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:: 2005 17 March :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: amused

Happy St.Pattys Day !!

:: 2005 16 March :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: crazy

nothing seems to be worth the fight anymore.

.. not even the one that says im gunna be alright

8 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 16 March :: 7.00am
:: Mood: blank

hospitals suck..
well last night i went to the hospital.. till like 2 am, becasue i was having a reaction to my prozac.. well not really a reaction.. it just wouldnt let part of my brain fully function.. ya it was kinda scary becasue it was causing my right eye to go blury.. i gott maddd dizzy.. and i felt like there was fire flowing through my veins and it really sucked.. so now since i CANT go off my prozac i have to go to the neurologist to get onto ~~ANOTHER~~ medicine :/ .. thats fucking 3 medications.. this is rediiculous! i hate this shit.. now since we were there so late i cant go to school.. but im not tired because i guess im Over tired!

ya well thats all..

Comment please if you care..

1 wish | shooting star

:: 2005 14 March :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: dorky

i have a date for prom =)

..he dosent seem like he wants to go with me tho ?!

5 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 13 March :: 6.55pm

~~"When we started baby we were friends, but that's not how this fairy tale is gonna end, see I was thinking and it clicked one day, that no one else has ever made me feel this way." -Nsync~~

"I dream of you when I'm asleep, you even appear when I'm awake daydreaming. There is no escaping you. I just wish it was true."

its sad how its never ever going ot happen :(

i guess i just have ot get over it..

X x X x X x X x X x X x X

well i had a fun weekend.. i stayed at TRACI ANNE's the entire weekend! i had fun with her bacasue shes the only one i know i cna trust and for that i truly owe my life..

comment if you wish

-Nik

:: 2005 11 March :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: la lal la la la nikkie tryin to sing =)

TRACIIIIII !!!
alright so this is the one and only TRACI !!! hellz yea well today me and nikkie went to school and then i went to drivers ed and then at 5 we went to the mall with Christy and Ashley =) it was MMMMazing. Jimmy went to the movies with us but then he left =/ so we're gunan go call him and see if he wants to come to my house (traci's) right now ..

I LOVE NICOLE JULIE ALLEN MORE THEN ANYONE IN THE WORLD AND I WILL FUCK U UP IF YOU DARE TO THINK OTHERWISE =)

love xoxoxo Traci

p.s
FUCK ALL THE HATERZZZZZZZZZ =)

1 wish | shooting star

:: 2005 10 March :: 11.32pm
:: Mood: confused

wow i cant believe how i spent the past hour . . .

12 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 10 March :: 9.45pm
:: Mood: amused

god, do i love you !!

thanks for the laughs tonight =))

3 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 10 March :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: grrr

angry
ya so today i talked with ms navarro and she asked me what was up with virginia and me.. well for everyone who aperenly likes to make shit up and thalk alot heres whats happening..

so a few weeks ago virginias mom sed she couldnt hang out with me anymore.. so she stopped.. and when that happened she stopped talking to me as much and all that fun stuff.. ok so even now when i see her, if shes the only one around she'll talk to me.. but if other poeple are around she'll ignore me.. and i dont think i deserve to be treated like that.. also when she comes to "visit" me with amanda and brttany.. that hurts me bacasue it shows me that she can have other friends.. just not me.. so whatever.. obviously she never really wanted to be my friend, and im definatly done losing sleep over it becasue through all o this i realized how lost i was without my one TRUE best friend.. there was so much that i even kept from virginia when we were at our tightiest, that i just couldnt bring myself to tell her.. but they were things that traci already knew..

so this journal entry i about how me and virginia arent friends.. but its mostly about how Traci is such a good friend.. honestly i think i would have killed my self by now if i dint have her here to talk to..

ohh ya .. so.. to whoever is spreading shit and goes and says "ohh ya nikkie took virginia out of her profile" and all that shit.. well fuck you cuz heres why!!

wow i had a WICKED bad day today :( it sucked.. this didnt make it much better besides the fact that i know im gunna talk to traci in a little while.. then i KNOW she'll make me laugh!

comment if your care

-Nik

1 wish | shooting star

:: 2005 9 March :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: none..

blah
well right now im reading tuesdays with murrie.. its really good.. katie and a bunch of other people told me to read it.. so i bought it today, and im like almost done! its really sad though..

"love is the only rational act"

<3 Nik <3

2 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 8 March :: 11.28pm

im sooo in love . . .

Read more..

..yeah i decided to go, wtf.. and by ~~myself~~ =(

6 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 8 March :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: american idol

im bored
well right now im watching american idol and praying for a snow day tomorrow! i want to go tanning with my tracii babyy! :) lol i went to the mall with her today but we didnt find jobs like we had planned! whatever we still had fun! i love that girl! lol ya so now im watching american idol

COMMENT PLEASE!

tell me you love me.. tell me im yours..<\3

-Nik

3 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 7 March :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: pissed off

i lied

its over.. were done.. he offically broke his and whatever

its all my fault

5 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 7 March :: 11.03pm

i finally decided that i`m goin to prom =]]

even though, i think i`m gOin by ~~myself~~ =\

:: 2005 7 March :: 6.19pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: none

madd bored so...

Your Porn Star Name is: Sindee Slickbooty

Get your own Porn Star Name

Your Stripper Name is: Mocha

Get your own Stripper Name

hahah im a loser right? i konw lmao

-Nik