amanda maltz

my convo with amanda that made me a little bit less sad.........


xNikkiE 435x: no she didnt go!
BlckTangldHrt35x: hello my love lol
xNikkiE 435x: i was looking for her all day lol
xNikkiE 435x: hello my love too
xNikkiE 435x: lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: i was with dana yesterday for 10 hours
BlckTangldHrt35x: how insane is that
xNikkiE 435x: insanely
xNikkiE 435x: lol
xNikkiE 435x: you needa go out with him
xNikkiE 435x: lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: and i didnt get bored of him
BlckTangldHrt35x: isnt he gorgeous
xNikkiE 435x: ya.. lol so lizzy told me you went home from jimmys at 1 am
xNikkiE 435x: thats awesome!
BlckTangldHrt35x: :-)
xNikkiE 435x: amanda.. im so depressed
xNikkiE 435x: i really wanna kill myself
BlckTangldHrt35x: why so
BlckTangldHrt35x: SHUT UP
xNikkiE 435x: im not even kidding
BlckTangldHrt35x: why?
xNikkiE 435x: like everytime things are starting to go good.. my family is there to fuck it up
xNikkiE 435x: like ii was sitting on the front steps cuz its a nice day out nd my dad was like i want you out of the house today!
xNikkiE 435x: ui didnt even fucking do a single thing.. i dint even say anything
xNikkiE 435x: and then he went into my room and trashed it and stole my cell phone
BlckTangldHrt35x: :-\
xNikkiE 435x: and was like pushing me
BlckTangldHrt35x: nikkie i love you so much
xNikkiE 435x: .. and i feel kinda bad cuz i took thepicture of him and his father (who died) and sprayed windex all over it
BlckTangldHrt35x: but he had no right to push you or trash your room
xNikkiE 435x: but then after 3 hours of screaming and me crying my mom made him gimme the phone back if i gave the picture back... and he called my bama(his mom) and left a message of him like taping me!
xNikkiE 435x: like me saying i was gunna ruin all the pics ofg him and his dad
xNikkiE 435x: and now he left and it was the first time i ever sed fuck you to my dad... but lemme tell ya it felt Good
xNikkiE 435x: my mom said that on monday shes calling dss or that 10 day place jessie went to or whatever its called.. and she doesnt want me to come back!
BlckTangldHrt35x: are you kidding me
xNikkiE 435x: i swear
BlckTangldHrt35x: you didnt do anything wrong
xNikkiE 435x: i dont wanan go anywhere\
xNikkiE 435x: i knw
BlckTangldHrt35x: come live with me
xNikkiE 435x: but i have drugs in my system and everything
xNikkiE 435x: i dont know
xNikkiE 435x: what to do
BlckTangldHrt35x: omg
xNikkiE 435x: i know
xNikkiE 435x: and im just sitting hereat the computer crying
BlckTangldHrt35x: you need omni clean
xNikkiE 435x: ???????
xNikkiE 435x: whats that?
BlckTangldHrt35x: its this pill that clears your system of any drugs
xNikkiE 435x: ohhh...
xNikkiE 435x: well whatever if shes gunna send me away for real then i dont ever want to come back to see or or live with her or talk to her Ever again...
BlckTangldHrt35x: :'(
xNikkiE 435x: if she really sends me there i going to tell them i dont want her to visit me or anyone else
xNikkiE 435x: i just want to die amanda
xNikkiE 435x: i really really do
BlckTangldHrt35x: nicole
xNikkiE 435x: amanda
BlckTangldHrt35x: please dont say taht
xNikkiE 435x: i cant help it
xNikkiE 435x: h/o i needa tissue
BlckTangldHrt35x: ok :-(
xNikkiE 435x: ok im back... amanda.. i have a bloddy nose now .. this dfay fucken sucks
BlckTangldHrt35x: nikkie are you allowed to do anything?
xNikkiE 435x: no
BlckTangldHrt35x: ugh :-(
xNikkiE 435x: im stuck in this fucken house until monday when shes calling she says someone is gunna pick me up from school or some shit
BlckTangldHrt35x: Kocis350: well i can order this drink
Kocis350: that you take 2-3 hours before your test
Kocis350: and it holds all the toxins in your body
BlckTangldHrt35x: does it work?
Kocis350: and it has a 200% guarantee
BlckTangldHrt35x: how much is it
Kocis350: http://www.tests-shop.com/product71/product_info.html
Kocis350: 30 bucks a bottle
xNikkiE 435x: it offers a double money back guarentee
xNikkiE 435x: lol
xNikkiE 435x: amanda i love talking to you becasue i know you will listen and not criticise me or judge meore anything... and you always make me happy and make me laugh
BlckTangldHrt35x: :-Dgood i love you
xNikkiE 435x: i love you too
BlckTangldHrt35x: Kocis350: like 2-3 hours before your test you drink the whole bottle, then you fill it up with water and drink it, and then you have to go pee like 2 or 3 times
Kocis350: and you will pass your piss test for 5 hours
xNikkiE 435x: and who is giving us all this information?
BlckTangldHrt35x: dave kocis
xNikkiE 435x: and that would beeee...? lol
xNikkiE 435x: do i know this kocis fello?
BlckTangldHrt35x: you might
xNikkiE 435x: probobly not tho lol
xNikkiE 435x: i was really bored last night so i changed my journal
BlckTangldHrt35x: one sec
xNikkiE 435x: www.woohu.com/~xonixioex
xNikkiE 435x: k
xNikkiE 435x: ooopps wrong link
xNikkiE 435x: www.woohu.com/~xonixieox
BlckTangldHrt35x: i like ittttt
xNikkiE 435x: yay :-)
xNikkiE 435x: aww i like how yours says dana got sick
xNikkiE 435x: and you took care of him
xNikkiE 435x: and you didnt wanna leave him alone
xNikkiE 435x: lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: :-D
xNikkiE 435x: ast night i went to jimmis with lizzy john mike ryann mike costello lee and tim.. haha we had an interesting night i must say
xNikkiE 435x: excuse meeeee
BlckTangldHrt35x: ;lol cuz 7u had to go
BlckTangldHrt35x: u missed all the more drinking
BlckTangldHrt35x: aty least john cma eback you meany
BlckTangldHrt35x: and you barely said goodbye!
xNikkiE 435x: there should be a "nikkie was there but she had to leqave but she smoked a blunt and i love her"
xNikkiE 435x: iu hugged you asshoole
BlckTangldHrt35x: bahahah look aty it
xNikkiE 435x: ewwwe there was a inchworm in your bud
xNikkiE 435x: ewwwe
xNikkiE 435x: k
BlckTangldHrt35x: YES lol
xNikkiE 435x: awwwwwwww your the love of my life too
xNikkiE 435x: lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: :-D
xNikkiE 435x: ewwe what if you smoked
xNikkiE 435x: it
xNikkiE 435x: grrroooosssss
BlckTangldHrt35x: I KNOW thats what i thought
xNikkiE 435x: im fucking gagging
xNikkiE 435x: thats soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo NASTY
BlckTangldHrt35x: u should have seen it
xNikkiE 435x: i wish i did
xNikkiE 435x: it was probobly stoned
xNikkiE 435x: did you keep it
xNikkiE 435x: lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: lol no
xNikkiE 435x: aww you should have broght it into school as a science project and said this is the incworm i found in my weed
xNikkiE 435x: its a stoner and i love it
xNikkiE 435x: and its my best friend
xNikkiE 435x: lol
BlckTangldHrt35x: LOL


^aww she makes me happy

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