WayAwayFromHere6: seems everyone is heartbroken now-a-days
WayAwayFromHere6: besides you


does that make me wierd??

im jk in the music
YOUR ALL LOLLYGAGGERS!! MWAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA sorry!! :0) okk i like the lolly part but the gagger part is kinda like your throwing up
i will be using that word in just about every lollygagging sentence i use! okk thanks for understanding

sinceraly, (CANT LOLLYGAGGING SPELL)
your lollygagger friend
Lisa Valerie (the lollygagger)

i changed my journal layout so its kinda happy bc i been SO HAPPY no reason really i just am! you wont see my layout unless my username is like SnOwFlAkEa4 not snowflakea4 but i covered this already im getting really excited for the weekend and tomorrow!!! yay! okk more later

i just finished replying to a comment in my last entry. any way last night was bad first i messed up on my shows bc i had no energy and i was tired and made alot of mistakes and to top it off i couldnt sleep ok i fell asleep at like 11 and i woke up to our alarm bc my dad set it off! so i fell back asleep and in 5 mins the company called to check up on us. okk well than i went back to sleep and woke up about 30 mins later bc i was uncomfortable. than slept for 45 mins and woke up screaming from a bad dream than the last time i woke up was 356 and that was bc my dads tv was loud so i lowered it and just gave up on sleeping! im kinda wondering why that happened.. was i stressed overworked guilty idk anyway well im kinda going to cut this short bc i have an orto appt soon

SARA (A) AND MEANA
YOU GUYS I AM SO SORRY... YOU BOTH KNOW I CARE ABOUT YOU AND IM SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN SORT OF IN A WAY NEGLECTING YOU I JUST TRIED CALLING SARA AND NO ONE WAS HOME SOO ILL TRY LATER WE ALL ARE GOING TO GET TOGETHER.. THE 3 OF US BEFORE SCHOOL!!! OKK!! LOVE YAS


*lisa

YESTERDAY- i had a few shows in the morning and i did so bad bc i was soooooo tired but i saved my energy for the night. we picked up sara (s) and we went out to lunch at sweet tomatoes! than went to the show... sara got her ticket to see me! when i was up i gave it MY ALL!! i think i made like only one mistake according to sara lol sara love yas thanks for watching me!! well i didnt get home until 11:15 than i went to bed i was really tired.
THIS MORNING- i ate srawberry bannana flavored waffles with a spongebob face on it!! yay!! lol okk well i got to get readt for my show! byeee

wow we had our shows tonight and i did so much better.. we all did! the auditorium was packed and there were even like 5 people standing!! everyone said they liked our show the best! yay hopefully tonight we do as good!! well after my shows i went to the bridge and it was so much fun i didnt want to leave but i had to. than we went to mc donalds and craig was working and me and him and my parents had like a 20 mins conversation... that was pretty odd than i went home.. i had alot of fun tonight and my dad got me a present... he got me 2 sunblocks a hose and a cd case lol hes just wierd but i have to go its my first show of the 3rd day its at 1 i have to be there at 1230!! have a fantastic day!

ahh i forgot on my list of things i dislike the most important thing that i hate!!!

#119. Richard Stadleman

-if you know him you know what im talking about I HATE HIM!! I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HOW TO HATE UNTIL I MET HIM!!

btw my first thing for dance yesterday was horrible we were all falling off the stage and off the risers we came in late ughh it was so bad... tonight i hope we do better...
7pm at North Ft Myers High

IM FREE IM SO HAPPY LIFE IS AWESOME YES!!

ITS UPDATED # 84 AND ON!! ENJOY!
things that i think are dumb or i dislike (UPDATED #84- WHATEVER NIMBER IT ENDS TO) ill have more soon!

1. PLAYERS!! when guys are players it just sucks bc its mean and just something no one deserves, weather the 2 are gong out or not

2. Mr Hanson

3. Having to shave my legs

4. people who never say anything nice to others

5. people who say they like something only because someone they like does.

6. seeing someone laughing at mentally retarded victims

7. gold teeth

8. erasable pens (they dont erase)

9. people who drink and think they're cool talking about it.

10. same above with sex

11. people who put down another person for race or color

12. peppers and onions (a little bit of onion is okay but peppers are just boring in flavor and have an awful stench)

13. getting yelled at for not going to school because i'm sick.

14. the sun glaring in my eyes when i'm in a car no matter what you do

15. twangy country music

16. guys being perverted, it can be cute for a little bit than it just gets annoying

17. people who ask ''how far have you been?" or who assume that because you've been in a relationship for a long time, you've went really far

18. salmon

19. hypochondriacs

20. girls who wear low cut shirts and get mad at boys for looking, or are all giddy and act like this is a spirit match

21. when people make fun of any of my friends

22. rapists

23. watching sports on tv (hockey is an exception) (A BIG ONE)

24. christmas shopping in crowded stores

25. slow drivers

26. potholes

27. tailgaters

28. people who steal other people's phrases and think they're cool because they say them

29. girls wearing a lot of makeup. you don't need to.

30. girls who look good in capris, I LOOK BAD, and it's not fair

31. my feet

32. homework

33. when people sing christmas music in the middle of june

34. bras

35. pet hair

36. squeaky hinges

37. creeky floors

38. teachers who pick favorites and hit on them. (unless it's me)-not

39.slavery

40. animal cruelty

41. glitter appearing on my body when i didnt put it there.

42. people who swear every other word

43. the sound my alarm clock makes

44. telemarketers

45. sound of hairdryer/ vacuum when i'm trying to listen to music or watch tv

46. people checking me out that are not of my own age

47. checking the answering machine only to hear like 5 people hang up

48. when my dad has to know whos on the phone.. or friends doing the same its none of your business

49. wind when my hair is down

50. when mr hanson tries to yell and scare us

51. when mr hanson dances in front of the class or sings and tries to be funny

52. bugs

53. swallowing pills

54. the partridge family

55. when it's just my dad and me home together

56. pointy/ shiny shoes

57. being in 2nd hour knowing i have mr hansons class next

58. the voice of Gloria on all in the family

59. when mr hanson says hi to me in the halls

60. when mr hanson looses my papers and even though i turned them in, he gives me a 0

61. having to cut the fat off my meat

62. screaming singers or girls screaming when there friends are right in front of them.

63. when mr hanson never gives me a 100 even when everythings right

64. the words "whatever" and "nevermind" used in any mood other than happiness and joking around.

65. when people say "ill do it in a minute" and it neer happens

66. when people act stupid to get attention

67. when things say 100% real fruit juice than you look at the label and it says 50% real fruit juice

68. when friends backstab you

69. when nathan throws the bannana skin at us

70. when i have an itch i cant scratch

71. when your friends tell you one thing and act a certain way around you until they are with you with eiter guys or other friends and act different or pretend your not there

72. people who lie- i will catch you

73. when i catch someone in a lie and they lie to get out of it and contradict everything they say or lie more when i know its a lie-give it up!!

74. when people mispronounce the word "often"

75. when girls get all dressed up to go to the movies or mall and it looks like there going out to a funeral or wedding something formal like that.

76. girls that cant even walk to the mailbox with out makeup on

77. hypocrites

78. when adults buy happy meals just for the toy to either play with themselves or give to kids or grandkids

79. when the people at mc donalds dont give you your toy with your happy meal

80. when guys play around with you and tell you that they like you, kiss you and leads you on all for a dare

81. ashleys obsession with ugly guys (kenny chesney)

82. how my friends are always right about everything and im wrong but i never listen to them anyway.

83. when friends say "ill never do that" and do it anyway even if it hurts you so bad than say they will never hurt you.. and they hurt you so bad so you say go ahead you already hurt me enough

84. when my parents ask me like a million questions

85. when people just wont tell their crush they like them... you think your going to get anywhere not telling them?

86. Clint, who is sadly obsessed with me

87. Stephanie S. , also sadly obsessed with me

88. when my dad tried to be cool but he really isnt

89. when my teeth hurt and i get the chills

90. people who are annoying online

91. how my hair gets a crease in it when i put it up

92. how everyone says "I LOVE YOU SO AND SO i cant live without you".. when they break up it takes like a month and there on saying it about someone else

93. when the phone wakes me up in the morning

94. when my hair doesnt work with me

95. how my neighbor is always mowing his lawn along with mine, and the whole neighborhoods lawn.. w/ out a shirt... thats kinda gross

96. WHY CAN'T I RUN OUTSIDE WITHOUT A SHIRT!?!? it isnt fair guys can!

96. when i cant beat a video game

97. my old gymnastics coach

98. the freshman whores

99. when someone ( refer to #87) comes to my driveway with this kid that i do not like and that i want to leave me alone (#86) and im too tired to yell at her!!!

100. HOW I CANT STOP BITING MY NAILS!!!

101. Abe and Roseanne Goodman... they are like evil deamons that want to make my life terrible

102. my cousin meghan whod goal in life is to make me have the hardest life in the world

103. when people stare at me.. i want to bury their faces in a hole

104. my neighbor to my right... he never comes outside and i spy on him n his girlfriend in the patio

105. the neighbor to my left... he has partys till like 5 in the morning LOUD PARTIES! how the heck am i suppost to sleep?

106. my mirror reflection

107. when i get scared and think there is a monster under my bed

108. sluts, whores, hoes.... i seem to know alot

109. Jamie idk her last name, but she looks like a barbie doll (except uglier) and acts like a bitch

110. Nicole idk her last name but shes really annoying and acts liek a bitch too and she needs to be shot

111. Anime shows... they are just scary

112. wigger kids... they dont even deserve a name!!

113. the word supercalafragilisticexpialadocious... i cant pronunce it and i hate that

114. when bugs fly around me

115. mosquitoes

116. when i wake up at the middle of the night

117. when am having a good dream andsomething wakes me up

118. when i dont tan

Nikki came over!

my tooth still hirts its like 2 teeth left (your right) from the big 2 front teeth well the left one (your right) anyway yesterday i went out with my mom and tried to shop for her but i ended up gatting pants and 3 shirts and a bellt. but when i got home i hung around with lauren and than erica came over lol we put my socks on her antennas and she rode around like that lol thaaan, lauren and erica left but i was allowed to go out with erica and jordan (L, the girl) for an hour and we kinda went around and when erica saw her ex she spazzed lol than i went home did chores and sat around.. at like 9 erica called and said im coming over lol so she did and she wanted to go tpo the movies and beep her horn at random people so we did and we pointed at kids and were like hi 8th graders lol and some girls like "oh yeah im the shit blah blha" (not really but thats how she acted) she really said "bitch im in ninth" and were like well you look like your sixth. dpnt ask we were hyper and erica almost killed me alot of times lol but it was great lol she told me i was fun to hang around with lol but today i have alot planned ill write tonight

idk i chillaxed with nikki all day until 630 ish than i got ready and went to dance and stayed there.. my show is soon. its at North Ft Myers High soo come out and see us ill have dates and times soon but its 4 days long and like 3 shows a day (siiiiigh) im really scared that im gonig to mess up and everyone will be mad at me... grrr well ill ttyl