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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 30 December :: 12.09am
:: Mood: uncomfortable

why does everyone seem to think its JEALOUSEY ?!!

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xonixieox

:: 2004 29 December :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: dont be rediculous x shania twain

do it!!
well i was reading peoples journals i came across a cute little thing..

so..

in honor of emme...

remember when_______________________?
(fill in the blanks)

ya so amanda and gini are sleeping over right now so im gunna go but i just thoght that that was wicked cute and i wanted everyone to comment to it and stuff!

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 11.35pm

i need a Vacation.
really bad

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 11.11pm

Running in cirlces,jumping around,whiping the tears, just trying to keep my feet on the ground.Iv become Bruised and Broken,the pain is real, the jealousey stays.Ill Surrender to you,as youll walk away.Everythings twisted and upside down.nothings right,im starting to break. Help me befor i fall flat on my face

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: disappointed

what a shittie night

Edgar Almost had me in tears tonight.
Work just flat out SUCKED.

Joe and his friend Erik came in to see me and order some food.
=]

i made a dollar !!
hah

yeah. night

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 1.23am
:: Mood: curious

uh-oh
SO !! i took a long jump over a rainbow.
wtf does that all mean ?!

my layout

tell me wutcha think ?!
i dunno

<33

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 28 December :: 12.07pm
:: Mood: frustrated

dunn dunn dunn

today was pretty decent, i saw him and spent the day there, we whent out to eat with rj and then we hung out, actually he slept for awhile and i talked to his mom and helped make dinner ;)
(( 3 hours !! ))
thne we ate dinner and talked, i guess. when it was over we both felt muchO betterO =] hehe and then we disscused our vacation plans
im so cited !! were going to have a BLAST !!
and lots of pictures will be taken and posted =]

but anywhO its almost 2am
and i have to wake up at 7am utill like 730 am to call my love
to wake him up for work..and then i think were "going" to lunch tomorrow, so i think im off to bed

I love you =]
<33 ash

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xonixieox

:: 2004 27 December :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: its 5 oclock somewhere x alan jackson and jimmy buffet

blah ass day
well last night i slept over Gini's house w/ julie.. lol we had a ton of fun.. we pansed julie and she just stood there for like 10 mins.. hilarious let me tell you! lol.. then we went ot practice and good thing i went becasue coach needed my help!

ya so then me and Gini went to the mall and met britt and amanda there!! BAnGin' at the mall lol! ya so then gini's mom wouldnt let her sleep over.. she never lets her do anything here.. its always at her house or nowhere.. its kinda gay.. and she always lectures virginia about gay ass shit that is irrelevent to her life.. honestly she needs to let virginia live her fucking life.. that girl gets leff freedom than fucking people in lockup and shit.. its really fucked up..

ya so now im sitting at home by myself.. and my parents are gay so im petty lonely! ya thats all.. not like anyones gunna read it..

comment please!

-Nik

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 27 December :: 12.21pm
:: Mood: dramatic

One of my favorite things to do around chritmas is make a candy house with icing and gummys .. i never got to this year =\

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 17 December :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: groggy

Read your mail !! =]

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 December :: 7.07pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: Days Go By-Keith Urban

welpp i got off work at 6:30 today how gayy 4-630. waist of time.
and now my only day off this week is Sunday Unless i take thursday but there wouldnt be a point to take it so...
oh well im waiting for brittany to get off so we can go see Meet The Fockers im dying to see it =]

Complete This Sentence

i am not: tired
i hurt: very much so at the momment
i love: Danny.

i hate: feeling dissconected
i hope: the movie is good !
i hear: my music
i want: my bnack rubbed =[ it hurts
i regret: some mistakes
i cry: sometimnes?
i care: a lot about him..
i always: have my cell phone
i long to: move out
i feel alone: right now
i listen: to music ?
i hide: my dreams
i drive: everywhere
i sing: all the time
i dance: whenever =]
i write: hmmm
i breathe: to survive
i play: my music
i miss: being a kid
i search: for my tv remote at the moment
i learn: at school
i feel: bngkjbgkjdfs eh gr blahb fbhb x937
i know: nothing
i say: too little yet too much
i succeed: when i try
i fail: too often
i dream: everyday
i sleep: a feww hours a night ;p
i wonder: if you'll call me tonight..
i want: you to call me..
i worry: your unhappy
i have: a back ache
i give: in to easily
i fight: with my mom
i need: you
i am: by myself
i think: i should clean my car
i can't help the fact that: im upset i stay: in a house?

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 December :: 1.50pm
:: Mood: complacent

ahaha

heyy fuckers, im at brittanys im re-dyin her hair. hah. it looks purple ;x
and i thought i messed it up cause welll, there was a little part in the box and i was like uh oh. i didnt use that .. and she freaked out WHAT!!!? but it was empty ;o) hahah. and then i got it all over her forhead, but everythings good. haha =]

Hopefully it'll come out right. cuase she has to work at 3. mwahahah

i work at 4 and then after were gunna go see Meet The Fockers at the drive in ;) hahaha =]
maybe

Then hopefully soon im going to Imax theater for Polar express with my honey =]

xO<333

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 26 December :: 12.12pm
:: Mood: drained

=]

ahhhhhhhhh !! its finally here =]
hehe..well my day was pretty great and i got lots of neat stuff

thanks everyone !!

what was the best part of your christmas this year !?!

Merry
christmas

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xxbabiigurlxx

:: 2004 25 December :: 4.37pm
:: Mood: gloomy

I feel like such a
[[ bitch]]

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xonixieox

:: 2004 25 December :: 3.08pm
:: Mood: angry

wow its fucking christmas and my family still treats me like shit.. every single one of them.. Dj is the only one who is ever nice to me but hes not even here right now... at least when he gets home maybe he will take me to gini's or something! man.. what would i do without bang? i would be nowhere.. i would fucking kill myself if i didnt have them or julie.. those girls are my fucking life!!!

thats all

ohh and quotes for my aim so i dont loose them when i go to my computer

"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."

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"Not all scars show, not all wounds heal, somtimes you can't always see the pain someone feels."

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a million words couldnt bring you back i know because i've tried, neither could a million tears i know because i've cried

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"When it rains, look to the sky and think of the drops of water as tears from angels."

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"Kissing you is like dancing in the rain; it is an exciting kind of sensation that you can't help but fall in love with."

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anyone who thinks sunshine brings pure happieness has never danced in the rain

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ok thats really all now!

*edit* ohh ya and im getting so pissed at people breaking plans and shit.. and being like oooohhh ya i cant do this.. i cant go here.. i forgot to tell you! grrr i hate when people change plans last min. or dont give an answer right away and then you get all excited and then the plans get ruined! that really pisses me off.. thats one of my pet peeves and now im just gunna not make plans with people becasue whats the point.. for like 3 days in a row they have been ruined or changed or some shit like that so w/e im done with that shit now! ok needed to get that out ! *edit*

-Nik

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