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:: 2002 8 December :: 6.45 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: "Trust" +Thrice+

Oh..hey, would you look at that.
DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:Very High
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:High
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Click Here To Take The Test --



On another note, I'm still sick. Die. Maybe I can convince my mother to let me stay home from school..not very likely though. The end.

1 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2002 7 December :: 10.36 am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: "Killing the Right" +Living End+

Argh.
Oh, being sick is so annoying. I can hardly breathe because of all the congestion, plus there's all this crap in my throat. And having a gut-wrenching cough and a sore throat like no other is not a picnic. Also, I have a headache for the first time in years, because usually I don't get headaches..ever. To use a phrase I don't use too often, it sucks. But enough about me.

Having woohu.com down was awful..I couldn't go and update for all of you, my adoring fans! *cough* Yes Nancy, just go on believing that..right. But there was something I wanted to put in here, and since I couldn't and I didn't think to write it down, I forgot. Oh, another sick thing. Yesterday I was real sick, but I went to school anyways because I had a soccer game. Turns out that after the hour and a half bus ride and all that, I really didn't feel like I would be able to play. So I told the coach and he said it was okay, so I just sat there on the sidelines the whole game. It's alright though, because I would have been more of a nuisance than a help out there. We lost though, 2-0..hmm, makes me wonder if I had anything to do with that. Probably not, but I'll just pretend it did.

This morning, I vaguely remembered my mother letting the dog in my room and saying something about how he had to stay in my room, but I didn't catch why. So he started barking because he wanted to go out, so I let him out and forgot about him. Turns out that I was the only person home, so my mother had been telling me to watch him to make sure he didn't get anything. Of course, I remembered this when he came into my room carrying all this crap. I walk outside, and the house is a mess. I knew my parents would get mad at me for not watching him, so I cleaned it all up the best I could..hope they don't notice..heh. But yeah, so here I am, all sick and whatnot, sitting at the computer typing all this out..I think I'll go back to bed. Goodbye.

not an android


:: 2002 2 December :: 1.46 am
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: "Sound System" +Operation Ivy+

Random quiz thing.
CURRENT THINGS..
[Current Clothes] Blue soccer shorts, Seco sweat pants (shut up they're comfortable), gray Scotland tshirt, and my watch. Always the watch.
[Current Mood] Cold and upset.
[Current Music] My playlist, which is a lot. But right now..Operation Ivy.
[Current Taste] MY SPIT.
[Current Makeup] What is this "make up" you speak of?
[Current Hair] Up in a messy bun crap blah thing.
[Current Annoyances] Songs that won't download, parents, and my inability to find socks.
[Current Smell] Erm..the air.
[Current Thing] This quiz. Bahaha.
[Current Desktop Picture] This wasted squirrel passed out with a cigarette and a vodka bottle in his paw. It rocks.
[Current Favorite Artists] Herman in Herman's Hermits.
[Current Favorite Group] Thrice, Die Ärzte, and Five Iron Frenzy.
[Current Book you're reading] The Chronicles of Chrestomanci.
[Current CD in CD Player] Die Ärzte - 13.
[Current DVD in player] DVD? What now?
[Current Color Of Toenails] They're never painted.
[Current Refreshment] Sparkling Apple Cider or something.
[Current Worry] If my digital camera got lost in the mail..ha.
LAST PERSON..
[You Touched] MY DOG. No, my mother unfortunately.
[You Hugged] Michelle.
[You Yelled At] MY DOG. No, my mother's youngest daughter.
[You Kissed] Er..
FAVORITE..
[Food] Anything from KFC and In-N-Out. Oh so healthy..
[Drink] Mountain Dew and iced tea.
[Color] Gray and black.
[Album] "The Illusion of Safety" - Thrice
[Shoes] My old battered black low top Converse. They aren't really black anymore..kind of a grayish red. It's odd.
[Candy] Gum. Yeah, it counts.
[Animal] Dogs that are nice and listen to you. I've always been partial to cats though..
[TV Show] I don't watch TV.
[Movie] That one with the girl with the hair. Yeah.
[Dance] Dance? HA.
[Song] "In Years to Come" - Thrice
[Vegetable] Tomatoes are nice.
[Fruit] Grapes.
[Cartoon] Again, I don't watch TV.
[Store] Online stores. And Best Buy.
[Kiss] What?
[Hangout] Anywhere but here.
[Vacation] To Livermore! And England! And Germany! And Japan! Yeah..
ARE YOU..
[Understanding] For the most part.
[Open-minded] Yeah.
[Arrogant] Heh yes.
[Insecure] About certain things.
[Interesting] I think so. People tell me I am. But then again, people tell me I'm nice.
[Random] Would you like a chicken sandwich?
[Hungry] When am I not hungry?
[Friendly] Er..I guess.
[Smart] Again, people tell me I am.
[Moody] Sure, why not.
[Childish] I try not to be. My mom always tells me I am though.
[Independent] Yeah.
[Hard working] Only if it's something I want. Otherwise..no. Just no.
[Organized] I think I have some sort of OCD for everything being organized. If it's not, then I'll make it. In grade school, I used to organized people's desks for them..
[Healthy] I pretend to be.
[Emotionally Stable] No.
[Shy] Amazing but true: yes. Yes yes yes.
[Difficult] You could say.
[Attractive] People tell me I am..sometimes..but I think they're lying.
[Bored Easily] Sometimes.
[Thirsty] Yeah. Mountain Dew or some iced tea would hit the spot.
[Responsible] Yeah.
[Obsessed] With..
[Angry] Just put the gun in my hands, and watch mass destruction ensue.
[Sad] Yes.
[Happy] No.
[Hyper] Now? No.
[Trusting] Not anymore.
[Talkative] To my so-called friends, yes.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO..
[Kill] Anyone and everyone. Except Paige and Matt and my sister.
[Slap] My mother's youngest daughter.
[Get Real Wasted With] Paige.
[Get High With] Paige.
[Look Like] No one.
[Talk To Offline] Paige and Matt.
[Talk To Online] Paige and Matt.
[Date] Boys are a waste of time.

The End.

not an android


:: 2002 29 November :: 8.47 pm
:: Mood: okay

Harf harf.
onichick666: DO YOU HAVE A THRICE SHIRT?
CAPTanti school: NO.
onichick666: YAY!
onichick666: *cough* I mean...oh..too bad, huh?
CAPTanti school: AHAHAHA--I mean, yeah, I really really REALLY want one.
onichick666: Your birthday is also soon.
CAPTanti school: Yeah, it is.
onichick666: Uh..when is it again?
CAPTanti school: December third.
onichick666: Okay.
CAPTanti school: You know what Thrice shirt I wish I had?
onichick666: Which?
CAPTanti school: The My Throat one.
onichick666: And..what...size...do you like?
CAPTanti school: coughyouthmediumcough
onichick666: COUGH.
onichick666: YEAH, WHAT'S UP?
CAPTanti school: I HAVE SOMETHING IN MY THROAT.
CAPTanti school: COUGH COUGH HACK DIE.
CAPTanti school: *falls to floor clutching throat*
CAPTanti school: My throat...
CAPTanti school: (hahaha)
onichick666: ME TOO. *falls with you*
onichick666: *gets up*
onichick666: Yep..
CAPTanti school: *lies prone on floor*
CAPTanti school: Help me, I've fallen and I CAN'T GET UP!
onichick666: *stares at you* Uh.. (coughwhatcolorcough) *begins to hack again*
CAPTanti school: AHHHHH COUGH COUGH COUGHBLACKCOUGHCOUGHDIEEEEEEE
CAPTanti school: COUGH!
onichick666: OH NANCY, IT'S OKAY! COUGHCOUGHCOUGH.
CAPTanti school: I mean..
onichick666: Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
CAPTanti school: Paige! *squeals* I'm going to be...FOURTEEN!
onichick666: *tries to contain laugh*
CAPTanti school: Shut up! It's a big deal!

A few minutes later..

onichick666: My mom said I could get the shirt for you! :-D:-D:-D
onichick666: *COUGH!*
CAPTanti school: COUGH!
onichick666: COUGH!
CAPTanti school: Yeah..that's COUGHCOUGHCOUGHRADCOUGHCOUGH.
onichick666: COUGHWHATCOUGHELSECOUGHDOCOUGHYOUCOUGHWANTCOUGH.
CAPTanti school: COUGHELSE??COUGH.
onichick666: COUGHYESCOUGH.
CAPTanti school: coughwhycough
onichick666: COUGHASTUPIDSHIRTISN'TENOUGHCOUGH (from ME anyway, I hate giving only one gift, but don't feel pressured to give me anything more, or even anything!)
CAPTanti school: COUGHTHATSEEMSENOUGHTOMEBUTIFYOUSAYSOTHENFINECOUGH.
onichick666: So, (cough, hack, die) what else?
CAPTanti school: COUGHSURPRISEMECOUGH. COUGHORSOMETHINGCOUGH.
CAPTanti school: Hey! My cough is clearing up!
CAPTanti school: How about you?
onichick666: Uh..*koff* yeah, I think so!
onichick666: Ahem...yep!
CAPTanti school: Koff?
CAPTanti school: Okay..
onichick666: Yeah, that means a little cough.
onichick666: Well, because I said so anyway.
CAPTanti school: Oh okay.
CAPTanti school: Well, fine.

Hahahaha. COUGH.

1 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2002 29 November :: 12.22 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: "A Living Dance Upon Dead Minds" +Thrice+

Stupid kid.
My fingers and the muscles in my forearms really hurt because I just typed up two incredibly long stories to Paige. And those stories brought back memories. Hence the mood. Yeah, I think I'll go now, because of my poor muscles. Heh. What a joke. Goodnight.

not an android


:: 2002 26 November :: 5.49 pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Some stupid Spice Girls song is running through my head.

Harf harf.
Well today was the first soccer game, and we won that, 4-1. It was only a scrimmage, but a good way to start off the season. The team we played was kind of bad though..heh. But yeah. You know what makes me mad? When people go and just delete all their journal entries. Yeah, that really angervates me. And I'm hungry. Goodbye.

1 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2002 25 November :: 5.07 pm
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: The Sailormoon theme song that is stuck in my head.

Man, some people..
Using a journal is not that hard. For one thing, things like "subject" and "music" usually get cut off if they're too long. Also, another common problem that can be avoided is spelling errors. To fix that, all you need is a quick two minutes to reread what you wrote and fix it. Changing the time is a simple matter of keying in the correct numbers. And as for big font? Well, that's not much of a problem if you know HTML. So come on kids, use it, don't abuse it.

4 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2002 23 November :: 2.53 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: "It's a Fine Day" +Miss Jane+

I want a Big Mac (meow) with fries (meow).
I was thinking about something that I could post, because I know you all just love it when I update, and I came across something that happened a while ago, but is still worth telling. So here goes..

Okay so about two weeks ago, me and Amanda Terry went to Mann theater to try to see 8 Mile. We bought tickets for Santa Clause 2, and then got in the line for 8 Mile. It looked okay, because there weren't any employees standing in front of the door; only a man in normal clothes. So we try to walk in and that man stops us and says, "Are you guys 17?" Yeah, that's it..since we're both thirteen..right. Anyways, we looked at each other, and I, being the quick thinker, said to Amanda, "Hey, isn't your dad in there waiting for us?" and she kind of looked at me and said, "Well, he should be.." so the guy said, "Why don't you go check and then come back and show me." We were like die. So we made a big show of walking in the theater and looking around and muttering "I don't see him" and "So where is he?" Then we walked out and told the guy that he must not be in there; can we please check somewhere else? So he said okay, and we walked off in the other direction. Thinking back on that, we should have just sat down in there, but too late now. So we went in to the Santa Clause 2 and just watched that. When it was over, I called my father and told him to come get us, and he said it'd be fifteen minutes. So me and Amanda looked at each other and said, "Fifteen minutes? What are we supposed to do until then?" because we were already outside, so we couldn't catch the end of another movie. We decided just to goof off and whatnot. We jumped over the fire hydrant a few times, just for fun, and threw my pocket change at each other. Stupid, I know, but it was fun. Then she mentioned she had to pee, and I said, "Why didn't you go while I was in the bathroom when the movie ended?" and she said, "I don't pee in public places!" so I told her to go pee in the bush, to which she responded, "I need a funnel!" I was like, "What...?" and so she told me about how in Rat Race, the little girl needed the funnel to go pee. I don't remember that part..but yeah. Then trying to convince her to pee in the bush got boring, so I went exploring in the bushes and found a non-descript bottle. I kicked it over to Amanda, amd she picked it up and saw it was some kind of liquor; I think scotch. So she put it up to her mouth and pretended to drink it, and right then, my father pulls up. I was like, "AMANDA! PUT IT DOWN!" and she tried to throw it in the bushes real quick and it bounced off, so I ran up and chucked it in there. Luckily, my father didn't suspect anything..heh. So we were on the way to Amanda's when all of a sudden, this car comes screeching across the median and nearly hits us. Granted, that was a shock. The roads were wet from the rain, so I think the guy floored it and lost control. Stupid boy..but that's okay. We weren't hit, just a bit shaken up. It was quite the experience. Then we took her home and blah. But yeah, that's my story. The end.

2 may be paranoid | not an android


:: 2002 22 November :: 10.36 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: My little sister attempting to play some flying game

Yay...
Well, I finally emailed the guy who runs this website, and he told me how to fix my comments problem. So now you can leave me as many comments as you want, and it'll look good! Just kidding..but you can still leave comments.

Ack, I'm hungry. I kind of..erm..slept through dinner. My sister came home and came in my room and woke me up, and you know how when you just wake up, you're still all confused and not quite thinking yet? Well she came in and was like, "Whoa Nancy, what the heck?" and I said (in a confused way), "Wait..what?" and then she said, "Are you drunk?" which was kind of funny. Even if I was drunk (which I wasn't), then why would I be so early in the night? It was like 21:30 or so when that happened. So yeah. I think I'll go eat now.

not an android


:: 2002 22 November :: 5.25 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: "Manthem" +Bouncing Souls+

Heh...chipper. That's a funny word.
Random question:

Don't you think "matriculated" is one of the most disturbing words in the English language?

Yeah, you do. And if you don't, then tell me. It's okay to leave comments. You know.

2 may be paranoid | not an android

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