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2005 10 May :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: bored
well i had a good weekend , well other than the fact i had to work both friday and saturday but it was alright we were rather slow on saturday therefore i was able to get out a hour early i know it doesnt seem that big of a deal but at 1am in the morning it really does to me. Sunday was mother's day so of course we headed down to coldwater to see josh and his family, luckyly enough it was warm out so we were able to go out on the boat and just have fun for allittle bit, the water is way to cold to get in it th ought... so we have to wait a couple more weeks for that one. then we headed back up to BC so i could see my mom and just kinda hung out with them and then decided that we were goin to have friends over, so kane, tiff, nikki, devin, nick, nick, kyle and doug all came over and we just kind drank and basically hung out it was fun though thats all that matters right....
it was really good to hang out with tiff again, its somewhat strange at first but its almost like we havent stopped hanging out as welll, kail wasnt able to make it over .... she was busy with her mom. we missed her though
just a couple more weeks and off we go up to silver lake to go campling and i have never been camping therefor this should get interesting right kane.........
wel i gotta finish cleanin this apartment and what not, and maybe make josh go to the mall but i doubt that one becuase he has to go to work in a little bit.... booooo himmm
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2005 10 May :: 8.41am
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: got a single silver bullet shot right through my heart... to prove i cant survive without you.
poop.
i was in a great mood this morning.. cuhz me and alison listened to this mix CD on the bus.. :) and we were happy and jumping around and yeah. but then i got into computer and britt said something and i didnt get mad at her... it made me think. i dont know. maybe i shouldnt take it seriously.. but if thats what she thinks then maybe shes right. now im in a poopy mood. :\ britt i know your going to read this. dont be mad and dont feel bad about what you said.. cuhz hey you're probably right.. and i hate for you to be right on something such as this.. but hey truth hurts. and i'll get over it. thanks for the honesty though. :) i love you very much. well anyways, this bitch decides to take me and alisons seat this morning on the bus.. im like WTF ?! little bitch. i mean if she didnt talk shit to robin.. then i wouldnt really care.. but shes deffinetly not on my list of cool kids. i dont even know why she sits where we do. we all talk shit about her and her friend.. so whats the point ? if your bus talks shit about you... LEAVE GODDAMNIT ! she gets put to shame.. i tell you what . :) but its really funny. anyway, im having an alright day.. im not wearing a shirt under my jacket.. and alicia and alex said that they're going to pull the zipper down before the end of the day.. so im trying to get a shirt lol . oh well. oh and dont ask why i didnt wear a shirt lol. i felt like being free....? lol. well im gunna go. gotta read britts journal :)
catch you guys later.
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ill breathe you in
i won't let you down
i won't hold your back
i won't make a sound
i know what scared you the most
being alone
just like them
being alive
feeling so... dead
at least you'll have my... heart
you know you shine so bright
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2005 9 May :: 8.11am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: the fan. its this awesome band... it goes wooooosh.
im the happiest ive ever been. :)
well guys... my weekend was pretty cool. got off of work at 5. called anysia... went to her house. then went to some play ; her sister was in. it was horrible. but me,anysias mom, and anysia made it so fucking funny. it was awesome. people thought we were literally crazy. it was funny. :) then her mom dropped us off at my house. we got dressed up... dresses panty hose,make up, hair, and everything.. wanna know why? we dont know. just some random thing. thats my middle name.. :) anyways, saturday didnt get my hair done cuhz my mom is gay. hung out with anysia. went to target got my mom some pretty random/awesome mothers day presents . :) dropped anysia off. went home. i dont remember what i did. sunday.. went out for brunch at some super fancy place. had to wear a dress. grrrr. with makeup,high heels,hair,blah blah. My feet hurt so bad. After that. went to my grandparents house. tanned for a bit, then went on the computer.. met this really awesome kid matt. hes really hott.. and hes awesome ! i love that kid. :) we talked about alot . we have ALOT in common. we're saving up money to see eachother... but he lives in the same town that i have family in so i can just visit them. :) that'd be cool. he likes me alot. and i like him. we're cool. and we're both going to the vans warped tour ! :))) soo... im in computer now.. and its really gay. he thinks he's teaching us stuff... we're not even paying attention and we'll forget by tomorrow . lol . oh well. well im gunna go. catch you guys later.
shake down you make me break for goodness sake
i think im on the edge of something new with you
shout out dont drown the sound ill drown you out
youll never scream so loud as i want to scream with you
*matt*
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2005 6 May :: 8.16am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: something corporate.
hey now the straw dogs out in the street, she said,hey now,theres chemicals in the clouds.theyre calling all the police.
well im going to be working on my journal . :) cuhz i have a hole 40 minutes to work on it . :) sweeet . i got my dress . its really hott . i love it . i'll post pictures on monday . i got a dress,black strapless bra, and a pair of heels for under $4o . im such a cool kid ... :) well im going to my best friend alicias party next saturday :) me&brittany are going together :) if shes allowed..
later
p.s. does anyone know how to put a picture for the background ?! i need help.. it would be greatly appreciated . :)
you dont do it on purpose
but you make me shake
now ill count the hours
till you wake
with your babies breath
breathe symphonies
come on sweet catastrophe
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2005 5 May :: 11.18pm
i got to hang to hang out iwth my girls last night, it was soo much fun to be able just to hang out with them instead of all guys or josh and his friends it was just something totally different. Even tho ugh we spent hours at the mall and didnt even buy anything oh wellllll.........
Kail comes home tomorrow i havnet seen or talked to her in soo long, it will really be good to see hEr!!!!! see what kind of trouble we can get our selves in..... lol
well i gotta get something to eat
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2005 5 May :: 8.34am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: taking back sunday.
i love alison with all my heart.
the pictures i promised. you may be suprised but hey.. we had fun.
me+alison=bestfriendsforever. i mean it.
best friend means ; best friends means ; i made lots of plans.. based on these mistakes .
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2005 4 May :: 8.15am
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: something corporate in my head.
niko--boh--biko . hey em .
well... went to work last night.. we had a few pickups and deliveries . we got severe thunderstorm warnings . i was kinda scared .. cuhz ben had to take me home and theres been alot of freaky accidents lately . : \ i got home in one piece . thank god . went in my room ; went online on my phone . talked to bryce . suprisingly i didnt listen to music .. weird eh` ? i know . my mom came in and took my phone.. cuhz it was past cerfew on my phone .. gay ? YES !! she got mad becuhz my dad,bro,sis,and mom went out to get a mothers day present for my mom.. and i couldnt go on saturday... my dad asked if i wanted to go shopping for my mom last saturday and i said i couldnt i had to go get alicias hair done for prom with her.. and hes like oh you dont care about your mom blah blah . so monday i called my grampa and i asked him if he could take me to get my mom an old metalica CD . and he said yeah.. and somehow my mom found out . and she called me bitching on how i couldve gone on saturday but i was too busy with my friends . WTF ?! if they wouldve told me a week in advance maybe i couldve gone . but i have no regrets on not going .. i had fun watching my best friend get her hair done for her first prom . and watch her be nervous . it was great . nothing like being there for your best friend before prom . both my best friends went to prom . alison went to ft.myers prom . and alicia went to ours (mariner) . oh well.. my dad wants me to go saturday afternoon to get a dress for me and my sis . "no black" he says. WTF ?! he thinks im some kind of goth .. im so not . i wanted a black dress .. but black is more elegant . i like it . but whatever . i'll get the dress i want . anyways , i have to get a dress becuhz we're going out to dinner at a "fancy" restaraunt for mothers day with my whole family.. and my dads gunna get me,my mom,bro, and himself a ticket to some monster truck thing , i thought it would be cool . theres going to be a bunch of rednecks there . i know a few . maybe they'll be there . idk . my dads like "im only buying 4 tickets" blah blah "you cant bring any friends" psh screw that . i wanna bring a friend lol . well.. this weekend everyones asking me to do something with them . jon,gabe,anysia,eryn,alison,my dad. what the heck ? hmm i have to make time for all them . cuhz i wanna hang out with all of them . maybe everyone could get together and hang out one night... hmm ... sounds good . me and my dad get to go get dresses . what fun . i cant wait . hes either going to make me get a sleezy dress or get one that has like short sleeves . hahaha . that'd be funny . but i have to look "nice" . blah . whatver . hmm... i dont think i have anything else to say... i need a boyfriend... someone that i can trust.. i want a long ass relationship . pictures will be posted tomorrow or friday . ok im done .
but i love the way youd roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as i slowly fall apart
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2005 3 May :: 11.58pm
"Ryde Or Die" J LO
Crazy over you
I don't know what to do
I don't understand why I'm crazy
Over you, I don't know what to do
I do
I would give up everything just to feel and be with you (if I had to)
I would pawn the ring you gave to me just to feed you (if I had to)
I would give my very last breath just to help save you (if I had to)
I would tell a lie just because I know you are the truth
[Chorus:]
I'd ryde for you
'Cause you're the truth
I'd die for you
Ooh, 'cause I'm a fool in love with you
And I'll do anything that pleases you
Only you
If I had to
I would throw away my only wish just to prove to you (if I had to)
I would die all alone if living meant without you (if I had to)
I would go through all the pain again just to find you (if I had to)
I'd surrender all my love just because I love you
I don't understand why I'm crazy
over you, I don't know what to do
I don't understand why I'm crazy
over you, I don't know what to do
I'd ryde for you
'Cause you're the truth
I'd die for you
Ooh, 'cause I'm a fool in love with you
And I'll do anything that pleases you
I wanna run to you
Breathe as one with you
Absent in time without you
Existing only for you
Every dream is of you
Only turn to you
My baby, my love
Only turn to you, woo, woo
I'd ryde for you
'Cause you're the truth
I'd die for you
Ooh, 'cause I'm a fool in love with you
And I'll do anything that pleases you
I'm gonna run for you
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2005 3 May :: 8.51am
:: Mood: devious
:: Music: something corporate in my head.
poop.
guys guys !! i just finished a shit load of work we had to do in my computer class. i only have like 5 minutes to update.. I GOT A NEW SOMETHING CORPORATE CD !!! *leaving through the window* its fucking awesome. go buy it !!
later.
you dont do it on purpose but you make me shake now i count the hours til you wake with your babies breath breathe symphonies come on sweet catastrophe maybe this time i can follow through i can feel complete stop paying dues stop the rain from falling keep my oceans calm this time I know nothings wrong
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2005 2 May :: 9.56pm
Kane i did something wrong again!!!!!!!!!!! and i am unsure why i even did it, well other than the fact of missing someone,
it seems like i know what i need in my life and everything and things are turning out for the best and i probably couldnt ask for anything else, well maybe a couple of things but nothing i couldnt live without. and for some reason i struggle, because it seems so fake soemtimes that its just so easy and everything falls in place, i need it to be more difficult i really dont like all of this i say works, i need someone to stand up and tell me no, you cant have everything you want. i dont want it to be a perfect relationship i guess you could say, i want to struggle sometimes, get in aguements where someone sleeps on the couch, i know that sounds soo bad and everything but thats what i look for when it comes to relationship i need soemthing to go after, but when everything just gets handed to me there is like no work, and its not like you feel that you have succeeded.
silver lake is lookin like 28, 29, and 30th something like that
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2005 2 May :: 8.14am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: if you see jordan.
i dont care if you die your hair youll always be a little red head bitch .
yo guys . my weekend was pretty sweet . fridya night got outta work at like 8. :) alicia called me at 10:30 and said she could come pick me up to sleep over her house so i could go with her to get her hair done for prom the next morning . she came and picked me up . went to her house . she put her dress on . she look so awesome/gorgeous/hot/super . god .. she looked sweet . she showed me her shoes . there awesome . talked to billy while he was drunk . wow that kid makes no sense . went to sleep . woke up at like 9 . left at 9:30 . stopped at the bank and flower shop to get the boot something for wes (her prom date) . then we went to the hair place . alicia was getting her hair done so me , her sister titi (thersea) , and her sisters friend lisa went to publix and got a shit load of stuff . brought it back . ate . took pictures . then went back home . mom picked me up . went home and then alison came over . haha had the best time ive ever had . we took 4325907345 pictures . they're awesome . i'll put them on her tomorrow . then she had to leave sunday morning at like 7 cuhz she had to work . : \ went back to sleep . woke up at 12:30 . did my chores . went on the computer for 43957435 hours . talked to gabe :) bryce :) nate :) alison :) billy >:O . grah im so mad at him . UGH ! hmm.. well heres some pictures that i can show you from yesterday . they're me... sorry.
later
me,alicia,alex, and brittanys story we made.
A boy went pee. He missed the toilet though and got pee all over the person next to him. The they decided to climb a tree, the girl fell off and farted. It smelled. It smelled like a dumpster in the summer. Then they wanted to take a bubble bath with the cookie monster, and then they banged. They banged eachothers brains out until the mans penis came off. And the cookie monster thought the penis was a cookie and ate it. He said it was yummy, then they wanted to take pictures. Kyle--Boh--Byle, came and they went to the park to chase the ducks. Their hair was green and they sang "i like green eggs and ham". The penguins made love like it was the first time. But it wasnt the first time, just the first time in a pool. Potatoes are cool cause penguins eat them.
the bell rang and we didnt finish it sadly... : \ but what we have is AWESOME !! hope you guys like it . :)
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sorry , these are big and my hair looks like shit . :)
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2005 1 May :: 11.16pm
A WEEK LEFT OF SCHOOOLLLLLLLLL YAY!!!!! SUMMMER sad thing is its going to snow tomrrow what kind of stuff is that?
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2005 30 April :: 3.06pm
its finally saturday i just one more day of work and i have a two days offf lucky me i cant wait at all, this working stuff is getting so boring and its ust a pain in the butt sometimes to alway have to go there, yeah i know i have bills to pay and hwat not but sometimes i would really just enjoy to have a house warming party since i have been in this apartment for a month and havent even been able to do that... it really sucks!
my computer has really been acting stupid lately i still cant get on aim for more than 30 seconds and its really starting to bug me, cant have those little conversations with lauren, oh lauren by the way i have a day off this week on wednesday!!!!! no work for me :) we need to do soemthing that day!!! im glad that you had a good time in chicago even though you managed to find yourself in trouble some how... lol
well i gotta jump in the shower finish some homework and head to work for the night, hopefully i will get out rather early tonight so i can party, since i havent managed to do that in such a long time !!!!
so calllll
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2005 28 April :: 8.42am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: taking back sunday.
yo . so i have a new liking . his el nameo is robin . im not quite sure if i like him yet .. but im pretty sure i do . well i finally got my period lol . i was a month and a half late . i know you guys wanted to know that lol . hmmm .. went to work on tuesday even though i didnt go to school . didnt bring enough tampons then i had the driver ... my friend dan go get me some . i was like "look for the purple box" he came back .. he brought the purple box .. but with the PURPLE tampons . those things are huge as a mo fo ' . ben took me home . listened to smile empty soul on the way home . :) it was raining.. i was sick . and depressed . ben made me feel better . he always makes me laugh . :) got home . went to sleep . woke up at 7:30 a.m. and my mom was about to take my bro to school . and im like "where are you going?" and shes like "taking your brother to school; i tried waking you up for school but you didnt budge and you were coughing all night . and you were up for a few hours in the middle of the night so i let you sleep." and im like "mmk" . and shes like i dont think you should go to school . she left . i got ready for school . so i could go see alicia and alison . got to school . alison IM's me on my phone ... saying that she stayed home with a cold . then i remembered she asked me for gum and i gave her half that was in my mouth . thats how she got sick . we were'nt thinking . :\ so i got my best friend sick . i felt like poop . she didnt come to school today either . talked to billy last night . talking about alison,alicia,me,and him . hes taking the 3 of us to get birth control when he comes down when hes done with college for this year . which is next week . i cant wait ! im getting my tounge pierced pretty soon . no im not allowed ... my friend is going to do it . but i know im going to get caught becuhz i yell alot and my mom will notice .. i dont know what she would do . when she saw that i pierced my belly button .. shes like "whats that?" and im like "are you serious, you know what it is." shes like take it out . so i did . blah blah . so yeah ... alisons coming with me cuhz im kinda scared .. :\ lol . saturday hopefully me and britt are gunna hang out . :) we'll go to her house .. invite a few people over then get drunk .. cuhz her moms going somewhere and wont be home until sunday night ... and her dads in michigan . it'll be pretty awesome if everything works out :) cant wait . im anticipating so many things . billy coming.hanging out with britt.alison coming back to school.getting my tounge pierced.getting a car.getting my permit.vans warped tour.summer.everything. im doing pretty well . well im gunna go so britt can read all this and she can comment . :)
later kids ♥
youve got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat
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2005 26 April :: 11.01am
:: Mood: loved
this entry is being done because josh wants to know if kane and nikki want to go up to silver lake on memorial day weekend he doesnt know if were going up on saturday night and campin that night as well as sunday or if were going to go up friday nigh and come back on saturday because i will have to work... but he keeps askign me to ask you toooo... so i asked......
but i gotta go to meijers to get some food and what not and my comp is being gay so im not goin to even stay on very long especially since it wont let me ...... booooo computers
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