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skittlicious

:: 2004 2 January :: 2.04am
:: Music: nirvana // smells like teen spirit

My friends got a girlfriend and he hates that bitch, he tells me everyday.
Tomorrow, or rather today is camping. I dont know why but Im scared, and nervous...like I dont wanna go anymore? But i think once i get there, i'll have fun. Yeah, so it's 2am and I still havent packed, i ahte packing, and i dont know what to bring, so now im scurred. lol. Atleast i found my sleeping bag, thats a plus. I'm suppose to go to Deerfield for a bit to chill w/ Mauricio but he's making all these comments and now I'm scared, so I'm trying to get out of it and he's guilting me into it cause he says that I always have an excuse. And I've been doing too much thinking tonight, I think I'm in love with a former friend of mine, like i'm really sad about him now. Im missing Maria like crazy, last night at 12 I called her, and started crying, i miss her in my life, a lot. I need to go shopping, I own no clothing that's wearable anymore. It's cold out, I think I need a new sweater. And I'm tired, but i have to pack and go to deerfield, sorry mauricio but i think my trip to deerfield is going to be postponed. I'll write again when I get bck from my trip to let you know how it was. holla youngin, woop woop.

<3mandyy
x to the o.

1 kissed me to die | with a smile on my face


theintervoice

:: 2004 1 January :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: the reverb urethra (Me and Alex-freestyles)

200four Happy Fuking New Year
hey wats up,

fast and sweet

my new year was awesome
(too long of a story)

right now i'm here with alex freestyling

ricky and gina and michelle just left

i had to work today , i work tomorrow

i am manager now

i g2g i'll update later


-Peac-E
-Hamon

2 kissed me to die | with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 1 January :: 3.33am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: clay aiken- invisible

haha another great night due to my GREAT FRIENDS. well, the ball dropped and caz,dani,aggie,nikk,val,and heather were still here and we all spayed eachother with silly string and by this time we were all drunk :) im typihng really good and i dont knwo how. my love and my baby timmy odonnell came and i hooked up with ahim and hie is tha best and i dont know what i would do withotu him in my life. well, after that they all left and i was by myself and guess who stpped bye? jaymes,tim,josh,and juli. yeahhhhhhhhhh i drank alittle more and then yeah that ahppend. thennn i talked on the phone with nikck and now im good.

i.heart.tim.odonnell.<3

[[ ..*theres no one left thats real*.. ]]

with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 31 December :: 11.05pm

with a smile on my face


rachel

:: 2003 31 December :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: tired, aching

can i help you?
someone please kidnap me tomorrow morning and take me to the beach so i dont have to work for the 6th day in a row.

..and so i can actually have a reason to wake up in the morning.

:-/

1 kissed me to die | with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 30 December :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: castle on a cloud- les miserables

Your hook up with Jesse Lacey by smurdlad
Your livejournal username
Where you meetbackstage at his concert
How you meetyou are snowed in
What happensyou become another groupie
What resultsmarriage
This happens onDecember 9, 2018
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


well today was pretty sucky. i was supposed to go to chuck e. cheese with my mom, my sisters,my moms best friend,and her 3 sons and marisa buttt it turned out my mom was a bitch today so when i woke up at like 9:00 i went back to sleep until the phone woke me up at 1:00 and it was marisa then we decided we'd hang out later and then i woke up again at like 4:15 soo today was a wash but then i called and called people and it ended up being lauryn,marisa,and jess m came over and then we invited krystyn,chris, perri,jess r,grums,caz,and dani...were having a jolly old time and we decorated my house for new years and stuff. well, this should be fun because were all freakin crazy psychos. have a fun day everyone! xox !

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

with a smile on my face


skittlicious

:: 2003 30 December :: 2.18pm

If you go to my journal site, and stay long enough, Girls just wanna have fun comes on..I swear.


::edit:: I took the music out, it made my journal freeze...damn.

with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 30 December :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: anything from atreyu

well, as you can see i refaced again.

its time people, if you want to be added as a friend just comment and i'll add you, im looking forward to get hmm lets try maybe 10 comments on this entry? pleaseeeeee?

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

4 kissed me to die | with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 30 December :: 12.09am
:: Mood: horny ;)
:: Music: anything from brandnew

well, i wasn't satisfied with the background and everything so i changed everything to a 'pinkish theme' and i have a nice new icon, im going to get a better one soon, i just couldn't find any good ones and 'crazy love' was the best that i could do. jaymes and mills just left alittle while ago and they are the best and i love them, haha! last night i talked to this kid richie from the cruise that i went on last year on the phone for like 20948054098543543 hours, it was actually fun and we had a lot of stuff to talk about. today was nothing special just really hung around,talked to amy (it was her first day in FLORIDA! which im excited for her.

i got a phone call from od today <3

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

with a smile on my face


skittlicious

:: 2003 29 December :: 10.54pm

I'm contemplating taking a "woohu break". I dont know why, but lately I've been thinking about resigning from my beloved journal..we'll see. I'll know after New years.

<3mandyy

any thoughts?

2 kissed me to die | with a smile on my face


werealljaded

:: 2003 29 December :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: hyper

MY COMPUTER IS BROKEN SO I HAVN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET ON IN A WHILE. HI JULIA!
currently there is a baltimore boy screaming in my ear...i met these 3 guys on christmas at work and we're hanging out now, they seem pretty cool.......they're in a band called never the machine forever.....in a month check out the site. just add a www.neverthemachineforever.com and ull be kay.

with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 29 December :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: invisible- clay aiken , lol

well you'll see that my mood says accomplished and its true, im very pleased with myself i just refaced my journal! i put a new background in,changed the font color, the journal background color,and the link colors and i got the pretty star cursor :) im actually really proud of myself. i did this with NO HELP! haha well, anyways im sitting here with krystyn,lexi,vaughn,and mills and were just thinking of things that we can do, oh well, ackkk i miss my sammibabes and amy!

.:.theres no one left thats real.:.

with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 29 December :: 3.17pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: i hope you die- bloodhound gang

short and sweet since all my entries keep getting deleted before i update, here --->>

i went to the movies with jenn,scutch,vix, jaymes,tim,and larry, and i got drunk and i started with some bitch and almost fuckin punched her. i finally saw OD after a very long like 4 freaking months and i really do like him so much and i just realized how much i missed him after not seeing him for a whole 4 months when i used to see him everyday. and then jaymes my best friend always came back to my house and we chilled alittle there and casey picked jaymes up. last night i called A LOT of people and i have no clue what i said to a lot of them so im kinda scared that i said something really bad to someone....ack. oh well its all good. and i just realized that.....

[[..timothy odonnell..]] // has my heart <3

.:.theres no one left thats real.:.

with a smile on my face


rachel

:: 2003 28 December :: 7.43pm
:: Mood: slightly amused

father on the phone
sit down.
stand up.
pace 2 times.
sit down.
cross legs.
uncross legs.
stand up.
pace kitchen.
sit down.
et cetera
yeh.

with a smile on my face


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 28 December :: 4.07pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: anything by jack off jill

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Moderate
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:High
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --



haha very high BORDERLINE! lol, i dont know what half of this shit means but yeah. i think jenn,alaina,vicky,jaymes,tim,and larry are coming over for alittle to yeah...sooo im just sitting on my computer doing nothing for now.

.:.theres no one left thats real.:.

with a smile on my face

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