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Hello People... well Gina B had a baby boy, Noah Russell Bryant 7lbs 13 oz...Jan 18th 2005 :) I am so happy but iam sad i cant be home. and i dont know the next time i will get to go home before the end of Feb. but iam so happy they are both healthy and ok! But yes I am back at kent...this weather is HORRIBLE...its cold and the snow needs to go away. I mean I rather have cold weather than to have hot weather. But yeah I have some cool classes!!
Art History I
Chem in our world
Principles Of Public Relations
U.S. Modrn History
Teaching Poetry in the Schools ( this is going to be a great class)
but yeah this semster seems promising I am keeping things basic and drama free. thats for sure. Last semster was just thrown the wind. Its done its over and its about me doing my thing and not letting "asshole bring me down" -that a quote from my brother. Yes My wonderful brother who is in FLordia....must be nice. But Iam just glad to be here, on this earth. God has a reason for everything. Everythign is happening for a reason and its my job to figure out that reason...ok enough of the deep shit. Iam going to go read some US Modern History....i love profs that just rant on and are complete wack jobs....that makes life alot easier:)
Peace and Love
- Caitlin

if you all want to hear some good music check out Akil Dasan @akildasan.com...he is on the road to stardom w/ missy elliot he is so talented. he jsut express true music in all forms, hip-hip jazz r&b beat boxin...he is tight. so yeah check him out. and i jsut watch the show for him!

A Fairy Tale
Hello
Well my brother is married,,,and was it a fairytale wedding. I cant even explain it in words. It was just magical. IT was really cool my brothers friends from highschool Ricky and Dave were my escorts so i had alot of fun. It would have been really cool if Gina B could have come with me. but she is due in like 4 days (iam so excited) but i have to go back to kent on Sunday...My mom said to me " Your lucky the steeler game is on Saturday..b/c you would have to wait to go back if it was on sunday" dont you love my parents. But more on the wedding. there were so many details i dont think i can write it all out. It was just amazing thats all i can say. Right now Ray & melissa are in St.Lucia..then my brother comes back to NJ then leaves for Key West the next day for work...he is one lucky SOB
But iam so happy for him and Melissa. I love the idea that our familes are together I am glad that her family loves my brother and has respect for him and faith in their love for eachother. SO I am really happy. some guy just said outlook on TV. My outlook has changed in life. I can say Iam happy. I am smiling (for once) Iam jsut really happy deepdown! But iam going to go watch some tv so goodnight

HEY HEY HEY IAM BACK
Well its almost a new year. I got a new computer, so iam back to updatign this thing. it has been a unique yet strange year. Alot of things have changed. and as messed up as somethings turned out. Its all for the better. Iam not going to go into full detail abotu my life about what has happened. I dont want to take the time, emotions or energy to waste on all of it. but I am back. I have learned so many things in the past few months, that I am forever changed, and forver more aware of the people around me. I have grown and matured and its about time some other people do to. Well Happy Holidays. Happy New Year. If i had a drink with me and an auidance I would raise it and say, It is about damn time for a change, its about damn time.
Good Night and God Bless.
T minus 10 days til my brothers wedding :)

MY BROTHER IS POPPING THE QUESTION...at last
well iam home for a month..iam happy. but becasue i am home i dont get online that much but i might update if somethign ground breaking happend in my life ( thats why iam wrting now)
but today i went to my moms school..LITTLE KIDS are the best.. i had alot of fun. i think that teaching is in my blood ( casue if my mom) but i dont know how badly i would want to teach...tiem will tell
but the real reason i wrote is becasue
Ray-ray is asking mellisa to marry him toamrrow...you dont know how happy i am. i just nervous and sick, and i cant wait for him to call.. and damnit he better take pictures... iam just in such a good mood casue i know they are in love. they share a love like my parents and melissa's parents. they are friends before anyhting eles. and friendship is love. so iam really happy. i will probly update after christmas. or if my brother got so nervous he couldnt do it...if he did that i would drive up to NJ myself and smack him in his head..well i am going shopping tomarrow for christmas...oh yes the holiday season... i will write later.. bye

what a day..this is was long
ok i had a long ass ramble on love and if you really want to read it then you can ask me to put it back up but until then this quote is all i have to say!

***here is a quote by yours truly
“ Don’t sit back and wait for a man to climb over your walls to save you, he is never going to come. Look for the man who is going to break down your walls and save you.”
- how happy iam for my brother. he is that man to someone. and melissa is lucky to have him, and i wouldnt want anyone eles to have him :)

Bitch Cry me a river...throw up your middle finger
Ok not much to update on....wait Iw ent to the Justin Timberlake in Cleveland...so of couseI have to update..casue i can die a happy person now..ok i will give you the full detail..so you have to reda all of this, like Mr. JT or not!( casue drunk people are involved)

Ok its Thursday.. I only have one class.. I wake up and I had to rush like a bat out of hell casue i over slept.
Beth and I ate over at her dorm.. then walked to the student center to catch a bus at 5..we get on the bus..havign no idea how we were going to get to the Agora..it took longer than I thought it was becasue of all the stops...anyways our last stop was at a mcdonalds( or what we thought)..the bus driver was really cool and he didnt know were the agora was. so beth and I go into the mcdonalds..i had to go to the bathroom, so she got directions. this guy gave us the most complicated directions.( and we were in a place that reminded me of Homewood in Pittsburgh..maybe worse) anyways we get back on the bus..and these guys were yelling at us from a beat down, ragdy ass car)and we find out there is one more stop to go. so we turn down this street. And BAM the Agora Theater is on our left hand side.. right across from the bus stop. so we got really lucky.. we go inside... there wenret that many people there. it we would of gotten there ealier.. we would of gotten alot closer..ok we made it there...now how are we getting back?
Well we spotted this guy that goes to kent...we later find out he isnt going back. ok the concer it going to start soon... lights go out,,and the screaming begins...Justin Walks out on stage..camera's are going off. it was great..he brings this guy out named ( matt morris, i will write about him later) Ok this drunk girl was trying to push her way through. she was drunk off her ass, and she started pushing this lady,and her husband or boyfriend..was like back up we have been standing here for 2 hours, back up..well this drunk girl pushes in front of her...so now she is behind me and this other girl, ( we were packed in as it was) so me and this girl linked arms so she wouldnt get through,,so the drunk girl kept pushing her.. so finally I ( yes me) turned around and said to her" you need to back up" she goes off in slurred words....I paid the same amount of money as you...I said yeah and we have been standing here for 2 hours..back up. So she goes off, i but my hand in her face..and told her i wasnt listening to her..all your doin is running your mouth..so on and so on.. so she decied to take a step towars me.... bad bad idea... So her friend pulled her back..And all i heard was FUCK YOU FUCK YOU...ALL you want to do is suck JT's dick..That made me laugh.and she was pointing her finger at me....So i turned around and said Yeah I would like to see you try to come after me again( or something like that) and then later on she was liek Fuck YOU..pointing her finger at me.... the best thing about it was.,,I never cussed at her..and the people around me wee gratful i got her to step back and it made peopel laugh..casue she was out of control.. I was ready to duke it out,,casue she would of been down on the floor, and my parents would have to come to Celveland and get me out of jail. So anyways this was going on when this Matt Morris guy was singing..anyways the Concert started.. I was really surprised, casue justin played gutair..it wasnt this huge pop show that you see on tv..and he is better in person..oh and he looks the same as he does on tv..( maybe he loks better in person) anyways Cameron Diaz was there....no commetn on her( casue I never liked her,,wait is she and actress? casue what has she been in..charles angles..what great acting skills you need for that)..ok the concert was only an hour and a 1/2..but worth it.. ok the concert is over...and no way home.. So i call a cab..80 dollars...ok i had the money...wait that girl is famillar...She is in My justice Studies class... so we got a ride back to Kent... I was never so happy to see someoen in my life... it was a really cool night.. oh yeah before we left.. this guy popped out of this bus.. and scared the shit out of us" you all paid 50 dollars for an hour concert?? thats some shit" I guess he lived in the bus called The basement..it was funny
But Justin timberlake surprized the shit out of me... his band and back up singers are awsome..It was funny casue we walked right by them with out thinking or thats just the back up singers...and the girls that we rode back with saw cameron up close and Trace( justins friend) yeah so it sstrange to be that close to people that you see on tv and listent to on th erasio...so that was my night...
I knew when i saw that rainbow in the sky I was going to get back to kent.. well that was the night...Justin TImberlake and Aruging with a drunk girl..cant get better than that
Oh and about Matt Morris... check him out, if you like Jeff Buckley...Matt Morris was a feloow Micket Mouse Club Member..but is really good.. (mattmorris.net) check him out!

bad day
hey i havent updated in a while, i have been busy. college is getting better, but today was the worst day ever. this is all i have to say: being away form home, and being sick SUCKS
10 signs of a bad day:
1) You are sick
2) You lock yourself out of your room @ 9:15 and you have to get a key casue you have to leave @ 9:30 for a 9:55 class cause your dorm is in butt fuck Egypt
3) You are sick
4) You havent eaten anything casue the food sucks and the cafe has shitty hours
5) Sit through 3 pointless classes
6) Have to turn in an English paper which you thought was good but read over it and you notice how many bad typing mistakes you have.
7) You are SICK
8) It is rainning and windy so your umbrela is no use
9) You are soaked head to toe
10) AND YOUR FUCKING SICK

there is my list casue today was bad, but i watched Malibus most wanted. mad me laugh now iam going to go watch Exposure:)
later

@ Kent
Whats up people. iam at school. Gina and I have the most kick ass room. the people in our dorm are cool. my mom and dad left today so iam on my own,, my computer keeps fucking up but anyways. my dorm is pimp... but iam glad i am here. iam excited for classes to start for real. but iam having fun just hanging out.
Highlight of the first day....
having to go to the Medical center b/c my misqito bite got out of control so iam on the medication that makes be sick but all in all it have been ok
i will write more later casue i have to go to some stupid convocation with 5,000+ freshman.. so i will write later then i have a dorm meeting.. so i will cath you all later
-Caitlin

Well its time to move on..
Well well well.. its that time. i am leavign for Kent tomarrow. the nerves here and i am sick. i dont know whats going on. i have always said how much i wanted to leave but. it seems liek i still have another year to go in highschool. time goes by so quickly. i knwo i say how much i hate living here. but this past week and weekend. you look around and see how much potential this place has.. and what it could be. i am going to miss my friends like crazy. ( you all know who you are) i jsut have to get sometimes off my chest. i never regret anythign i have ever said or done to anyone casue frankly some of you deserve it. period. to my firends going to schoool and to the ones who are working and just living life. good luck to you all. and try to keep in touch. I knwo that i wont see or talk to you when school starts as much as i like, but you all know iam here if any of you need me, no matter if i like you or not i will listen. iam sad to leave my mom and dad, and the peopel i love, but this is smothing i have to do. i have had my doubts, but if i cant hack it i will be letting my self down more than anyone. so i have to go. and grow and do my thing. this is starting over for me. These 4 years are going to be discovering Caitlin. and what iam all about. eventhough i know who iam. Peopel will change and hopefully people will grow up. WEll iam goign to go. this is my last time on this computer for a while. but i have my own for school. so i will update and let all of you know whats going on forr me at school... what peopel i hate, whoes ass i want to beat, who i cuss out, you knwo the Caitlin stuff i do. well iam going to go i have alot to do. and iam feeling sick casue i got attack by misquitos... damnit.
Bye.. and Good LUCK!!

hello
whats up. iam have been in a good mood. i have been the past few weeks. only 12 days.. GD thats a short time. but i am having fun.. today me and gina went to target and ate lunch. just chilled.. then came back to UT and drove around and yelled at people,, fowllowed the cops, drove around PC.. you know the good stuff.. i wish i would of gotten my license sonner but i ma haven fun before i leave. so iam going to bed casue i have to get up and get my hair did.. this is going to take all day.. black ladies... the price and time we pay for our hair to look good. anyways iam out ( like the borwns in the playoffs) :)

I AM DONE!!
Hey people
I am in a really good mood. a weight has been lifted of my shoudlers, its only been a day and gradation is a blur. I just got home from the LeMont in Mt. Washington/Pittsburgh. it has a great view and the food was very good. i am glad i went there instead of having a party, Ray Ray and Melissa are in until tomarrow. iam very happy. i didnt cry at graudation or after becasue there was nothign to cry about. i will miss my friends but its not goodbye, casue goodbye are final... and nothign is over becasue this is the begining. i am going to go becasue i am very tired and cold. i might not be writing in here as much but i will keep you all updated over the summer!!
CONGRATS CLASS of 2003!!!!

Cot' Damn
hey losers. i have a really big rant!
OK let the slideshow go, Iam being honest iam glad i ddint wate my money. i am not goign to hate on the people who did it, i mean if you didnt like it then you should of helped. I expressed from teh beginning that it is a stupid idea. Anyways. peopel are pissed about the whole thing. i think it wasnt justly equal. i mean there were alot of people in it more than once and some peopel not at all. i dont know. i mean everyone should of been involved. some more than others. to call people ot of there names and say taht they werent anything in highschool is wrong i mean who do some of you lal think you are. ok lets make it fair none of us are anythign after we leave the doors of geobel. some more than others need to deflate their heads and look in the damn mirrior and another thing peoel throw the word popular around way too much. fuck no one knows who you are and that goes for everyone. get off your high horses. if anyone think this is directed towards them then go sucka dick casuse i dont care abotu you all think i never cared about what you all think about me like andera said no one has enough balls to say shit to my face they just talk behind our backs. you lal think this kind of petty shit is goign to happen in college. you all will fail out the first semester. i mean i thought for a breif moment wow i might miss these peopel thenwhen people stat arging over dumb shit it makes me realize that iam a pretty smart person. Everyone get over it its a bunch of pictures, and for some peopel making it a point for people see what so and so said about you you are jsut as gulkity of saying it. So LETs see how can i sum this all up, GROW UP and go listen to some good old Kenny Chesny and look at you own pictures and this all could of been sovled. Petty shit. i thought it was done.
DISCLAMIER if you are goign to be mad at me for what i said them thats on you. i dont shut up for anyone anytime. I havent snapped on anyone this year. Someone give me a reason so i can rip you apart.