I was thinking about registering a domain name, because I want a website again. So, does anyone have any suggestions? Serious ideas only, please. I have a few I was thinking of, but I want to see what everyone else thinks. Please respond.

For like the seventy thousandth time, I am reminding everyone to..

BID ON MY CRAPPY EBAY STUFF, DANG IT.

Thank you!

I wish I had work ethic. I wish I didn't waste my time all day and then wonder why I'm up all night doing homework. I wish I could actually sleep at normal times. I wish school wasn't so boring. I wish I could finish my homework so I don't randomly wake up at 4:00 to finish it every morning. I wish I liked what I used to. I wish I was decent at high school soccer. I wish more people didn't think I was crazy. I wish I was in a better mood all the time. I wish I could actually pay attention in class. I wish I was someone else. I wish this whole teenager thing would just go away because I hate teenagers, including myself. I wish I could leave.

Strange people from Texas came to my house today and ate all my food. The lady's name was Sandy, and the similarities between her and Sandy from Sponge Bob were astounding. I was confused.

I really don't like church. I wonder how my parents would take it if I told them I didn't want to go anymore..I think I'll wait until after Mexico. That might work. Whatever.

I also really don't like Mike. I didn't get to play at all in the game against Canyon, and now I hate soccer a lot. I mean, I hate high school soccer. I think it's stupid how Kelsey, who has been in Utah for the past like week, got to play more than I did. I haven't missed a practice in a long time..and when I have had to miss them, I was either there or I had a doctor's appointment or something. This is such crap. Oh well..two more games, one more week of hell.

I need something to make life less boring and pointless. Any ideas?

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I'll update later with pictures and all that. Later is relative, of course.
Now that you're gone, I'm regretting every word I said. On this dark day my veins are burning, trying to keep these thoughts out of my head. So what do you think? Do you even blink when I'm screaming and calling your name? Just how I like it - blank and indifferent. Are you too ignorant to feel ashamed?

Wake up, wake up. The world is changing. Someone else's sorrow? I can't hear it..someone else's sorrow now, and take back life's remote control.

Where you going, what's this life for? How do you want to be when you grow old? What you want to say, what you want to do. Nobody's a victim..it's only up to you. Wise man say you reap what you have sown..only what you have sown.

Now that you're gone, well, you're regretting every word you said. I have just one more question now: for anyone that I can not motivate, is it just routine trained behavior? Does the tv set control your life? Go, create.

I'm liking this whole New Found Glory thing..haha. I have decided that I like spending time at other people's houses instead of mine. I was away from my house for over thirty-six hours, and it was fantastic. I went to school and got to leave at lunch for the game against Burbank, which we won 5-0..more on that later. We got back to the school around seven, and then I went to Gabby's. I got home around nine tonight..heh. Me and her and Jeanette had a sleepover deal thing, which was exciting. We're all insane, but everyone knew that.

It was funny..we decided to go on a walk at twelve at night, and we were just being really dumb. I turned on some faucet I found near these tennis courts and we slid around on the water for a while..my shoes have zero traction when there's water, so that was fun. There was this big grassy hill and we were rolling down it and trying to slide down it. I found some cardboard pieces and we "surfed" on those for a bit. We were being extremely loud though. It was around 1:30, and we heard these footsteps clicking towards us, and it was a cop..haha. He said in this really amused/disappointed voice, "Go home." It was hilarious. I'm surprised we didn't get curfew tickets though.

So, soccer. I don't think that I'm THAT bad at soccer, but apparently Mike thinks so. I only play around the last ten minutes of every game..and that's if we're winning. I show up to every practice, and I try, and I'm pretty sure that I don't completely suck..so why can't I play? I think he only thinks I'm good for my speed, because after every game he says something about it, and how he can always rely on me if he needs a runner. Yeah, that's nice, but can I play more? I'm just glad the season is almost over, and then AYSO tournament will start. That's the only soccer I enjoy anymore. Seriously, I used to get so excited about high school soccer, but now I can't wait until the program is over. I'm still deciding whether or not I'll play next year..I just don't know.

Tomorrow is the Super Bowl, and I don't really care. I think that Gabby and Jeanette'll come over, so we can waste another entire day doing nothing..haha. I haven't posted pictures in a while. Dang camera needs to be fixed.