:: 2005 14 June :: 3.27 pm

so we ran up to silver lake on sunday since tom and angie and the boys and everyone was up there, we left at 6 am what were we thinking i have no clue especially since i got out at work at 2:30,. so yeah sunday was a very long day. we helped pack camp up and everything and headed out to the dunes it was fun being able just to hang out with everyone, it was really over cast and windy so it made it somewhat cold but not to bad, everyone that wanted to was still able to get in the water and what not. we had to call the trip short because we had a quad run into ted's truck and do aot of damage to it, and i think it totalled the quad, hopefully the rider was alright :) are prays out to him...

That just a quick little note but i have to head to work,

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:: 2005 8 June :: 10.13 pm

Say hello to the girl that I am!
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make misstakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers


I don't need nobody's
Tellin me just what I wanna
What I what what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody's telling me just what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

Good Ole Britney Spears

Gotta love her

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:: 2005 6 June :: 11.50 pm

it seems now a days that i cant enjoy a night off of work, to hang out with my girls, some how it always manages to work out that he has taken the day off, or like today he feel ill, but it was st ill alright to go out and hang out with nick and all of them, tom and angie, you know the usuals, i dont think he has worked a full week since we moved into this apartment, where is my time alone to be away from people,


~ its almost like a lost puppy dog~

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:: 2005 31 May :: 2.33 pm

well i managed to survive camping for the first time. we really did have good weather during the days nice and sunny had some clouds on saturday but it was decent out, at night it got rather cold, that was the part that i really did not enjoy, and well sleeping on a air mattress that some how managed to get flat. I think this trip really made me realize that if you have the right people with you , you can manage to make any trip fun. '

Traci's Memories!
~ a sub shop doesnt know what a CLUB sandwich is... turkey, ham, bacon, cheese, lettuce and tomato
~scaring the shit out of josh!!! i think seatbelts are a important thing on the dunes...
~clearing up what took place with nikki and doug.. even though i really did not need to know
~ must drink in order to have fun... even though you just need one person to get drunk and part on a show! thanks jeff
~ sometimes people just look better with helmets on, and sometimes the truth just hurts!~
#1 WE WERE THE BEST CAMPSITE!~ SO DISAPPOINTING~

this was just one day think about how its going to be for a whole week, damn thats kinda scary to think about. '

well i gotta jump in the shower and what not get ready to go to that lovely work place of mine... but i need money so thats all that matterS

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:: 2005 25 May :: 2.16 pm

i finially have a day off of work, but of course i managed to forget some things last night so i got up this morning and headed up to work so i could finish doing some last minute things, but it was good being able to talk to penny and everything just joke around with tony, penny and lisa... sometimes its good doing that..
Josh and i have been trying to figure out what were going to do when are lease is up, we decided that we wouldnt wait till the last minute to figure it out, so we have been looking at a couple of different apartment but the ones we like the ones dont have a big enough living room to put are couch... and i cant give that up yet.... not yet kane you gotta wait till i get tired of it first... lol
well im goin to harper creek softball game with my dad tonight or well late afternoon gotta hang out with my dad every once in awhile, so it should be fun im goin to make him take me an d my mom out to dinner though so it will be a good family event anyways. well i gotta clean up around the house so that would be it the news for now...../

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:: 2005 21 May :: 1.04 pm

i think i am bored and i have nothing to do, right now im waiting for kane to call me, but she is getting her hair done so im just waiting, i want to see if she will help highlight my hair today before i go to work, i think i can do it by myself but then again i dont feel like it either, josh is at work, i havent seen to much of him the last couple days because i had to work all morning shifts the last couple of days and then he had to work this morning and i have to go to work once he gets out. so it kinda sucks oh well though, well im goin to go watch tv so i will talk to ya later

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:: 2005 18 May :: 1.24 am

Another fun night at the bar, one lady got drunk and caused a scene i felt bad for herjust becasue these guys kept buyin her drinks and she said no and they made her feel bad so she was like i guess just one more, and thats how that all got place and then the guys blamed it all on her that she cant handle her drinking problem.....booo MEN WHO JUST WANT A PIECE....

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:: 2005 16 May :: 10.38 pm

Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else...

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:: 2005 15 May :: 9.24 pm

its been awhile but i finially got my computer back and working, thanks to my brother :) and now ihave the new windows and everything so thats a major plus, i just have to get aim back so thats what i am going to be trying to do..........

Kane i dont have to work tomorrow night so give me a calllllll, kail tooo

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:: 2005 10 May :: 12.39 pm
:: Mood: bored

well i had a good weekend , well other than the fact i had to work both friday and saturday but it was alright we were rather slow on saturday therefore i was able to get out a hour early i know it doesnt seem that big of a deal but at 1am in the morning it really does to me. Sunday was mother's day so of course we headed down to coldwater to see josh and his family, luckyly enough it was warm out so we were able to go out on the boat and just have fun for allittle bit, the water is way to cold to get in it th ought... so we have to wait a couple more weeks for that one. then we headed back up to BC so i could see my mom and just kinda hung out with them and then decided that we were goin to have friends over, so kane, tiff, nikki, devin, nick, nick, kyle and doug all came over and we just kind drank and basically hung out it was fun though thats all that matters right....

it was really good to hang out with tiff again, its somewhat strange at first but its almost like we havent stopped hanging out as welll, kail wasnt able to make it over .... she was busy with her mom. we missed her though

just a couple more weeks and off we go up to silver lake to go campling and i have never been camping therefor this should get interesting right kane.........

wel i gotta finish cleanin this apartment and what not, and maybe make josh go to the mall but i doubt that one becuase he has to go to work in a little bit.... booooo himmm

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:: 2005 5 May :: 11.18 pm

i got to hang to hang out iwth my girls last night, it was soo much fun to be able just to hang out with them instead of all guys or josh and his friends it was just something totally different. Even tho ugh we spent hours at the mall and didnt even buy anything oh wellllll.........

Kail comes home tomorrow i havnet seen or talked to her in soo long, it will really be good to see hEr!!!!! see what kind of trouble we can get our selves in..... lol

well i gotta get something to eat

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:: 2005 3 May :: 11.58 pm

"Ryde Or Die" J LO

Crazy over you
I don't know what to do
I don't understand why I'm crazy
Over you, I don't know what to do

I do

I would give up everything just to feel and be with you (if I had to)
I would pawn the ring you gave to me just to feed you (if I had to)
I would give my very last breath just to help save you (if I had to)
I would tell a lie just because I know you are the truth
[Chorus:]
I'd ryde for you
'Cause you're the truth
I'd die for you
Ooh, 'cause I'm a fool in love with you
And I'll do anything that pleases you

Only you

If I had to

I would throw away my only wish just to prove to you (if I had to)
I would die all alone if living meant without you (if I had to)
I would go through all the pain again just to find you (if I had to)
I'd surrender all my love just because I love you

I don't understand why I'm crazy
over you, I don't know what to do
I don't understand why I'm crazy
over you, I don't know what to do

I'd ryde for you
'Cause you're the truth
I'd die for you
Ooh, 'cause I'm a fool in love with you
And I'll do anything that pleases you

I wanna run to you
Breathe as one with you
Absent in time without you
Existing only for you
Every dream is of you
Only turn to you
My baby, my love
Only turn to you, woo, woo

I'd ryde for you
'Cause you're the truth
I'd die for you
Ooh, 'cause I'm a fool in love with you
And I'll do anything that pleases you

I'm gonna run for you

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:: 2005 2 May :: 9.56 pm

Kane i did something wrong again!!!!!!!!!!! and i am unsure why i even did it, well other than the fact of missing someone,

it seems like i know what i need in my life and everything and things are turning out for the best and i probably couldnt ask for anything else, well maybe a couple of things but nothing i couldnt live without. and for some reason i struggle, because it seems so fake soemtimes that its just so easy and everything falls in place, i need it to be more difficult i really dont like all of this i say works, i need someone to stand up and tell me no, you cant have everything you want. i dont want it to be a perfect relationship i guess you could say, i want to struggle sometimes, get in aguements where someone sleeps on the couch, i know that sounds soo bad and everything but thats what i look for when it comes to relationship i need soemthing to go after, but when everything just gets handed to me there is like no work, and its not like you feel that you have succeeded.

silver lake is lookin like 28, 29, and 30th something like that

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:: 2005 1 May :: 11.16 pm

A WEEK LEFT OF SCHOOOLLLLLLLLL YAY!!!!! SUMMMER sad thing is its going to snow tomrrow what kind of stuff is that?

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:: 2005 30 April :: 3.06 pm

its finally saturday i just one more day of work and i have a two days offf lucky me i cant wait at all, this working stuff is getting so boring and its ust a pain in the butt sometimes to alway have to go there, yeah i know i have bills to pay and hwat not but sometimes i would really just enjoy to have a house warming party since i have been in this apartment for a month and havent even been able to do that... it really sucks!

my computer has really been acting stupid lately i still cant get on aim for more than 30 seconds and its really starting to bug me, cant have those little conversations with lauren, oh lauren by the way i have a day off this week on wednesday!!!!! no work for me :) we need to do soemthing that day!!! im glad that you had a good time in chicago even though you managed to find yourself in trouble some how... lol

well i gotta jump in the shower finish some homework and head to work for the night, hopefully i will get out rather early tonight so i can party, since i havent managed to do that in such a long time !!!!
so calllll

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