A Memory of Time

:: 2005 7 October :: 11.40pm

Okay, for those of you who actually read this:

I am not dead... actually very far from dead... i am feeling great. I have a girlfriend, who is fantastic, classes are going good, and I don't have to put up with shit from soccer. Life is going good

-me

2 memories made | drops of time

:: 2005 29 September :: 6.53pm

Getting all fired up for all that fun college stuff and deadlines and blah blah blah.

My three choices:

1. CMU
2. Grand Valley
3. Eastern Michigan

I know that I'm going to get into all of them, just which one will give me enough scholarships to go?

All in due time i suppose.

In the mean time, many things for english to do.

Fruit flies are breeding just fine. My F1 generation is taking over the vials!

They twitch when i nap them. It's scary. I put them on the t.v. screen. My fruit flies are famous now.

Indeed.

4 memories made | drops of time

:: 2005 22 September :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: discontent

School is getting to me, i'm surprised it hasn't happened sooner. The only good thing coming up is homecomming. I like planning for that, it keeps me occupied.

We'll see..hmm...
:)

I love you Jessie!

:: 2005 19 September :: 9.52pm

Easy entertainment!!! :

Step 1: Go to www.google.com
Step 2: Type in "failure" (with or without quotations)
Step 3: Click on the "I'm feeling lucky" button
Step 4: Laugh and share with everyone!

:: 2005 18 September :: 10.46pm

just to show that i'm still alive and well.... i post

fishyrere

:: 2005 14 September :: 7.58pm

ahhh.... school. its all good now. i'm out of french and i'm a TA for sabni. which means i have all the classes i wanted except for drama. *sighs* maybe next year. but then again thats what i say every year right? lol. the play is starting soon which makes me happy. H stopped me in the hall to tell my that scrpits are in his room. tomorrow i will go and get one and read all the way through in one sitting i'm sure. lol. but thats all for now. bye kids.

~Re~

:: 2005 8 September :: 8.59pm

I like having an hour of independent study. I like being able to play piano and flute and think about music for an hour every day except band. It's relaxing. Yes, i know....freakish. it happens

michelle

:: 2005 8 September :: 6.23pm

You think about what you DID too much.

And as a result you don't DO as much as you think you DID because you overanalyze and it seems bigger and more important that what you really DID.

So get out there and DO something instead of dwelling on what you DID.

It's called living.

:: 2005 5 September :: 10.50am
:: Mood: cold

Freshy year
Last first day of high school tomorrow. That's exciting.

Eh, I can still remember the first day of my freshman year clearly. I went up to my locker to put my backpack in it before first hour, and I couldn't get it open. I didn't think I was doing anything wrong, so I went and got Ms. Scott, and she was like, "are you sure you know how to work a combination lock?"

That got me pissed. Yes, I was a freshman, not an inferior human being (although sometimes those ARE one in the same I realized later). So, she tried it and it didn't work. That was one of the best moments of high school right there, and it seemed to set the trend for the rest of high school, always having to prove myself, prove that I can do it. Well, it turned out that one of the numbers in my combination was 10 numbers off...so I got a note during first hour with the right one, and I haven't had any problems since, for three years.

Hmm. Just thought I would put that in here before alzheimers hits, I am almost 18 ya know.

michelle

:: 2005 31 August :: 11.15pm

schedule:

1st: Band with Robuck
2nd: JA Econ with Busen
3rd: Spanish 5 with Warwick
4th: AP Lit With Dolbee
5th: AP Stats with Andrus
6th: AP Bio with Fournier
Seminar with Fournier

4 memories made | drops of time

:: 2005 29 August :: 3.03pm

Listening to Karl talk makes me want to shoot someone. He has the oddest way of talking and yelling at the same time.

My schedule is as follows:

1 Marching Band - Robuck
2 JA Economics - Busen
3 AP Statistics - Andrus
4 AP Literature - Dolbee
5 Independent Study - Robuck
6 AP Biology - Fornier

3 easy classes, 3 hard classes.

I don't have seminar period on my schedule...does that mean I don't have to go?......

michelle

3 memories made | drops of time

:: 2005 21 August :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: calm

Every day that I get up and drive to work (which is almost every day now) I walk into the place and everything just melts together. Nothing really changes there, maybe subtly.
I always punch in on time, get my drawer, wait on people, punch for all my breaks, feel bad if I spend too much money on lunch, because I'm not making that much money in the first place, punch out, go home. Next day: repeat.

I feel like I'm wasting my life. It's an awful feeling.

I guess the only saving graces are the weird people that I laugh to myself about, like the lady with the mustache or the really big older guy that always hits on lisa.

The people who get really angry are a source of my laughter too; the people who get so angry about not being able to return their $2.00 light bulbs because they don't have their receipt and yell at the manager thinking it will make a difference. Those people are just pathetic. The funny part is that when they get so angry their blood pressure rises, and I bet in the future they'll end up having a heart attack because of stress like that and have a hospital bill over $4,000.

Rueben just left a while ago. I'm putting off going to bed; when he left there was a creepy little glow worm attatched to his pant leg, and we were cuddling in my bed. Even if it just randomly attatched itself to him when he came in, just the thought of it crawling around in my bed is reason enough for me not to sleep half the night. Ehh....creepy crawlies.

Tomorrow night is band, Tuesdays are lessons. Piano is comming along nicely. I can't do anything too complicated yet, but we'll see by the end of the year how good I can get.

It's nice and cold, perfect sleeping weather.
Good night (all).
michelle

fishyrere

:: 2005 16 August :: 12.28pm

so guess what kids! i have a job. yes thats right, i'm a working person now. lol. yeah so you should all stop by the Burger King on 14 mile every once in a while to visit me k?

~Re~

5 memories made | drops of time

:: 2005 14 August :: 9.51pm

It's starting to get cooler out. That's nice.

I lost touch for a while. That was nice too. Fall is approaching; that makes me relieved.

This moth flying around my screen on the other hand is making me annoyed.