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:: 2003 11 November :: 11.32 pm
:: Music: "Mellowed" +Local H+

I'm being rad and putting off doing my homework, as usual. I was looking through my old Hotmail account just because, and I found all these old surveys. My god, let me tell you..they are freaking hilarious. I bet everyone didn't know what morons they were back in eighth grade. I sure didn't. I found a good quote in one though..it's the answer to the question "is the glass half emty or half full?"
I don't know, I hate this question..it doesn't matter! Same thing! As long as you have something in it you should be fine.


But anyways, I was going to post some pictures, but my camera is being lame and not working. I'll probably get them up later tonight though, because I need more reasons not to do my homework. I don't know.

Whatever, I totally rule.

2 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 10 November :: 9.30 pm

Oh my god I am so cool that instead of updating, I post quizzes. Wait, no, quiz. Yep.

HASH(0x875fb50)
G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know it. At least you are trying to do something about it. You like to think and create to try and sort out your problems. Keep going the way you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms with your demons.

what key signature are you?

1 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 10 November :: 1.28 am
:: Mood: crappy


What Flavour Are You? Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.


I am bitter and twisted. Expect from me acerbic humour and sharp commentary. While I may seem nasty at first, I'm actually quite good company if I like you, so long as you don't mind a bit of cutting to the chase.
What Flavour Are You?



I am so cool, I don't make real updates for forever. But anyways.

Today I went to Lowe's to buy some dowels for my accursed math project, and I realized that I felt..different somehow. So I'm thinking, what's going on? What's..different? And then it occured to me: I wasn't wearing a bra. Heh heh, whoops! So I zipped my jacket up.

Yep, that was completely relevant. This weekend we had playoffs in Lancaster (which made it so I couldn't go to the Guster show..stupid soccer), and we did quite bad. We lost the first two games and tied the last one. I don't really care though, because I was getting really sick of that team. There were only about five people that didn't make me want to beat their faces in, but you know. I did something to my right leg though, which sucks because I have high school coming up soon. Oh well.

So apparently I have all this homework to do that I haven't started yet. Whatever.

5 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 7 November :: 11.51 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: "Annie" +Our Lady Peace+

You're a little bit shy, a little too quiet. You're the mixed up girl that everybody leaves behind. A little bit weird, a little too bright..but you just might be that little bomb at their side. They'll pull your hair, they'll leave you wide-eyed..but did anybody wonder what Annie might have in mind? Oh, no..

There's something in the way she explains to me, "Please be careful, I exist in someone else's head." Oh, no..there's something in the way she makes believe. Please be careful, Annie dreams that everyone is dead.

You're a little bit dry, a little uptight. You're the messed up girl that everybody tries to hide. You've had enough, they're too unkind..but did anyone consider what Annie might have in mind? Oh, no..

PLEASE BE CAREFUL, I EXIST IN SOMEONE ELSE'S HEAD.

3 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 4 November :: 10.12 pm

So my sister is selling her GOTH PUNK HOT TOPIC BLACK FISHNET on eBay, and you should allllllll buy it. Because you are all goths or punk rockers. Of course.

She could really use the extra cash, mostly because she needs to BUY ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT because my birthday is in TWENTY-EIGHT DAYS. And besides, she's always broke, and then she borrows my money and doesn't pay me back for like, ever. Okay, I'm done.

Don't forget to bid, because you love my sister. And more importantly, don't forget my birthday, because you love me. There's even a birthday countdown thing in my profile now, so there.

3 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 4 November :: 2.19 am

I love how people that I used to be fairly good friends with hate me now. And I also love how above people tend to, shall we say, try to be exactly like me. Or at least, how I was when we were friends. Personal fashion, music choice, even writing style..it's pathetic. I mean, come on. Who in their right mind would want to be me two years ago? God.

But still. I know they say "imitation is the truest form of flattery," but it can be taken a bit too far.

Oh well.

1 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 30 October :: 9.37 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: "Gemini" +Digger+

Hahaha okay so I was going through these old emails from eighth grade, and in one from Gabby she said, "You are my friend, if you were causing me unwanted stress I would be treating you like a Danielle Maricle or something." Hahahahahahaha..oh good god, that's funny.

If you don't get it because you don't know the aforementioned girl, consider yourself lucky!

Oh yeah, this is my 200th entry on Woohu.com. You all love me.

3 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 30 October :: 5.41 pm
:: Music: "120 East 7th" +De Facto+

Man, the weather today was just perfect. A fantastic ROCKTOBER day. But my mom just got home, and I went downstairs to help her bring in the groceries, and I smelled smoke. Thinking to myself, "Uh oh, all the times I went outside today, there was no smoke. At all." I opened the front door and it smelled like the fire was two feet away. Of course, it's not, but..I thought they were getting it under control. Positives and negatives to this, though..good: possibly no school tomorrow, for the third day in a row. Bad: the fire may be spreading.

Hmm. I guess that the fifty mile per hour winds the news predicted yesterday didn't help much. And now I smell like a fire, even though I was outside for a minute, tops. Cool!

Halloween is tomorrow, obviously. I don't have plans..I don't think. Anyone want to go trick or treating with me? If you just want to hang out and not trick or treat, then don't even bother! I like my free candy, thanks.

Ha, the alcohol bottle I drew on the palm of my hand three days ago hasn't come off yet. Makes me wonder about the permanence of this green pen. Good thing it's on the inside.

4 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2003 30 October :: 6.08 am

Ha, no school today AGAIN. I feel like laughing like the Count from Sesame Street. You know..

AH AH AH AH AHH!

But anyways. Why am I up this early? I usually get up in like, an hour and a half. But you know, I didn't do my homework yet again last night, so I decided to wake up early to finish it. Well uh, screw that. It can wait.

I wonder if we still have to turn in our Mod Civ tests..I mean, he said that he'd only accept it on Thursday NO MATTER WHAT, even if we got in a car crash and were dying or something. Any late papers would not be accepted at all. I wonder if school being cancelled because we are all going to die of smoke poisoning counts. Eh, whatever.

not an android


:: 2003 29 October :: 8.40 pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: "Guernica" +Brand New+

+ THE GENERAL INFORMATIONAL JUMBLE +
Full name [last names can be left out]::Nancy Myers. Please don't put any extra e's in anywhere.
Nicknames::Nanc (I don't know how I would spell it..it rhymes with dance!)
Date of birth::12.03.88. It's coming.
Place of birth::That palindrome hospital, HMNMH.
Current location [as in your home]::Saugus.
Other places [general areas] you've lived in::Newhall, Canyon Country, some place in Georgia.
Parent names and ages::Mike (53); Nancy (48). Having a mom with your name is hell.
Sibling names and ages::Celia (16); Marjorie (10).
Zodiac sign::Sagittarius.
Chinese animal sign::Um. I have no idea.
Birth stone::I think turquoise, but whatever.
Birth flower::Yeah. Sure.
Birth colour::Gray, because I said so.
Birth number [add mon+day+yr until you arrive at a single digit:]:Crap, math..uh..103?
+ KNOWING ONE'S FAVORITES +
Type of food::Stuff off the ground and from trashcans.
Specific food dish::Steak with mashed potatos.
Colour::Gray.
Weather::Rainy, stormy, cold, and cloudy.
Country::Costa Rica.
City::Livermore.
Store::eBay.com
Random object::Utility knife.
Television show::I don't watch TV.
Movie::Fight Club; Monty Python and the Holy Grail; Italian Job.
Thing to say::Shut up and die!
Moment in history::I don't know..I like reading about WWII.
Holiday or event::National Latino AIDS Awareness Day.
Memory::When I first met Paige Taylor.
+ SIMPLE WORD ASSOCIATIONS +
...love...:Not something I need.
//...dream...//:..ing a reality.
...fake...:Paige, because she used to say "everything is fake."
//...monkey...//:Paul Frank.
...food...:Eat.
//...school...//:To be tolerated.
...California...:Is on fye-ahh.
//...New York...//:QuadBoy.
...hair...:Product.
//...Dell...//:Computer.
...hug...:Gross.
//...college...//:Somewhat scary.
...family...:Getting better.
//...alcohol...//:Bring it.
+ ANSWERING QUESTIONS +
[What is your definition of love?]:A feeling that you have about someone who you care for deeply, so much that every day they're gone rips you apart.
[Are you fearful of being loved or loving someone? Why or why not?]:Somewhat.
[What is your general outlook on life?]:No matter what you do, it's going to suck, but you can at least TRY to make it worthwhile instead of moping around all the time.
[What do you think about politics?]:They are useless and something that I don't need.
[If you were president, what would you do?]:I wouldn't be president.
[What did you want to be when you were 5-years old?]:An astronaut.
[How about at 15-years old?]:I'm not even fifteen yet. Shut up.
[What about now?]:I don't even know.
[Why has it, or hasn't it, changed?]:I don't think I'm good enough at math or science to be an astronaut now.
[What sort of people annoy you?]:Stupid people infuriate me. And people who think they're better than everyone. Basically, everyone.
[What sort of things do people do that give you hope?]:Random acts of kindness..we need some more of that.
[What do you think of America right now?]:It's kind of screwy, but we have it better than most. We still find something to complain about though.
[How about France?]:Oh, I get it. You want me to say, "America is totally cool! I hate France! Boycott French fries! Freedom fries!" How about no. France is fine.
[How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck would chuck wood?]:As much as it could until it died.

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