SnOwFlAkE *

:: 2005 16 April :: 12.12am
:: Mood: annoyed

mwah haha

another hundered dollard spent on cds tonight !! <33

:: 2005 13 April :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: giggly

does it hurt you to think of me !? . .and how broken my heart is ?!
hey guys whats poppppppppppin ?! . . nadda lots new . . i havent worked since sunday and it feels so weird . . i was supposed to go to work today . . but ?? i had someone cover for me because i was so so tired . . becaus ei havent gone to sleep untill 3 30 and im up at 6 everyday since monday . . but its okay --> well worth it =). . .and i plan on doing it again tonight . . i dont know if im aloud to say why !? though . .?? makes me madd =X . . i was talking to josh and i almost said something and realized i didnt know if i should ??

gay .

anywho. . lindseys over at the hospital with james . . he hurt his foot . .HOPE YA FEEL BETTER KIDD !!. .shes really worried . .though ?? dunno why . .?! [[ shrugs ]]

OH YEAH !!
james <3 lindsey
4.12.05 =)
flavor of the week

----> my birthday was monday . . and it really blew . . big time . . like every year =\. . so much drama . .and fights . . arguments . . but it had a happy ending !! =))

tuesday i went out to dunner at the cheesecake factory YUMMMMMY !!
had fun . . <33 . . stayed out tunill 2ish again . .

school today was actually not to bad ---> besides the fact i slept in every class except law . . and sociology . .=) happen to actually like those classes . . after school i went and bought oceans tweleve . .and 3 more cds . . you know in the past month iv spent atleast 300 dollars on cds . .its great . .

chris and richie came over to talk to lindsey . . i sat inside . . i lost all respect for them . .and matt knows better then to show up . . alought . . he dosent care enough to . .they didnt stay long because . .they took a hint. . made me really frustrated . .

hmmm?? what else . .

my dsl is broken again . .damnit . . im thinkin since . no one will put the car in my name for me [[ TEAR !! ]] . . that ill save my money and buy a really nice computer . .and get rid of this piece of shit . .maybe first i should try to get the virus off . . with the stuff dell sent to me ?? lol . . whatever . . buying a new on is so much easier !!

welllllllllllllllllllll . . .thats my boring update on this life of mine . .
im off to find an adventure . .

yall besafe have fun . .
<33

ps. ITS YOUR TURN !! =))

3 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 13 April :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: american idol

lately..
lately i have been having a hard time.. i dont really want to talk about it.. but there seems to be noone else to tell.. i fell like the 2 people i thought i could tell anything to are the ones that are drifting away the quickest... :/

i dont really want to talk..

comment

:: 2005 11 April :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: say goodbye-theory of a dead man

prom . .<33
not for updates . . im so damn lazy

heres some pictures though ::
it's not all . . most got lost in the scramble of things . .but .

. . .enjoy !? <3

at the house beforhand

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

lindsey & myself

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

lindsey

myself =))

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

once again . .

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

my "hott" date

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

meeeee

a few to many times . .

picking everyone up

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

katie

katie . . lindsey . . myself

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

mike. . and myself

at the dance

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

vanic and shantell

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

jenn & cory --> kind nd queen

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

freaks

"dancing" ;)

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

rj & myself. .

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

eric !!

katie jamie lindsey and I

sorry for the loss of pictures. . i was madd at cvs ;) . . wanna see more . . ask for the realy ones . . in person ;)

15 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 11 April :: 2.03am
:: Mood: chipper

i made a promise . . wich brings me here . .

. . ya kno what stinks though ?!

im not REALLY gunna update this . . untill tomorrow . . but this is an update SO it counts . . but im about to pass out . . and im waiting for you to say good night . .

thank you for the night though . .
i have " friend " again huh ?!

:: 2005 10 April :: 9.03pm
:: Music: hollerback girl x gwen stefani

wicked good weekend

well i had a really good weekend.. me trace, and jan were supposed ot sleep at ashleys last night, but she got in trouble so we slept over janets.. we decided to be the cool kids that we are and went to CHUCKIE CHEESE! woot woot.. lol erik met us there and we all played in the tubes until we got yelled at! lol it was hilarious.. then we just ate pizza and went back to janets.. we took soooo many random pictures.. nd we watched my FAVORITE lifetime movie! (odd girl out)

ya so anyways it was really really fun.. then today we went to papa ginos for lunch.. and then east school to play at the playground, because again. we're just that fucking cool.. ! lol

ya so anyways i have picutes at http://worldisround.com/home/xonixieox/index.html

XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

Boy:

I remember every little thing
As if it happened only yesterday
Parking by the lake
And there was not another car in sight
And I never had a girl
Looking any better than you did
And all the kids at school
They were wishing they were me that night

And now our bodies are oh so close and tight
It never felt so good, it never felt so right
And we�re glowing like the metal on the edge of a
Knife
Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
C�mon! hold on tight!
C�mon! hold on tight!
Though it�s cold and lonely in the deep dark night
I can see paradise by the dashboard light

Girl:

Ain�t no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed
Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely dressed

Ain�t no doubt about it
Baby got to go and shout it
Ain�t no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed

Boy:

Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely dressed

Baby doncha hear my heart
You got it drowning out the radio
I�ve been waitin so long
For you to come along and have some fun

And I gotta let ya know
No you�re never gonna regret it
So open up your eyes I got a big surprise
It�ll feel all right
Well I wanna make your motor run

And now our bodies are oh so close and tight
It never felt so good, it never felt so right
And we�re glowing like the metal on the edge of a
Knife
Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
C�mon! hold on tight!
C�mon! hold on tight!

Though it�s cold and lonely in the deep dark night
I can see paradise by the dashboard light
Oh it�s cold and lonely in the deep dark night
Paradise by the dashboard light

You got to do what you can
And let mother nature do the rest
Ain�t no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed
Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely --

We�re gonna go all the way tonight
We�re gonna go all the way tonight�s the night

We�re gonna go all the way tonight
We�re gonna go all the way tonight�s the night

We�re gonna go all the way tonight
We�re gonna go all the way tonight�s the night

We�re gonna go all the way tonight
We�re gonna go all the way tonight�s the night

Radio broadcast:

Ok here we go, we got a real pressure cooker going
Here, two down, nobody on, no score, bottom of the ninth, there�s the wind-up,
And there it is, a line shot up the middle, look at him go. this boy can really
Fly! he�s rounding first and really turning it on now, he�s not letting up at
All, he�s gonna try for second; the ball is bobbled out in center, and here
Comes the throw, and what a throw! he�s gonna slide in head first, here he
Comes, he�s out! no, wait, safe - safe at second base, this kid really makes
Things happen out there. batter steps up to the plate here�s the pitch - he�s
Going, and what a jump he�s got, he�s trying for third, here�s the throw, its
In the dirt - safe at third! holy cow, stolen base! he�s taking a pretty big
Lead out there, almost daring him to try and pick him off. the pitcher glances
Over, winds up, and it bunted, bunted down the third base line, the suicide
Squeeze is on! here he comes, squeeze play, it�s gonna be close, here�s the
Throw, here�s th
E play at the plate, holy cow, I think he�s gonna make it!

Ii. let me sleep on it
Girl:

Stop right there!
I gotta know right now!
Before we go any further --!

Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
I gotta know right now
Before we go any further
Do you love me !!!?
Will you love me forever !!!?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
I�ll give you an answer in the morning

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
I�ll give you an answer in the morning

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
I�ll give you an answer in the morning

Girl:

I gotta know right now!
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
I gotta know right now!
Before we go any further
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?

What�s it gonna be boy?
Come on
I can wait all night
What�s it gonna be boy yes or no?
What�s it gonna be boy yes or no?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
And I�ll give you an answer in the morning
L

Girl:

I gotta know right now!!!
Do you love me?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it!!

Girl:

Will you love me forever?

Boy:

Baby baby let me sleep on it

Girl:

Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it

Girl:

Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it I�ll give you an answer in the morning!! morning!!!!
I�ll tell you in the morning!!!!!

Girl:

Will you take me away, will you make me your wife?

Girl:
I gotta know right now
Before we go any further
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it

Girl:

Will you love me forever?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it

Girl:

Will you love me forever?

Iii. praying for the end of time

Boy:

I couldn�t take it any longer
Lord I was crazed
And when the feeling came upon me
Like a tidal wave
I started swearing to my God and on my mother�s
Grave
That I would love you to the end of time
I swore that I would love you to the end of time!

So now I�m praying for the end of time
To hurry up and arrive
Cause if I gotta spend another minute with you
I don�t think that I can really survive
I�ll never break my promise or forget my vow
But God only knows what I can do right now
I�m praying for the end of time
It�s all that I can do
Praying for the end of time, so I can end my time
With you!!!

Boy:

It was long ago and it was far away
And it was so much better than it is today

Girl:

It never felt so good
It never felt so right
And we were glowing like
A metal on the edge of a knife

:: 2005 9 April :: 8.47am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: colt 45 x afroman

bad night last night

well lets see.. i went to the mall alst night with traci.. it was fun.. so basically my night was good until i got home at fucking 10:30 to find my Drunk ass family all sitting downstairs watching a movie. so i sit down with melissa and watch it too.. but then mellie starts to complain because shes tired, and im the one who gets yelled at for everything seriusly my family has some issues.. then my aunt like nik come here i want to talk to you.. now let me rmind you that shes drunk right.. and so im like no.. just watch the fucking movie.. then shes like are you on drugs.. are you high.. did you somoke pot.. are you on crack.. what the fuck is wrong with you.. so then im just getting pisses so im flip... shes the fucking one who is a CrAcK wHoRe! like no joke.. she has no right to say im on drugs.. wen by the way i was completely straight.. when shes a fucking grrrrrr.. im getting pissed just typing this.. ok so anyways after i flipped out my dad and his friend start yelling at me even more so i just got up and screamed really loud " this family is a fucking wate of my fucking time" .. you all know me.. i need the fucking last word.. like always.. lol.. then i slammed my door and called traci and went to bed.. ya it was a great night..

~~comment if you care~~

:: 2005 8 April :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: crazy

PROMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !!!<333333333333333

3 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 6 April :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: theory of a dead man

he said . she said . no
god, i havent been in this thing in forever but thats alright =) . . been keepin myself busy. . and entertained. . and what not. .

anywho . . lets see whats been going on . .

monday ::
ran around . . did a few things getting ready to go to work . . i drop lindsey off at sals, richies sitting outsite "" im waiting for matt "" i guess hes gunna try to get a job there . . well the la chalete one . . alough he has a job bein a manager somewhere else ?! weirdO . .soo i left to go to papas ;) . . .got another fucking flat tire !! lmao . . i was pissed . . they didnt put it back in the right way so whatever. . i pulled over right behind payless . and i see matt drive by. . hes liek ash ?! whats wrong !! and pulled over and tryed to fix it but then hes like ahhh your gunna be late lets take you to work. . sooo him and richie took me to work thanks !! and bla bla i worked . .got off dad came to get my . . and then went out and chilled . . went and saw mike, and dan . . then went back to chris. . and colored !! hah <333

tuesday ::
called off work . .only to have an extreamly entertaining night . . =)
loved every second of it . .

well lets. .first went nd woke up matt chris and leah . .cause for some wackie reason they were all STILL sleeping at 4 fuckin o clock . . damn bitches lol . . stayed for like 45 minutes . . then went baCk to lindseys to have a "family dinner" .. yeah the two of us went over to sals and picked up food. . saw eric !! havent seen him inf forever !!. . i was really surprized he gave me a really big ol hugg and stuff it was cute <3. . we got back ate . . and went back to chrises, and of course ashley still has to see her movie. . soo after we chilled for a few hours . . its 8 something, and we drove around trying to find a time. . no one was fuckin playing it untill 945 so we didnt wanna wait . .matt and his girl met us up at the ice cream shop --> he stole my damn smoothie !! =\ . . i called 411 to find some movie times, and we decided to go to city place, so matt and leah got in his car, the rest of us got in mine. . were racing down i-95. . . and all the sudden i see lights flashing im like fuckkkkkkk... --> guys were getting pulled over.. i know it. . but the lights started fading and im like okaayyy maybe not, and then we all flipp out WHERES MATT !?? yeahh. . he got pulled over.. they started arresting him and shit [[ was on the phone with his girl ]] and they were flipping out on him, he was in the back seat in handcuffs, and hes liek did you know we were goign after the white mustang but you cut me off so you screwed that up for youreself, DID YOU KNOW THEM !! he of course said no to cover my ass ;) thaaannkkkksss .. anywho, so we went to richies untill everything settled. . and like an hour later [[ felt liek it anyways ]] matt and leah pulled up. . he got 10 points on his lisence. damnnnn and a 400 dollar ticket . . but hes gunna fight it because the sherrif said he was goin 115 and his fucking pieace of shit car. . only goes 100 . . soo whatever . . we all still wanna go to a movie by this time we can make the boynton 945 . . so we all head over there. . somewhere along the line troy showed up . . and followed too. .suddenly matt calls, and goes i got pulled over again meet us at that italint restraunt by target . .ill call "" click "" we all think wtf? leah was driving everythings okay . .hes makin it all up its just matts personality. . ya kno ?! so we sat in the parking lot of carrabbas, and waited for a call . . leah calls crying . .mumbbling only god knows what and hung up . . matt calls and tells us to call his mom . . suddenly the joke was over . . we were explaing everythign to matts mom on the phone, and we have her on the phone crying almost . .and matt is calling me back. ."" hahah im jokin !!"" soooooooo NOT FUNNY . . he got bitched at soo bad, and of course had to tell her about the points and the ticket, but there said fight it because there both police and think its bullshit . . yeah so whatever we finally got to our movie . . and we left 20 minutes befor the end of the movie . . because we had to go to my house to get a bizzilon sweaters and take chris and richie home [[ matt and leah had already left ]]. . and yeah we got back to lindseys and eric and tom were there to pick up the sweaters for kriss !! [[ GOOD LUCK SWEETHEART !! I FUCKING lOVE YOU !!! ]] yeah so he got the stuff, and we went inside, and liek 10 minutes later im like linds... hes still here !? so i walked outside . . and im liek whats wrong ?!
and he explain and i helped him for the next 20 minutes fix it =)
and then he took my bottle of smelly good stuff. . so he can use it for his sisters car while shes gone . so it stays "" girlie "" lol he promised to get me a new one . . causes hell prolly use it all . . no worries !! =))

today ::
same ol shit . . except doctors =(
and work . .

lindseys - sals - mike - them -

now im home happy and about to go to bed !!
debating on pictures. . . hmmm ?!

<33 you !!

4 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 5 April :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: busy

ill be the one to pick you up, when you cant take it..

.. you know when your heart stops racing
when you fall to your knees thinking you just cant take it
the nights you wish you were somebidy else
the days you wish you were some place else. .

---> all you'll have to do is look to me, and ill hold your hand saying " yeah baby, your gunna be alright"

. . . . hope my help . . helped you tonight ;)

<333

:: 2005 3 April :: 9.52am
:: Mood: Hungover

FuN aSs NiGhT! !

well.. im not gunna lie.. i had an AmAzInG night last night.. it was long needed! ..

well janets mmmy wasnt home so we stayed at her house with Ryand and his girlfriend Gabby.. Then Nikki and steve and some other people were there and they taught us how to play kings! let me tell you.. its a fun fucking drinking game! seriously.. like its crazy! ya.. so anyways ryan got me, traci, janet, and ashley all smirnoff, so we drank.. me asd ashley got drunk.. janets got really drunk.. and traci was like crazy out of this world shit faced.. it was hilarious.. she just kept drinking and drinking.. then nick, tyler, moustafa, and Cj came over, and tyler and moustafa didnt drink.. but nick was fucking trashed to the point he couldnt stand up.. it was fucking hillarious! hahah i was laughing the whole night.. by then it was only like 10:30.. so at 11, traci's mom called and was like im here come outside.. we were all flipping out becasue she was sooooooooo drunk.. but she pulled it together becasue she called us and told us she got away with it.. then after everyone left, me and jan and ash just went into janets room and talked about EVERYTHING, but janet fell aslep and so me and ashley talked for a while

well i have a headache lol

comment

2 wishes | shooting star

:: 2005 2 April :: 1.12am
:: Mood: cold

im sos sick of the hospital

this feeling

blah.

anywho its finally friday an im so freakin happy, no plans tonight. just sleep, weell needed sleep

3 wishes | shooting star

snowflakea4

:: 2005 2 April :: 12.08am
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Warped tour '03 compilation

this journal defianatly clashes
a pink something corporate icon and a blue stars backround
whatever though.
let's see
so spring break i been surfing and skating basically
i'm trying to get a surf scholorship
so so soooo close
oh, i work too i guess
than i go to these kids' band practices
i been also helping sara with her song
i sing while she plays it
putting up with moronic ex boyfriends
and other ex boyfriends who want to now get back together!
idk why im writing in here no one reads it
because they read my other one
i wonder if this is being read...
oh well
later

:: 2005 1 April :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: that song by josh gracin?

woo huuu im back on!
the computer in my room finally works yippieee i got internet bitches im so fucking excited! let me tell you!!!

ok comment please