today was normal.. you know do nothing while my teeth hurt really bad and i keep getting the freaking chills than sleep through the evening wake up at 7 but tonight i had an idea i wanted to see shrek 2 so i asked my dad than i asked sara (s) so we went to see it lol me and sara were in out "i dont care what you people think im never going to see you again anyway" mood lol we were in the movies NO ONE WAS THERE we climbed over seats then we were modeling in front of the screen and did rolls down the wheelchair thing we kinda ran around we ever walked on the arm rests and when we were going to get the popcorn and stuff we walked like loser well i did sara said we should pimp walk.. mine looked more like i was a puppet and the people thought we were crazzzzyy than whenever they had music playing wed get up and dance!! and they had livin la vida loca at the end nd we did the salsa and merengue (spelling)than we skipped out lol we sang and stuff and when i went to sit down at the end of the movie my butt missed the chair and i plopped on the floor siiiigh lol sara than did it too so i wouldnt feel stupid lol we had alot alot of fun!! sara is coming over tomorrow too!! ILY SARA!

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I turned down shopping today with my mom. she said she had some money and asked if i wanted to go get a few new outfits and i said no but we did go to walmart and i helped her "heathy food grocery shop". i never realized how much clothing i have. and how much of it i don't wear. and how much i don't appreciate it. my parents (just my mom - my dad doesn't count, he just uses it as an excuse as to why i can't do anything- "hey dad can i kiss your ass?... "NO, YOU HAVE A LOT OF CLOTHES!") are always ratting me out for how much they(mom) spend on me just in clothes and i realize they're (mom) right. i was amazed in saying no though. sort of proud of myself in a way. i don't realize how much i have until i look at a few of my friends. they make way with what they have, i can too. i'm a little jealous of them and their strength. maybe next time i'll say no too.

It seems everything in life is great. than i look at how my summer english teacher is always lecturing me or whatever mrs. Ellsworth isn't a BAD teacher, and the scarlet letter isn't a BAD book. BUT THE FONT OF THAT BOOK THAT MRS. ELLSWORTH IS MAKING ME READ IS SO CURSING SMALL THAT I CAN'T READ IT !! i tried my mom's glasses the other night and they seemed to work. but i was watching the red wings at the same time and a headache came on with the looking up and over the glasses and under them and into them. i gave up rather quickly. than she asks me about the book and what i lerned and to summerize it she askes me questions each day. i like the book, and i know what it's about. and i could tell her the whole story with full context and emotion and all that mish-mosh, but if YOU think i've gotten ONE of those questions right ON ANY OF THOSE 4 QUESTION QUIZZES!! it's really sad.
:: So at one point in the novel, the daughter, of the mother who committed adultery and has to wear a letter A on her chest for the rest of her life, is in the forest near a swamp with her mom. she mocks her mom and makes an A out of seaweed/grass and what have you. Mrs. Ellsworth asks what this symbolizes. ...as if it's not implied. the girl is MOCKING her MOTHER. Mrs. Ellsworth then goes on to ask how the color of the weeds and grass is symbolic..? ... GRASS IS GREEN!! it's not symbolic. IT'S NOT. NOT FOR ANYTHING. she grabbed the first freaking thing that would stick to her and put it on her. she couldn't use sticks (brown) because they don't stick. they prick and that's no fun. BUT NO MRS. ELLSWORHT SAYS. they're symbolic. and for WHAT. youth. youth she says. the weeds symbolize youth.
no they don't mrs. Ellsworth.
no.
they don't.
i'm not closed minded.
i know all the right answers to her questions, and i can back them up. but they're not good enough. maybe if i believed more i could be all 'oh this is what he meant' and stuff.
how does she know anyway. were they pals? i don't think so. i'm right.
i could lie through all the tests and quizzes and get an A in the class. but i know what i'm talking about. and i make sense.

In other news...
i find it funny that my cousin and i can get in a big brawl one night and then i go away for a while and while i was gone, she and her boyfriend probably got it on or some crap and i come home and she thinks we can be something like pals BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ASSWIPE; I HATE YOU. and you hate me too. you showed me how to hate. we didn't go to my grandparents' house this year for xmas like we always do because you keep score. because you don't appreciate them. because you can't handle the fact that all you're going to get is something a little less than what you'd rather have had. and because a few times back, they weren't there. well i'm keepin score now. and the scoreboard says YOU SUCK TO THE MAX.

...we should do this again some time.

ok here is a little story to end up my journal

fairy tale
Once upon a time there has a young LOSER named ANDREW. He was I DON'T KNOW CRAPPING in the ALWAYS RIGHT forest when he met HOMOSEXUAL BOB, a run-away FLORIST from the FAT Queen JULIE .

ANDREW could see that HOMOSEXUAL BOB was hungry so he reached into his JOCK STRAP and gave him his DELICIOUS CHEESE RAT. HOMOSEXUAL BOB was thankful for ANDREW's CHEESE RAT, so he told ANDREW a very FLATTENED story about Queen JULIE 's daughter MEG . How her mother, the FAT Queen JULIE , kept her locked away in a PLASTIC BOTTLE protected by a gigantic ELEPHANT, because MEG was so HORNY.

ANDREW WET HIMSELF. He vowed to HOMOSEXUAL BOB the FLORIST that he would save the HORNY MEG . He would FLING the ELEPHANT, and take MEG far away from her evil mother, the FAT Queen JULIE , and SIT ON her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a STUPID PISS and HOMOSEXUAL BOB the FLORIST began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic ELEPHANT from his story. FAT Queen JULIE FARTED from behind a MUFFIN and struck ANDREW dead. In the far off PLASTIC BOTTLE you could hear a MUFFLED BLAST.

the end

ok... well today i chillaxed until like 7 and i went to the bridge and hung out with tim-tim, tiffany, tiara, tasha and kaitlyn... and i saw nick too lol umm well clint and steph showed up. i reached my limit i was SHAKING so bad and i told tuffany, tiara, tasha and kaitlyn about everything and they wouldnt let me go anywhere by myself and at one point clint, some sarah girl and stephanie called me over and than i was walking over there and tiffany was like oh no your not going alone and tirara didnt let me either and than there like oh we didnt need to talk to you and im like umm kk whatever bye. and all night he was staring at me and following me and stuff tiff told her mom and her mom was talking to me than... i told my dad everything..... yeah idk whats going to happen now... siiigh ttyl

yay today was my last day of school!! ok after.. me and brittany had a fun experience with her moms car lol ok i will tell you. me and brittany, nikki, joy cynthia, amanda, emily and i forget who else were gong to go to the mall and brittany asked me if i can help her get gas so i went with her and she showed me her gas card (it was amico) so we went to 711 to see if i was associated with amico and they said they werent so we were gonig to back to school bc my dad was working there and ask him when we can find an amico station so were gonig to school she took a back way and the speed limit was 20 and she was going 60 and she was like omg pedestrian AHHHH A SPEED BUMP omg that thing was big and next thing i know its like we flew up and the car slammed down again lol omggg i thought we like flew the car literally went up in the air we just laughed for like 30 mins.! we got to school and my dad wasnt there so i asked his friend and he told me it was by barnes and nobles and we realized we didnt have enough gas to go there so we stopped and put $5 towards it (gas it so expensive lately) so that got us like 2 gallons so after we found amico and we were all happy and proud we put the card in and it said see cashier so i went in and britt stayed with the car and she told me the card was declined im like what are you talking about lady!!! lol so i went and told brittany she went in lol (already were were 1 hr late for the mall) so brittany had to pay for gas and i told her id buy her lunch and dinner and stuff. so we got gas.. and went to the mall than we met up with everyone and me n britt alone went to the food court and i was in the line for subway and she had her pizza on a tray and her drink kept falling over and i picked it up than her boyfriend called so she handed me her tray and went outside to talk to him and it was like 10 mins past so i asked the lady (never seen her in my life) to hold britts pizza. she did and i went outside to get britt and when she saw me shes like WHERES MY FOOD lol im like i gave it so some lady to hold lol and she ran inside and was like omg lisa and started laughing so i went and got pizza and the guy was making fun of me grrr. than we went back and shopped around with the group and at 1 met my mom and piercing pagoda bc joy wanted to get her ears pierced and her dad wouldnt go with her nor did he at that time know. the lady there wouldnt let her and joy was so sad so my mom said shed pretend to be joys mom.. joy had to call her dad and at first he said no and she was so sad she started to cry in the middle of the mall but than he said yes!! so we went to claires and i filled out the info bc my mom couldnt bc she didnt know anything aobut joy so as im filling it out im like Name- Joy Kretchmer. OH NO shes suppost to have the last name as my mom so i scribbled it out and put farina. and my mom looks at it when i turned it in (all the other info was mine except for bday) shes like whats the scribble. im like thinking "think fast..." OH well mom i put joy annmarie and than i realized you werent suppost to put middle names so i scribbled it out. and emilys like that was a good save lol. so it was the time for them to stab her earlobe and she was soo scared but excited i was so happy for her and we were crouding around her including nikkis mom and sister and her sisters friend and even the cleaning lady was looking through the window and she got it and than me n nikki chipped in and bought her a bracelet.. than it was time for us to go so we all said bye and me and britt and nikki locked arms and went into pac sun and were trying to get through everyone was looking at us funny and we almore knocked over a rack. after i left and got my hair done than i came home and chillaxed than me and kelly went to the brige and clint.. that kid was still all over me and he was freaking drunk and sara and kelly and steph (K) saved me so many times sara pushed him and she like held on to me and kelly and me were outside and me n kelly were playing matrix and we like crawled behind and underneath cars lol than he left and i was like omg thank god!! lol than we left and im gonig to bed night lol

lalala exams and studing has been my life really im really excited for tomorrow its my last day and ill get to kinda chillax on my first day of summer vacation im going to the mall with my friends!! GIRLS SHOPPING DAY yay ive had it up to infinity with guys so thatall i needis just to be away from it all ok thats it lol bye bye

What is your favorite..
gum: jucy fruit the grape one
restaurant: sizzler and lundys red lobster.. umm wendys lol
drink: juice idk what kind
season: winter
type of weather: snooooow
emotion: humor
thing to do on a half day: tan!
late-night activity: go online, Tv EAT
sport: gymnastics, skateboarding (is that a sport) surfing baseball vollyball and basketball oh and hockey!
city: staten island... i like cape coral and ft myers too
store: pacsun and agro
When was the last time you..
cried: yesterday when i thought i lost my best friend but besides that it has been a while
played a sport: today well i skateboarded and tumbled a bit
laughed: today
hugged someone: today
kissed someone: i kissed my mommy on the cheek :0)
felt depressed: not depressed... but i was stuck in a situation
felt elated: idk what that work means
felt overworked: wed- friday exams and studing non stop
faked sick: the day i didnt want to g out with some kid thats obsessed with me
lied: been a long time
What was the last..
word you said: ow
thing you ate: pizza
song you listened to: cant get my head around you
thing you drank: water
place you went to: the bridge
movie you saw: the emporors new groove
movie you rented: the hot chick
concert you attended: battle of the bands
Who was the last person you..
hugged: tiara and tiffany
cried over: afraid i lost kelly.. my best friend
kissed: i dont know his name ... lol
danced with: sara lol
shared a secret with: tiffany, tiara, tasha, tiffanys mom, kaitlyn
had a sleepover with: lauren, sara, olivia, kelly
went to a movie with: brittany
saw: my doggie
were angry with: my dad
couldn't take your eyes off of: some really hott kid
obsessed over: food
Have you ever..
danced in the rain: yes
kissed someone: yes
done drugs: no
drank alcohol: yes....
slept around: no
partied 'til the sun came up: no.. wait i did once with my stuffed bear when i was 8
had a movie marathon: yes
gone too far on a dare: yeah lol at simones sleepover
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes
taken a survey quite like this before: yup except this was more interesting

exams tomorrow! today was the last day of school and i forgot my term paper... and my cell to call my dad AHH so mrs miles let me borrow her phone so i was on the phone while my class was praying i felt so left out lol but than my dad brought it by third period ok and by the end of the day i realized i didnt forget my cell it was in my purse i was mad hehe lets see... in spanish we dance the salsa and merengue (spelling) it was fun in tutorial me joy and nikki bothered mrs OB until 315. im really going to miss chem. we warned mrs ob about the future sophmore whores. yes in my school 95% of the girls in the class of 2007 are WHORES OR SLUTS and they make me mad lol ok well i vented,].. wish me luck on exams tomorrow

ok i went to battles of the band i was there for 5 hours about idk who won but "death of a salesman" were really good so after me nad sara had to leave so we were going to say bye.. lets see everyone else said bye except guess who.. jake. ironic isnt it he didnt say one word to me or sara and gave sara all these dirty looks and rolled his eyes at her and stuff and looked disgusted with her for no reason he didnt really do anything to me until i accedently touched him (GOD FORBID) and he was like "DONT TOUCH ME!" i wasnt mad i was just like ok i wouldnt want to but whatever. it actually didnt affect me in any way whatsoever. but me and sara made 2 new friends. a girl named toni and a guy named nick. i was playing guitar and skateboarding yesterday at the bridge. lol it was funny bc i was doing something on the guitar and nick is like wow and im like what and he goes you just played a chord that is really hard and takes tons of practice. im like whoa i didnt even know what i was doing. and i was doing an ollie on the skateboard and the kid was like wow and im like omg what and he said i did a kickflip lol im like wow thats interesting. but i just kinda did those 2 things last night and i fell alot hehe idk i spent the whole night with sara and i still havent talked to kelly im so scared that me and her are drifting away ill talk to her about it but im going to maybe write tonight i must study for exams

chipper haha thats a new one i kind of like the word and i hope it means happy yes im happy but im mad at the same time. well me n sara had a dramatic time last night with tiffany telling her sister she wanted to kill her than tiffany said she hated me n sara sooo we didnt like her and i mentioned earlier.. around chritmas in this journal that this was russel's ex and she told me and kelly she tried to strangle her sister and stuff but yeah and me and sara hung out and i saw tiffany like malking handmotions and i heard her screaming at us like how she hated us and we were "stupid girls" so i was like whatever i dont care and like an hour passed and me and sara were trying to make brittany (her sis) feel better and i was walking alone and i feel someone tug at my hair i turn around its tiffany and she looks at me and is like "so hows russel" so we talked and she said she was sorry for getting mad at me so we walked around than we went by ted, eric jake steph her BF and tim and talked than steph and her bf left. and than ted and eric did too like 20 mins after so me sara tiffany, angie and jake and tim talked than steph and her bf came back with clint I RAN AWAY AS FAST AS I CAN than tiffany told me to face him so i did... :0/ i dont think i told anyone but this kid is obsessed with me and when i see him hes like all over me and stuff. but he like chased me down and was following me and sara tried to get him away from me by pretending that me n her were like lesbians but he pushed her so that pissed me off so i pushed him and went over back to jake and tim. and well my mom finally came and as soon as i saw her i ran to get my stuff ran back to say bye and raced to the car and he was trying to kiss me and hug me more and im like holy fat cow my moms here get off me!! AHHH that kid needs to freaking understand. so today i told him not to ever do that bc it scares me and he scares me and there is no chance for us so for him to get off it and he kept gong "oh come on blah blah" grr ok lighter note.. me n sara are going to battle of the bands today bc jake tim and alex's band is playing n they want us to go and me and sara are gonig to make it look like we were going to the beach lol. ok and subject change i havent talked to kelly in forever siiiigh.. well i better go get ready to go to the concert.... bye bye love yas and kelly call me when ever you can

tomorrows spellamania... finally the best time of the year i am so happy. lets see... today was a very funny day this morning in english we had to go to a "cave" (the dance studio) and she shut the lights and me and erica were kicking eachother it was so fun bc i screamed.. that def. broke the silence lol than school ran on lalala after school i let ashley watch the movie and all she said was "we are going to fail" no we are not ashley the worst we can do is a C mrs O'grady said so lol umm than well really funny story

Ashley: can i use your phone
Me: yeah!! {i talk to sara}
{Ashley is there talking on the phone and im not paying attention to what she is saying}
Me: OMG i missed my carpool! the nerd and the retard arent here and they were going to come like 45 mins ago!! crap!!!
Sara: i can take you home
Me: naa its ok ill call my dad
Ashley: {off the phone} my mom said we can take you home i just asked
Lisa: wow ok i didnt hear you ask. wait how did you hear me!
Ashley: its easy you talk so loud
me: ok... well im going to call my dad and tell him {i dial my dad}
Dad: hello
Me: dad i am sooo sorry i missed the carpool they left without me and didnt look for me and i was.....
Dad: THEY LEFT ALREADY
Me: what the fruit... {i look at the clock it saya 2:57}
oh i am soooo sorry i thought it was 4 im like an hour ahead of myself never mind sorry bye {i hang up and ashley starts laughing histerically}

and guess what guys.. im adding more to the things i hate list (located towards the end of the page) ill post it back up when i get to a higher number!!!!

i am on the phone with nikki it is funny. today i went to school all happy than it was wierd it was good and all but ok and nikki came home with me yay! and we goofed off and she dialed a 7 diget number that wasnt mine.. there is a funny story behind that one lol but yeah tonight was a pretty exciting day. especially when me n nikki got into a pillow fight and she chased me down the street! lol good times nikki. brett tudored me nikki and brittany today in religion which is now my fav subject bc he is hott lol dont ask wow lol ok im going to complete my hair bye bye

were dorks
Nikki: i think he plays golf
Me: what he is such a dork losers play golf
Nikki: hey! my dad plays golf
Me: i know so does mine and i sometimes do too


*im soooo stupid that proved it lol

im dancing and typing at the same time lol i love this song!! well lets say now friends dont pressure eachother... especially when i t comes to dating boys.... HINT HINT! just because he likes me doesnt mean i have to go out with him... this is dedicated... i mean like some kid likes me that another one of my friends wants me to go out with but she doesnt like force me to be around him or anything bc thats really wrong... but ok enough of that. the kitchen is still a mess and thats all in my life. nikki is coming home with me tomorrow i am happy!! yay ok im done lol

mothers day.. your suppost to be nice to your mom... me n megz decided to cook (me n her are hating eachother at the moment) so we went on the boat we had fun than my parents left me n her alone in a house to cook dinner-- big mistake we had such a bad cooking experience my cousin burnt her oven mitt in the microwave oven and it was actually on fire and she threw it on the floor and i threw milk on it lol than while we werre lauging about it we burnt the bread in the oven bc we didnt shut it off than something melted on top of it ok and me being as smart as i am on the stove the water boiled over and i was like omg and we turned it off and i spilled some on the floor and poared half out than my cousin got mad at something and shook the flour everywhere than threw it at me so i was covered with flour i could blend into my wall so i threw sauce at her and she threw a bottle of vanilla extract at me so i threw tomatoes at her and she threw the sugar at the wall and we threw vegitables at eachother than she threw the whole carton of milk at me and i threw fruit punch and she threw something we just threw stuff at eachother for like 30 mins when we were done me n her were covered in stuff and the kitchen was so bad i couldnt see the actual floor it was soo bad than our moms came back and went crazy we spent 4 hrs cleaning the kitchen and its still not clean and like 2 hrs to get the meloted cheese and stuff out of our hair but ok we just ordered out and when we answered the door he looked at us and laughed and was like "did the refigerator throw up on you?" we gave him such a dirty look lol i feel bad. yep that was my mothers day. well im gonig to go now bye bye