SnOwFlAkE *

:: 2004 5 November :: 1.41pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: none.. im at school

tinkerbell
well i was on google and i found some wicked adorable pictures of tinkerbell.. this is my favorite

well i have practice soon and then the game

-Nik

:: 2004 4 November :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: hurt

i offically remember why i wanted one of these, and i cant do it.

6 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 4 November :: 10.32pm
:: Mood: been better
:: Music: Broken

juss a bunch of random stuff

hmmm, not much is happening latley. pretty boring life .

going to the movies tomorrow whoop! gunna bee funnnn were seeing the grude .

we got the expidition back, its a beauty

work is awesome. i got 10 dollars for a tip for answerin an phone and being "sweet"

are you walking away from me ?

i love you .

shooting star

:: 2004 2 November :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: live like you were dying

I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason,
You're my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain

There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you

9 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 1 November :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none.. im at school

my weekend..
im in the computer lab with my love Traci!!!!!!!!!!!!

well friday night was the football game.. i went with virginia dj cait and bill.. then we took amanda to our house.. but cait went home.. we slept at my house, but bill drove amanda home at like midnight..

ya so anyways.. then on saturday we had to wake up at like 730 becasue Genes memorial service was in the morning.. we went there and amanda made me cry :( then we went out to breakfast with the whites.. and after that we all went to the mall and stuff.. then we went home and watched movies i think..

ok so then on sunday i went to amandas and then we made her shirt for competition.. then we went to Devin and went to MONSTER JAM!! it was fuccking AmAzInG!! there were so many amanzing acts.. and then 50 cent came as a guest! it was truly awesome! i ahd so much fun.. when G-unit was on yuong buck smoked a blunt on stage.. it was kinda weird becasue there were soooooooo amny cops lol! ya so anyways then juvinille came on during slow motion and was like for anyone who has passed away who you miss and love.. put up your cell phones and dont let the lights go out! it was so sad.. i was standing next to amanda and it was really sad becasue we both just looked at eachother like so sad :( but anyways..

then on the T going home we waited for sooooo long.. first a D didnt even come.. so at north staton they made us get on a B to government center.. then there we had to take another B to park st.. then from there the guy from another B changed it to a D so we all got on.. but then when we got halfway there we had to all get off and take a bus becasue the tracks were broken! the conert got over at 12 and we didnt get home till 2! the ride was hell! ohh well because i had so much freaking fun! this random drunk guy was dancing with me and amanda and he wasnt bed looking so i had no arguments.. other than the fact that he told us he had a girlfriend and didnt care lol! ohh well we had fun!

thats all for now !!

-Nik

:: 2004 30 October :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: bored

heyyyyy
im at dannys hes playin a video game, what a geek ;]

anyways my computers broken once again [ tear ] very upset about that one.

but yeaaa

nothing really has been going on lets see

thurs:: mommy left, danny came over untill late ;]

friday:: extreamly sick all day at work so i got sent home early, called danny whent over there and had out back :-D yyummmmy, heh... saw zac..and dannn came over again <33

today:: woke up at 9 whent to some voting stuff got to dannys sometime between 2 and 3 and iv been with him ever since. havent done much of anything. really wanted to go drive byt he beach earlier tho. dosent matter... :o) we had outback again! chickkkkennnn fingersss lolol :-D

tomorrow:: happy holloween!

:o) imma go attack him ;] *hehe*

night xO

happy anniversary! danny i love youuuuuuuuuuu <3333333

9 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 30 October :: 11.20am
:: Mood: sad

happy Birthday Gene

:: 2004 28 October :: 9.12am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: none.. im at school

RED SOX (and things)
FUCK YEA!! the red sox are fucking AMAZING!!!! hell ya baby we won!!! okay so if the parade is tomorrow like it is supposed to be then im going. but if its saturday then probobly not becasue i have Gene's Memorial service :( tear its gunna be so sad..

i really hope that the parade is tomorrow!

Amanda, Gini, Bill, and probobly Chris and Kevin are sleeping over on friaday.. then we hafta get up SuPeR early for Gene's Service .. i think its gunna be really sad and depressing..

HaPpY eArLy 18tH bIrThDaY gEnE! i LoVe YoU sO mUcH!!!

thats all for now since im in the computer lab right now.. its 2nd period and im already ready to go home, but i have detention today :/

-Nik

4 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 26 October :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: broken
:: Music: over and over

back to updating i suppose

school was pretty good today. was pretty tired tho. but i have brought all my grades up and im truley glad. i need to finish my history project tho. once again thanks to those who participated!

Work was fun :o) i ended up getting Kristen's shifts tho. NO biggie. it's just tomorrow. i requested saturday off pluss, im doing something for physcology from 9:30-4.

My mom left today to go to Arizona with my grandma and Aunt. its her birthday tomorrow. happy birthday !

buy yeah ---> school tomorrow. so im off to bed

nite!
ash

You were my favorite dream
and im so glad it finally came true <33
i love you danny !! =)

:: 2004 25 October :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: bouncy

nothings new !
Spirit week::

today:: class color---> pep rally.

tues:: jersey day

wed:: costum day

thurs :: pajama day

fri :: red black and white!

anyway

doctor today:: good

spent time with danny :o)
had a good night.
i love you! <3

5 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 24 October :: 10.07pm
:: Mood: crushed

missing holloween horror night once again

i want to go see the grudge

4 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 24 October :: 4.18pm
:: Mood: blah

i wishhhhh...i just wish
i need a fucking hug

*

off to work!

shooting star

:: 2004 24 October :: 9.27am

last night was my party.. i had fun!! i made out with like $300 and a bunch of presents..

some people said they wee going.. but just never showed up.. it was kinda gay.. anyways i know who my true friends are..

i love you guys..

ya so my party was pretty interesting.. all the guys sat down and noone danced.. it was funny.. finally some of them danced..

we have sooooooooooooo much food left over tho!!

ohhh ya so friday night we were going to have fun but my zoloft was giving me heart pains.. so now i stoped taking it so i can have fun again!!!! ya well me amanda virginia bill and dj all watched forest gump and fell asleep after that! it was soooooooooooooo cold out tohugh.. becasue before the movie we had a bond (or bon or whatever the fuck you call it) fire! it wasnt even that wasrm though :( !!! ohh well.. thats all for now.. i have pictures!!!!

post them later!

-Nik