SnOwFlAkE *

:: 2005 9 January :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: holy water x big and rich

my favorite song!
i have had this song on repeat for like 2 days

BIG AND RICH x HOLY WATER

Somewhere there's a stolen halo
I use to watch her wear it well
Everything would shine
wherever she would go
But looking at her
now you'd never tell

Someone ran away with her innocence
A memory she can't get out of her head
I can only imagine what she's feeling
When she's praying
Kneeling at the edge of her bed

And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water

She wants someone to call her angel
Someone to put the light back in her eyes
She's looking through the faces
The unfamiliar places
She needs someone to hear her when she crys

And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water

She just needs a little help
To wash away the pain she's felt
She wants to feel the healing hands
Of someone who understands

And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me
And she says take me away
And take me farther
Surround me now
And hold, hold, hold me like holy water
Holy water

such a sad song but so good

(its about a girl who was raped)

download it if you didnt already

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 8 January :: 12.58pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Some Beach-Blake Shelton

but that needle down deep in my gum, and started drilling befor i was numb...
WELL !! on thursday Lindsey called me and asked me if we could switch times, because she said she whent in at 5 and with out thinks i was like no, i have plans because i didn't want to be there all night, but later that night i realized i was schedual to go in at 5, so on friday knowing Lindsey had no idea she whent in at 4, i whent in, and she wasn't there untill 440? so i covered her ass, how nice.
[[ folds arms ]]
but ,i kinda ended up having some problems and i had to leave early. wich was fine, i shoudl have been out anyway. by that time it was 8. and i laye din my bed talking to my dad untill 1015 befor he decided to go to bed, and i layed there a few people called me. and yeah that was pretty much that..
[[ sorry B r i t t a n y ]]
and then at 12? danny came over for a little but he wasn't feeling that good either, and had to get up early the next morning so, he didn't stay long.
So i came back in and i laye din my bed on and off the phone untill like 4, and i couldnt sleep so i finished my scrap book [[ YAY !!]]
Passed out after that untill around 6, and once again i coundt sleep, but my moma, was awake so i whent to talk to her, then she left to go to the store and i watched three movies, untill almost 1? actually i watched 2 movies but i watched one of them twice [[ ;] ]] anddddd now im here, debating on what to do untill i have to be at work, i might have to go buy a pair of shoes for work tonight depends if My shoes ended upp at work or not
[[ crosses fingers ]] ..we'll see...
but yeah i guess immma go lay down and watch yet another movie, lol i know i know g e e k =]]

Ox `<33*
ashy

We don't give a fizzuck my nigga we young and bizzuck
We'll fuck a nigga's shit up if nigga is fuckin' with us
And then pump 'em make 'em lift up, hit 'em up and be out
And we out for cash motherfuckin' money baby

mwahhahahaha ;]

10 wishes | shooting star

xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 8 January :: 2.53am
:: Mood: crappy

my tummy goes from "i hate you" to "im okay",and back to "i hate you"

no one will let me sleep i swear, i came home at 8 from work and tryed to go to sleep its almost 3am and i still havent gotten to sleep, im not even tired anymore blahhhh

im finish my scrapbook
ill bbl IM SURE

Ox<3`*

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xonixieox

:: 2005 6 January :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: holy water x big and rich

SNOW DAY!!

YAY today was a snow day

ya so today during the SNOW DAY i sat at home and watched spice world and laws of attraction.. then i went to Gini's.. then we went to amanda's..

then Me Gin Mada Kevin Luke Jonathan and Danny all went to ben hem and played on the slides for like an hour! i got soaked! it was sooooooooooooooo much fun.. i tackeled danny and so did Gini.. lol sorry danny.. ya so i fell on my ass atleat a million times..

then i came home and tried to do my spanish homework.. but it didnt happen so now im talking to kimmi and writing in this!

comment!

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 6 January :: 1.15pm
:: Mood: calm

hey babybuh

I haven't talked to you today, and im not going out to lunch so i doubt i'll get the chance to see you befor we both go off to work, and im not sure, if i'll see you after you get off because you have to get up early and what not..

..butt i love you,
i thought i'd let cha kno =]

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 6 January :: 12.17am
:: Mood: creative

COULDNT THINK OF AN UPDATE SO I DID A FEW QUIZES

You are Toilet Paper.

You are used and taken advantage of by a lot of people, including your friends. They make you be the one to clean up their messes in their life. But the only reason that this happens is because of your kindness and commitment. These are the qualities most members of the opposite sex look for, which makes you hot. Yes, toilet paper is hot. But be careful that your lover doesn't use you to their advantage, and be sure that they are not seeking too much control. Remember: Toilet paper is used by many, but is most often considered valuable when it is not there in time of need.

Most compatible with: sock.

Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?

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xonixieox

:: 2005 5 January :: 4.02pm

stole this from meg :)

x all the things that apply..

Have you ever...
[x] been drunk.
[x]smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[x] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[x] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[x] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[x] had a car.
[x] drove

Do you...
[ ] have a boyfriend.
[ ] have a girlfriend.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] think your attractive
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to jazz
[ ] listen to classical and/or opera
[ ] listen to showtunes
[ ] listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than one best friend.
[] get good grades
[ ] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[ ] wear boxers.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[x] like the color purple.
[x] like the color pink.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[ ] medium height.
[ ] grounded.
[ ] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[x] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[ ] don't care.
[x] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[ ] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[ ] thirsty.
[x] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic
[x] depressed

hahahah i love those thingers.. but i dont understand the point of them lol

comment!

-Nik

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xonixieox

:: 2005 3 January :: 1.40pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: none

in ms navarros!
Survey..
Best _____ of the year:
- party: new years eve baby
- show: one tree hill
- new show: summerland
- Comeback show: ?!?!?!?
- Reality Show: highschool reunion.. i guess.. mabye
- TV moment: who knows..
- cd: Eminem: ENCORE
- song: when the sun gos down~ kenny chesney
- remix: dunno
- movie:cinderella story.. its so cute
- videogame: wouldnt know
- experience: hmmmmm..
- concert: kiss concert 04' with janet and erika!
- book: uggg :/ lol
- month: october
- day: i dunno

Worst ____ of the year:
- party:Kimmi's cuz me and christina had to go home
- show: im not sure
- new show: i dunno.. hard questions
- Comeback show: ?
- Reality Show: BMOC
- TV moment: ????
- cd: hillary duff
- song: i dont listen to bad songs
- remix: ?!?!??!
- month: january
- day: august 1, 2004 RIP Gene i love you :(

Hopes for 2005:
- predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: not sure
- what do you hope changes about your country?: prices of things lol
- what do you hope for yourself?: to loose weight.. i dunno
- what do you hope for your family?: maybe to fucking get along

During 2004:
1. where were you when it began?: Christina's house
2. did you stay up?: obviously
3. what was your new year wish?:dont remember
4. how many boy/girlfriends?: ohh god im not sure..
5. broke up?: ummm?
6. have any crushes?: hehhe yes
7. care to mention names?: no thank you
8. new friends?:Virginia.. me and brittany got close again baNg 4 life baby
9. had to say goodbye?: dont make me cry.. yea i had to say goodbye
10. missed anyone?: Gene
11. win anything?: dont think so
12. best place you went to?: bahamas
13. worst place you went to?: a wake
14. happiest moment?: all the baNg sleepovers hahhhahhahhaha
15. how was your birthday?: good i had a sweet 16 that was awesome! got lotsa present!!

i felt like donig this becasue i found it somewhere.. lol ya so im in ms navarros and im bored sooo...

well thats all for now

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 January :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Remeber When

hes jsut not that in to you..

<3If He wants to find you, he will.

<3He's not calling you because you are not on his mind

<3If he creats expectations for you, and then doesn't follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realize thats he's okay with disapointing you

<3If he's choosing not to make a simple effor that woudl put you at ease and bring harmony to a Reccurring fight, then he doesn't respect your feelings and needs

<3You deserve a phone call

<3Theres never an excuess for CHEATING or talking to another girl, excpet hes jsut not into you
Cheating is cheating no excuses, it onyl get easier every time it's done. it's only hard the first time, when one feels the sting of morality and guilt of betraying someones trust, by now there pros and wont feel it. But remeber there ont cheating themselves because they dont get to be with you

<3Cut him off let him miss you, if your always the one chasing, he wont chance you? he wasnt the one

<3He dosent need to be reminded that your great

remeber this
its more than true.

<333 Ox *

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 2 January :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: drained

Some one should give me a stiff //.Kick*

or a really big
[[ hug ]]

=[

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xonixieox

:: 2005 2 January :: 11.55am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: big star x kenny chesney

vacation
vacation is sadly coming to and end..

vacation was amazing... even though i didnt have a very good christmas, and there were alot of fights between me and my family.. this has been the best winter break by far! wow it has been about baNg! i love you girls.. lol and partying with the boys! im happy that everything is slowly coming together again ! M5B!!!!!!! yay! im so excited.

we're going back to school tomorrow and i have decided that im going to start over.. im actually going to try in my classes.. i have detention on the 4th but w/e.. im even going to try to get on honor roll.. this is my new years resolution.. to do good in school and to actually try!

i dont want to go to schhol tomorrow becasue this vacation was amazing but theres nothing i can really do about that.. i cant wait till summer.. even though i have a job and im fully commited to that this summer is going to be amazing.. im gunna make it the best!

ok thats my wisdom for the day

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2005 1 January :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Beautiful Soul

<333

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

i love this song...

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xonixieox

:: 2005 1 January :: 6.40am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: too early for music

2005

happy 2005 baby! this years gunna be the best

wow new years was pretty fun.. well the begining was.. so let me see.. it was me amanda gini kevin dj cam bill anthony and chris.

i smoked 2 bowls with my fucking brother!

ya so it was suprising and pretty fucking interesting! ya so then they drank but wouldnt let us girls drink so that was kinda gay!(even though we drank a little anyways) lol then we all came upstairs and watched the ball drop on the fuzzy tv that barley works lol.. that was fun.. then my mom made all the boys go downstairs and the girls stay upstairs .. so then we all went to bed and now we're here in the morning feeling quite lovely lol

ok so now amanda just left.. and me and gini are trying to convince the boys to bring us to bickfords! yay!

-Nik

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xonixieox

:: 2004 31 December :: 8.21am
:: Mood: bored

homewrecker x gretchen wilson
well i had a doctors appointment yesterday and got put onto prozac instead of zoloft :/ whatever as long as im happy i dont care what medicine im on.. anyways.. i was thinking.. anyone who is depressed just put on cmt or 99.5 or vh1 country.. guarenteed to put a smile on your face.. i think thats bang are like the only people at NHS who listen to country music .. with the exception of Katie and Dj! lol

ya so its new years eve and hopefully baNg is coming here.. but i hope my brother is having a party so that alcohol will maybe be involved lol! hahahahhahah im so funny.. hahaha i wish that i had kodak on here but w/e if ya'all wanna see my pictures go to..

picturessss!!! click!!

ok thats all for today..

Remember when___________________?
(fill it in)

comment now bitches ! lol

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 30 December :: 1.11am
:: Mood: sleepy

hola friends
So. i woke up today and did a few things around the house. Whent and picked up Birttany, Logan , and of course ms.chyenne.

we ran around for a while.
then i had to go home and wait for the A.C man. only to realise it was thrusday so barbra the cleaning lady was there to take care of it so i didnt need to be there.

and about that time danny <33 was calling me to see when i was coming to see him. so i headed over.gowsh. hes so sick =[[ i feel awful. i justed layed there with him untill i had to go work.

work was okay i suppose. extreamly slow, wich means --->boring

Danns dad called me at like 8:15 and i got really scared =\ but he just wanted to make sure i was coming over after work, cause dannys was asking. i was like yeah of course !!. i didnt even wanna go to work =\ i didnt wanna leave him...
..so i got off early (( 8 30 )) and then i whent straight there. and i layed down with him.i kinda have him a hard time, i mean i wasnt being mean. but i wouldnt let him use his blanket past his knees, cause it keeps the fever in and it was already at 103.3. and i made him drink gatoraid. other then that we just layed there. by the time i left it was at 101, wich made me feel alittle better but not really i feel so bad. =[[ i REALLY didnt wanna leave him. but i had to go home =\ wich suckedddd. so if hes not better tomorrow imma spend the day there. and if he calls in sick to Carrabbas again tomorrow im going to cancle all my New Years Plans. and stay therw ith him <33

but yeahh anywhoo i have to go read something from wojo !!
so goodnight Ox

----> Feel Better <----
----> Happy Anniversary <----
----> I love you <----
<3333

gOt bOred <33

First of all, What is your name? ashy
Is that the name that is on your birth certificate? no
Okay, if not.. What is the name on your birth certificate Ashley
Anyway, Do you have a New Years resolution? yupp
How long do you think that will last [lol]? untill i fucking do it, biotch !!

Most Memorable...
Most memorable moment with your family: hmm maybe me poking th shit out of the bon fire and the cops coming and getting grounded and my parents let me stay out untill 3am, what happen to those days?
Most memorable moment with your friends: haha there's too many of those!
Most memorable moment with you significant other: hmmm theres a feww =]]
Most memorable summer memory: the days that came from a movie <33
Most memorable embarrassing moment: idk..i do a lot of stupid stuff..

....in 2004?
What was the most played song? the reason,where is the love,lotss
What was your longest relationship? ha..not goin into all that
Most amount of cash you saved up? 600?
What was "your word"? thats changed a few times, how bout that, if you say so.
most hated thing about yourself? stomach, at times. just me
what was your favorite store? hmm, HALLLLLLLLLLMARKKKK !!
Who was your best friend? danny was
Did you have a birthday party/ Sleepover pool partay.. stuufffff

How Many...in 2004?
How many cel phones did you have?one
How many xangas did you make? pshhhhh like 3
How many AIM sns did you make? i just made like 3 they dont count so 1 =]
How many Fist fights did you get into? none
How many did you win[lol]? ..
How many bones did you break? none i drank my milk and made my boes all strong. ha
How many times have you laughed a fart out? eww yuckie NEVERRR
How many times did you sneeze in a row? twice ?
How many time you screamed in a movie at something you thought was scary,but it was obviously not to the other people? haha prolly more then normal people
How many times you just started bustin` up at a Fandango Movie Credit thing because they`re so eff`n Hilarious? WHA !??

Favorites�
Favorite pair of shoes: my blacka nd silver reebooooxxxxx i <3ed em
Favorite color pen: my "balleR*ific pink pen" mwahha remember that
Favorite song: wow.noo idea
Favorite candy: starburst. red and pink =]]
Favorite fast food place: burger king i suppose. recently re found ;)
will that be the same next year? MY BOYFRIEND !!
Favorite "chill spot": the same =]
Favorite Halloween hum no ideaa
Favorite Fandango commercial thing:...none there gayy =\

Randomness�
Did your friends give you a nickname? ashy ash babi g huckaroo twinks elf bellnel
What for?why not?
What was your style(s) in 2004? idk ??
Will it change next year? What would it be? nnoooo idea
How many peircings did you get this year?noneeee
Will you get any new peircings next year? maybe ?
Did you collect anything in 2004? What was it? hmmm stickers and pictures <33
Why did you start collecting it?im obbssesssedddddddd with BOTH
Next, year are you going to keep collecting it? of course =]]

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