherri,amy,and brian are going to be here and were going to drink and shit and amy and brian are going to smoke. thats really it. this vacation is over and i honestly cannot believe it. it didn't really go fast but still i can't believe that its already over, shit.
iheartodandrichie<3`
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2004 18 February :: 12.11am
:: Mood: pissed off
okay...FUCK YOU.
"it just seems like you want to see me every day"....sorry if i am comming off as the smoothering type, but i'm not. i didn't want to hang out tonight b/c i knew you would think that...and i didn't even want to last night. my idea of fun, isn't watching you get stoned with all your friends while i just sit there.... i came b/c a certain friend of mine gave me a huge guilt trip and i went so she could go.
and antoher thing....it's never a good thing for a guy to NOT want to hang out with you. well, you want space..have it. fuck it...take your whole life, i'm not calling, not doing any more cute things for you...not making any more plans....don't want to be too clingy WTF, if anything, i am the complete oposite, i get told all the time i am not mushy enough....why else would i give youa birthday card on Vday??...and i havn't told you once that i "really like you"...i never grab your hand, nothing...b/c i dont want you to know that i like you...b/c then it means that it is true.....then you can hurt me ...
i am emotionless again..... i dont give a fuck what happens
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2004 18 February :: 12.12am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: big yellow taxi // counting crows
I wanna see him roll his eyes at me, because I stole a french fry.
I just finished watching One Tree Hill (i taped it because I had to work.) Anyways, it definitly made me cry..but more than anything...it makes me want a friendship like Haley and Lukas have, its something i'm missing. I need a friendship like that in my life. hmm..
<3mandyy
x to the o.
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2004 17 February :: 10.47pm
man, i am a job whore.....i have held 3 different jobs in the last 3 weeks...but my current one i want to stick with for a while. i basically get paid to sit on my butt and talk to friends.....oh yeah, and give them all free food. what else could you want? i mean, when it's busy i work, but it's not usually, so i don't...<>.
i am graduating soon...which means i have to start planning out my life. do i want to wait a yar before hitting the big..COMMUNITY college...or start this summer when there are smaller class sizes and shorter semesters? or do i stay home or move out? who do i bring to prom? how am i going to be able to aford prom? arg, i'm on overdrive. HALLA
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2004 16 February :: 10.57pm
:: Music: Megalataomaniac - INCUBUS!
your no jesus
wats up guys and girls
alot has happpend since i last updated...but i will give a taste of the EXTREME
i totaled my car, R.I.P. Mazda Protege 5 i am so mad, i have to walk everywhere ahhhh
POWERLINE will be playing at rock the river with a new band member, his name is kyle he is replacing ricky. bu ricky will not be forgotten and thats for sure. we have been practicing alot. we might be main stage so we will have 30 minutes of playing time and we will be playing before Fallen from the Sky and Protagonist.
i got the new incubus CD, really good oh ya
Friday- Sam had a "party" and was soo bad at first but then transformed it into a beer fest. we seriously had over 60 beers packed in his fridge, and we all fucked up his one bedroom apartment, kyle threw up all over the floor and i stabbed jose with a knife by accident. and some gurl peed her pants, and some other gurl kept flashing her tits like it was a fuking topless parade, so funny.
Saturday- i worked in the morning and hung w/e at night
Sunday- i cant remember
Today- i went to the mall
to be continued
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2004 16 February :: 10.57pm
:: Music: Megalataomaniac - INCUBUS!
your no jesus
wats up guys and girls
alot has happpend since i last updated...but i will give a taste of the EXTREME
i totaled my car, R.I.P. Mazda Protege 5 i am so mad, i have to walk everywhere ahhhh
POWERLINE will be playing at rock the river with a new band member, his name is kyle he is replacing ricky. bu ricky will not be forgotten and thats for sure. we have been practicing alot. we might be main stage so we will have 30 minutes of playing time and we will be playing before Fallen from the Sky and Protagonist.
i got the new incubus CD, really good oh ya
Friday- Sam had a "party" and was soo bad at first but then transformed it into a beer fest. we seriously had over 60 beers packed in his fridge, and we all fucked up his one bedroom apartment, kyle threw up all over the floor and i stabbed jose with a knife by accident. and some gurl peed her pants, and some other gurl kept flashing her tits like it was a fuking topless parade, so funny.
Saturday- i worked in the morning and hung w/e at night
Sunday- i cant remember
Today- i went to the mall
to be continued
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2004 16 February :: 9.59am
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: nothingface
last night was fun. we went to drop my sisters off at my dads girlfriends house and then we went to wantagh to pick sherri up. after that amy,sherri,and i went to the witches brew and had some espresso and DAMN that shit was good and it made me pee so fuckin badly, haha. we hung around there and called some people to see who we could hang out with. we wanted to hang out with roberto but he was tired and he had to go to work at 3 so he said no.
i saw yoni and he was staring at me and kept talking to his friend about me and it was getting me really mad and everything. i wanted to fuckin punch him in the face.
so we get in the car with my mom and we drive to the wantagh bowling alley and we were waiting till 9:30 for allison,dave,and sam to come and it was like only 8:30 so we walked to wendys and then hung around in there and then went back to the bowling alley then met up with the people and they played a game and then we went back to allisons house. OK? yea.
i<3richieandod
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2004 15 February :: 7.00pm
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: starting line(poppy i know)
hmmm....
i enjoy the finer things in life.....such as burger king chicken tenders, cotton candy, walking around barefoot on the mushy golfcourse ground.....i also LOVE midnight milkyways...yummmm and the groggy feeling when you're not really awake yet but your still conscious... and i love it when my friends call me randomly just to tell me they miss me or need me... i am going to start enjoying more things
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2004 15 February :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: good one
:: Music: watching josey and the pussy cats
I'm a punk-rock prom queen, Brown paper magazine.
So let's review my Valentine's Day:
Woke up at 8, went bowling, bowled like crap. Then went to my work meeting from 11-12, instead of them re-training us, we gossiped for an hour 8-). Then met my dad at my house, and he picked me up, we went to Tamarac for my bowling lesson, which surprisingly was amazing. I learned some awesome new things, and my average is going up, wooo! Came home, rushed to get to work, and then got to work. I was talking to Candace, someone I work with, and I was feeling sad, then dun dun dnu, Lauren walked in with an amazing thing of balloons, it totally made me smile. I got cut at 8, came home, changed, did things around the house. Went to Krysta's for like .2 seconds, then went to Deerfield to say Happy Valentine's Day to m'loves. I miss Solange a lot, it was cool, i guess. Went to Roadhouse to see Jessica, and give her a flower. And omg, Mauricio was there! AND WITH A GIRL, I'm assuming it's the girlfriend that he claimed he didn't have, hahaha, busted. Went back to Krysta's to say goodbye to Tommy. Finally came home at like 10:45, and had a massive headache, called Jen (my ex-manager) to tell her i wasn't gonna come back up, cause my car wouldn't start, and just blah, stuff went wrong. So I watched TV, waiting for Lauren to call...she never did =(. Finally I called her, we're not doing anything tonight, dammit sad face x 200. So now I'm sitting here, I'm hungry and I'm sooooooo bored. Grr, this is like my 453590 update for today/yesterday sorry guys. If anyone has any ideas to keep be entertained, let me know ;]
<3mandyy
p.s. here are my lovely pictures of my balloons<3
[edit] I forgot to mention how I talked to Andrew, my valentine ;] <3
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2004 15 February :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: hoobastank
well, i have nothing to write here besides the fact that i changed the look of my journal around :) i got a new background,cursor, and perdy colors and all that shizzle. well, i hope that you like it so leave comments about the sexy changes to my sexy journal.
i.wuv.richie.and.od.<3`
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2004 15 February :: 12.45pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: hoobastank
which groupmember are you?
well, last night i went to sportime in bethpage to this wrestling thing with amy, my mom,my sisters,her friend,and the kid he mentors. it was pretty fun. one wrestler before he went on came into the audience stood on the bleacher right next to me and was spitting beer all over the place. UGH i got it on my jacket and all in my hair. ew i reeked of budweiser and my hair got fucked up. blah oh well. today i dont know exactly what im doing but all i know is that tonight sherri is coming over and hopefully we're going to go to the witches brew and yeah. february 20th i want to go to the glen cove bowling alley and hopefully i will be able to.
i.heart.richie.and.od.<3`
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2004 13 February :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: finger 11
i am getting sick of hiding behind happy eyes
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2004 13 February :: 9.21am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: nice to meet ya ma-bow wow
well, im in school and bored as fuck. my first period teacher isn't here and only me and one other person was in my 2nd period class so were not doing anything. well, hopefully today goes pretty quick. its the last day of school before vacation!
iheartrichieandod<3`
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chemistry is too boring, so i made a tag<3
this is my favorite work shirt =)
and this is just me being gay :]