im-sorry
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2005 23 January :: 9.27am
im sorry
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skittlicious
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2005 8 January :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: the pixies : i bleed
don't apologize, i hope you choke and die.
I'm so content, but at the same time I'm so unhappy. Is this possible? How can i be feeling two opposite feelings/emotions, so strongly? I'm lonely, but not necessarily for love, for a true friendship. Anyone that I've thought I would be able to trust has let me down one way or another, I have no one anymore, but myself. I just want that one person I can call up and turn to, no matter what, when, or why. I want that person I can tell EVERYTHING to and not have to worry about them saying anythign to anyone else. I have a best friend, who I love dearly, unfortunately I cant trust her..and that's where I get lost. The one person I thought I could trust I can't, it made me question everyone and everything. I'm so very unhappy & I just want to curl up into a ball, and never open up again. I'm off to work, I wish that building would burn down, so I wouldn't have to work there anymore, die steakhouse, die.
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[ jaganshi ]
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2005 4 January :: 10.38pm
I'm sorry I don't like going a month without seeing him. I'm sorry I hate that I feel like I'm entitled to more than I have.
There. That was my homage to the title of this community.
Also, anyone know why this particular page takes so long to load? That's the main reason I rarely check this community.
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2004 29 December :: 4.40pm
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get, <3.
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[ 0x-fwah-em-chan-x0 ]
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2004 7 December :: 10.12pm
:: Mood: Blah
:: Music: King Diamond -- Coming Home
Yeah.
1. Cut-Here Red
2. Gangreen Green
3. Dead Gray
Your name is: Emily
You love: Jarid
You want: to lstop being a procrastinator; to have people understand they don't need to buy me things (except necessities =p); my room to cool down
You wish: things weren't so complicated.. That maybe some one could instantly understand my urgent feeling and how wanted by so many people at once feels..
You have: sleepy feelings.. bad breath?
You need: to learn a virtue called devotion and how to peg a wandering mind and heart to one.
I love you. Now only if my mind could understand that.
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2004 7 December :: 9.43pm
:: Mood: rejected
I'm sorry I'm not who you wanted me to be.
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2004 28 November :: 11.27pm
:: Music: green day
i'm getting bored. i want to move... i want to get my life started, i feel like i'm stuck in neutral.. just going blindly. i'm ready to swith into 5th gear. i want to go to cali, or ny, or seattle.... i want to be somewhere where i don't know a soul.. a fresh start. just some excitment.
but i'm chickenshit..chickenshit who's in love
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2004 26 November :: 4.53pm
:: Mood: tired
Floorboard's filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Drivin' through the rain with no radio,
Tryin' not to wake her up.
Cell phone says "low battery",
God, what if I break down?
I'm just lookin' for an exit with a lotta lights,
A safe little interstate town.
Just a cheap hotel,
With a single bed,
And cable TV:
Is good enough for me an' Emily.
Some day, when she's old enough,
She's gonna start askin' questions about him.
Some kid at school brings his Dad for show an' tell,
An' it gets her little mind a-wonderin':
"WHERE'S MY DADDY?DO I HAVE ONE?
DOES HE NOT LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO?"
Oh, maybe I'll find someone to love the both of us, now
An' I'll tell her when she's old enough to know the truth.
WILL IT BREAK HER HEART?
WILL SHE UNDERSTAND
THAT I HAD TO LEAVE?
That's what was best for me an' Emily.
That house was never clean enough; his dinner never warm enough.
Nothing I did was ever good enough to make him happy.
So I guess he gave me what he thought I deserved,
But it would kill me if he ever raised his hand to her.
Big rigs are throwin' rain on my windshield, now
An' I feel like they're laughin' at me.
Fin'lly the storm is lettin' up
An' the mornin' is breakin' free.
It's a brand new day,
It's a second chance.
Yesterday is just a memory,
For me an' Emily.
Floorboard is filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Least there's one good thing that he gave me,
An' she's startin' to wake up.
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my sister played this song for me on our way up to orlando, because she thought it would describe the way things were when i was little because i am the only one who doesn't remember HIM and my mother had the same fears when leaving HIM. 18 years... fuck HIM, i just hope one day i'll get the balls to actually say that face to face.
okay, i'm done being emo. i'm hardcore.. ha. heather, lets go to san diego!!!!
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[ insanepenjuin ]
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2004 15 November :: 10.06am
I'm sorry I didn't turn out like the perfect little girl you hoped.
I'm sorry I make you angry.
I'm sorry I'm human.
I'm sorry I'm worthless.
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2004 12 November :: 12.21am
1. green
2. black
3. blue
Your name is: Jena
You love: Jim
You want: to leave this place
You wish: everything was back to the way it used to be.
You have: nothing.
You need: to stop pretending.
<33
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2004 9 November :: 5.23pm
I'm sorry that I can't be perfect.
I'm sorry that I make you angry.
I'm sorry that I yelled at you.
I'm sorry I made you cry.
I'm sorry for just being me, I love you <3
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[ wonderelf ]
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2004 6 November :: 9.37pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: taking back sunday-decade under the influence
1. orange
2. hot pink
3. black
Your name is: corinne/wonder
You love: nick
You want: nick
You wish: nick <3ed me
You have: dr pepper
You need: advil
pfth. sorry. :D that was more of a joke. umm. but my name's corinne, people call me wonder...to find out more read my journal, obviously, or read my profile.
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2004 18 October :: 7.01am
it just makes me so mad, I can't live through another Victoria, or go through another case of that. I can't lose "him" to a friend, I'd die. I did that for 4 years of my life, I'm not doing it for another year. Im feeling so much regret right now, I just want to curl up in a corner and scream and cry and sleep and just never have to get up. And btw, I don't want to go to Beastie Boys tonight, I don't want to do anything. AHHHH! Alright, I"m done.
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[ Insanepenjuin ]
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2004 16 October :: 8.45am
:: Mood: tired
1. black
2. red
3. grey
Your name is: Als-chan
You love: silence
You want: a life
You wish: for a reason to be
You have: nothing
You need: a life
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