:: 2005 26 April :: 11.01 am
:: Mood: loved

this entry is being done because josh wants to know if kane and nikki want to go up to silver lake on memorial day weekend he doesnt know if were going up on saturday night and campin that night as well as sunday or if were going to go up friday nigh and come back on saturday because i will have to work... but he keeps askign me to ask you toooo... so i asked......

but i gotta go to meijers to get some food and what not and my comp is being gay so im not goin to even stay on very long especially since it wont let me ...... booooo computers

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:: 2005 25 April :: 11.29 pm
:: Mood: blah

welll it seems as if you almost get everything done and around and then something has to go wrong. and of course its my stupid computer. we lost power the other day and ever since that my computer has been acting really stupid. i cant sign onlin with aim more than a minute without it kicking me off but i can stay connected through the web it just really not making any sense to me anymore.

Josh started a different line today so he should be home around 1130 instead of 230 so that a plus i guess you could say since well its 1130 now... lol oh well but who knows anymore things are still good just tryin to get all my finals done so i can start my summer YAY!!! yeah its kinda scary that my summer is asbout to start in a week or soo and we had snow this last weekend what is up with that...... i know we live in michigan anything is possible...

well this really isnt helping me get my hw done so i better try to do soemthing before josh gets home.. chances are its not goin to work but oh well life will go on.......

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:: 2005 20 April :: 10.48 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

omg!!! have you ever had one of those days that you get out of work and all you want to do is get home!!! yeah that was today, i really cant stand how some people drive around here, well anyways, there was this car infront of me on capital from virgina yeah lucky then but they were only goign like 30 mph if that, and well you know me and my truck we cant do that, its just impossible, so i wasnt that close to him but he keep tryin to do rbreak checks and what not but it didnt work and of course i didnt do anything about it i just kept going hoping he would get the clue that the speed limit was 35 to 40, so then finially when the road went to two lanes he tried going down teh middle and of course i passed him and then we wanted to try to ride my asss but it didnt work to well for him, sorry buidddy!!!! why do some people have to be soooooo stupid!!!!!!! drive the speed limit if not more we would have no problem.

well kane and i went out to lunch the other day and she got to see the apartment i was excited since i hadnt had anyone over to see it yet, since everyone just comes for josh, we had a good lunch got to talk about alot of just old th ings old times people you know how we are when we talk... im really going to miss her though!!!!1

well im goin to look online for some things for this apartment so hit me up

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:: 2005 17 April :: 10.25 pm

just another day
well its kinda been awhile, but things really havent changed, i was supposed to see ron today but he never called me and i was busy anyways with my mom's birthday!!!! Happy Birthday MOM~

i started thinking the other day yes i know thats kinda scary but anyways that i havent talk to my future ex husband at all, we go like 3 day siwth talking to one another and then like 6 weeks with out talkin its really weird but im worried about him since its getting nice out and he has his bike, not to good mixtures,

Hey Kane, i guesss were going camping next weekend even though i have to work till 2, Nikki really wants to go so i guess we might be campin in josh's back yard, dont ask.... lol
alright back to working on my speech before josh yells at me... lol

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:: 2005 13 April :: 9.51 pm
:: Mood: excited

im soo excited courtney my bestiest frined from work had her baby girl today :) 6lbs 12oz a baby girl, named madeline jane, im soo happy for you court i cant wait to see her. congratulations to you, madeline, and of course matthew:) i love all of you guys, i was just surprised that i was one of the first people to know and actually get to talk to courtney that made me feel special.

Josh and i got are grill but i am unsure about if we are allowed to have it on the third floor oh well i guesss, what can they do????? so hopefully we will start cooking or something who knwos about that one

well i have to go to the high school tomrorow to get some more hours in for my final since thats do in like 2 or 3 weeks im not sure but its getting there especially since we only have lik what 4 weeks left if that. i still have to do my speech on my artfacits i shold be able to do that on monday i hope soo because if she doesnt allow it i wont pass the classsss. sooooo i am reallly hoping sooo.

well im just going to chill for or well relax alittle bit before josh gets him so i will talk to you alll later..
loves

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:: 2005 12 April :: 2.10 pm
:: Mood: irritated

wellll what a night last night was, sitting at home when the phone rings and its FRANK wondering if i wanted to so something, so i figured why not, for some reason i can never say no, so he came and got me and we went back to his house on Gull Lake yeah his mom is living on Gull lake now very interesting but i am glad for her :) so we kinda just chillied and talked about things like things from 5 years ago, his mom just happend to be going thought things and got out like all the pictures of him and i and think that we had done and what not.. the old memories. we watched spider man 2, it was alright the first one was soo much better though.. and then he brought me back since i had to be home before 2, yeah i know it was a curfew i was given and yes i did make it home by 2. and i behaved...

So today hasnt been the greatest day cause well josh is pissed i went out with and ex, and he tries not to be but you can tell just by how he act and even looks. sometimes it seems like he doesnt want me to do anything with out him... almost like he doesnt trust me... and if i say something its welll look how we hooked up...who knows but you have to give me credit that i told him before i left and what not... but i know it ju st made him worry at work and what not... what kkind of girlfriend am i????/ alright i just thought i would post something so kane could read since i didnt two way her back th is morning to tell her my story.. sorry girl but i have to get this speech thing done

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:: 2005 11 April :: 3.11 pm

i gave up on my speech for communication it just wanst workign and i was just getting all stressed out so i figured i would just do it late and get marked down rather than just basically failing the speech, i feel alittle bit better about it but not really im supposed to be working on it but of course im searching the internet for a clock to hang up in the apartment i found one but the only problem is it takes 4 to 6 weeks, soo that really sucks so im not sure if we will get it or just go searching for one in grand rapids but this clocks i found are reallly cool...
they are at agrressivebynature.com they have alot of cool things in there

im about to head over to my house see whats going on over there. i should go to the bank and wallmart but i really dont feel like it so i probably wont... oh well , well im off to my house so if u need me thats where i will be..

love ya

kane i am soo glad you had a good weekend, but i miss ya and glad ya home

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:: 2005 10 April :: 1.05 pm
:: Mood: awake

wow its been awhile but then again i have finailly moved into my apartment it still needs some work like pictures and things i am not one for white walls, but its coming along slowly especially since i have had to work every night so its been alot of fun around here. oh and it took us like 3 days to figure out how to hook my computer up to the interent because the gay company doesnt know how to make instuction and doesnt like to help you on the phone... damn them..
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well kane went up to see kail this weekend i really hope she had fun, since it was a girls weekend for them but i do miss her i cant wait for her to come over and see my apartment!!!!! i cant wait for kail to be home for summmer so we can all hang out.

tiffany called me the other day while i was work but i didnt answer it on time :( so i called her back but then she didnt answer so i left a message and welll neither of us have tried callin each other back si nce then. ronn also called me yesterday i tried to get him to come visist me at work but of course he didnt sooo sad, i miss him soo much i now like live in his backyard, i really dont think his apartment is that far from me.........

alrighty well josh is getting mad at me beacuse i am not working on my speech that is due tonmorrow yay for communication class!!!!. so i gotta go....

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:: 2005 31 March :: 2.57 pm

Spring Break has started!!!! im excited but then again i am not because it just means i have to work all week long since everyone else is going on vacation. just means lots of money for Traci which is good because josh and i go to sign for the apartment on monday! so hopefully by next weekend we will have almost everything moved in . we figured it out to be the cost is about 18 dollars a day, thats kinda alot, but oh well its a step that needs to be taken thoguh so t hats what were doing.

This week i close at work everynight lucky me, especially on friday because i get out of work at like 2:30, and then were meeting everyone up at mcd's at 6:45am to head up to silver lake for opening day so everyone cross there fingers for good weather. It should be really fun especially since lauren is going with. even though she only knows a couple of us, i give her propes though for coming with :) it will be fun other then the part of getting up soo damn early

i am really starting to hate this weather change i dont think i have stopped sneezing at alll, its really starting to bug me, i know i probably could take something for it but i just havent. so i know its my fault , well im going to lay down for awhile before i have to go to work....

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:: 2005 29 March :: 1.17 am
:: Mood: sleepy

well kane i you did just put everything out that you were thinking, and sometimes its really good to do that, because in the end it might make the other realize what they did say and how wrong it was. Even though you might not ever forget the night or the conversation, but you are lucky to have a mom like you do. For as troubled as i was, she still let you come over and hang out, even though she knew something was up with my house but she just loves and cares for ya. not saying that some parents dont, they all do in some way, but some just show it more than others. Hey just think my mom is sitting next to me in one of my college classes, so what does that say about me????

well i guess josh figured this weekend out, i guess were going up to silver lake to go out on the dunes for opening day i beleive were going to leave at like 6 or 7 am because i have to be back at work at 5, but i am going to see if joyce will let me come in at like 6pm, soo kane, nikki, if either of you two want to go just let me KNOW!!!!!

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:: 2005 25 March :: 9.19 am
:: Mood: tired

its friday , good friday at that, and i think i am the only person that does not look forward towards the weekend, but i guess thats because i work 15 hours on friday and then 10 hours on saturday, yeah so i have no weekend and its going to be like that for the next 2 months i believe, how ever long courtney is on baby leave, im going to miss her!

saw derek's baby the other day at wallmart, she is very cute, and getting big, she was wtih her mom, so of course i got the looks and everything, it was almost 5 years ago but i guess it still seems like yesterday for her. i dont know how many times that i can say that i am sorry, but i guess it wont ever help, so it seems like everytime that i forget about it, i run into one of them...

well i gotta get ready for work and all that fun stuff so i will talk to everyone probably on sunday, i might post tomrorow morning but i am not sure,..

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:: 2005 23 March :: 2.43 pm
:: Mood: mischievous

its really sad that all one person has to do is tell the world how they feel about a person to make it a comedy for other. Kane had a run into at school, not a good one, b ut i dont know it made the story really good on are walk to class, its good to be able to laugh at someones stupid mistakes, but for that one person her stupid mistake was being born.

oh kane do u even know who that guy was that was asking you about class.. he was kinda cute!!!!! maybe you need to talk to him more....

but im off to my grandmas just wanted to post somethign real quick to make kane feel alittle bit better.. i love ya girl : )

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:: 2005 21 March :: 3.54 pm
:: Mood: awake

well i finially talked to brandin he called me friday when i was at work, and then i decided to call him back and he put me on hold, yes he put me on hold so i hung up, so he called back and asked me why i hung up and i told me he was like yea i guess you have a point and anyways i didnt have long distance on my phone soo it was understandable, he is doing really well, he finally got his house, no apartment but a house so thats a plus, he tried getting me to drive down there that night but i told him that i couldnt, then of coursen i called him on saturday, because well i was drunk and wanted to talk to him.. sorry hun for callin you at 3am, i know you had to get up early.. sorry

but this weeeknd was alot of fun, some drama but not alot so it was straight, a group of us went to watch trevor fight in kzoo for fight night , he won, he was very happy, and then the bunch of us came back to my house, since my parents went to canada so yeah i had my fair drinks thats for sure, but its all good, nothing is wrong with that, well except for the fact of getting up sunday and not feelign well, so of course i went and saw courtney to keep her company. but i was excitied cause i got to hang out with Lauren and tiffany came over, i was really excitied to see her and what not, but she only stayed for like 5 minites that was sad but she had to get up at 8am to go to work, but i miss her thats for sure, lauren and i had fun though it seemed like all we did was laugh and talked and laugh it was good to hang out with another girl instead of all guys..

and now its back to another fun week of school and work, but i have to make money so its all good, but i am going to work on some homework so i am out for now,

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:: 2005 17 March :: 10.02 am

it really feels like the only thing that i do anymore is work, work and school, itslike i dont even have time to do the homework for my classes, i guess yes i could be doing it right now but no i am sitting at my computer waiting for josh to get here, so we can take care of his truck that he hit a deer with, yes a brand new truck and he hit a deer... what can i say, and then i have to head to the mall i believe i need a shirt for st patrick's day because i am not goign to work with out a green shirt that just gives all the drunk guys a reason to touch me and i am not about that sorrry...

well we got almost everything for the apartment except for the food and things like that, but we cant do that until like we move in and everything, and who knows when that well be it should be about 2 weeks i believe, like spring break. hopefullly not because thne josh would have ot move in all by himself becuase i have to work all 7 days that week its going to suck but i guesss i have to, gotta make money to buy food and all the little stuff.

alright well i guess we got like a group of 10 people to go on saturday so it should be alot of fun. good luck trevor!!!!!!!
but im off to do some homework now so i am not of now

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:: 2005 15 March :: 10.59 pm

sooo really what is wrong with a twenty year old female running a bar?? seriously is there really something wrong with that??? i guess for one table tonight, i b elieve sooo, and the sad thing is the only reason they had to find out i was the manager was because they felt that they didnt have to pay for their sales tax, and the damn thing is they had probably more money then any one that was in the whole damn bar, but problem sloved, they said that they would never come back because of the 70 cents that they were charged, oh welllll.... dont want that kind of people in the bar anyways, especially since the reason was over 70 cents. not abig lost.

well i got my entertainment center today, it looks really nice just hopefully it will fit in the apartment and everything, i have a feeling we have more stuff then what we need, but it will take time though, josh told me today that for my birthday i can have a two bedroom apartment or house depending on if we find one or not... the crazy things that he says but i love him...

ronnie called me today, i have missed him, latley his life hasnt been the greatest he broke up with this girfriend that he thought eevryting was great he was planning on getting married and everything and moving away but things took a different turn, but he is doing alright, soo any single girls, hes available, own place, good job, good guy!!!!!... '

another day of school tomorrow and another day of work hopefully it will be alot busier than it was today....
night

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