SnOwFlAkE *

:: 2004 30 July :: 5.24pm
:: Mood: ditzy

hola mi amigos
whattttttttts uP! blahhh i haventt been doing anything really well nothing out of the usual.. seein danny and brittany and what not :o) today makes a month for me and danny!??! :-D yeaaa anyways i juss got a ver importany phone call and i have to go attented to soemthing so ill finish all this later!

peaaaaace!

sO! anyways! im at dannys now...i had to go rescue brittany she had an"emergancy" mhm anyways im haning out with krystina waitng for danny to come home, alough i dont want him to bc i look funny :-X lol yeah anyways...blahhhhhhhhhhh! guys guess what!!!?!!! school is starting soon, and im gettin all scared. i dont wanan go to sanalouces, i dont know anyone, and i dont know where to go. i hated starting at lake worth, and its like i have to do it all again! i hate high school grrr anyways....my computer is still broken, not uch changed there... hmmm...car is havin its problems so im driving my mama's car :o)...*hehe* blahhh i have no idea what im not sure what im talking about cuz im on the phone urm ill try again LATER

xO*<33

i love you danny!!!! :o)

1 wish | shooting star

:: 2004 28 July :: 10.43pm

i dont know what ot do!! today i found out that gene had a heart attack and 2 strokes! its soo bad! im so scared for him! i have been crying since i found out and im not even fucking kidding! this is not cool at all.. gene is like a fucking brither to me! whenever i went to amandasa house me and gene and her would joke around and ghe would drive us places and just treat us like we were BOTH his sisters.. .not just amanda! i love gene so much and this cant be happening.. i wish that someone would just wake me up as if this was all a bad dream! now amandas just sitting with him in the hospital and theres nothing she or anyone else can do except hope for the best so please if anybody is reading this just pray that gene will get better becasue he is such a good kid and 17 is too young! its just to young! GENE I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! please get better... PLEASE! jusr please!

~NikkiE

6 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 28 July :: 3.17am
:: Mood: confused

.....blah!!!!
my computer is broken this is extreamly gay. :o( my phone isnt exactly workin either i dunno what i would do if i didnt have a cell phone or danny* ;o)

7 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 26 July :: 6.23am
:: Mood: tired as hell
:: Music: none

im crazyyy

gezzush ...iv been fuckin' around with my journal sence 1am...i finalllllllllllllyyyyyyyy got it to how i really really really wanted it and i fuckin exed it out and i dont have shyt of what is was supposed to look like so im stuck with this. becuase im so tired i can barley see so im not gunan stay up trying to do this again grrr... im aggrivated lol ::shrugs::

hope everyone is sleepin well ;o)

xO*i love danny!

4 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 24 July :: 11.27pm
:: Mood: crazy

ayyy wuts crackin? lol ummm wellll today was pretty good. i woke up sat online for most the day then whent with danny to do stuff for my dad then down to ft lauderdale with him and his see to see nate and jennn then we whent back to his house and that was my dayyy lol it was fun and i got to see danny<3..so yeah anyways tomorrow im hopin to go to the beach im sick of bein this pale ass color! its discusting.. yeahhh anyways im out

good night yall

1 wish | shooting star

:: 2004 24 July :: 9.31pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: pieces of me

TRACIIII
well this whole week has been me and traci!!! YAY TRACIIIIIII

so manny jokessss soooo little time... lol

"Mama Dukes"
"Nikkie Traci Traci Traci NikkiE NikkiEEE"
"sooo many CHINKZ"
"stalker boy"
CHAD MICHEAL MURRAY is my boyfriend... just tot let everyone kno that"
"thats a HUGE ass house... no you Dummies thats a school! "lmao
swimming before and after work...then during work!
"would Nikkie And Traci please report to the concession stand!" hhahaha
The WEIRD kid in the water! lmao!
Taras car! lol
"I'm not touching you .. youre touching me!"

Good times good times! i love traci

<3 NikkiE

:: 2004 24 July :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: fine again

whats uppppppp

hey ! whats up? hmmm well my days been pretty good so far today ! i woke up and got online for a a lil then i whent out to see if my dad was home yet cuz he was only gunna work half a day and yeah he was and we were juss taking and we ened up going out to lunch, i had a really good time :o) i havent done something liek that in what feels like years with him. and i regret that. but im glad i got to spend the time with him :o) and i dunno what im going the rest of the day?! lol but yeahh i guess immma dip?!?

xO*

:: 2004 24 July :: 2.08am
:: Mood: happy

i saw dannnnnnnnnnyyyyyy!!!!!!<33333 :-D

:: 2004 23 July :: 1.50am
:: Mood: depressed

i juss got hommmmme!
blah heyyy guys whats up?! im finally home gezzush i havent been home a forever. or online! and brittanys comeputer is broken..well not broken per say BUT her aol is deff taken off the computer so ashley couldnt use it. i was very upset when i found that out. lol you know me have to be online. lol yeah anyways.. welll yesterday i urm dont remember at all what i did during the day but! at night me britt and sara whent to see the notebook, we ended up leaving ealry cuz they both had already seen it and i wasnt paying attention bc i juss couldnt :o(...and we drove around and we whent to see "pig?!?" but he wasnt home and so we whent to some kids house.. but she was like heather might be there so me and britt were like ermm no thats okay :-D...yupp and so we drove around for awhile whent by his house forgetting he wasnt gunna be there. and then by that time it was like 12? and we all whent home. today i woke up and i whent to the mall to get my red buttons stupid kid,didnt have em in yet so!. i was like fuckk...and hes like gemmie ur number so i can call u when they come in. i was like how bout u give me urs and ill call you for my buttons. grrr....and so we walked around and josh was bein a stupid kid, like always. and yeah that was pretty much it. im not planing on doing anything for the rest of the nighttttt..actually i was but i doubt it soooooo.......oh!! dexter called me last night and i talked to him on the way home and a lil after but we were both not so great and not helpin eachother feel better sooo hes supposed to call me back today cuz hes supposed to be makin things better for him and his girl and hes gunna tell me how it whent :o)... yeahh....danny and i havent talked still its been 3 days? and i havent seen him. and idk if it matters((to him!?)) i realllllllllllllly miss seeing him and bein around him and even juss talking to him...but blah idk im extreamly confused.. and yeah anyways.. my daddy got sick again i think it was yestreday he called me and asked me to come home to help him... im really scared hes gunna end up in the hospital again :o(... it scares me.....yeah well im out

xo*

:: 2004 22 July :: 11.03pm

my other entry got deleted and it was better so bear ewith me!

ok well today has been a really bad day and if anyone is ever gunna say they care about me then they better fucking mean it becasue i cant fucking deal with you and all your bullshit!! FUCK OFF!!!

ok so here are the people who i know are here for me! i dont know what i would do if i didnt meet you this year! i couldnt live without you and how you are always here no matter whats going on in your own lives!

the reasons why i love these people!

AMANDA becasue she is the person everyone goes to for advice on anything
LIZZY becasue if you walk into the room with a fake smile on your face she knows someting is wrong
KELSEY becasue she is a serious person who will always make you laugh with her comments and faces!
MEG becasue shes a person you can talk to and know she will listen without interupting you.. and will make something serious funny when she giggles!
KATIE becasue she says thigs that can make you laugh when you need it and things that can make you cry when you need it and she always knows... but shes clueless to other things !LOL
TRACI becasue she is always a phone call away!
JESSIE becasue she wont take shit from anyone if they are messing with her friends!!
And CHRISTINA even tho shes not like part of the little "group" but i love her becasue she is always there for anyone who needs help or to talk.. and she cares!

these are the girls i think i can count on and trust ehnever something is wrong! im actually like crying writing this becasue im thinking back on all of the times when i have needed one of them and all of them are there! i love you girls forever and ever and EVER!

2 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 22 July :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: not really sure
:: Music: ummm some weird comercial

this makes me really really sad!

i guess its because no matter what happens i will always love these girls and i miss them so much! :(

And AMANDA AND LIZZY

(manda took the pic and lizzy went home sick!)

guess thats all i hafta say about it!

Ohhh yesterday was my love KELSEY'S birthday!! i love her sooooooo much so this is for you Kelsey!!...........

:: 2004 22 July :: 12.19am
:: Mood: crushed

matchbook romance

"Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad"

good song<33

4 wishes | shooting star

:: 2004 21 July :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: broken

hola!

what the hell is up?! gezzush i stoped writen about everything in here huh? lol ::shurgs:: oh well i guess its cuz i havent really been doing much, iv been mostly with danny<33unless hes at work.and we dont do much, but its all good. lol i love spending time with him even tho we dont do anything :o)... buttt rite now hes i dunno, not exactly talking to me and everytime he does he gets extreamly madd at me or i piss him off or i do something wrong and it feels like.....nevermind but yeah.. :o(...today i woke up, and i whent to get my oil changed but leo told me to wait a lil longer cuz my car is retarted lol. the "low oil" light was on but it was fine,i guess its liek the "check engine" light...lol yeahh soo i drove to brittanys did some chores and whent to brandOs and sat around for a while im in love with his dog..:-D... lol yupp and thenn we whent to my house to get some stuff and off to the mall.. i bought a cell phone case bc the guy wouldnt let me walk away with out it, lol and im going back on friday to get my free buttons ;o) haha (( britttannyyyy he huged us?!)) that guys crazy lol anyways! we were there about another 20 minutes? and i bought the entire freakin store!!! lol not really but i spent...$108 and i bought one of like everything cuz they kept sayin well u shoudl get this.. brittany and that damn lady were ganing up on me! ha so yeah i bought brittany glasses and a hat...she looks like a gansta! lmaO maybe if your lucky ill put a picture up later ;o) but yeah other than that im not sure whats going on today..might go to the movies. but im not exactly in the mood days been pretty shittie and what not. grrr anyways. my papa is hOme and im gunna go to blockbuster and rent my favorite movies :o)

xO* peace playa! :-D

2 wishes | shooting star