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:: 2007 27 October :: 12.25 pm

I completely forgot i had this journal. Wow.

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:: 2005 27 September :: 5.14 pm

Fuck.

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:: 2005 21 September :: 6.05 pm
:: Music: "Kill" by Jimmy Eat World



I'm at a weird point in my life. I don't think i'm lost, but I don't feel like my life is leading anywhere........yet.

I guess i'm just waiting for the next step or the next thing to happen. Whatever it may be. I'm actually rather curious. What will happen next? Will I meet someone? Will I get shot and be paralyzed for life? Will I win the lottery? Will someone I know and love unexpectedly die?

Only God knows and only time will tell. I'm ready. Bring it on.

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:: 2005 20 September :: 2.09 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: "The Last Song" by The All-American Rejects



This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song, for you, and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best, it wasn't me
Will you give it back, and I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want
Is this what you need
How you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that it would be this way,
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.
Now I am gone, just try and stop me, now.

You wanted the best, but it wasn't me
Will you give it back, now i'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want
Is this what you need
How you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Will you need me now ?
You'll find a way somehow
You want it too
I want it too

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

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:: 2005 19 September :: 11.35 am
:: Music: "Don't leave me" by The All-American Rejects



You're sweet just like the sun
But what happens when the sun doesn't stay?
The night reminds me when you went away(I dont care, i dont care)
Now my mind was pacing, heart is racing contemplating things that I lack
Even though you left me by myself, do I want you back?

Will you stay or will you walk?
will you let go?
Leave me all alone
I'm giving you one more chance
To make things last
Ring around the roses then she'll stay

Leave me once
Leave me twice
Kiss good-bye that will suffice
When you go away
Don't look back
Leave me once and i'll be fine
Leave me twice i'll make you mine
Just one more chance to make it once again

As the days go by, I am asking why did you leave
You left me alone and then you walked out on me
Thinking of days, thinking of ways, thinking of things to you that I should say
I wanna be with you and that's the only way

Will you stay or will you walk?
will you let go?
Leave me all alone
I'm giving you one more chance
To make things last
Ring around the roses then she'll stay

Leave me once
Leave me twice
Kiss good-bye that will suffice
When you go away
Don't look back
Leave me once and i'll be fine
Leave me twice i'll make you mine
Just one more chance to make it once again

Don't say good-bye, just dry your eyes
A tear for everything that I did wrong
Don't say goodbye, just dry your eyes
Listen now just try and see me please don't leave me now.

Leave me once
Leave me twice
Kiss good-bye that will suffice
When you go away
Don't look back
Leave me once and i'll be fine
Leave me twice i'll make you mine
Just one more chance to make it once again

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:: 2005 10 September :: 5.30 pm
:: Mood: Empty
:: Music: "Futures" by Jimmy Eat World



No girlfriend + No friends + No job = No Life

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:: 2005 29 July :: 3.41 pm
:: Mood: content

I've changed. A lot.

I quit drinking.

I quit smoking.

I go to church every Sunday now. God is a big in my life right now. I'm beginning to realize how much He was in my life, whether I saw it or not. I Love Him.

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