A Memory of Time

6 memories made | drops of time

:: 2006 10 August :: 7.40am

She threw a fucking rock at us....

jacqui-chan

:: 2006 8 August :: 12.14am
:: Mood: AMAZING!!!
:: Music: crickets

BOMB DAYS AND BOMB DATES
So, I went to Josh's house today. He made me dinner, I met his family and friends Tyler and Brittany. Then we watched fight club in his basement. It was awesome!! Ya' know what I learned? My skin is soft. lol... yea, he's weird. He played his guitar for me and sang... it was the coolest thing. I pretty much like him a LOT! Yea, unfortunetly two of my friends are gonna' be HEATED. But ya' know what... I am too excited to care right now. I LIKE JOSH... and he's my BOYFRIEND. That's right... he asked, I accepted. ROCK ON!!!!!!!!

Anyway... see ya'll later loves. Chao.

-J to the K-

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:: 2006 6 August :: 12.40am
:: Mood: annoyed

Leave the Pieces
You only care because he could have what you used to.
You only care because suddenly I'm not your puppet anymore.
You only care because I don't believe he's a bad guy like you say he is.
You only care because you're not over me.
You only care because you can't stand the thought of me not caring anymore.

But ya' know what... I like him. I like him a LOT. You knew that the day we broke up... just like I knew about Kayla. You say you hate me dating your friends. Well screw you ass hole. Kayla and Katie are both my friends, and I hated it too. I finally really like a guy other than you. Don't ruin this for me. If you are right about him then so be it, but until he's proven himself a jerk I'm going to like him. I honestly don't care what you say anymore. He's what I want right now... and I think it'll stay that way for a while.

ladybug04

:: 2006 5 August :: 11.28am

Never give up. Poptarts and Pepsi aren't worth it.
My six hour test is over and I'm now officially a 1st degree black belt.

It was absolutely not easy physical training this morning for 5 hours, but it was fun.

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:: 2006 4 August :: 8.57am

I'm home from camping. It was full of experiences, some of which I had never partaken in before.

It was extremely hot. I went swimming. I slept. I ate. I made friends. I fried criss cross potatoes in a wok.

milk....milk was a bad idea.

michelle

banana

:: 2006 3 August :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: lazy

Wow, so I haven't updated in forever!!! Life is busy. No boyfriend...technically...
~Ariana

ladybug04

:: 2006 3 August :: 8.44pm

My black belt test is in 2 days. I'm so excited. The physical training part starts at 5 a.m. at my senseis house (he lives on a lake) and then we have to go back to the dojo about 9-930 ish for the rest. (this is the part that people can come and watch)

This time Saturday night, I'll be a black belt.

fishyrere

:: 2006 3 August :: 1.37pm

i miss you and i love you...
*sigh* another day goes by. i wish i could make things all better between us. i really wish i could just sit here and listen to you and make you proud of me but i cant. the last time i did i ended up being hurt way more. i'm glad we had a conversation without yelling at eachother even if it was only for 10 min. i miss you and no matter what, i do love you. i wish we could see eye to eye but i doubt that will happen. but i still love you and i just wanted to let you know since we dont get to talk very much anymore. some things are beyond us. just try to be happy for me and i'll try to do the same for you.

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:: 2006 2 August :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: content

The Beach
I wish life was always like today. Hanging out with friends, just sitting in the sun and the sand. I wish waves were our only obstacles in life. I only got dragged down once by a wave, and I popped right back up completely unharmed. I wish the only fights were mud fights. I wish I could stay with my best friends forever. I wish I never had to come home from the beach, from the carnival, from freedom. I wish we could just keep sitting there in the water, talking and laughing.

I wish life really was a beach.

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:: 2006 31 July :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: crappy

I dare you...
My goal: don't talk to him (at least not by choice) for a month. Until school starts basically.

How long it will last: Hopefully the whole time... but probably not since I feel like breaking it right now.

I really hate this. I'm so sick of hurting. So sick of feeling like she's better than me... like I'm not good enough. I try to tell myself that I'm too good for him. I try to tell myself that he never treated my well anyway.... but it doesn't help. I still feel like this. I still feel like shit. I hate this. I've never had to do this before... and I do NOT want to do it now.

:: 2006 31 July :: 7.17pm

Camping with matt and rueben and katie and joe tomorrow.

ah the bliss.

eating mother's stir fry. tastes odd. first home cooked meal in days.

callouses forming on my finger tips. beautiful music to my ears.

Plan B may be available without a prescription.

michelle

:: 2006 30 July :: 10.48pm
:: Mood: crushed

Tied up in ancient history... again
WHY am I jealous?? I should NOT be jealous!! So he kissed her, so what? I've kissed other guys... no biggie. Only it is... like a LOT!!! I know I shouldn't like him, but I do. See before the other girl didn't like him, then the other girl had a boyfriend... but this other girls is single and CRAZY about him. I HATE that. I hate that more than anything else in my whole life. I felt my heart jump from my chest and land at his feet when he told me that. And do you know the worst part? The last thing he said was, "You're still my best friend, right?" HELLO!!!! You just killed me... you made me be completely freaked out and upset all day, but of course I'll still be your best friend. Why not? I LOVE shooting myself in the foot.

I hate boys... stupid stupid creatures.

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:: 2006 28 July :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: depressed

I can't help but feel that I'm wasting my life.
I'm wasting my talent.
I'm wasting.

I'm wasted.